Karen stepped into the interrogation room and sat down at the chair across from Shawn, he was staring down at his hands that were resting on the table.

"Shawn, how are you feeling?" Vick asked and he finally looked up at her.

"I'm pretty sore but just glad to be out of that hospital, they always give me the creeps."

"I wanted to know if you would be okay with me taking your statement instead of one of the detectives?" She asked and he nodded, after about an hour he walked out of the room where Juliet, Gus, Henry and Lassiter were waiting.

"You all finished?" Juliet asked going over to him and placing her arm around him.

"Yeah." Shawn said then Karen walked out of the room behind them wiping her eyes.

"O'Hara, Lassiter, why don't you both take the rest of today off. I'll get someone else to work the case for today, we will find that bastard."

"Thanks Karen." Juliet said and Lassiter nodded in agreement then Karen walked off. "You ready to get going?"

"Yeah." Shawn said and they all started walking to the exit before being stopped by a man that had been sitting in a chair next to the door.

"Are you Shawn Spencer?" He asked and Shawn nodded. "I'm John Davis, Kalob's dad." He said and Shawn backed away.

"I want to leave now." Shawn said to Juliet.

"I wanted to know if you could answer some questions I have about what happened, I just want some closure." John asked and Shawn shook his hand.

"No, I can't. I'm sorry but I can't." He said the pushed past him and out the door.

"Hey buddy." Gus said walking into the room with a plate in his hands. "I made you a sandwich." He said and handed him the plate.

"Thanks."

"How you feeling?"

"Just splendid." He said sarcastically then took a few bites of the sandwich.

"You know we could talk, right? You can tell me anything."

"Not interested."

"What is it gonna take for you to talk to me? You have been here two days already, you aren't sleeping, you aren't taking Juliet's calls, you ignore me whenever I ask you about what happened."

"Isn't that a big enough hint that I don't want to talk about it!"

"You act like you are the only one who had to go through something traumatic, how about you imagine your best friend being kidnapped and having to wonder every single day whether you will ever get to see him alive again. You couldn't even imagine what happened when you were gone... Vick used every bit of manpower to look for you, Lassiter would rarely leave the police station because he was working on the case. Your dad was a wreck, he kept telling me over and over again about how he should have treated you better. Then Juliet, she was so unbelievable crushed and she couldn't even hold a conversation because she was so zoned out. And me, I was so scared that I had lost my best friend forever." Gus said practically screaming at him.

"Just more pain I caused."

"Will you get over yourself for one second and think about what you are doing to everybody right now?!" Gus said before leaving the room, slamming the door on his way out.

Shawn sat on the bed a while before finishing his sandwich then he propped some pillows up and sat back. A few minutes passed then his phone started ringing, it was Juliet. He clicked ignore then she kept calling again, he finally picked it up after about six times.

"Why do you keep calling me, Juliet?" Shawn asked immediately.

"I'm worried about you, you haven't answered any of my calls."

"Don't be worried about me, it's my fault I'm messed up."

"Shawn, that is not true, none of this is your fault."

"Yes it is, I'm a murderer."

"No you aren't." Juliet said then Shawn hung up. He threw the phone to the end of the bed before standing up, when he started walking he got light headed and almost fell over then he sat back on the bed.

"Gus, Gus!" Shawn yelled then Gus walked into the room.

"What?"

"I feel really weird and dizzy."

"I know, that's what sleeping pills do."

"You drugged me?"

"Yup, and they are way too strong to fight so you might as well lay down." Gus said then helped Shawn lay back onto the bed then he covered him up, Shawn drifted to sleep the second he closed his eyes.

Shawn had stood in an alley behind a dumpster for six hours before the man walked out his door and down the alley, Shawn stood up and walked over to him.

"Shawnie, I'm surprised to see you here."

"You think you are so sly, don't you?"

"What ever do you mean?"

"The letters you keep sending me, and the pictures of you stalking my friends and I just to mock me."

"That was the point but it doesn't seem like any of your friends are here to handle this so what's keeping me from walking away right now Shawnie?"

"I worked day and night to figure out excellently where you were hiding and I'm not gonna let you get away this time." Shawn said and pulled a gun out then pointed it at the man. "How about we play a game? If you don't want to die you tell me why you did it, why you picked me."

"You don't scare me Shawn, you would never have the guts to pull the trigger." He said then Shawn cocked the gun.

"I' am just waiting to prove you wrong so why don't you do what you do best and start talking."

"Your dad."

"What about my dad?"

"He was the detective on my dad's case, Kalob's dad was the lawyer. They were part of the reason my father went to prison for something he didn't do and I got shipped off to a crappy group home. You and Kalob and all the other people I took had parents that wrongfully committed the only person I ever had in my life so I wanted them to feel what I felt, they had to lose someone they loved just like I had to."

"Your dad went to jail, he wasn't kidnapped and tortured. Even if he was that is no excuse to take innocent people's lives, Kalob had his whole life ahead of him."

"Well he doesn't anymore so get over it." He said then they heard sirens in the distance. "Guess my gig is up."

"Yeah, it is." Shawn said then pulled the trigger sending a bullet through the man's chests, he fell to the ground and Shawn looked down at him as blood and the rest of his life ran out of him.

Shawn awakens with a sharp breath before sitting up on the bed and rubbing his eyes, when he opens them he notices Juliet sitting in a chair in the corner of the room. He instantly stands up and she joins him raising to her feet.

"What are you doing here?"

"I wanted to talk to you in person about our phone call."

"What is there to talk about?" He said then tried leaving the room but she blocked the door now standing right in front of him. "Move."

"No."

"Juliet, move!" He said screaming.

"Stop calling me that."

"It's your name, isn't it?"

"Not from you."

"What do you want?"

"I want you to stop blaming yourself for what happened that night, you are not a murderer."

"I am."

"You were just doing what you had to, he would have killed you if you didn't."

"No he wasn't." He said then she looked at him oddly.

"What do you mean?"

"That whole story about him finding me in the alley and pulling the gun on me then me getting it from him and shooting him… Wasn't true. I figured out his hiding spot then I waited for him, the second he came outside I went over to him and demanded he tell me why he did everything or I would shoot him. He told me why but someone must have seen us in the alley and called the cops because I heard sirens coming our way, they were so close and I could have just left it be and he would have to rotting in prison. But I didn't deserve to know he was alive and sitting in some cell thinking about all of his victims, I deserved to know that the man who ruined my life was dead… So I pulled the trigger." Shawn said then Juliet shocked at this point just kept looking at him. "It felt so good pulling the trigger and feeling the weight of the bullet leave the chamber, I watched as the blood poured out of him and I didn't feel one ounce of sadness and I would do it all over again… Still think I'm not to blame?" He said then she stood there speechless. "That's what I thought."

"You told me what happened."

"What?"

"You have never once told me anything about what happened, but now you did."

"Me telling you that I'm a murderer what, makes you proud?"

"Yes and I would have done the same exact thing, after what he did to you and the rest of his victims he deserved it… I still remember back to the day when I was sitting over at my desk and Lassiter's phone rang, he looked over at me with his jaw dropped. Henry had called him and told him where you were, he hung up and said "Let's go, we're going to get Spencer.". At that moment everything felt right again and then when we walked into the room and saw you alive I knew that I hadn't lost you forever, I never want to lose you again." Juliet said then Shawn wiped a tear from her eye before dipping in to kiss her, he let it progress a bit then stopped and pulled away a bit.

"I never may be the same person again and I don't want to hurt you Jules."

"You will never hurt me as long as we are together." She said then they shared another kiss.

"So… What am I supposed to do now?"

"Come home, we can start working with the doctor to help you get better."

"Okay." Shawn said then they intertwined their hands together and walked out of the room.

-Alright psychos, this is where I start closing up the story! The last chapter which is next will be a follow up chapter, but for now thanks for reading and please review! :)