Sometimes I Wanted To Fall To My Knees... Cry My Soul Out... Yet To Remain Strong I Held Everything Inside... Hoping That Id Make Me Immortal.

I was busting out to some american music smiling to myself. Suddenly i could feel my lips and feet moving to the rhythm of the music and singing.
" You're so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil
Could you be an angel

Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating
Leaves my body glowing"

I smiled to myself and shot towards the basket. The ball going in smoothly. I sighed wiping the sweat from my face. I took out my earphones and started picking up the balls that were scattered out through out the floor. Truth be told it was around 11pm and Riko let me stay late because i begged a lot about staying to practice. Nii-san thought i was with Riko staying over. I was just excited about the match. My body wouldn't let me stay still. About to start dribbling a ball again there was a sudden knock at the door of the Gym. Tired as I was my mouth moved on its own.
"It's Open!" the door creaked open revealing two no correction three people drenched in sweat. I looked at them, Riko, Nii-San, and Bakagami were standing at the door panting. I blinked at them.
"Something wrong?" i asked automatically Nii-san launched at me giving me a tight hug. For his scrawny little body he was very strong when he wanted to be. For example right now I was dying of oxygen loss.
"N-Nii-san... let... go... ne-need a-air..." i was gasping and then he let go. Beautiful oxygen filled my lungs and i fell into my knees taking in all the air I could.
"Sorry..." He mumbled. I smiled at him shaking my head slightly
"It's fine. So why you all drenched in sweat?" i asked
"We were looking for you idiot!" Bakagami came closer together with Riko and i glared at him
"Don't call me the idiot Bakagami! Your the Idiot! BAKA!" i yelled at him
"Tetsuna-San back to what we were saying, you told Kuroko-Kun you were with me and he was with Kagami when he called me asking to talk to you so i told him that you werent with me and well... that resulted us in looking for you around 9pm till now when i remembered you asked to stay for a while in the Gym" Riko explained. I looked at them
"Sorry... I was just too fired up about the match tomorrow!" I smiled and picked up the ball and myself off the ground. Riko looked at me and then at the guys
"Your not playing tomorrow" She said bluntly. I was about to shoot again and missed stunned
"Huh? Wait What! Why am I not playing?! I practiced with the guys! I tried just as hard!" I yelled, Nii-san stood beside me.
"How is your wrist feeling?" he asked as if nothing. I looked down at my bandaged wrist
"This is nothing. I wanna play coach! I really do! Please let me play!" i kneeled on the ground with my forehead touching the gym floor. Riko could only sigh and look over at my brother. I looked at him giving him 'the look'. He looked away.
"Don't make that face, you know I'll say yes if you do the face" he said. I looked again at him giving him 'the look' and he sighed
"Fine but only for the last quarter your wrist is still healing" he mumbled. I smiled and glomped him.
"Yes! Yes! I'll play!" i smiled and looked at Bakagami
"Nee Bakagami play me!" i yelled towards him pointing. He smirked
"Bring it on midget" he said positioning himself
"I'm not a midget! i'm just fun size! You... You... You beanstalk!" I yelled back glaring.
"Really? Beanstalk?" he asked i nodded dribbling the ball slightly
*Match over*
I sighed and stretched most of my bones popping. I had won 50-39. I had to admit Bakagami was good but i was only using 40% of my complete power. Why? Well the other 60% of my power can only be unlocked when i have my teammates of course. Basketball was not a sport that you could play alone. I learned that in many different ways. We all bid each other good-bye walking away going to our own homes. Riko was being walked by Kagami and i was of course walking with my brother. We didn't converse much just enjoying the comfortable silence around us.

I stopped looking to my right. I couldn't believe what i was seeing... Broad tanned shoulders, dark midnight blue hair, long tanned legs. Those things could only belong to one person I knew. My brother stopped beside me and held my hand. I tried to move forward but i just couldn't move. His aura was different, it was darker, careless, dominant, overpowering, sinister, and most of all... lonely.

I looked at his surroundings there was some people on the floor sweating like pigs, but him? No not a single drop of sweat was on him. It was like he didn't even try to enjoy basketball anymore. I was about to turn away till he turned and looked at me in the eyes. It was like i was hit by a truck all the emotions everything. The person I was most attached too other than my brother was standing before me. His lips moved and I bolted out.

My brother being dragged by me. Other food steps were following i knew they were his so i let go of my brother's hand.
"Go home ill be there later text me when he's lost you" I grabbed the top of the wall/fence and jumped. I could hear the foot steps other than my own fading into the distance. The only other place that he could never follow me into was the place i had to go to. "My secondary home" my hideout. I stepped inside panting closing the door. Other gang members who were awake bowed at me and returned to what they were doing. I sighed and looked around.
"Were's Razette?" i asked a small petite girl. She nodded for me to follow her. Wait i remember her. Back in middle school she was teased for being mute till i beat the guys up. That's when she joined my gang, she was one of the first one's. She knocked on the door and i could hear some rustling from behind the door. The girl bowed and left me. I smiled at her and thanked her before the door opened to me seeing a half asleep Raze. I laughed lightly and walked in like nothing sitting in his messy bed.
"Wakey, Wakey Raze!" I sang slightly. He sighed and sat in his computer chair
"What do you want Suna..." He grumbled placing his hand under his chin supporting his head and closing his eyes.
"I saw Aomine-San right now" That sure made him wake up, he stared at me with those black charcoal eyes of his narrowing them into slits
"What did you do? Did he say something" He stood up getting all defensive "Should I go kick his ass? Huh? Huh? Ill go kick his ass! ill shove my boat so far up his a-" I coughed and looked at him
"Stop being so vulgar you idiot. I don't know and no he didn't do anything because i bolted out. I wasn't ready to face him yet. I mean i bearly contained myself when i say Ryouta-kun imagine if i saw the rest so soon..." i know the time will come but... i just didn't want it to be so soon..."
Raze sat down on the chair again.
"You know... you remind me of my little sister" he said all of a sudden, i looked at him and frowned
"Hold up let me finish baka, your too maybe too innocent for your own good you know. Maybe they all changed but so what! There your friends right. As much as i don't well more like none of the gang like them we support you in wanting to see them again. We just don't want you to get hurt again baka" he stood and came to ruffle my hair i pouted
"You guys worry too much you know" I stood up and walked to the door
"Night Raze... and... i think your right i might be too innocent for my own good but still... I'm scared of them hating me" with that i walked out of the room closing the door to his room and walking to my own room which was at the end of the hall. I had to be strong. Stronger than them all, to bring them out of the darkness that I caused them all, i had to become a light or something darker. I was already the darkness, if i could become light then i'd become unstoppable. I texted Nii-san that i'd meet him at Kaijou tomorrow and he agreed since he felt Aomine san following him home.
"We Must Bring Our Own Light To The Darkness"

*Next Day*
I was waiting for them at the gates with my uniform. My hair was in a pony tail and i had other clothes in my bag. I knew that at the end of the match they would be hungry and a lady won't go into a restaurant smelling like sweat! i mean eww!
Haha joke! I just had other essentials there in case. I mean im a sotra tomboy but still sometimes girly girl, girl! I looked around as other people who were walking towards the school passed by. They gave me nasty looks, so tempted to tell them to take a picture so ill last them longer. I sighed just as i looked to my right were the team was coming from. they passed by me murmuring 'good morning' I walked behind Bakagami and Nii-san listening to my music and still aware of my surroundings. They had a nice facility i have to tell you. They really did pay attention to their athletes. I yawned a bit exhausted from yesterday. But still i was dwelling on what happened after the gym incident. Would he try to find me? or what would happen... now he knew were Kuroko lives... what if he goes there again? i sighed and my brother and Bakagami turned.

"Something wrong midget?" Bakagami asked, an irk mark appeared on my forehead and i growled.
"You know what beanstalk yes, im troubled by your split eyebrows! I mean come on bro! have some sense of fashion!" i screamed at him. My brother contained a laugh and kept walking while me and Bakagami became engaged into a heated battle. Of course like all battles they had to come to an end and that was when we saw/heard Kise coming our way. I sighed and looked away ignoring him. Kuroko stood beside me.
"Something's bothering you about yesterday?" he asked concerned
"Yeah... Aomine... he followed you all the way home?"I asked, he nodded but paused
"To our old home before we moved i led him to our old home and since we still have the key and no one has bought the house i went in like normal. He left two hours later. He must really want to see you Nee-san" he mumbled. I groaned lightly
"I don't know anymore you know. Honestly I thought i'd be happy to see him but... something about him scares me" I told him. He nodded as Kise-Kun approached me and Nii-san.
"Ne! Kurokocchi, Sunacchi ever since you rejected me i've been crying into my pillow every night" He said the others said something but Kise ignored them
"See not even well apart from Sunacchi, not even a girl has rejected me before!" he finished. I sighed looking away.
"Can you stop being so sarcastic" my brother responded with his emotionless voice i stiffened a laugh. Kise's features changed and the feeling came back... the feeling of loneliness emitted from him.
"You see I'm interested to know more about the guy who's making Kurokocchin say those things, I don't care much about being called the Generation of Miracles but i can't ignore such an obvious challenge." Kagami glared lightly "I'm not mature enough to let it slide, Sorry but i'm going to crush you with everything that i have." He said
Bakagami smirked "Sound's good" I sighed and walked ahead of them all.
"Are we going or not idiots" The pressure in my heart was increasing the pain was becoming unbearable. I was literally thinking that my hear was going to explode into pieces. But i had to stay strong, the only way to bring them back to normal was to crush their own spirit.

When we entered everyone was already on the other side but i was on the back so i stopped and dropped my bag
"What the hell is this! We're playing on the half court!" i growled. The coach of Kaijou turned to me and he froze
"K-Kurayami's... C-Captain!" he said scared i turned to him and narrowed my eyes
"Hey! its you!" I walked closer everyone watching "I sure didn't know that you were coach at Kaijou!" He gulped
"Y-Your in Seirin?" He asked cautiously i nodded
"Yeah of course my brother play's here give us a good challenge coach Takeuchi" I waved and walked to the back of the team again looking around. I noticed one of the hoops was a bit loose. If someone dunked a ball for sure ill come off.
Takeuchi started talking smack about Seirin and how no one was gonna learn from this game blah blah blah of course you could see the smoke and devil aura coming out of Riko-chan's body. Well he better watch out because those words are just firing us up. I smirked and laughed lightly to myself. The only thing that really pissed me off was when i heard Takeuchi tell Kise he wasn't playing. I glared at his back and untied my potential aura. I could see how some people cringed at the sudden weight but in reality it was just some mind trick i learned from reading books and practicing. People turned my way and i smirked deviously. Then tied the aura back up catching up with the team that was getting ready. I smiled at Riko.
"Let's crush them~" i sang lightly. Sitting on the bench i placed a cold towel on my head. The game began and automatically after id say... three minutes, Kagami broke the board and the hoop came off. Everyone stared at him and i laughed lightly. That's what they get for under estimating us! Ha!
They started apologizing and cleaning the court. I walked over to Riko.
"I have a bad feeling" i told her whispering leaning against the wall were she was watching as they prepared the court.
"What ever happens Coach... If something happens put me in" i motioned to the court were the team was already entering. And that included Kise. She nodded and looked at me strangely.
"Just look at his stats you'll understand why" I sat on the floor beside the bench placing the towel back on. I could still feel it even now that he was on the court it oozed out of his body. The aura of supperiorness and loneliness... It crushed my heart and my thoughts. But i had to be strong, strong enough to help him out of the darkness.

Kuroko's POV
We went into time our and i looked around for Suna. Someone pointed behind me and i could see that she had fallen asleep. She was determined to play. She determined a habit of her's it was to sleep the two beginning quarters and by half time she'd wake up to warm up and of course i'd raise her stamina by 100% rather than waisting some stamina watching and sitting. Well that was the way she had explained it. I turned back to coach listening to what her plan would be.

Tetsuna's POV
My eyes opened feeling the pressure of something waking me up. I opened my eyes to see Kise and Kagami talking. I scanned the court. Nii-san's misdirection was becoming obvious and Kagami was getting tired. I stood up. I might have to play sooner than what I thought. I grinned and took the towel off my head.
"Nee... Riko-Chan. I wanna play soon." i told her getting warmed up. She sighed and nodded.
"Things aren't going as planned so yeah get ready im thinking the second quarter is about to start soon." she mumbled. I smirked and started warming up. I could see my brother looking at me i gave him a thumbs up going back to calibrating my body. I was never used to playing three quarters. that was my limit. Two quarters were my limit. I sighed lightly and looked at my wrist talking the bandages off. I moved my wrist and it stung a bit.
I looked at the game that started playing. Memories came back of Teiko... The team... smiles... plays... everything. I closed my eyes.
"Stop thinking like that... Tetsuna your strong.. stronger than them... crush them... your darkness... darkness greater than Kise's... absorb his darkness... and create light." i mumbled and nodded . I looked over at them and watched Kaijou's every move. There had to be... of course! Kise couldn't copy Kuroko's or my moves! were his weakness!

I turned to look at the game and i dropped my water bottle. Nii-San was marking Kise. Was he crazy he could get hurt! I wanted to yell but i stopped... Nii-san's eyes... they reflected something i hadn't seen in years... determination. I smiled and sat down on the bench.
"He's gonna be ok" i murmured. I had to believe that but... they did it! yay!
"Go! Kuroko-Nii-San! Beat Kise!" i cheered. The other guys turned to me.
"hey look they have a girl in their team"
"Yeah she's cute"
"hope she doesn't get hurt"
"Is she any good"
All those comments i had ignored. I was who i was and i didn't care if i did good or not. I play for love. I play to have fun. I play for myself and others too. That was who i was. i looked as the game progressed till bakagami used my brother as a jumping spring.
"OI! BAKAGAMI ILL CRUSH YOU IF MY BROTHER GETS HURT! ILL MAKE YOU SLEEP WITH ONE EYE OPEN!" i yelled everyone coward away from me and my rage.
"She's scarier than coach..." someone mumbled
"Eh! You said something" i turned to them with a glare and they all shook their head and gasped. I turned slowly and it automatically maid my blood run cold. Kise... he just hit my brother...
Kuroko looked up and i could see blood. First thing my body did was run up to him.
"Nii-San? You ok?" i was worried. Things flashed in my head.
blood... gun shot... screams... bodies on the floor... and puddles of blood.
I cupped his cheek and i then removed my hand feeling something wet on it. I looked down on my hand and could see blood. I looked at Riko and she nodded.
"Bring the first-aid kit!" she screamed. Most people froze. Kagami and the team helped move him out of the way. I stood there looking at my hand and stood not letting my eyes be seen. I wiped the blood off my hand on my white shorts . The blood being smeared there surprised some of Kaijou. I looked up and at Kise.
"I'll never forgive you for hurting him Ryo-uta~!" i smirked letting my complete aura lose which made most of the players on the court kneel down.
"Ill crush you for sure this time... And you'll regret ever getting me mad" i walked towards Riko who was fixing my brother up.
" Your an idiot" I told him trying to keep my aura closed but only letting some of it out. I looked at his sleeping body and smiled lightly.
"Riko-Chan will you let me play now?" She looked at me and sighed.
"your brother told me about your wrist and style of playing of course more than what we've seen. He's be disagreeing but... go for it alright?"
I nodded and smiled. "You won't regret it one bit~!" i fixed my hair and started tapping my foot slightly to a beat and proceeded into the court. Kagami was to my right in front while Hyuuga-Senpai was right across from me diagonaly. Izuki-Senpai was in front of Hyuuga and Mitobe-Senpai was behind me. I grinned.
"Let's go all out guys!" I yelled to them who smiled at me.
"Hey look the girl's playing!"
"Yeah is she even that strong?"
"She looked scary earlier"
I closed my eyes and ignored everything other than the people on the court. We had to win this. For my brother... and to show that i wasn't weak... I'm not the Tetsuna Kuroko from Teiko anymore... I'm not the Tetsuna Kuroko from Kurayami... I was Tetsuna Kuroko from Seirin. I sighed and everything started moving. My eyes sharpened and i moved to get the ball. My misdirection kicked in.
"Wow! Were she go?!" I smirked and got the ball switching from misdirection to Tenshi mode. I could see my team in front of me. Kise was to my far right being covered my Kagami.
"I'll show you..." i stopped half court and dribbled slightly before jumping.
"Stop her she's about to shoot!" Yelled Takeuchi
"Your all too late..." I jumped thinking 'Higher... got to get higher than before!" my body got impulsed slightly and i shot from half court my wrist stinging and i fell lightly to the floor as the 'swosh' from the ball hitting net was heard.
"I might be a girl... but i got power Takeuchi-San" With that i walked away into position.

Wahhhhhhhhhhhh What you all think? I updated faster eh! :D I know love me guys! xD
Again who should she end up with? Kagami? Aomine? Someone else? Choose! xD