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Ashley and I went to her room after class and I stood there in the middle of the room waiting for her to explain herself because this all had to end. I was getting tired of all this crap she was putting me through. No one deserves to feel like crap when nothing was done to the other person.

"Explain yourself Ashley." Ashley stopped what she was doing because obviously she was really nervous.

Ashley sat down on her bed and then put her hands to her face.

She continued to sit there not even making an attempt to tell me what the hell was wrong which just made me more upset then before.

"Forget it Ashley. I gave you too many chances and you still don't give a shit so now its my turn not to give a shit." I turned around to open up her door when I was stopped by her arms and I was pushed against the door with a pair of lips firmly pressed against my own.

It was as if my mind went blank and I didn't know what was going on when it was all happening but as soon as I realized everything I pushed her off of me and we both stood there stunned at the event that just took place in her room.

Not so much as a word towards her I was out of that room. I could not believe that just happened. I ran out of there and down to my own room. I could hear my name being called after me but I didn't hesitate to look back or to respond to who it was coming from.

Ashley just kissed me and I was scared to death. So what the hell is this suppose to me?

She likes me?

Is that the whole reason she was quiet around me when there was other people around or how she would act jealous when Jake was around?

Son of a Bitch.

Why did she do this?

I don't need this shit right now but nooo I had to push it didn't I. I had to demand what the hell was going on with her. If I just stayed away from it then I would of been fine right now but instead I'm sitting against my door with my legs pulled up to my chest listening to Ashley bang on my door.

I could hear her crying. I could hear her pleading for me to open up the door so we could talk but now it was my turn to ignore her. It was my turn to hide from all of this because I was not like her. I was suppose to be working on school and not dealing with anything like this but instead I'm lost at words. I don't know what to think about all of this.

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I sat in my room for hours that day and didn't even make an attempt to come out due to the fact that Ashley could be near. I didn't want to see her right now.

"Why the hell are you in here with all the lights off?"

Oh Madison is just so sweet.

"I just want to be alone right now."

"So I heard Ashley and you had a big ass fight today." Where the hell did she hear that from?

Ugh! Little schools and big mouths.

"It's none of your business Madison so let's keep it that way."

"Someones in a pissy mood." I looked up at her and I was really not in the mood to deal with her shit.

"And it's about time I am because your ass has been pissing me off since I got here! So don't be shocked if you see this side of me more often!" I opened the door and I left the room. I'd rather face Ashley then have to deal with Madisons skanky ass.

I made it outside and sat on the steps of Trenton Hall. Uhh I need to get out and do something. I grabbed my cell and called Jake. Maybe he's done with classes so we can go into town.

"Hey Jake."

"Hey Spence."

"So are you done with classes today?"

"Yeah I just finished my last class and I was heading over to the dining hall to get dinner. You want to join me?" No. Ashley will be there.

"How about we catch dinner in town tonight? My treat." I tried to throw that in because I thought maybe it would persuade him more to come out with me.

"How about it's my treat and we make this our first date?" Wow he's asking me out.

I smiled at his offer and I said yes. Jake is a sweet guy and I could see myself with him. As soon as I hung up the phone I sat there waiting for Jake to come and get me. I rested my face in my hands trying to deal with everything that was thrown at me today and I really didn't know how too.

"Spencer." My body tenced up. Ashleys voice rang through my ears.

I looked up and Ashley was standing in front of me. Her eyes were red and it made me feel bad that it could of been because of my actions towards her earlier.

"I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry that I kissed you. I shouldn't have done that but I also didn't know how to tell you that I liked you. I was scared Spencer. You scare the hell out of me and at the time I just went for it. I just let my actions speak louder then my words." Ashley took a step towards me and I stood up and moved away from her. Ashley froze and I saw so much hurt inside her eyes.

I hated being like this. This isn't the type of person that I am but I also don't know how to deal with all of it.

"You know I'm sorry for kissing you." Of course she said that low because someone started coming out of Trenton Hall.

"But I'm not sorry for liking you Spencer." Ashley walked away from me just as Jake was walking up to me. Ashley turned to look at me as Jake greeted me with a hug. I closed my eyes and hugged Jake tight. See this feels right.

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Jake and I took the bus into town and the bus driver told us that we had until 9 before the bus stops. Of course that gave us three hours to have dinner and do whatever I guess. I wasn't really sure what was in town so we were just going to explore and see what we find.

We were walking down the street and Jake grabbed a hold of my hand and I thought it felt good. Of course out of nowhere my mind started to wander back when Ashley grabbed a hold of my hand to lead me to the boulder that I found my mothers name on it. That feeling of having Ashleys hand in mine had scared the shit out of me and now with the kiss I was confused in so many ways. There was so much that has been brought to me this week that I feel like I'm going to explode with everything.

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"Is something wrong?" Jake asked me as soon as we found a restuarant to eat at. It was a small diner that I thought felt like home so we made a good choice.

I was looking down at my hands not really paying attention to him because I had someone else on my mind.

Damn it Ashley.

"Does it have to do with Ashley?" I shot my head up with his blue eyes looking back at me. Damn those were some sexy eyes.

"We just got into a arguement that's all."

"She's kind of weird. She's always quiet." Hearing Jake say that about Ashley really bugged me.

"She just doesn't like talking with people she doesn't know. It doesn't make her weird." Damn did I get affensive?

"Sorry didn't mean to make you mad. Are you guys ok?" I looked down at my hands. I quickly shook off the feeling and decided to ignore it all and go on with the night with Jake. There was no need for me to act like this with him. He was a really nice guy and I wanted to get to know him better.

"Enough about Ashley. Tell me what makes Jake tick?" I gave him a devilish smile and I saw him blush at my comment. He was so cute.

(A/N: Hey you guys...not sure how I feel about this chpt but that's just me and I always tend to be like that with my writing...anways tell me what you thought of it and be sure to leave the love!!)