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Right or wrong?

I was in biology class with Julie but I wans't paying attention. I was waiting impatiently for the bell to ring to go to the cafeteria and find my love waiting for me, sitting in an empty table just for us. Although I still felt bad for what happened the night before, I really missed being with Pete, just holding his hand. I mean, I felt awful for hurting Jake like that but I didn't know what to do. Besides I promised Pete and Julie that I wasn't going to hurt him and that's what I was trying to do. When the bell finally rang, I grabbed my stuff and went quickly to my locker. Then I ran, in a human speed of course, to the cafeteria. Just like I imagined it, he was there, sitting in the empty table. When he saw me running towards him he stood up and hugged me. But I wanted more than that and kissed him. I didn't care we were making up in front of my family, my friends including Julie and his friends. "Missed me?" He said and kissed me back. "A lot." I knew my dad would be mad about it. We sat down and talked all the time holding hands.

"Just have one bite. For me." He smirked giving me a slice of pizza. It was a slice of bread covered with sauce and an amount of grease I never saw in my life. Ugh.

"Okay." I managed to say, holding on the instinct to puke at the sight of it. "For you." I took it and bit a little piece.

Puke, Puke!

Shut up for once! You're making this harder!!

I felt how the grease covered every spot of my mouth. Now, swallow. And I did. "I did it! I ate food! Get that mother nature!"

"I can't believe it, you survived! I was about to call 911. 'Hello? It's an emergency, I need a police, a slice of pizza is killing my girlfriend!" He made fun of me.

"Shut up, that if I had choked with it and asphyxiated, then it would be your fault." I said leaning me closer to him.

"Then I'd have to make you the Heimlich maneuver." He said and kissed me softly. "You're safe with me." He murmured.

I smirked. "You got that right but I think I can take care of myself." I said raising an eyebrow.

"You sure, last time I checked you were pretty scared by my sister."

"And you're the one to talk. I think she was kicking your ass." I said showing my memories of that Sunday at the camping.

"Nah, you just weren't on the right point of view. If you'd been watching from mine you'll see I was kicking her ass." He said.

"Oh really?" I said laughing out loud. The bell rang. "Mmm guess I'll talk to you later." And kissed him for the last time today.

"Bye Ness."

Gym. I thought. This is going to be my doom. Prepare for the questions. Amy was the first. "Nessie! How did you forgot to tell me you were dating!? Or is he your boyfriend?"

Then Maggie was the second to ask. "Who was he!?" And Julie was there too. "What did I told you? Not to make up in front of me! And that includes public places like the cafeteria!" Amy and Maggie looked at Jul. "You know him!?" They asked.

"Yeah, he's my brother. Or 'was' when I'm done with him." She told them angry or disgusted by the scene of us making up.

"What!? You're brother?" Amy asked.

"Okay, girls stop screaming!" I told them when my tympanum was destroyed. "Yes, he's Julie's brother. His name's Pete and he's her twin. He's my boyfriend." They were so happy.

"Since when?" Maggie asked curious.

"Since last week-end. After our date we agreed he'll be my boyfriend."

"That's fast! Chris and I are still dating." Amy said, a little disappointed.

"Well, that's what I said but we wanted so badly to start our relationship. I mean he's so perfect! I just wanna grab him with my arms and ..." But Julie interrupted me.

"Okay Ness, remember were talking about my brother here."

I smiled embarrassed. "Sorry."

After another volley class, and beating the other team I could say, I wanted to come home quickly and talk to Jake. I really felt horrible for the way I acted. I was afraid of how he would look me when I arrived, if he ever wanted to look at me again. I couldn't get out of my head the whole night before. The discussion, the urge to kiss him and my idiotic decision of running away. I was ready of doing a hundred years of slavery in exchange for his forgiveness.

I stepped into the house quickly. "Jake!?" I called him but no 'Jake' answered. Instead, Carlisle walked towards me. "Hi, darling. Jake's not here. He went to school but seemed very upset. Did you two had a fight?" Damn! Where could he be?

"Yeah and guess who has the fault: me. I need to find him. You don't have any idea of were could he be?" But he shook his head. Shit. "Okay, thanks anyway. Don't wait for me." I said and ran out of the house. I don't think he is in his house, he probably wants a place where he could be alone. In that instant I realised where he might be. I remembered when I was 'eight' years old.

I breathed in slowly, feeling how the air got inside my lungs lifting up my belly. I loved being at the back of the house like this. I was lying on the dry grass but my head lied on Woke's huge russet tummy. I've gotten used to call like that to Jake when he phased into a horse-size wolf. It was just a lame word-cross between wolf and Jake, but he seemed to like it, or at least he didn't complain. I loved feeling the sun rays on my face and the noises that came from his belly were mesmerizing, and even made me fell asleep more than once.

Everyone was there, shining and glowing under the sun. But they weren't there enjoying, well maybe yes, but mainly they wanted to keep an eye on me, and that's not what I wanted. After a few five-minutes-naps I got bored. I put my hand on Woke's immense paw and showed him my thoughts. He lifted up his big head and looked at me when he felt my touch. I thought of a place were we could be on our own, having fun, without the supervision of the older ones. His lips raised making a sort of smile while he bent letting me climb on his back. In less than a millisecond, he was running very fast. I had to hold on tight onto his thick and large fur. But I looked around, every tree and bush. He frightened me when he suddenly jumped a wooden log of at least three metres height. He speed down when he had reached a lovely place. It wasn't full of trees like the rest of the woods but in the center of it there was a huge tree, with enormous roots. The width trunk hadn't grown up, instead it grown to the left making it perfect to sit on, and the crown covered the trunk creating a natural roof.

I went down from his back and climbed on the tree. When I turned around Woke was gone. I started panicking. Where is he?? But Jake appeared from the woods wearing his shorts and sat next to me.

"I like to come here, ya know, when I need to be alone. Think stuff." He said looking down.

"It's lovely." I whispered amazed by the place's beauty.

He looked at me, seeing right through my eyes. "It can be our own secret place."

That's where I've to go, I knew he was there. I started running only guiding by my memories. When I found the fallen log I knew I was on the right track. I stopped when I realised I had arrived. Sitting there was the shape-shifter I loved, the one that felt like part of family, the one that was there for me since I was born. The wolf I had seen a minute ago in my memories was there, but this wolf was suffering and I swear to God that it broke my heart. "Jake?" I asked cautious but he didn't respond. "Woke, please, phase so we can talk." He flinched by the name I used and made a noise that sounded like a sigh. Then he went to the woods and phased putting on his shorts.

"What do you want Nessie?" He said depressed, and I could see how hard it was for him to be angry at me.

Say something. "Are you okay?" Anything but that. Too late.

He frowned. "You mean by the fact that yesterday you ran away from me? That you chose that guy you barely know over me? No, I'm not ok, I feel like crap. Any other thing you needed to know?"

Great Nessie. "Look I'm so sorry. I had a moment of panic yesterday and the only stupid idea that came to my mind was to ran. I know it's not an excuse but it's all I can explain."

"But why did you panic?"

"Because we were about to kiss!" I yelled.

"What's wrong with that?" I thought he was being sarcastic or something but the wasn't.

"Perhaps you didn't know, but I have a boyfriend! And what we almost did last night it's called cheating! I needed to find a solution!"

"Oh and running away it's a good solution?" Now he was sarcastic.

"No! Of course not!" Oh Jesus I can't say it. Just say it! I took a deep breath. "I think we should forget whatever is we feel for each other. I don't know about you but we were better when we were only friends."

He raised his eyebrows still not believing what I said. "Are you really that immature? Do you really believe it's that easy?"

"What's your solution then!?" I shouted tired of the discussion. Before I knew he grabbed me from my waist like last night. I didn't even tried to pull him away. You whore! Oh shut up!

"This is the solution. I want you to stop playing with my feelings and just, just tell me the truth. Tell me you don't love me and that you want me to leave you alone so you can be with that guy, and I'll swear I'll leave. I mean, if that'll make you happy." His eyes were wide open when he saw I was silent. Of course I love him and I don't want him to leave! He flashed me a smile and I figured out that he heard what I thought. He tightened his grip on me and kissed me with no hesitation. It didn't even crossed my mind that what I was doing was wrong so I kissed him back putting my arms around his neck and pulling him closer to me. His lips were almost burning but it made the kiss more passionate making me to kiss him more. My lips parted for him and we were so synchronised. This was the first time I kissed someone with so much passion. He never let go my waist, he just kept pulling from it but it never seemed close enough. I didn't feel uncomfortable at all making up with my best friend, on the other side, it felt wonderful, as if some part of had always wanted this. The kiss became more urgent as we pulled each other closer. I put my hand in his black hair and my other hand went to his warm chest. It was pure hot muscle and it felt great. I wanted to stop the kiss, not that I was having a bad time but I wanted to sit down and talk about this, and the fact that he was half-naked wasn't too much of a help. But I pulled away very slowly.

He couldn't believe what just happened and neither did I. Suddenly my phone started ringing. I just wanted to throw the goddamn thing away but it would make me feel worse. "He-Hey Pete." I stammered saying the words the best that I could.

"Hi Ness." When I heard his voice I realised I wasn't able to make this conversation. I knew I would feel awful for doing this but I had to. "Look Pete, I'm having a fight with my... mom right now so I'll see ya tomorrow ok?"

"Oh." He said a little disappointed. "Ok, bye then. Love ya Ness."

Love ya too but don't take it too personal? "Sorry. See ya." Okay now I felt like shit. "I can't believe I'm such a bitch.!" I said you were a whore like twenty minutes ago! Why do you think we consciousness exist? "I have a boyfriend that loves me and here I am, making up with my best friend! I'm certainly going to hell." I sat against the huge tree while my head fell into my hands letting the tears fell too. Jake approached and whipped out a tear with his thumb.

"I'm sorry, Ness. I'm such a jerk to make you pass through this. You should go with him, don't worry about me." Was he really proposing that option?

"Are you crazy? I can't do that! What were we discussing twenty minutes ago!?"

"I know, I know. I just didn't know that you cared that much for him. It seems very important for you and I'm..." I saw how much it cost to him to say the things he was saying. "...willing to back off." He finally said

"No, that won't make me any happier. So don't even think about it." I was getting upset just of the thought of it.

"And what are you going to do about Peter?"

I could see he was hoping I would say I'll break up with him. "Jacob, it's very complicated. I know it's hard to understand but I care about him a lot."

"Well, I mean, you'll have to decide. It's not that you can have both of us." It was a harsh thing to say but that didn't make it any less true.

Why was love so cruel?This is so not like the movies. I mean it's always beautiful blond girls that are sure he's the ONE. Well big news to you Hollywood, I see two. I started crying again. It was too much for me to take. In less than a second Jake was the russet wolf again. He picked me up and ran to the house. I hadn't realised it was dark. How long have I been crying out there? He got in through my window leaving me on the bed.

"Sleep now. You must be tired." He kissed me softly on the forehead and went to the window.

"No, don't go." I murmured but I suddenly felt my eyelids very heavy. What are you, Jasper? But he didn't looked at me. Maybe he felt like crying and didn't want me to see. "I'll come back tomorrow." And he jumped out of my window.

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