His eyes blurry with rage. Adrenaline still pumping fast through his veins. He kneels down at the creek, cups his hands to collect water and splashes it in his face. The cool water clearing his vision slowly however, he still feels enraged.

"Son of a bitch!" He says before he splashes more water into his face from the shock of the cold water he gets a moment of clarity. "First time you were alone with her" he said to himself trying to bring back a memory to calm him.

*flashback at Xavier's in the kitchen*

He's laying in bed staring at the ceiling, wearing a pair of sweats with his arms behind his head. He gets up and goes to the kitchen, halfway down the stairs he hears the tv on and a soft voice talking. Figuring it was some students rummaging for a late night snack he wished he'd put a shirt on but figured it was late and their asses should have been in bed he kept going. He turned the corner and saw Ororo putting the milk up with a plate of cookies on the counter.

"Shut up Stephen A. Go back to sucking Kobe's dick" she says before closing the fridge. Logan was blown away from the sight he saw. He watched in the shadows as she ate her cookies and watched sports. He felt his beast take over and he made his presence known. When he walked in the kitchen she jumped at the first sight of him.

"Logan, you scared me" she said gently. He glided up to her pulled her from the bar stool at the counter, put his hands at her waist and kissed her. Her eyes flutter open and Logan's body tensed and relaxed. His animal had decided to make a move and was satisfied with her taste. He had wanted that kiss as well but wasn't sure if she did.

"I'm so sorry 'ro I just...I just..." His words were stopped by her lips pressed against his in a soft passionate kiss.

"I've wanted that a long time logan, but please tell me if is just a one time, I know how you feel for jean" she said looking away from him. Logan put her hands in his and kissed them.

" darlin' I don't want her, she calls me an animal and strings me around, makes me feel like I'm nothing. Then when Boy Scout comes she like to hang off him and look my way and it makes me sick. She don't get I'm a man too. Like ya do. You see me and my feral and accept both. That calms me 'ro, just one chance to show you I can love ya darlin'. That's all I need. " he says looking into her blue eyes with are filled with water.

"Ok Logan we can try" she said cupping his face and kissing him. "Well it's no class today, lets disappear upstairs and relax." She says softly. After she puts her dishes in the dish washer Logan takes her hand and leads her to her loft. She opens the door and goes in and he wants to enter but his feet are dead weight.

"Come in" she says with a light smile. His legs move on their own accord to her voice. Suddenly they are facing each other their height difference making the both of them smile nervously. Ororo had a good seven inches on him with no shoes on but he didn't seem to care and neither did she. She sat on the bed and motioned for him to join her. He took a deep breath and sat next to her. She turned the tv on and handed him the remote and laid back. He put on the history channel and laid back with her. They turned to face each other and looked into each others eyes and held hands and talked until they both fell asleep.

*end of flashback*

Logan felt himself calming and splashed more water in his face. He shook his head side to side after being released by his feral and went home. Upon returning to his home he heard children laughing. He saw James and Kendall playing in their toy jeep and 'ro on the porch reading to Johan. He briskly said hi to his kids and went to his wife.

"You were right!" He says reaching into the porch cooler grabbing a beer. The tone of his voice frightening the child so he jumped and clinged to his mother. She soothes him and he's quickly calmed.

"You find him?" She asked between kissing her baby's head

"No the sick fuck is sleepin in the woods in a damn tin shed" he says before drinking some beer

"Ok, first off language." She says looking at Johan "second what do you want me to do" she says looking in her husbands eyes

He takes a deep breath and kneels in front of her, he kisses her knees and takes a deep breath.
"I know what he wants...he had pictures of you all over that shit hole...sorry darlin'" he says lowly. He feels his wife tense up

"What kind of pictures" she asks her husband in an emotionless voice.

"Random...you and me, you shopping, you with the kids out and about" *sknit* his claws involuntarily come out and a crack of thunder booms in the background then a fury of rain downpours. But this rain was different, it smelled like anguish.

"Grrrr" Logan lets out a low growl. Ororo strokes his head gently

"Calm yourself love, we shall get through this" she says softly. "Get thing one and thing two, will you?" She ask as she stands up. He nods his head before getting up. When he turns he sees James already drove them to the porch he helps them out and put their car on the porch. Another crack of thunder is heard in the background

"Dat loud huh daddy" James ask his father.

"Yea pup, it is" he said before opening the door

The children run into the house to their mother. Johan had fallen asleep and Logan went to put him down in his room.

" mama can you make it sunny so we can play outside?" Kendall ask her mother. Ororo softly smiled before picking her up

"Maybe later baby, sometimes nature has to run its course" she said softly to her daughter before kissing her curs and putting her down

"Ok, come on dames" she says before her and her brother take off down the hall. Logan returns to the living room to find 'ro on the couch massaging he temples. He sighs to himself and takes a deep breath before walking up behind her.

"My turn" he says in her ear softly before kissing her neck.

"What ?" She say slightly confused

Logan walks around the couch and picks her up and takes her to their bedroom closing the door with his foot.

"Logan the kids" she says to him softly

"They are just fine, I need to do this" he kissed her and took off her clothes. He walked over to the dresser and grabbed a bottle of lotion. He went to the mini fridge they kept in their room and poured her a glass of wine as well as one for himself.

"Babe what are you doing?" She asks

"Shhhhh, it'll be ok" he put her glass on the night stand and rubbed his hands together to warm them. He pours some lotion in his hands and began to massage her neck slowly working his way down to her calves. Making sure he kissed and massaged all of her muscles.

"Mmmmm Logan" she said with her eyes closed

"Save that part for later darlin'" he say before kissing in between her shoulders " how you feel darlin'?" He ask softly

"Great" she spoke so low if he didnt have enhanced senses he wouldn't have heard it.

"Take a hot shower, we need to figure out what we will do" he helps her up and starts her sheer for her. He returns to the bed and just falls in it face first.

" how do I protect her from this?"