The worn Pages of the pink diary lay shut before Toris. After everything that had happened, Toris had been nominated to clear out Felix's apartment. Now with everything gone the only thing that remained was the she-males diary. Hesitantly Toris broke the glittery lock and found that all but few of the pages had been torn out or disfigured in some way. Flipping through the filled pages he stopped at the first legible page and began reading the familiar script. xx/xx/xx Dear Fabulous Diary, I met the most amazing girl today. She has silky (H/C) locks that frame her (S/C) face and gorgeous (E/C) perfectly. Best of all she has an amazing fashion sense. She was totally wearing the most amazing pink mini skirt today. Her name is (Y/N) she was my modeling partner at todays shoot and she has the best moves even I feel envious of. I really hope I get to model with her again soon. xx/xx/xx Dear Fabulous Diary, Today (Y/N) was my modeling partner again. I was totally ecstatic when I found out. I asked her to lunch after word and she totally agreed. We ended up at this fab cafe. She's so funny and cute especially when she blushes. I really hope I have a chance to see her again, I think she would make a totally fab Bff. xx/xx/xx Dear Fabulous Diary, So I've been meeting up with (Y/N) a lot lately. I really like spending time with her. When I'm around her my heart flutters, when I'm around her I feel like I don't have to pretend to be someone I'm not. Tomorrow we're going to that new club, Hollywood Vine the one that Ethalinda opened with Lovino. I've spent the past few hours trying to find the most fab outfit I can but I cant find anything my closet is so last week. You know what that means shopping time, maybe I should call (Y/N) and invite her to come along too? xx/xx/xx Dear Fabulous Diary, OMG we kissed and it was like fireworks. She was dancing with me and I looked into her eyes and I just couldn't help myself. I was so scared that she wasn't going to kiss me back but she did and everything was sparkly and magical, isn't it totally Fabulous. I'm so happy, I asked her to go out to dinner tomorrow night and she said yes, looks like I'm going to be going shopping again, I have to make sure everything goes perfect. xx/xx/xx Dear Fabulous Diary, That stupid restaurant that I made reservations forgot it was booked and my night with (Y/N) was almost ruined. It was so not Fabulous. I ended up bringing her back here to my apartment and making dinner for her. I ended up making perogies for us, she even asked me to show her how to make them so that she could help. (its like a polish ravioli, there really good my Oma makes them for me.) Then for desert I showed her how to make Kolache's. (Polish desert pastry its like a soft dough stuffed with a fruit jelly. there amazing IMG_2533). After we finished them I noticed some powdered sugar on the corner of her lip so I kissed her and used it as an reason to kiss her. She blushed so hard it was totally adorable. xx/xx/xx Dear Fabulous Diary, I'm so nervous about tonight, I had Toris help me pick out the ring. (pZALE1-9922805t400). Its band is white gold ad embedded with little diamonds, in the center is a totally fabulous pink diamond in the center, because pink totally matches with everything right? I just hope she says yes, wish me like a lot of luck ok diary. A single tear wiggled its way down Toris's cheek as he remembered the day Felix had insisted he help him look for an engagement ring. Remembering (Y/N), she was always a fun girl to be around. As Felix would say her personality totally complimented Felix's. They where a perfect match. Even (Y/N) agreed, why else would she have said yes if she didn't. brushing through several pages after the last entry, Toris found them all to be disfigured to the point of being unreadable. It was around twenty pages after word that he finally found one that was still legible. Glancing at the date he instantly recognized it. xx/xx/xx Dear Diary, It's been almost two weeks since (Y/N) went missing. I miss her. I would give up my pony army just to have her back with me. The police said they have no leads on who kidnapped her. I call the detective everyday and he always tells me he'll notify me as soon as they learn something. I feel so empty without her here. xx/xx/xx Dear Diary, Today I got a call from the detective. He told me they had found her and that they needed me to come down to the station. I was so happy, it felt like my heart had come back to life again. But when I got down to the station I didn't see her. I asked the detective where she was and they drove me to the hospital where we went to a room in the way back that smelled really bad. I asked them what we where doing in such a distastefully decorated room and they lead me to a table in the corner. It had a lump on it covered by a think blanket. The one officer asked me to take a look at pulled the blanket up slightly. I felt my hear break when I saw what was under it. It was (Y/N), she looked battered and was covered in cuts and bruises, but worst of all she wasn't breathing... xx/xx/xx Dear Diary, Today was suppose to be the day my dreams all came true, the day I got a Mrs. to my Mr., but she's gone. Her funeral was last week. I feel so lost. All of my friends are telling me I need to move one. That it just wasn't meant to happen. Their telling me that the world big and full of other people. But what hurts the most is when they say that she's just another girl, because she's not just another girl. She was my girl. I don't want anyone but her. A single tear was now joined by several more as Toris found himself on the last page of the pink filled diary. xx/xx/xx She not just another girl. I cant move on, I don't want to live with out her. She's not just another girl, she's the girl I refuse to live without... He read everything after the first two sentences were illegible scribbles. But some how he felt as if Felix was standing before him saying those last few word directly to Toris as he read them over and over again. And for some reason he felt almost glad for his old friend. Because he knew wherever Felix was, (Y/N) was standing with him. Nothing could separate them now.