A/N sorry that it took so long to get this chapter up but life has been kinda crazy! I hope you like it! I know this chapter might make some people not to happy with me but I kind of just let my mind go with this one! So this is the product of my mind running wild, I hope you like it!

Chapter 10

Bella POV

I hated that Jasper and I kept getting interrupted, I wanted so much to just spend some alone time with him. I wish I had the courage to show him how I really feel, it is getting harder and harder to keep control. I walked over to where Jacob was standing and I playfully hit him in the arm.

I walked downstairs to where the boys were, Embry was attempting to get the stove on and Seth was staring at the TV trying to figure out how to turn on the surround sound. I just stood there shaking my head trying to figure out who I was going to help first. I decided on Embry because I really did not want him blowing up the house with us in. We got the stove on and pre-heating, we grabbed some drinks and walked back into the living room. Seth was still attempting to turn on the surround sound; he stood in the middle of the living room staring at the remote with flames in his eyes. Embry and I looked at each other and started to laugh. Seth had heard us laughing and looked back at us with the same flames in his eyes.

"Excuse me and what is so funny Embry? Huh Belle what is so funny?"

"Oh nothing Seth, you just look so serious! I'm sorry Seth I couldn't hold it in anymore!"

"Bella your stupid remote won't turn the surround sound on!"

"Well maybe if you charmed it a little, or will it just laugh at you and walk away!"

"Screw you Embry!"

Seth chucked the remote across the room and it would have smashed against the wall when Embry dodged it if Jacob had not been coming down the stairs and catching it!

"Geeze Seth what's your problem, what did the remote do to you?"

"Whatever Jacob, Embry is just being a jerk as usual!"

"Jacob, did Jasper leave? He didn't even say goodbye."

"Yah Bells."

I started to walk over to where Jacob was standing; once I got there I put my arm around his and pulled him into the living room.

"So boys what shall we do tonight?"

Embry looked at Seth and then turned towards me with a giant grin on his face. I knew I was going to be in trouble.

"Well Bella, it has been a long time since we saw the girls last. Why don't we make tonight a real party? Call the girls and we can make this a real party!"

"Ummm….sure why not, we haven't had a party in a long time!"

I pulled out my cell phone and dialed Bridget's number; I knew the rest of the girls would be with her tonight. I figured we could let loose to night, I had missed our parties, and we always had a blast and usually made a fool of our drunken asses.

"Hey Bells what's up?"

"Hey Bridget I have the guys over here and they want you guys to come party with us!"

"Really sure, we have nothing to do tonight anyways. Just give us about an hour; do you want us to bring anything?"

"Um bring drinks and some more pizzas."

"Sure thing, see you in an hour!"

I closed my phone and gave a smile to the boys. They were ecstatic at the thought of the girls coming over. Well I would say Embry and Seth were, Jacob had a worried look on his face. I told the boys how to turn the surround sound on and took Jacob into the basement. Jacob and I used the basement as our get away. We would go there to get away from the pack and girls. It was fully equipped with every need. It had a fridge with snacks and drinks; a TV with every video games system, there was a bathroom, a couch and a bed. We haven't been down here in a few weeks, Jacob had been busy with his pack and I with work. I walked over to the couch and patted the seat next to me; Jacob came over to me and sat down next to me with the same look of worry.

"Jacob, what is wrong, Why do you have this look on your face? Please Jacob don't keep any secrets from me!"

"Bells, I'm just worried about this new danger. Jasper told me that you don't remember much from last night, and he thinks that Luca guy had something to do with it. I just don't want anything to happen to you, Bella you're my world. I know I have told you this before but I love you. You are my world, my reason to live, I wake up in the morning to see you and I go to bed thinking about you in hopes that you will be in my dreams. One day Bella I would hope you would feel the same way for me, and then we would be able to spend our lives together. Pleas Bella just promise me one thing, you won't act foolish and make a choice of being with Jasper. He is a Cullen and the brother of Edward the man who left you. I see how you are together and it worries me that you will be hurt again, just promise me that."

I looked at Jacob and I could feel the tears fighting their way to the surface, I fought them back so that I could get this out and not look like a cry baby.

"Jacob, I will promise you that I will not make a choice right away. I will let things go as they want and if fait has me with you or Jasper or some other guy then so be it! Jacob I know you love me and in a way I love you too. Jacob you have always been there for me, and I hope you know I will always be there for you, no matter what. I hope that in the end if I don't end up with a Cullen or some rich movie star that I end up with you. I hope that I don't lead you on by saying that but that's what my heart says. Jacob…"

I could not finish my sentence since Jacob had pulled me into a hug that was so warm with passion. I pulled away with a smile on my face, and I could see the same smile coming from Jacob. I could feel the passion in his hold and I could feel the earth moving us forward and before I knew it Jacob and I had our lips together. It was a soft warm kiss, nothing that I have ever felt with Jasper, Edward or past boyfriends. It was warm with passion and it felt good, in that moment I wanted Jacob to be mine. I wanted him to be mine and no others, I wanted him to stay with me forever. God Bella you can't have them both, you have to choose and not be so selfish. Bella you're going to have to make a choice soon. But I guess you can enjoy this for now. I felt Jacob strengthen his hold on me and I put my arms around his neck andran my fingers through his hair grasping onto a chunk of it. I pulled him closer as he did to me deepening our kiss. He pulled me on top of him as he fell back onto the couch; we laid there together kissing in such a passionate way it would make a grown person blush. I could feel his hand running up the back of my shirt with his warm hand on my bare skin it made me forget I was in a basement. I pulled away from him looking into his eyes and saw pure happiness in them. Then before any of us could speak we heard a knock at the door.

"Um..sorry guys but I just wanted to let you guys know the girls were here. You can go on and keep doing what you want but I just thought I would let you know."

Seth closed the door behind him, and we looked back into each other's eyes. I moved my lips back to his and he pulled me close again. I let my lips linger on his and took in his warmth. I pulled away and just smiled at him.

"Jacob, that was amazing, I have never had anyone in my life kiss me the way you just did. I wish we could stay down here forever, although I think we should go upstairs before we lose control."

"Bella, can't we just stay down here just a little bit longer?"

I just kept smiling at Jacob while shaking my head no. Jacob released me from his hold of passion and we both got up off the couch. I through my arms around him and gave him a quick kiss on the lips.

"Now let's go upstairs my little wolf."

"Little, well I don't think I'm little, but you will just have to see for yourself later."

I blushed at the thought of what Jacob was implying; I never really pictured us in that way before. I knew he loved me and I was hoping that I did not pass the safety barrier that I had set up to protect us both. Bella get control, you have to protect you both. I shook the thought out of my head and stood there smiling at Jacob; he smiled back as I took his hand in mine and led the way upstairs.

When we reached the top of the stairs, the twins and Embry were standing at the door way when we opened it. Embry had a big grin on his face and the twins grin was just as big.

"So…..Jacob how did it go?"

"It's none of your business Embry so fuck off."

"Ah come on man, when have I ever kept anything from you?"

"Never, but I am not the one to kiss and tell."

Jacob squeezed my hand right before he let go. Embry still had the big grin on his face as he wiggled his eye brows towards me before he followed Jacob. So there stood the two most dangerous girls in the world. I would rather have dealt with the mystery monster then these girls.

"Bella you know we won't let you leave this kitchen until you tell us what happened down there!"

"Yah Bella, you're not leaving this room until you tell us."

"Whatever girls, if you two don't let me pass then I am going to tell Embry about your dirty little secret!"

The girls looked at each other with horror in their eyes, and then they turned their eyes toward me with a pleading look in them.

"Bella you wouldn't, we made a blood oath to never tell those secrets!"

"Well Hope I suppose you should let me pass then!"

"Fine Bella but that's not fair your playing dirty!"

"All is fair in love and war girls!"

I walked out of the kitchen and back to the living room to see Tina snuggled up to Seth on the floor, Embry saving a spot for the twins next to him in the corner of the room, Bridget in her favorite couch, and Jacob sitting on the floor. The guys had moved the coffee table next to the wall and had placed all of the food on it. I smiled at Bridget and then turned my look towards Jacob, he sat there smiling at me and then patted the spot next to him.

I walked towards the spot and sat down next to him; he grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze. I loved how our hands felt when they were in twined with each other. The first movie was an action movie, Transporter 3, it was a great movie, and Jason Statham was a good looking man. The second movie was a chick flick the boys brought to be nice, Pride and Prejudice. It was one of my favorites; the two main characters were so perfect for each other. They were so alike and completed each other, I use to think that Edward and I were perfect for each other but we weren't. What the hell Bella, why are you thinking about him, why are you thinking about the past? What now has changed that would make you bring up old memoires. He is the past and your future is in front of you, whether with Jacob, Jasper, or some random guy. I guess Jacob could see the hurt in my eyes and gave my hand a gentle squeeze. I looked up at him and gave him a quick smile and mouthed I'm fine.

The third film was a horror film of course, it was the newer Halloween. For the majority of the time the guys would make remarks about how the pack would take down Michael in no time. When the boys weren't making smart ass remarks they would be holding the girls in their arms at the scary parts. Bridget was always left out as she really was not attracted to any of them. At one scary part in the movie I had gotten scared and grabbed onto Jacobs arms baring my face in his shirt. God Jacob smells good. Jacob leaned into my hair and kissed my head. I pulled titer onto his arm and he pulled away. I felt pain when he pulled away, but that was quickly reminded when he returned his arm but this time it was around me pulling me closer to him. He leaned down and kissed my head once more.

"It's okay Bella; Michael Myers wouldn't even get close to you! These stupid humans have no idea how to protect their woman."

"Ah yes I am well protected by the big bad wolf!"

"You know it babe."

I snuggled closer to Jacob taking in his scent and warmth. Hmm…this feels so good to be close to Jacob. I am never this at peace and warm with the other guys. I am usually cold and giddy with the Cullen boys or just blank with the human boys. Hmm…I could fall asleep right here in Jacob's arms. I guess I let out a sigh/yawn and Jacob of course heard me.

"Bells my love close your eyes, its okay you can fall asleep. I will nudge you if you snore or call out my name in passion."

I looked up at Jacob and gave him a smile and nod. I moved closer into his arms and lowered my head onto his chest, I put one arm over his large upper body and used my other hand to grip onto his shirt. I closed my head and smiled as I fell into a warm sleep.

I woke up to hear the main menu song repeating over and over again. I looked around to see the twins in twined with Embry and Tina wrapped in Seth's arms. Bridget of course was asleep on the couch; Jacob had pulled us down onto the floor and had his arms around my waist. I just smiled at what I saw, my best girl friends asleep with my best guy friends. I fell back onto Jacobs's chest throwing my arm and leg around his body as I took in his scent once more and fell asleep.

I was then awoken by the guys laughing loudly.

"Hmmmmmm....guys what is going on?"

"Nothing darlin the boys are just being boys! These La Push boys have too much energy!"

"Oh Jasper your home!"

"Yes darlin I am, now why don't we get you up stairs and back into bed."

"Yah sure, ummm Jacob can I have my arm back?"

"Oh yah sure thing, do you want me to help you upstairs?"

"No I'm good, but could you wake up Bridget please?"

"Yah sure thing."

I could feel the pain the Jacob felt when I declined his offer. Why is it that when I have both the guys in the room together I am always drawn towards Jasper? I really need to get these feeling in check before I hurt Jacob. As Jacob woke up Bridget the other guys and girls got their things together. I met them all at the door and said my good byes. Once Jacob got to the door I gave him a strong hug and promised to call him tomorrow. While still having his head close to mine he mouthed I LOVE YOU. I smiled at him and closed the door. I let out a yawn as I turned towards Jasper with a large smile on my face. I missed Jasper so much; it's weird how I felt such strong feelings for him after what happened with Jacob today. Maybe in a normal life I would end up with Jacob but in this fantasy life I end up with Jasper.

"So Jasper did you catch anything?"

"Yah a few deer and of course your bear."

"Mmmm sounds good!"

"Silly Bella, I think it's time for you to get back to bed!"

"Ahhh but Jasper I don't want to go to bed! I'm not moving, my legs refuse to walk those steps!"

"If that's how you want to be!"

Before I knew it Jasper had pulled me up into his arms.

"I guess I will just have to carry you!"

I let out a little giggle and threw my arms around him. God I love having my vampire in shinning arm here. Here to swoop me off my feet and bring me to bed.

"Yes I guess you will have to carry me!"

Jasper cared me up the stairs and into my bedroom, yet once he tried to set me on the bed I wouldn't budge.

"Nope I am not letting go!"

I just kept holding onto Jasper with all my strength, I knew if he wanted to he would have set me on the bed.

"Well aren't we a stubborn girl tonight?"

"Yes I am, we were interrupted so many times today I just want to be alone with you for a few minutes!"

"Really and what is the reason for us to be alone?"

"Oh no reason I just miss you."

How was I suppose to say, oh no reason I just missed you and I really wanted you to take me right then and there earlier today! Ha I don't even know if Jasper feels the same way. All I could do was stay there in his arms, yet I didn't have to. Jasper had jumped in the bed and laid me down next to him pulling me closer to him. We just laid there looking into each other eyes. I was scared at first, I didn't know what I should do, should I wait for him to make the move or should I? Ah fuck it! I moved my face closer to his and let my lips find his.

Fuck his lips felt so good, they were hard yet in a way so soft. Edward was always so safe with his kisses, if we even kissed. Jasper on the other hand let me do the talking or I should say kissing. He was gentle yet eager. We pulled each other closer and closer trying to deepen our kisses. I eventually climbed on top of him deepening our kiss. Jasper had used one hand to run through my hair grabbing onto a bit of it, while he let his other hand find its way down to my ass grasping it firmly. Fuck I want to keep going but I need air! I love how he is grabbing my ass; I love how he is kissing me with such passion that it matches my own. I had to eventually come up for air, I missed his kisses against mine, yet I need air.

"Well miss Swan where did you learn that from?"

"Oh nowhere; I'm sorry Jasper, I know I shouldn't have but I couldn't take it anymore! Jasper I don't know how you feel but I think, no I know I have feelings for you! I don't how to describe them, but I know I like you!"

"Bell please don't apologize for anything, I want you to know that I feel the same way!"

"Oh Jasper!"

I launched myself back down onto Jasper, covering his face in kisses. I eventually let my head rest on top of Jasper's chest. He gave my head a gentle kiss, I knew he could feel my love content and I didn't care. As I laid there I could feel his own coming towards me and I eventually fell asleep in his arms.

A/N So I hope you all don't hate me! I know I might have made Bella sound like a slut but what would you do? I was kind of in the same situation when I was in my late teens, minus the vampire and werewolf. But I had two guys who I cared for so much, they were both name Mike. One was more normal while the other one was more wild! So I guess my mind pulled up the past and brought it to this story. So please just keep reading, this story will soon take a new turn and it is going to be wild! I wish I could speed right through these parts and get right to the juice ones but it needs to play out! So again, please give reviews! I love reading more detailed reviews! Thanks