"What's wrong?" I asked.

"Oh nothing, Ben's here that's all." she said rolling her eyes, while sitting in the chair beside me.

"Why is he here?" I asked, the not knowing of what they did that Lucy saw, eating at me.

"He's worried about you. I called him earlier to tell him what happened." She had a distant look in her eyes.

"Why did you call him? Why couldn't you have called Lauren or Grace?"

"Uhm well Grace and I don't really talk and I dunno why I called Ben. I just felt like someone should know."

There was a long silence as I tried to remain calm. I began to wonder if what Lucy saw was really as bad as what she made it out to be. Lucy believes just hugging someone means your going to sleep with him. I smirked thinking that that was mainly true for me. Surely if it was really bad she would tell me.

Just then the silence was broken by a knock at the door. Just then an older lady appeared.

"Excuse me. I'm Charlotte and I'll be your nurse for the night shift." she smiled over at Amy as se flipped through my file. " I'm sorry hun but I have to run a couple tests. Could you come back in twenty-thirty minutes?"

"Oh sure." she quickly jumped up, relief showing on her face. "Bye." she waved before leaving the room.

"That's nice." the nurse commented while hooking up the blood pressure cuff to my arm.

"Hmm?" I asked not sure what she was referring to.

"That your sister and her boyfriend are here for you. They seem like a nice couple."

"Wait, my sister?" I asked completely confused.

"Yeah, that girl, I assumed she was your sister and that boy she is with is her boyfriend. He got here about twenty minutes ago looking for her. It was just like a soap opera the way they hugged and kissed. Oh to be young and in love, and they are having a baby too!"

I lost it. I began to scream 'that's my baby, that's my girlfriend' in my head because I was so numb that my mouth could not make out the words. She continued to babble on about how Amy reminded her of Crissy, her favorite soap character. She ran a few test and refilled my I.V.

"I'll be back around eight, just hit the call button if you need anything." she smiled, handed me the remote and left the room.

It wasn't long until Amy entered the room closing the door behind her.

"You feel any better?" she asked walking towards my bed and try to hold my good hand.

I pulled back like I had been bitten by a snake.

"Why did you kiss him?" I snapped back. I couldn't hold it any longer.

At first her face showed innocence but quickly turned to a look of defeat.

"He kissed me first! I had no idea he was going to do that, honest."

"I did." I muttered.

"What? How?" she asked raising her voice.

"Because Amy, he is completely and utterly obsessed with you. You cant just break-up with him and still be friends!" I exclaimed heart breaking at yelling at her but she just wasn't getting it.

"Well what do you want Ricky?"

"I want you. I want the baby. I do not want Ben. He is not part of this family and until you can give him up we can't be together. I want and will always be the father of that child but if you really want us, then you have to get rid of him." I looked her dead in the eye.

"So then what does that mean?" she asked letting a silent tear slide down her cheek.

"It means until you can get Ben out of your life completely, I can't be more than a father to our baby."

"Fine." With that she turned and was out the door.

I laid there for awhile still not believing that we had broken up. I knew it was the right thing to do. She needed it as much as me. She couldn't be happy with me if she still had feelings for Ben. I laid there in the silence until I finally fell asleep.