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Headache. My head is screaming for a break, these classes are so boring and useless. The bell rings and I run outside, breathing air, trying to rest my mind; Lara is still upset about the slushie and Rachel, is Rachel, they talked about it all morning.
Once at the gym I start to do exercises, waiting Santana to arrive, but she didn't. Carl is a bit upset 'cause after the scene she made hE thinks it's my fault if she isn't here and I can't risk my job 'cause of that.
Instead of going home I go to Rachel's, it's always home, just not the first one, she isn't there, probably out with Finn but I just stay and spend time with Liam, this boy it's something else, he talks like his sister, really too much, but he doesn't let you get distracted, he hypnotizes you, what a family!
Home sweet home. After have done homework and have studied something I lay down on the couch to nap a little.
"BRITT!"
"Fuck"
"Language!"
"Mom you're sit on my back, stand up!"
"Tomorrow is the annual blah blah blah at the Fabray"
"Already?"
"Yes, here the invitation" she shows me the paper.
"I can't wait" I say sarcastically.
"You have to go alone again"
"I bet you're loving your job now!"
"Really much"she smiles.
Every year the Fabray host a huge bbq in their garden, they practically invite everyone, it's not like celebrate something, they just do. My mom skipped it most of the time thanks to her job so I have to go to replace her, amazing! I don't understand why they do it, I mean if you wanna host a party just invite who you want to see, not everybody, I don't even know them.
At school, the day after.
Everyone is talking about the bbq, well most the Cheerios, they're so excited and happy about it, it's not like they're gonna see the Royal Family!
Unlike the other years Rachel isn't excited, she usually loves this kind of things not because the Fabray but most for the event per se, she says something about get used for the future.. her mind is all on Broadway already, anyway we know it's because her boyfriend is Quinn's ex!
"Hello!" I say to Lara from behind.
"Hi" she turns and kisses me.
"What are you doing this afternoon?"
"I thin-"
"I know you're going at the Fabray" I say smiling.
"You know uh?" I nod "maybe"
"Oh please tell me you are doing"
"You are?" I nod "really?!"
"Yes my mom can't and she doesn't want to seem rude"
"Maybe we can go together"
"Oh thank you" And I kiss her.
After have picked Lara up we wait for Rachel, she doesn't want to come she's scared Quinn is gonna kill her, I thought that too but her parents are there so. Once there I park and we start walking toward the house, it's all so.. Perfect? It seems to be in a movie, every year it gets more.. I don't know how to describe, just more. It's all so white and full of green and for God's sake there's a fountain in front of the entrance and there aren't even fishes in!
Rachel's dads are talking with the Fabray but she stays with us, all the town is here, how fucking huge is their garden?! The Lopez are here too, just when I look at them Maribel turns to me and I smile, she walks to us meanwhile Robert has to stay and talk with some old man.
"Hi Brittany"
"Hi Maribel"
"Where's your mother?"
"Working"
"So bad, I would have enjoyed her company, is this your girlfriend?"
"Yes, Maribel this is Lara, Lara this is Mrs Lopez and this is Rachel"
"Nice to meet you Mrs Lopez" they say together.
"You too"
"You all go at McKinley?" We nod and she smiles "have you seen Santana?"
"Nope, she's probably with Quinn"
"I don't think so, Quinn is never with her when her parents are around" What?
"Maybe she's with Puck" Rachel says and Maribel's smile disappears.
"I'll look around, see you later girls" she says returning to her husband.
We all are a bit confused about what she said, I look up and I see Santana, she isn't with Quinn, but with Puck and some other Cheerios, she was looking at us before I caught her eyes then she just looked away. We go to the buffet and without make myself noticed I took a glass of gin lemon, a strong one, I know I said I don't usually drink but I really need it now!
"The Fabray are coming here" Rachel says terrified.
"Well smile and pretend you're enjoying the party" I say before they join us"hello" we all says to them.
"Hi, are you friends of Quinn" Mr Fabray asks, we all know that we are not but I look at Quinn and she seems petrified.
"Yes we are"
"Are you Cheerios like my baby?" Lara keeps herself from laughing.
"No we are not,we are in Glee club" Rachel says.
"What's Glee club honey?" He asks to Quinn, her mother stays there in silence.
"They sing and dance"
"Oh, and why do you do it?" He asks and I frown my brows.
"Because we like it..?" Rachel answers not knowing if she's telling him or asking him, she's confused too.
"I don't se-"
"Oh dad look, the Cohen are here"
"Quinn it's really rude to interrupt me while I'm talking, what are you?3? Excuse me girls" and they leave.
"Wow" Lara says.
Luckily of us they never come back, we just look around the party, at some point we find us near them again, they're talking with someone I don't know, Mr Fabray keeps talking about how his other daughter, how good she was in high school, she was at the top of all her classes, how she was the champion of cheerleading for 4 years and how now she's in college and more than one company wants her to work with them already.
Well it must be a bit, I don't know, bad for Quinn to hear all this good things about her sister and nothing about her, since she's right next to him. But then he starts talking about her and I thought he was going to say something nice about her own daughter, but all he says it's how she isn't still good enough, that she's far away from her amazing sister, how she wastes her time with wrong people or in parties, the problems she gives them etc etc.
Quinn is bad, but not for those reasons, what's wrong with him? I feel kinda bad for her, I'm no the daughter of the year but my mother wouldn't ever talk about me in that way even if I were the worse one. I look at Quinn and her face is sad and angry and.. a mess. I touch her arm and she turns her head slowly to not let his father notice she got distracted and give him more reason to be disappointed, I give her my drink and she gives me a small smile, she needs it more than me.
Now I'm starting to understand what she was talking about yesterday and why she's the way she is, it's not an excuse but I understand.
"I saw you" Rachel says.
"Saw what?"
"What exactly happened at Santana's house? Are you friends now?"
"No Rach we're not, it's just that.. I don't know, they're..confusing"
"Confusing? They are Quinn and Santana, Brittany, I don't even know how you can stay near them for more than a minute and yet you bring Quinn at home or pass her your drink and don't let me start talking about Santana"
"She was drunk Rachel and did you hear her father? What kind of family is this? And there's nothing about Santana"
"Nothing? So why I caught you looking at her I don't know many times?"
"What's your problem Rachel?"
"What's my problem?! What's yours?!"
I leave her searching for Lara, I can't believe she's acting like that, what's my problem? I don't have any, she's ridiculous and this garden is too fucking huge! I can't find Lara.
To Lara: Where are u?
From Lara: Inside, talking with a friend.
I'm starting to get a little impatient with Rachel, she's always under me telling that I'm looking at Santana or that I'm being too "sweet" with them or something about them that I shouldn't do. Nothing is going on between us.
I enter the house and there're cheerios everywhere, looking at all the trophies the Fabray have, I find Lara in the kitchen talking with some girl from school, but before I can join them my eyes catch Santana making herself a drink.
"We had a lessons yesterday"
"Stay away from me Pierce" She says without looking at me.
"You're mother is searching for you" she doesn't answer "Why you don't talk to Quinn when her parents are around?" She looks up at me.
"You have to stop talking with my parents, you're not family and not a friend of mine"
"Quinn needs a hand, you're friends"
"And what are you? Her bestie now?"
"Nope, I just know when someone has a hard time.. I think you know how it feels too" I pushed a bit.
"Mind your business freak" and with that she leaves.
I turn to Lara and she was already looking at me, I take her hand and we walk to my car, we stay silent, I don't even know what to say to her, why Rachel isn't here or why I was talking to Santana, I know she wants to ask me that, but what could I say to her? I don't even know why. I park outside my house and she looks at me.
"Do you wanna come in? We can watch a movie" she nods and I turn off the car.
Once inside we went to my room and lie down on my bed watching some movie. After awhile she starts caressing my thigh, it stars as a cuddle way, but then we end making out, with time I end above her kissing her neck, she starts taking my shirt off, I'm a bit nervous 'cause she's gonna see my scar, yesterday it was dark but now there's still light, it's not like it hides something bad, it's just.. I'm a reserved person and I don't like talking about everything is in.
I'm in my bra and we keep rubbing our bodies, her hands roams to my tummy until she touches my scar, she immediately stops.
"Brit what's this?" I lean my head back and she looks down between us.
"It's a scar"
"Yeah, why do you have it? It's really huge"
"I-I don't wanna talk about it, it's ok?"
"Ok, maybe another day?"
"Yeah" maybe.
I kiss her and she deepened it, we undress each other until we're naked, I move my hand down and she starts to moan.
I'm in class, totally distracted, I've to talk to Rachel, I don't know if we fought yesterday, I mean we have a little argument, but it wasn't a fight, right? I know I say she's annoying but I miss her so much when we don't talk, but don't tell her! I find her at her locker.
"Ehy Rach"
"I was looking for you" she says but before I can answer she keeps talking "I'm sorry about yesterday, I mean I think I am right about your weird relationship with Quinn and Santana, but I didn't mean to upset you or to create some kinda argument between us.. At least you don't want to tell me something"
"Yeah, I didn't want to upset you too"
"Nothing else?!" She says looking at me like 'come on tell me'.
"Nope!" I smile.
We walk to our next class together, the hallway is calm, I haven't even seen Puck or the Cheerios around, what a beautiful day!
What if, and I mean just what if Rachel is right? There's really something wrong? Nothing happened, I just saw Quinn with her parents and it was horrible, when she was drunk, the things that she told me, how she cried, she's just a girl that doesn't know how to handle her parents. It's not like we are friends now, I was just gentle to her.
And about Santana, I don't know what she saw, I fight with her all the time we see each other so.
