RE-UPDATE [Edit by JOSEANNETHIBO]
I want to say thank you to everyone that follow this story and who makes it his favorite..
MaryPb: thank you, I'm starting to get more action from this chapter
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After some day Alex and I are perfect together, with Brittany it goes better, we talked about us, but I wanna know more about us, our story, our marriage. Today I wanna tell Brittany I can sleep in her bed, in our bed, maybe she will be happy, Quinn thinks so. I'm on the couch with Alex, she's sitting in my laps and my arms are around her.
"Do you like this cartoon my love?" I ask her.
"Yes mami"
"Are you ok honey?" She nods "Honey tell me the truth"
"Mommy sad" Brittany is sad, how did she notice it?
"Are you sure?"
"Yes mami she cries in bed" What? Why didn't she tell me? Alex noticed and I didn't.
"My love, aren't you tired?"
"A little mami"
"Come on, I'll bring you upstairs" After she's asleep I join Brittany "Hey"
"Hi, are you feeling better?" She asks.
"Yes, thanks, you?"
"I'm good"
"Are you tired from the studio?"
"A little"
"Why don't you go upstairs?"
"I'm not that tired!"
"Go to change Brittany, I'll close the house"
"O-ok" after locked all the doors, I join Brittany in our room "What are you doing here?"
"Isn't this our room?!" I smile.
"Are you sure Santana? You don' have to do it!"
"Come on Brittany, get in" We are in our bed, it's a little weird.
"Good night San"
"Night Brittany" after a while I hear her sob, I hug her from behind, my front against her back, she turns and put her nose on my neck, we cuddle until we fall asleep.
"MOMMYYYYYYY" Alex shouts.
"What the hell!" I mumble, Brittany and I are still against each other, she breaks the hug.
"Honey, are you ok?"
"Si mommy, phone rings!" She says.
"I'll go" I say.
"Ok, Alex come here, hug me tight tight!" Alex jumps and hugs her mommy, they are so cute.
I'm in the kitchen.
"Santana here... Hi Quinn, how are you?.. I'm ok... We are fine... Last night I slept in our room... Yes she was there too!... It was weird, but not too much, she was crying... Ok, see you later, bye"
"Who was it?" Brittany asks me.
"Quinn. Do you want breakfast?" She nods "Ok, go to change Alex while I make it"
After breakfast we go to the park. Brittany and Alex play all the time, I watch them, she's a wonderful mother. Alex is just like me, literally a hurricane! We lunch and come home to let Alex sleep.
"She has too much energy" Brittany says.
"I saw that, you were right when you told me she is like me!"
"Yeah, sometimes it's difficult to handle you two together" she laughs.
"I bet... Brittany I want to go back to work"
"Are you sure San? You don't need to go back that fast"
"Yes I'm sure, I can't stay here and do nothing"
"Ok, tomorrow you can come with me and I'll show you your office"
"And Alex?"
"She'll be with me"
"Ok, so do you wanna talk? Tell me something else about us" I say.
"What do you want to know?"
"I don't know... when did we become girlfriends?" She smiles me and starts.
Flashback Brittany POV
Santana is going to pick me up, what can I wear? A dress, jeans, god, she's so beautiful... We've been seeing each other for 2 months, we haven't had sex yet, but I know we are really close. When we make out she's so warm, and she drives me crazy! Her hands under my shirt, my leg between hers, her tongue on my neck and my hands in her hair... The doorbell rings.
"Hi San" I say.
"Hello beautiful" she kisses me.
"You are really really beautiful" she's wearing boots and a white dress.
"No you are" I'm wearing a strapless shirt and tight jeans with all-stars "Are you ready?"
"Yep" We go in her car "Where are you taking me?"
"It's a surprise"
"Oh come on Sanny"
"Na-na! I told you it's a surprise... Now you have to close your eyes"
"Why?" I smile.
"Cause it's a surprise!"
"Ok" I close my eyes. After 5 minutes...
"Ok, I'll help you to get out from the car" she helps me.
"Where are we?"
"Don't cheat and keep your eyes close"
"Ok, ok!" We walk for a little.
"Now you can open your eyes"
"AAAAAH YOU TOOK ME TO THE ZOO!" She's amazing!
"Yep, do you like it?"
"Do I like it? I love it!" I kiss her.
"Come on" She takes my hand and we start walking. We see all the animals, they're adorable and she's so lovable, I mean come on who takes you to the zoo? Only a wonderful person, and she is, she knows me so well.
"Thank you so much San, you know how much I love the zoo" I kiss her.
"I know, but I have another surprise"
"No, San you can't!"
"Yes, come with me" she took me near a huge pool.
"Oh there are dolphins" I say.
"Do you wanna swim with them?"
"What?"
"You heard me, we are going to swim with them"
"Really?"
"Yep" I jump on her and I kiss her all over her face "Britt you have to stop or we can't go in!" We change our clothes, we are in aquatic suits, we jump in the pool and a trainer makes us swim with the dolphins. God they are so wonderful, but not more than Santana! We are now sitting on the poolside...
"Are you ready Britt-Britt?" She asks me
"Ready for what, San?"
"Look there" she points and I look there... A dolphin jumps out the water, something is written on his body " Wanna be" another dolphin jumps out "my girlfriend?" another "pretty please!"
"Oh my god, San! Did you do this?" She nods "You are wonderful, and I would love to be your girlfriend" We kiss.
When the day ends, she takes me home and I invite her up. We are watching a movie and at the end of the movie we start to make out on the couch.
"You are so beautiful Britt" she says and kisses my nose.
"No, you are" she kisses me, she's above me, I put my hands on her lower back, she starts to kiss my neck. I start to bring my hands up with her dress, she takes the hem of my shirt and bring it over my head "Maybe we should go to the bedroom"
"Yeah I think we should" We intertwine our fingers and go in my bedroom. She lays me down and takes her dress off. We are in underwear, I caress her back and then I unlace her bra. What the fuck, she is so beautiful! Then she does the same to me and she stares at me.
"I'm really lucky to have you Britt" she says.
"I'm really lucky to have you too San, you make me so happy" She smiles and we kiss, her hand is above my panties, she looks me in the eyes like she want know if she can. I take her cheeks in my hands and kiss her, now she knows. She pulls my panties down, now I'm naked. She cups my center and begins to rub her hand against me, she's so sexy. I kiss her neck leaving some marks, we start to rub our bodies together. I pull her panties down too, now we are both naked. Her finger between my folds and my nails on her back, she rubs herself on me while she kisses my neck. I can't resist for long, my finger goes down between her folds and she moans a little, she's so wet. We stare at each other and our finger find the entrance, we both moan, she's inside me and I'm too, we start to move and we are already moaning. We aren't having sex, we are making love. She looks at me while I moan from the pleasure she's giving me. We start to move faster and our breaths are getting faster. My fingers find her sweet spot and her back arches. My other hand is in her hair, I take her face down to my neck. She starts to move her hips with her finger and my body starts to shake a little, we are both so close.
"S-an, I'm really close"
"I'm too Britt"
"San I think I love you" I confess, she looks at me.
"I think I love you too" She kisses me and we both come, our mouths are open but still together.
We help each other to ride our orgasm and we fall asleep in the same place...
...
"Oh wow! I can be really romantic!" I say.
"Yeah you can, San. That day was the most beautiful day of my life" She smiles.
"We should go to sleep now, tomorrow is my first day back to work!"
"Wake up San...San... Come on wake up"
"Umh... Are you ok Brittany?" I ask.
"Yeah, you have to wake up, it's your first day"
"Oh yeah, you are right"
After I change, Brittany is already ready. She changes Alex and now she's ready too. We are in the car and Alex is in her seat. I'm thinking of what Brittany told me yesterday, how we became girlfriends, I was totally in love with her to do something like that, I mean come on the zoo and dolphins! It was really cute, she changed me in someone better, I would love to remember our story, Brittany and Alex are my life now, I need to remember... What if can't I ever remember? ... Maybe I need to build a new story, new memories, no? Yes, but a new story with whom? Brittany? Well she's my wife, we need to speak about the other memories that I lost, our marriage, Alex's birth, us moving in together etc...
"San we've arrived" she says.
"Oh yeah" we get out from the car "That is your studio?"
"Yes, yours is the door on the left" I stare at the door "Jack will be there."
"Who is Jack?"
"Your assistant, he knows everything"
"Ok, thank you Brittany"
"You are welcome"
"You want to give mami a kiss?" I ask Alex.
"Si, mami!" She kisses my cheek.
"Enjoy yourself with mommy ok?" She nods "See you later"
"Bye " They both say.
I enter, where is Jack? God this office is really huge for only two people. I must be really the best! Oh that's my name, it must be my office, I open the door and... Wow, a huge painting of me Brittany and Alex on the wall, my pc on the desk, there are some books, some puff and a photo of me and Brittany on the other wall.
"Oh, Santana!" Jack says.
"Hello, are you Jack?" He nods "Umh, nice to meet you" I'm so embarrassed.
"Brittany told me that you don't remember some things"
"She's right"
"Ok, can you do your work?"
"I really don't know if I can remember anything of law"
"We can try and if you don't remember anything we can restart to study, ok?"
"Ok, thank you Jack" he smiles.
It's time for lunch, I join Brittany in her studio and I see her with a guy, should I worry? We are not together, but she's married, was she cheating on me? I take my phone and I call Quinn.
"Hi, San" she says.
"Hi, Quinn, can I ask you something?"
"Yes"
"Was Brittany cheating on me?" She laughs "What's it so funny?"
"You really don't remember Brittany uh? Brittany a cheater?! Brittany is the most faithful woman in the world, she loves you Santana, why do you think that?"
"She's with..." She interrupts me.
"Wait a minute, are you worried? You like her!"
"She's my wife Quinn"
"You are not together"
"We have a daughter"
"Do you know how many people have children and aren't together? Or did you forget it?"
"You are really funny, Quinn. I only wanted to know if she was cheating on me"
"Yeah yeah yeah"
"Bye Quinn!" I hung up, Alex sees me and run to me "Hi honey, did you enjoy your day?"
"Yes Mami, I missed you"
"I missed you too" I kiss her forehead "I love you so much" She nuzzles her nose in my neck, Brittany sees us and she smiles.
"Hey, how did it go?" She asks me.
"Good, I don't remember everything, but I remember enough"
"It's good, no?
"Yes it is"
"Wait, why do you remember how to work? You started to study law and we met in the same year"
"I don't know Brittany, can we go home? Alex is falling asleep and she didn't eat" She nods. After lunch Alex went to sleep, Brittany and I are on the couch, she's silent. I think it's because I don't remember her, but I remember some things about law, but I don't know why. "Brittany please, I'm not lying, I would remember you and Alex if I could, I can't control what I can remember and what I can't" She remains silent "Brittany I'm really trying, I have a daughter I don't remember and I'm trying to know her, I'm staying here with you, to get to know you, we are married and I don't want a divorce, I wanna try, maybe we can be together again... Say something Brittany"
"I don't know what you want to hear Santana, we know where this story is going to end" She looks down.
"What do you mean?"
"You are going to leave me, you want Alex, you stay here for her, to know her, not for me, if we didn't have daughter you would already be gone"
"This is not true and you know it"
"I don't know anything, not anymore, we were married and happy and now you are a foreign"
"We are still married Brittany, what do you want? You want me to kiss you? You want me to sleep with you? What do you want? I can be a foreign to you, but remember that you are too to me, maybe you are saying these things 'cause you want to break up with me"
"What?!" She seems confused.
"Yeah, you say you love me, but you aren't even trying to rebuild a relationship, were you cheating on me?"
"Are you crazy Santana?"
"I saw you today with that guy"
"Who? Jonathan? He comes twice a week since I opened the studio and he has a girlfriend if you want to know. You wanted to be friends and now you are accusing me of cheating? To cheat on who, Santana ? A wife I don't have?" I don't know what to say, what can I say to her? I don't say anything and I go upstairs, in the guest room, I don't even know why we were fighting. A knock at the door stops my thoughts...
"Mami?" Alex says.
"Alex, what are you doing up? It's late" I go to her and I kneel in front of her.
"I heard you and mommy"
"Oh honey you don't have to worry, ok?" She nods.
"But you and mommy never fight"
"I'm so sorry, I didn't want to fight with mommy"
"I sleep with you"
"I would love to, but why don't you go to mommy? She is sad and you can make her feel better, what do you think?"
"And you sad"
"I know, but Mommy is more than me, she needs you so much, can you do this for me?" She nods "I love you so much Alex" I hug her.
"I lol you too mami!" I smile.
"Ok, now go, goodnight my love" I kiss her forehead and she goes to Brittany.
I feel hurt, why do I feel so? We are not together... But we are a family, was she right? If we weren't a family, if we hadn't had Alex, would I stay with her? Yes, maybe it wouldn't have been so sure, I would have had some doubts, but I married her for a reason, I only need to find it back.
So what do you think? what do you think about Alex? Isn't she cute?! :)
Thanks for reading!
