Okay so a lot of you wondered what happened,

Well this chapter is all that drama/shit.

Hehe.

Enjoy.

-Denver


Stay, I Miss You

-Chapter Seven: Edward's Point Of View-

"Edward don't you dare run away from me! Not again, and mostly not like this." I heard Bella yell from behind me. I had to get away, I needed to before I said or did something I would totally regret in the long run. "Just hear me out!"

"Why Bella? Why would you do that to me?" I broke down. My world was falling apart again, not like before when I knew absolutely nothing, its different.

"It was a mistake Edward. God, I was hurt and all with everything went wrong. You weren't there, Julia wouldn't talk to anyone at the time, and I just wasn't me. Alcohol was the best thing in my life. It was a mistake, an accident actually. The same thing that you did with Tanya, if I remember correctly."

"Don't bring that on me right now Bella." I screamed turning around. I looked at the ground, at my feet mostly. I couldn't figure anything out. That's when I saw them, tears were running down Julia and Gianna's face. Tears that I caused them. "You're fucking pregnant with another man's baby Bella. How the hell are you going to take care of that?"

"Take care of it Edward? You want me to get rid of it? It's a baby, a life. I can't do that. I can't and I won't. No way am I getting an abortion."

"It's me or that thing Bella, and I see you made your choice." I yelled running away. I had to get out of there as fast as I could. I know I said things I probably shouldn't have, but I couldn't stop myself. My mind was racing with thoughts I couldn't control. Everything was going wrong for me in the last year. I just couldn't take it.

"Edward what the hell are you doing here?" Emmett yelled answering the door. I guess I managed to make it down the street before breaking.

"She's pregnant."

"Isn't that supposed to be a good thing Edward? Bella's pregnant you should be happy!" Emmett smiled.

"It's not mine."

"What do you mean?"

"She cheated on me," I cried out. "God, Emmett I don't know what to do."

"Shit Edward." Emmett said opening the door for me to come in. "What you going to do?"

"I don't know. But I think I made a horrible mistake Em. I told her to get rid of it or I'm gone. Gianna and Julia where watching us from the basement window. They saw and heard everything."

"Edward Anthony Cullen what the hell did you do?" Rose yelled walking down the stairs. "Bella's crying her heart out and can't get Gianna and Julia to stop either."

"She knocked up by someone else Rose, how else am I supposed to react to that?" I yelled. Everyone always though of Bella's feelings before mine; what about how I feel?

"Oh crap she told you, didn't she?" Rose said sitting down right next to me.

"You knew?"

"She told Alice and me last week. She needed help on deciding what she should do Edward. Bella was so scared that this was how it would turn out, and she was right to be scared. But don't just leave her. Think about Gianna, Julia and Brandon. They need you, and most important, Bella needs you right now."

"I just can't do it Rose, I want to but I can't."

"Listen to her, she finally did when you cheated on her. You both are being dumb about all this shit. And I'm probably not the only one. Knowing Alice she's ready to lock you two in a closet and videotape it. But that is her, now I would do that if you two don't cut the bullshit." Rose smiled.

"I just need time to think about everything right now Rose, give me some time and maybe I can. But right now it is way to much." I said running my hand through my messy locks. It was way to much, no matter what people said.

"Okay than." Was all she said standing up. "I guess you can stay here Edward but no more alcohol. No one can stand to see you like that anymore. It didn't only hurt Bella; it hurt those great kids of yours. You can change this all around," She told me, "If you just think of this kid as your own just like you do with Gianna, it would put a lot of stress off of Bella shoulders and yours right now."

"I,"

"Just think about it Edward, sleep on it tonight. Take the guest room and relax a bit." Rose smiled at me helping me up.

"Thanks Rose,"

"Anything for family, right?" She shrugged smiling softly at me. "But if you hurt Bella anymore I'll be sure to have you killed."

There it comes, big sister Rose. The overprotective one, the one she used many times in high school.

"Okay than."


I had been lying in bed for two hours now, unable to fall asleep. My mind is playing over and over and over again what I said to Bella and what she said to me. My heart was aching so much.

I was contemplating everything that Rose had said to me about just forgiving Bella and raising this baby as our own. Before everything we did talk about having another kid it just was a discussion that's all. But now I guess it could happen.

But what if the baby looked like the other man. I couldn't bear to have that, which would hurt worse than actually raising the kid. I can do that, being a father was second nature to me.

My mind was taken away from all these thoughts with a knock on the door. "Daddy?"

"Julia, what in the world are you doing here?" I asked. It was ten at night; she was supposed to be in bed already.

"I don't want you to leave us again." She cried right into my arms.

"Sweetheart, I'm not going to leave you, trust me."

"You did last time."

"Jules trust me this time, I'm not going anywhere." I smiled kissing her forehead. "Now come on your mother is probably looking for you."

"I left a note, Aunt Alice is talking to her so I left." She shrugged.

"Honey, you know better than to do that." I laughed pulling her up with me. "Lets go."


"Julia Elizabeth Cullen, where the hell have you been?"

"Don't get your panties twisted mom." She rolled her eyes as she answered Bella. Everyone knew that Julia was very sarcastic, and when I say very I mean it. But when she said that I held in my laughter with all my might.

"Edward don't you dare laugh at this." Damn Bella was good at all this. "Julia you know better than to just leave."

"What I left a not? Didn't you get it, it was posted on your door." Julia shrugged.

"Julia, a note that only says 'gone out' doesn't help a mother when she finds her ten-year-old daughter gone."

"Oh relax, I'm fine." Julia shrugged again.

"Go get some sleep." I laughed, "You have school in the morning."

"Thanks for reminding me of my death dad."

"Welcome Jules." I smiled kissing her forehead. "Night baby girl."

"Night daddy," She hugged me tight before walking up the stairs to her room.

"You can leave now Edward, no one is stopping you this time."

"Bella come on," I said with a sigh. "I know what I said probably hurt you,"

"Hurt me? It broke me Edward. When you do something wrong no one seems to mind but I did something wrong for the first time and you treat me like hell." She broke down on the floor. I had to do something, I needed to explain everything that was going through my mind at the moment she said she was pregnant. Whipping the tears away she continued, "I feel horrible for everything, don't you get it? But Edward, remember how hard it was for me to get pregnant with Brandon? It took us a year till that test was positive. The doctor even said he was a miracle child. This one can be it too."

"I still need to think about all this, Love. I need to think about everything going on and figure out if I can actually do this. I don't know yet. But I need time. Time will tell anything."

"When you have your answer come back, till than don't think you're going to be allowed to see my kids." Bella hissed at me turning on her heels before walking where Julia walked minutes before. "You can see yourself out."

"What the hell are you doing to me Bella?" I mumbled walking out of the house into the cold night, shivering slightly as I hit myself in the head for not wearing a jacket. It was going to be a long night, a sleepless long night.


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-Denver

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