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Disclaimer: I don't own Austin & Ally
I look at myself in the mirror. This is it. This is mine and Austin's first official date. After the whole spaghetti incident yesterday, Austin decided to take me on a date today, to cheer me up. We are only staying in and ordering pizza, but let's be honest, that is way better than having to spend hours finding the perfect outfit, and stuff like that. I mean, all I have to worry about is that my pyjamas aren't completely embarrassing.
My parents have agreed to stay out of the house, as long as nothing.. happens. My parents trust me, which is good. They were a little unsure at first about me dating a senior, but they know how responsible I can be, so they accepted it.
I slip a movie into the DVD player, making sure that it is romantic, yet funny. When I thought about that, one movie came to mind; Just Go With It (1). Once I have put the movie in, I turn the lights down, ready for when Austin arrives. He has agreed to come in his pyjamas too, which will be funny.
It is another 10 minutes until Austin arrives. I let him in, and he gets himself comfy on the sofa. He looks good in his pyjamas; which is pretty disappointing. I wanted to have a laugh at his ducky pyjamas, or whatever he turned up in that is equally as cute and amusing. But no, he has to turn up in sweatpants, and a plain t-shirt. I should've known he sleeps in those. I mean, he is a senior! Why would he go around wearing silly pyjamas?
I sit myself down next to him, and snuggle into his side as we watch the movie. I can hear Austin's steady breathing as we lay in a comfortable silence. I have to admit, as I place my hands on his chest, I can feel his abs through his shirt; which makes me blush. I mean, I have the best boyfriend ever! The fact that he works out is a bonus!
Austin wraps his arms around me, pulling me closer; I can instantly feel the warmth radiating off of him. I don't know why, but I can't really seem to focus on the movie anymore. Probably because my incredibly amazing boyfriend is right next to me.
I don't know what comes over me, but I slowly look up at him, causing him to look down at me and smile. I move myself closer to him, and gently press my lips against his. At first, he is sort of surprised, but slowly starts to sink into the kiss.
The movie is now long forgotten as Austin sits up, pulling me onto his lap; not pulling away from the kiss. He starts to run his finger through my hair, while I play with the hair at the nape of his neck. I know I made a promise to my parents, but I can't help it. No! This is wrong! My parents will never trust me again! And of course I am going to tell them; I hate having a guilty conscience.
I pull away, breathless. Me and Austin just sit there, staring at eachother whilst trying to catch our breath. Austin tries to lean in again, but I stop him.
"I'm sorry.. I can't do this. I promised my parents nothing would happen when we are alone; so that's the way it has to stay!" I tell him, apologetically. I feel kind of bad for sort of leading him on. I mean, I was the one who initiated the kiss in the first place.
"No I'm sorry. I shouldn't try to start anything if you aren't ready.." He apologises, genuinely.
I don't know how to respond to that. Am I ready? I mean, the main reason I stopped was because of my parents. If they were out of the picture, I would probably of gone further.
I just nod, and we lay back down on the sofa; watching the movie in silence. The silence isn't awkward, but it isn't comfortable either. Thoughts of what Austin said whirl through my mind. Why am I even thinking about it? I am young, I have time. Plus, my parents would be so ashamed in me if they found out that I disobeyed their wishes. Ugh! I should just forget about it now. I mean, nothing actually happened.
I try to shake the thoughts out of my head, but I can't seem to get the nagging feeling out of the corner of my mind.
After the movie ends, me and Austin say goodbye, and he leaves. It wasn't an awkward goodbye, which is good. Hopefully, this whole situation isn't bugging him as much as it is me.
I slump down on my bed, feeling alone all of a sudden. Why is this annoying me so much?! My instincts kick in, and my common sense part of me is screaming for me to stop what I am doing. I grab the phone, and dial Austin's number. I ignore that part of me that is telling me to stop what I am doing, and put down the phone, but I can't.
"Hello?" I hear Austin answer from the other end of the phone.
"Hey Austin, it's Ally." I reply, nervously.
"I know, I have caller I.D." He states, chuckling slightly.
"Oh yeah.." I laugh, uneasily.
"Are you alright?" He asks, concern evident in his voice.
"Uh, yeah. I was just wondering if you could come back over."
"Sure, why?"
"Because.. Because I'm ready."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah.." I reply, sighing as an invisible weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
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(1) I don't own Just Go With It.
