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O'Connell's
Chapter seven
"You're like a machine…I mean where do you even put it?"
I watch in amazement as he devours nearly the whole contents of the fridge, it really was quite impressive.
"I've got to keep my strength up Steven…especially now, if ye know what I mean"
He winks, turns his mouth up and grins at me. Yeah I know exactly what he means, and without words, without him saying that he wants us to see each other again, I already know that we will.
"That's just greed that is Brendan"
The words just fall out of my mouth as I watch him stuff down his third sausage roll.
"I'm not greedy! I'm sharing aren't I?
It really was quite something watching him eat, it was sloppy, messy and he ate like a pig, but I couldn't help but feel strangely turned on by it. He consumed his food just as he consumed me, with pure want and passion. Sex and food definitely must be his two loves.
It was getting late, really late and although I had a day off in the morning, I thought that maybe I should make a move; I didn't want to outstay my welcome. Plus I can't sit here all night watching him eat; I really don't think he's had his fill…of food I mean.
"Thanks for a great night Brendan, it's been fun"
Fun! Is that the best I can say? I want to tell him it's been the best night of my life, but what would he think of me? I wanted things to be different for me out here; I didn't wanna be the Ste that I was in Chester. The Ste who gave his heart out too soon, the Ste whom always got taken advantage of, the Ste who had no luck. I swore I would never be him again.
"You going?"
He looked sad and disappointed…he even stopped eating. I felt the same but I didn't wanna assume that it would be okay to stay with him, I didn't wanna let my feelings show too much and I certainly didn't wanna give him control over me…although I feel he already has that.
"Yeah, it's late and I…"
I didn't have chance to finish my sentence and he quickly darted towards me. He pulled me to him and made contact with my lips again, I could taste the sausage roll he'd just eaten as we got lost in each other's mouths once more. God this man was truly insatiable…I can see why he needs his fuel. His lips leave mine and we are both panting, I feel aroused again…jesus he feels aroused again.
"You're more than welcome to stay Steven"
His voice is quiet and sexy…Wow he really is something. What should I do? Is this some kind of test? A test of character maybe. Does he want me to stay? I Remember Amy telling me once that I need to stop rushing in to things. I wonder what she would tell me to do now. I know what my heart wants to do but today I decide to listen to my head. I move away from his over powering advances and head back in to the bedroom.
I sense that he has already followed me and I start to wonder if I will make it out of here tonight. I enter the bedroom and he is close behind me. I fumble around, trying to look for my clothes which I think are in the bathroom…somewhere. I can feel him watching me, his head is cocked to the side and I know that he is trying to read me. He wants to know what I'm thinking and I know this because I feel the same, I want to know what he is thinking just as much. This really is crazy, I've just met him and already he has gotten well and truly under my skin.
"I don't want ye to go"
There he said it; he said what we both wanted to say. It sounded more like a demand but I really don't care, I wanted to stay here with him.
"I don't want to go either, but I didn't just want to assume that it would be okay to stay"
He pulled me on to the bed so that I was lying on top of him, god he smelt good.
"Ye have a day off tomorrow; we could just stay in bed all day"
"I like the sound of that"
"But for now sleep…I need to restore my energy for the amount of times I am going to fuck ye tomorrow"
He flipped me off of him so that I was lying next to him instead; I really think I have stumbled across something here, I really think that this is going to go somewhere. I can feel something between us…a spark…a connection…a mutual need for each other, whatever you want to call it it's there.
I lay on my side facing away from him and he spoons me and drapes his arm over me. I feel so contented just lying here in his arms. Our bodies almost mould into one as he get's as close to me as he possibly can. I close my eyes and try to sleep, but I find it hard with him behind me, feeling his breath on my neck, just feeling him near me really. We lay in silence for a while and he must think I'm asleep as he gently nudges me.
"Steven…"
I don't know why I pretend to be asleep, I just do. I can feel him tracing his fingers on my back; I can feel him inhaling my scent, i can hear the sniffing noises he is making. I can feel him staring in to me, even though I'm not facing him…I feel so much.
He begins to whisper...
"Ye are a welcoming surprise Steven and a very beautiful one"
He can't know that I'm still awake. Beautiful! Me? There is that word again, I could easily get used to it.
I feel his arm tighten around me and he whispers in to my ear again…
"I want to keep you"
He wants to keep me. Good because I don't want it any other way. It isn't long before I hear him gently snoring; it's funny because he doesn't look the type to snore. I am so happy, that I can't stop smiling. It wasn't long ago that I felt stuck in a rut and now here I am living a good life, doing a job I love, in a beautiful place and now with a stunningly gorgeous man who wants to keep me.
Life is good…in fact life is pretty perfect.
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