Christ, I'm so sorry that I haven't updated this in a while, since this has been on a pretty regular basis so far. My friend who's helping me write this was gone for a few days on vacation and so I decided to wait for their return. So now the next chapter! Hope you all like it.


I stayed in his arms for what felt like hours. We were still there when Alfred finally left, glaring at me as he passed the doorway. My dad hadn't come home yet, he wouldn't be home for maybe an hour or two. When I finally raised my head I felt ashamed for some reason at the fact that Gilbert's shirt was damp with my tears, probably my face was all red from crying as well. I wouldn't be surprised. I wiped my eyes with my sleeve and smiled weakly at Gil. "No... No more secrets, okay?" I asked.

"Sure, Mattie." Gil pressed his lips to mine and I pressed back. When we broke apart, he said, "I love you, Matthew."

I knew it was horribly cliche, but I replied, "I love you too." I nuzzled my face into his neck and asked, "Gilbert?"

"Yeah, Mattie?"

"I want... to know how it's supposed to feel. Would you... Would you show me?"

Gilbert's face went red and he pulled away slightly. "Are you sure? I mean, after..."

"It happened three and a half years ago, Gilbert, I'm fine. I'm sure."

"Nobodies going to come home anytime soon, right?" He asked.

"Yeah. Don't worry."

Gilbert laughed, "I'm not the one who should be worrying at this point." I laughed with him and he stood up, offering his hand to me the same way he had done that night, "No one deserves to spend such a special night alone, am I right?" I reached out and took his hand.


I heard the springs in my bed creak as I slowly laid down. I was nervous, honestly, and maybe I had been wrong about being completely ready for this, but I wasn't lying when I said that I did want this. That was definitely the truth. "You still feel like you want to do this? Is it okay?" I nodded and Gilbert leaned down and kissed me, he gently probed my lips, asking for entrance, I gave it to him. His tongue swirled around my mouth, dancing with my own. He broke away after a moment and grabbed them hem of my shirt to pull it over my head, I raised my arms so he could get it off completely and he took in my bare chest. He sucked on my neck, leaving a red mark, I'm sure. I moaned as he traced my sides with his fingertips from my hips up to my nipples, which he pinched lightly, causing a shiver to run through my body. I put my arms around his neck and pulled him down to kiss me again. I could feel him getting turned on as his hips brushed against mine, causing a sweet, hot friction between us. I moaned into his mouth and he put one hand down to cup my crotch and blushed profusely as he pulled away and started to unzip my pants. When he started to pull them off I unconsciously closed my legs. "Are you sure you want to do this?" Gilbert asked nervously.

"I'm fine! It's just... nerves, you know?" I bit my lip and relaxed my legs again, letting him take my pants the rest of the way off.

"Okay..." Gilbert put his hands on the edge of my boxers and looked to me for permission. I nodded and he slid them off my legs. I gasped as my erection met the air in my room and Gilbert smiled. "All good, Mattie?" I smiled back in response. He palmed my erection and started to stroke it, I groaned lustfully at his touch and felt a tingling feeling in the pit of my stomach. I twined my fingers tightly into the sheets and bucked my hips into his hand. It felt so good. I couldn't hold myself back and came all over both of us, clamping my mouth shut so as not to scream. Gilbert had removed his clothes at some point, i don't remember when. I gulped as I saw his cock again. It had been a while and he was well... bigger. "You alright, Matthew?"

"Yeah, I'm fine, Gil."

"This'll be your first time, okay? The last one doesn't count." I nodded my head, "I'm sorry that I don't have any lube, I wasn't really expecting this you know..."

"It's okay, Gilbert." He stuck three fingers in his mouth and sucked on them for a bit until they were coated in saliva, then he leaned in again to kiss me as he slid a finger into my entrance. I stiffened and clenched myself around his digit, I was suddenly afraid again, but I didn't want him to stop.

He put his other hand on top of one of mine and said, "Relax, alright? If you don't it will hurt more." I turned my hand over so I could twine my hand in his and he squeezed it reassuringly. "Just relax." I forced myself to calm down and he started moving the finger in and out of me, it still hurt, but not as badly. "I'm going to put in another one, you ready?" I tightened my grip on his hand as he pushed in a second finger and began to scissor me. "I know it hurts, but it'll hurt worse later if I don't." After a bit he inserted a third finger and then, he pulled out all three. I felt empty without them and whined needfully. "This is it, are you sure you're ready, Matthew?"

"I'm ready." I hissed painfully as he started to push inside of me and he stopped.

"Do you want me to stop?" he asked worriedly.

"No, I want to do this. It'll get better." He started pushing again and I clutched to his hand like a lifeline. He cupped my cheek in his other hand and tilted my head slightly so he could nibble at my neck, trying to keep my mind off of the pain inside of me until he was fully sheathed. He waited for me to adjust, even though I could tell he wanted to thrust into me, but he was holding back. Finally, I moaned, "Move." and he started out slow, pulling out of me, then pushing back in, adjusting his angle slightly with every thrust until- "AH!" I saw white as he hit a certain spot inside of me and he started to aim for that spot, hitting it every time. He began stroking my cock in time with his thrusts and began to pick up his pace. My room was filled with the sounds of our moaning and skin slapping against skin. It probably didn't last all that long, but it felt like hours in extacy, I never wanted it to end. Finally, Gilbert came inside of me, and myself soon after, then we laid together on my bed, both panting tiredly, but bathing in the afterglow of sex. It was wonderful.

At least, it was wonderful until my dad walked in.


Dun dun duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. Anyways, so yeah. That just happened. Bet no one ever saw that coming. Because this obviously isn't angsty enough yet. Well then, as said before, reviews are loved and thanks to my two reviews so far! It's not a lot, but reviews make me happy... so yeah! As always, flamers will be sold to the Russians and... sorry if this scene was horrible. I honestly have no idea so yeah. Until next time!