Sup' Chapter 07
(Sam is still thinking back, he remembers so much now; the days Dean spent playing with him, running the shower, doing the chores, cooking him dinner, laying out his clothes, keeping him safe; and bandaging the owies, whenever he failed.
Dean did everything for Sam, but he also remembers the things Dean couldn't do. He couldn't bring Dad home, he couldn't help him with his homework, and he couldn't ever let himself lean on Sam, no matter how bad things really got.
But Dean did more than any sibling should ever be expected to do; and Dean gave everything he had to his little brother. Sam can't get over that feeling; the awe, the oneness, the feeling that the whole universe was at his fingertips, and Dean was the one who brought it all to him.
And now to feel all of that again, all at once is overload for Sam; and he has to turn away so Dean doesn't see the guilt and the shame he feels for putting Dean through all that and taking him for granted.
Dean senses something is wrong, and he reaches his left hand out to put it on Sam's shoulder. He knows Sam needs something, he just doesn't realize that it isn't Jody that Sam needs.)
Dean: Sam, is it time?
(This was Sam's cue to let Jody off the hook, and take her tits for himself. But Sam is lost in another place and time, and has no answer for Dean.)
Dean: Sam...Sam?
(Dean looks at Jody, and as much as he wants to finish with her, he thinks Sam needs her more. Without losing any contact with her, he turns them over, so that Jody is now under him. He gives her a short sweet kiss and a wink, then slowly teases his way in and out of her, each time, going just a little less in, and a little more out, until he was gone. Jody shivers from the cold air. The day has turned to night, and the temperature had dropped a good 15 degrees since they started.
Dean takes Sam aside and the look on Dean's face softly asks him what's wrong. Sam tries to be strong, but he can't talk to Dean yet. He needs Dean's strength, and he needs to thank him, so he grabs Dean for a manly hug. Dean isn't shocked though, but he sure feels weird with their genitals touching, so he gives his brother the standard two pats to end the embrace.)
Dean: Dude, I don't know what's gotten into you, but we are not alone, remember? Now why don't you go over there and finish this. Okay?
(Sam is already too emotional, and being with a woman could be a deal breaker right now, but he knows Dean won't let up, and he thinks he could never explain what's wrong, so he agrees by giving Dean a solid nod. Dean watches as this little brother, this grown man, this perfect product of many painstaking years of grief and hard work, fills him with pride.)
TBC
