Hello people. Wallflower is reporting for duty to accomplish chapter 7! Here it is, enjoy!
P.S/ Sometimes I wonder if this is a good fiction, or should I continue writing or not? I don't know, but I follow my ambitions, and I'm quite getting there. Even if this is not good, I know I tried my best, so hopefully my writing skills improved. So anyway, leave a comment below and tell meeee~~
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Chapter 7
Thump. Thump. Thump. That was all Ciel could hear. His heartbeat. So fast. Everything happened so suddenly that he thought he might have been lost in a dream. Well, at least he hoped this was a dream, so when he wakes up, he would forget all about it, and nothing would have happened.
But apparently, this is reality.
He was still in his bed, facing the red crimson sky, which reminded him that this is not the mortal world he used to know. He was stuck in this mansion, alone with Sebastian-the mighty butler, who was also a demon that he made a contract with. About two months ago, Sebastian killed Ash-a fallen angel from heaven, who served the Queen of England, whom was now also dead. He heard that Her Majesty was replaced by an impostor, arranged by the real Queen's secretary secretly in order to deceive the people that Queen Victoria had not been dead, yet. That marked the completion of the contract between Ciel and Sebastian, for he had successfully avenged his family. His father, Vincent, and mother, Rachel, were killed by Ash three years ago. Sebastian should have had devoured Ciel's soul, but, unfortunately, a demon called Claude Faustus had interfered, and led to the fact that Sebastian could not take the boy's soul at the moment.
Speaking of Sebastian (Ciel blushed), he had recently developed romantic feelings towards the butler. Have been staying with Sebastian for so long, that Ciel could hardly resist loving him. He protects Ciel all the time, and have been taking care of him ever since. To Ciel, Sebastian was like family, replacing the beloved ones that he had lost. He had become so precious to him, and Ciel would have been dead three years ago if the demon hadn't shown up.
And now, Ciel was sitting on his lovely bed, his eyes staring into the midst of somewhere. A lot of things occurred to him over the last month. Being informed that he had lost his soul, got tricked by a female demon, and saw Sebastian making a new contract, abandoning him. Yet, Faustus was the one who was behind all of these things, he wouldn't give Sebastian back Ciel's soul, and here comes the interesting part. Realizing that he loved Sebastian so much, but gave up hope because he knew that there was no way two men could love each other. If they were in Britain, surely Ciel would have been thrown into a psycho hospital. And yesterday, they learned that the only cure to break Sebastian's contract with that lady demon was to fall in love with Ciel. Great deal. And now Sebastian was on his knees, asking Ciel for permission to 'love' him. Could anything get worse?
But, Sebastian looked like he really didn't understand what love really was. Maybe he thought it was some kind of feeling that Ciel must allow him to have. Maybe he thought love was granted, but not coming from his heart. Indeed, a hard thing for a demon to understand, just like I could not imagine how they eat souls to survive. Ciel thought. He imagined what a couple should be like. Him and Sebastian, holding hands walking on a flowery path? Crazy idea. Kissing each other in the mornings? No problem. Imagine Ciel saying 'ahh' whenever Sebastian is feeding him with food? Not so efficient, but, why not? Having sex at night? He blushed. Is that the thing that every couple should do? He thought of all things that a normal boy and girl should do to show their love, but things didn't seem so right. He didn't know what exactly to do to prove it. What must Ciel do? Saying 'I love you' to Sebastian every day, showing that he really loved him?
Now that he thought of it, love is just like a kind of feeling that you can't express in words, but could only be understood through actions. He finally understood that to love, you need to share feelings, understand, and protect each other. He needed to prove to Sebastian that he loved him, and so that the connection between Cecilia and him would break. But how the in the world am I supposed to do that? Ciel sat thinking for a while, buzzing his head with thoughts about his butler.
"Anyway, I guess I'll have to clean this mess up." He looked down onto his legs. Even though it was just a dream, it seemed like Sebastian was really there, holding Ciel in his arms, kissing and sucking him at every spot. Seemed so real. Ciel climbed down and headed towards the bathroom. It has been a long time since he had to take care of himself. Today, the bath was not prepared, and he had to do everything by himself. He grabbed the towels and turned on the valve. Water splattered straight onto his face. Cold water.
"Gah! Gosh! Seriously?" He grunted and turned the valve to the other direction quickly. The water turned so hot that Ciel was burned a little bit.
"Arghh! Ouch. Ouch. OUCH!" He touched the burned skin. "Now what?" He tried to close the valve, which was sprinting water everywhere. Sebastian came hushed into the room, with surprise on his face.
"Master! Are you alright?" He asked worriedly. Ciel kept rubbing his hand on burned skin, and blew it so the pain would go away. Sebastian held up Ciel's arm and examined it.
"My, my, young Master. You should have asked me to prepare the bath. Now you're all burned." Sebastian quickly grabbed a shower handle and sprang water onto Ciel's injured arm. He winced from being hurt by the touch of cold water. "This should help the wound to deflate faster. Please bear with it for a while, young Master." Sebastian explained. Then after a little while, he turned off the water, carried Ciel to his study. There he pulled out a kit and apply sterile bandages onto the burned skin. Ciel sat staring at the butler.
"Geez…and why do you always have problems with bathrooms?" Sebastian asked with a giggle. Ciel blushed and snapped back. "I-Idiot! That's because I just forgot how to turn the valve!" "Now I'm okay. I need to wash. Urgh! My body's all wet and dirty." He shook his head.
"Well then." Sebastian said and carried Ciel into the bathroom again. He carefully wrapped the wounded arm in a plastic bag, and placed Ciel into the bathtub. He rubbed Ciel's nipples, and the boy made a moan. "Ahh! Sebas-" He shoved him away, recalling the dream from earlier. Suddenly realizing the embarrassing thing he just did, he added quickly. "Nothing! Sebastian, keep going…" He closed his eyes in despair. Sebastian grinned enthusiastically, and continued.
"Now your legs, young Master. I need to clean them as well." He said. Knowing that Ciel couldn't offend, he sat with his legs up. Sebastian gently rubbed the skin with soap, enjoying the fact that Ciel was blushing, and was trying to conceal all the moans he could make. When they were all done, Ciel returned to his bedroom, still being embarrassed from earlier.
"Well then, is there anything I can do for you, Master?" Sebastian asked. Ciel was on the verge of speech, opened his mouth, but then swallowed the words he was about to say. He hesitated.
"Nothing more. You…may go." He said half-heartedly. Sebastian bowed and turned away. Ciel raised his arm, trying to reach Sebastian, but then again hesitated, and held back. He clutched his teeth in desperation:
"Arghhhh! I can't pretend ANYMORE! Sebastian, the truth is…." He stopped in mid-sentence. Sebastian looked back, smirked and said. "Yes? Young Master?" Ciel closed his eyes tightly. "The truth is, I LOVE YOU, SEBASTIAN! I…I…already fell in love with you when we first came here, I…" He blushed and did not dare to look at Sebastian, who was apparently amazed by the fact he just heard. It happened all in a sudden. "Wow…Master, I…" Sebastian broke off with a slight laughter, and he approached Ciel. He put his hands on Ciel's face, and the boy gave a jolt and took a step back.
"Now. There's no need to be scared. Master, I love you too. May I?" Their foreheads touched each other. Ciel, still closing his eyes, nodded. Sebastian kissed him gently, pushing his tongue deeply into Ciel's mouth. "Um…um…! Nn!" Sebastian clutched Ciel's body tightly, so that the young boy needed to stand up by his heels in order to be able to kiss Sebastian. After a short while they broke off, leaving a trace of dripping saliva onto Ciel's mouth. "Gah! Sebas… Nn!" He was being kissed again by Sebastian. Ciel was pinned onto the bed, his whole body melted like water. Sebastian licked Ciel's ear, and bit it gently.
"Ahnn~ It tickles, Sebastian, ahnn!" Sebastian grinned, eyes glowing red. "Master…you're such a cutie. Or would you prefer, here?" He rubbed Ciel's nipples. Even with his night shirt on, Ciel was aroused. "Mmm…ahhh…hmm!" He gasped. "My my, seems like our Master's sensitive spot is here." Said Sebastian.
"Se...Sebastian…stop teasing me…I can't wait! Nn…hurry up…ahnn!" Ciel was still recalling his dream from earlier. Sebastian had not expected Ciel to say such a thing. He stood frowning. "Hurry, Sebastian! Put it in!" Ciel urged.
"…um…Master, I didn't quite get what you said?" Sebastian asked confusingly. There was a pause.
"WHAT? You don't know what you're supposed to do?" Ciel said, bewilderment on his face. Whoa. This Sebastian in reality was not at all like what I expected from the 'Sebastian in my dream'. "You mean…you never had done this thing before?" Ciel asked.
Sebastian looked ashamed at himself. "Well, the truth was… I never fell in love before, so I never knew what it would be like. I killed them all-the people who wanted me to have sex with them before I could do anything further. That is, I never got interested in these kind of stuff. Until then when Claude said I had to love you, my Lord. Well I suppose that couples must do these kind of stuff. I just learned that human was easy to be turned on by doing these actions. But I still lack the knowledge of romantic feelings, Master. But since I love you, I would do anything." He said with a smile.
"Now then…what would you like me to do to you, Master?" He asked. Ciel was stunned. Never got interested in these kind of stuff? What does Sebastian mean? Does that mean he doesn't feel anything at all when we're doing this? Ciel swallowed. Something isn't right.
"Well, first…you hug me." Ciel said abruptly, now he had to take the role of teaching Sebastian on how to do 'these' stuff. Felt awkward. Sebastian hugged Ciel tightly, and he hugged back. His chest was so broad and his arms were so wide, Ciel felt protective.
"And next, I want a kiss." Said Ciel, blushing in cuteness. Sebastian grinned and obeyed. This time he kissed Ciel even harder. It was wild, and Ciel forgot that he was the one who supposed to be controlling Sebastian. "Nn…ahh, Sebastian…ahnn! Mm…" Drops of saliva running through his chin.
"My…my chest, too." He said. Sebastian unbuttoned Ciel's shirt, and started to suck his tiny nipples. "Ahhhh…! Annn…Sebastian, nnnn…! Ohhhh….mmm! Ann, Sebastian…more…nn!" Ciel was completely turned on. Sebastian smirked lewdly, and licked Ciel's body everywhere. "What's next, young Master?" He asked.
"Ahnnn, nn….you….ahnnn! You… suck my dick…ahn!" Sebastian obeyed, he bent lower and sucked Ciel's dick. He moved faster and faster up and down, and Ciel shivered continuously of pleasure.
"Ahhh! Give me more…unn! Hah…hah…ahnnn…hah…AHNNN!" Ciel's pre-cum was dripping everywhere. "Nn…ahhh….hah…gah! Ahnn!" He moaned, as Sebastian continued sucking Ciel's dick.
"Now… Sebastian…put yours inside me…I can't wait longer…ahnn! Hurry!" Sebastian grinned devilishly, took his pants off, while using his hands to move Ciel's wet dick up and down, making the boy moan louder and louder.
"Hm…it seems like mine was not turned on yet. Can you help me, Master?" He grinned. Ciel sat up, anxious on his face, and bent down to suck Sebastian's big cock.
Slurp. Slurp. There was only sound of Ciel's sucking and Sebastian's groan of satisfaction. The young boy sucked the side of the cock, using his tongue to lick the tip of Sebastian's foreskin, moving at a faster pace. "Mm… young Master, you're quite good. Where did you learn all the skills?" He asked mockingly. "Nn…! Nn…! Sebastian! Yours is getting too big, I can't- ahnn…nn! Sebastian's pre-cum was pouring out, too.
"Nnnnn…young Master, you did a great job. Now…" Sebastian smirked, and he flipped Ciel's body over, making the boy to bend on his limbs. He harshly took his dick, and pushed it towards Ciel's entrance.
"AHHHH! Ahnnnn! Sebas-an….! Nn…..oohhh…ahnnn! Hah…hah…ahnn~!" Ciel moaned wildly. "Does it hurt, young Master?" Sebastian asked, rocking forward and all, pacing faster and faster. "Ah…ahhhh….AHH! Sebastian! So good! More-ann! Nnnnn! Hah…hah…gah! Sebastian, moreeee!" Ciel sweated all over. He was lost in thoughts, didn't care about anything at all, and just blurted out everything he thought.
"Ahh…Nn…! Ohhh...Sebastian…ahnnn! Noo…enough….I can't stand…ahnnnnn~~ Oh noo…Sebastian….I'm coming…ahnn! AHHHHNNN~~!" Hot white sperm was shot into the air. Ciel collapsed onto the bed, panting exhaustedly. Sebastian was sweating too, with great satisfaction on his face. Filling the young Earl with pleasure was all he desired. But, Sebastian hardly felt anything at all. It did turn him on, but though, he felt really empty. Inside. It was like he did this with Ciel on purpose, but he was emotionless. For all he wanted now was that the contract would break, and he would be able to devour Ciel's delicious soul.
"Was it good, young Master?" He asked. Ciel nodded. "Un. It felt great." Sebastian smiled. "Well then if you want it, I could do this with you every day, for it was your desire, young Master." Ciel knitted brows. I knew something was wrong. Sebastian did not do it because he wanted to. He just did it because of me… I knew it, from the beginning that he would NEVER fall in love with me. He just did it to make me satisfied, that's all. Ciel turned back-to-back with Sebastian, tears on the verge of his face.
He knew that this is NOT true love at all. Not at all. Everything was false.
_End of chapter 7_
