Part of a one shot idea that I had; pick your favorite album and write a one shot inspired by each song. So I chose the album Bad by Michael Jackson. This is not in order b/c this came to me first. So here it is...Leave Me Alone...


Leave Me Alone

'Cause There's A Time When

You're Right

And You Know You Must

Fight

Who's Laughing Baby, Don't

You Know

And There's The Choice That

We Make

And This Choice You Will

Take

Who's Laughin' Baby

So Just Leave Me Alone

Leave Me Alone


She almost killed him, god if he died she didn't know what she would do. She couldn't lose him; the one who comforted her, told her everything would be okay, believed in her like no one else. It was crazy how far they'd come; she found him in a pile of bodies and tied him to a fucking tree, now...well now they cared about each other, they cared about each other so much that with out each other they would feel lost. Had it really come to that? That they would need each other like this? Apparently it was, because now she sat against the door, her body curled up in a ball, tears flowing from her eyes. She had fled after the pole had fallen, she couldn't. No wouldn't be able to look into those stunning eyes and see the disappointment in them, the horror that she had done this to him. She laid her head against her arms and sobbed even when there was a pounding at her door.

"Swan?!" he called, her heart breaking at the sound of his angelic voice. The voice she learned to love, god she loved him. Of course he didn't know that, and she'd like to keep it that way. Keep him at arms distance so she couldn't hurt him. "Please Swan! Please let me in!" he pleaded, his voice completely wrecked, his only hand pounding on the door.

"Leave me alone!" she hollered back through her tears, holding herself even closer. Selfishly imagining that he was wrapping his arms around her, muttering simple nothings into her ear to comfort her, simple kisses to her temple telling her it was okay. Who was she kidding? She couldn't control her magic and she nearly got him killed, she was a monster. The Snow Queen was right; how could they love her after they looked at her like that. They thought she was a monster, and it was the truth.

"Don't ever ask me to do that Emma, please just let me in love. Please."

She shook her head, thinking that he could see her response. Even though he couldn't see her, he knew her answer that she wouldn't open the door. She couldn't hurt him not again. "I don't blame you darling, it was an accident. I've had much worse." he chuckled as if it meant nothing, only it did. She nearly killed him.

"Go away Killian." she croaked after calming down slightly.

"Emma I will sit outside this bloody door until you let me in."

"Well have fun waiting forever."

"I will gladly wait forever." he muttered into the door, his own back sliding against it. Their heads leaned back against the wood; her body curled up and his laid out.

"Why?" she asked minutes later.

"Why what?"

"Why would you wait for me? I nearly killed you!" she cries.

"Bloody hell Emma do you not know me at all? Have you not been paying attention? I will not leave your side ever." he shouted shifting to his side to tell her. "I don't know if you've noticed love, but I am completely in love with you. There is no chance in hell that you're getting rid of me."

That grabbed her attention, he loved her, well was she really surprised? No. Her heart pounded in her chest, there was only one thing to do. Break their hearts. She scampered to the door, opening it up his body falling to the ground with an umph. His eyes shining back at her.

"Get up pirate." she hissed, when he didn't and just kept staring at her she ripped him off of the ground with a growl "I said get up pirate!" she slammed the door shut, pounding his body against the closest wall. Eyes glued on each other, hearts beating as one. It was now or never. "Listen to me and listen close Hook. I will never love you, you got that?" his eyes went wide, they became glassy but she knew him. He was strong, he'd make it out okay, he was a survivor after all. She could feel her own eyes becoming heavy, "You are a one handed freak who doesn't deserve any kind of love, you are worthless, barbaric, arrogant, selfish, a coward." She hated doing this, breaking him down and stabbing their hearts at once. "You're a savage Hook."

"You're forgetting one thing lass, I know you." he gulped gathering up his voice.

"You don't know a thing about me Hook."

he chuckled at that, actually chuckled. "You're lying to me."

"Excuse me?"

"You think that by pushing me away it'll make everything okay? That I won't be here anymore? Well think again princess! I'm not going anywhere!"

"Don't you fucking get it Hook? I don't love you! How could I?"

"Look me in the eyes and tell me you don't love me. Because I know that you love me just as much as I love you."

Of course she loved him, she knew in her heart she couldn't lie to him. But she had to break his heart, to protect him from herself. So she looked into the eyes she loved more than anything in the world and said forcefully "I. Don't. Love. You."

"Say my name."

"What?"

"You forgot my name love, say it." he hissed, "Say it."

"I don't love you Killian." she muttered, looking away at the last second. He stood there in silence for a moment, his jaw clenched. His hand tightly balled into a fist, he glanced down at the ground and nodded. Glancing back up at her with broken eyes,

"I know when I'm not wanted, and I know when I'm being lied to. So when you finally get over this stupid idea that breaking our hearts is going to be better, you'll know where I'll be." he croaked looking down at the ground sadly, water falling from one of his eyes. "Just to let you know Emma, nothing you say or do will make me go away. I know what I said that if you didn't want me I'd leave, I know you're lying to me love so I'm not leaving." he turned to the door, glancing at her not daring to make eye contact with him. When she did she knew she made the mistake. "Can I have one last kiss Swan?" when she didn't respond he hissed latching his lips onto hers; it was hungry, desperate as if it were their last, she told herself not to hold onto him, she tried so hard not to kiss him back. How could she not? He was one hell of a kisser. "I knew it. You do love me." he smiled weakly against his lips when her arms wrapped around his neck, fingers ripping through his hair. "Say it Emma, please say it."

"Is that what it will take? For you to leave me alone?" when he didn't answer, her fingers pulled on his raven hair, "Answer me." she muttered their foreheads gently placed against one another.

"Why do you want me to leave? You know how I feel about you, and I know how you feel about me. Why push me away?"

"I almost lost you today, I will not lose you again. I can't-" she stuttered, her body shaking when he wrapped his arms around her.

"You won't lose me, I promise." he shushed her.

"God I love you. I love you so fucking much." she whispered in his ear, holding him against her tightly. Her fingers pulling at the hair on the back of his neck, turning her head into his neck.

It hadn't occurred to her that she was the first person in over 300 years to say those words to him, how much he thought no one would ever say those words to him again. That the last person who did muttered them with her last breath.

She pulled away and slowly brought her lips to his, Killian closing the door behind him. He used his hooked arm to carry her onto the couch, placing her on his lap. His arms holding her body close to his, heads lightly pressed against each other, their fingers laced in an intricate design that was so them. His lips near her ear, muttering meaningless words in her ear that seemed to mean the world.

"I love you." she muttered again.

"I know."

"I'm sorry."

"I know."

"Is that all you can say?"

"Nope." she smiled leaning in to kiss her slowly.


Who's ready for next weeks episode already? Me. Okay reviews would be lovely so I know that these don't completely suck. HASTA LA PASTA!