~I'm such a terrible person, I'm so sorry! I don't really have any excuses other than that I normally only write while I'm depressed, and I've just been happier lately. My best friend, now boyfriend picked me up and helped me get back on track and away from self harm. I love you and once again, I'm so sorry that I was gone for so long~
~Soul Eater and it's characters do not belong to me~
I hear the steady beat of his heart moniter beside me. As I grasped his limp, nearly lifeless hand beside me, I almost fell into tears once more. I had only known him for a few weeks, and I fell in love with him. My mother came up from behind me, and wrapped her arms around me, succeding in breaking the dam that I was holding back. Two months. Two months he had been in this coma. I was just barely surviving without him. Everyday after school, I come to the hospital to hold his hand, never loosing my hope. The others, however, were not convinced. As I began to control my tears, I heard a knock at the door.
"May I come in?" A voice boomed from behind the door. Hearing no reply, he came in, greeted by my mother. "Now Mrs. Evans, we've talked about this. Please call me by my first name, Sid, it isn't as formal. That's the kind of man I was." For some reason, he liked to refer to himself as if he were dead. He waslked past me, and spoke to my mother. "We ran some more tests, and it appears that Kid isn't getting better, in fact, he's getting worse." He paused for a moment, then continued, "I know this is soon, but it doesn't look like he's going to ever wake from this." I felt myself cringe as I prepared myself for what he was bound to say next. The look on Sid's face softened a bit, before looking at me. Now I was positive of what he was going to say. "I think we should pull the plug."
His voice cloaked the room in silence. Soul felt a severe pain in his stomach, as he lurched for the garbage can contained in the room. As he sat back up, he watched through glossed eyes as Sid called for a nurse to empty the garbage, and continued to talk to his mom about medical issues. Soul slowly came back to reality. "Soul," he heard his mother call. He noticed that Sid was no longer in the room. "What do you want to do? It's your choice. We have plenty of money, so that isn't the problem. Would you like to wait and see if he wakes up, or let him go?"
Soul crumbled at the thought of basically killing Kid, (A/N I don't believe that's what he's doing, that's probably just how I would feel if I had to do it, sorry for anyone who had to go through that) or making him suffer as he slowly decended into an eternal slumber. "I- I don't know mom... I can't stand the thought of either of the choices. Just... just pull the plug. I love him, he doesn't deserve to suffer."
"Are you sure?" Soul nodded as he left the room, needing to get some fresh air.
He walked to a place very oftenly visited by him lately, the hospital roof. He enjoyed being up there and watching the everyone on the ground, happy and carefree. As he looked down at them today, he knew what he had to do. He went back inside, and grabbed paper and a pencil from a nurses station. He wrote feverishly, trying to get down his thoughts as quickly as possible. Soul grabbed his now tear covered paper, and left to Kid's room. 'Mom must be in the bathroom.' The albino opened Kid's hand, and put the note there for if he ever woke up. The once smooth and cool teen cried as he planted a kiss on the other's lips.
Back up on the roof now, Soul stood on the edge. 'They're probably pulling Kid's plug right now.' As Soul closed his eyes and lifted one foot over the edge, preparing to fall.
"SOUL, NO!" Soul turned his head abruptly, catching a glimpse of gold. He looked into the golden eyes of Kid once more, and saw the fear that pierced them. "Please don't do this," Kid begged. His small frame shook as he began to fall to the ground, (A/N Ground, Roof? I don't know.) his body unable to hold himself up from lack of use. "KID!" Soul darted off the ledge, and caught him just in time. Crimson eyes met gold.
"May I say it now?" Soul didn't understand. "As I was put into the ambulance, you told me I couldn't say it until I was getting better. Look at me, I'm alive, and I plan on staying that way." Soul cried out of happiness for the first time in months. "I love you."
"I love you too Kiddo.
~I don't know if that makes everyone happy, but I'm pretty satisfied with it :) Oh and as for how Kid got out of the coma? I dunno. Miracle I guess, that's how I pictured it, that's what happened. I love you all, thank you so much for your support and patience with me through this past year!~
