Lost in the Madness Chapter Seven: Doubt

Maka sat the edge of her cliff, watching the sky her mind was racing with thoughts. Her shoulders where hunched and she wanted to scream, why…why did she get a scolding for doing what she was order to do? She started to hit the dirt with her fist, cold sweat rolled down her cheek. Footsteps were reaching Maka's ears she turned around to see Crona. Crona sat down beside her, she turned back to the sky.

"Maka promise me something" Crona pleaded

Maka looked at Crona and found her crying, her heart broke as she watched her only friend cry.

"What is it?" she question not trusting herself with words

"Stay alive, please stay alive so we can live up to our dream." She begged

"Cron, I will not die! You promise me the same thing. We will get out of this hell hole" Maka promised

"Maka don't you ever doubt that this plan work out?" Crona asked

The wind hit their figure, the sun was setting by now.

"Yes. I do have doubts… and I have thoughts to kill myself but every fucking time I try the black blood stops me" Maka answered honestly

"Maka! I just have a bad feeling, I have a feeling not all of us will live" Crona cried

Crona jumped into Maka's arms, Maka rested her chin on Crona's head and started to pat her pack.

"Don't you worry Cron. I will protect you, I will protect you from all the bad people" she whisper

"Maka, do you ever think anyone will accept us? After all we're mad" Crona sobbed

"We're not going to worry about that. After all we're going where no one is going to hurt us. We're going where no one will ever go. We will be by ourselves and it will be brilliant" she stated

"I want to go home"

"We're home Crona"

"No not where we get tested not where we're used. I want to go home the home that's in my dreams." Crona yelled

"Me to Cron. Me to"

Crona felled asleep in Maka's arms, her tears drenched Maka's white tank top making her bra show. Crona one of us will die, and you won't be you Maka thought seriously.

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"What!" Kid shouted with raged

"Liz is dead." Lord Death stated

"I'm such a bastard, my finally conversation with my ex weapon and girlfriend where yelled at her. I'm so sorry Patti, Liz, dad!" Kid cried

"This has gone far enough! Bring Maka back and bring her back dead" Lord Death stated

"Lord Death! She might be brain wash, you know how evil Medusa is! Have hope in her, have hope in your star student" Soul shouted

"I lost hope Soul, how can I have hope when people are dying from left to right! How can I trust Maka again she's a criminal" Lord Death shouted

"Lord Death, my big sister might be dead, but we need to Maka back. We need this guilt to wash away. And I know Soul only did what he did to get her attention since he secretly liked her. And Maka is like another sister to me. Please give her one more chance" Patti begged

"You never hanged out with her!" Kid screamed

"I did secretly, you never knew about because Maka was afraid you will turn on me" Patti stated

"W-wait how you did you know I liked Maka" Soul shuttered with a blush

"I read your notebook when you went to the bathroom" she deadpanned

"Soul may I ask why you like Maka. If I hear a good enough answer than maybe I'll give her a second chance." Lord Death said

"I like her cause she's smart, pretty, tough, strong welled, and the most is because she's different" Soul answered honestly

"Alright then. She has a second chance. You just hope she doesn't ruin it" Lord Death stated

"But dad! She killed Liz, she killed her, she killed my girlfriend" Kid roared

"But Maka was once your girlfriend to. But you broke her heart." He deadpanned "Tell me why Kid why did you date Maka?"

"I dated her to get Liz! And it worked" Kid shouted

"But why stay with her for seven years?" his father asked harshly

"I stayed with her caused I felled in love with her! I would've stayed with her but Liz begged me to go out with her and dump Maka. She said Maka will have more hell if I didn't" he cried

"Big sister did what?" Patti question shocked

"So all this shit is her fault!" Soul growled

"It's also mine. We all deserve to die for how bad we treated her! None of us should be living right now!" Kid sobbed

"But if god wanted us to die he would've done it by now. But he kept us alive, he wants us to fix our mistakes" Tsubaki stated

"She's right. So let's stop our baby shit and get to work." Black star hissed

"Did you think she has regrets?" Kid asked

"Liz. No she had a wonderful life while it lasted. Be warned this isn't just a war with the school, but we're playing Medusa's game. We can't let ourselves be Medusa's pons for this game, and we can't let her awaken the Kishin" Lord Death said

"She's trying to awaken the Kishin! That's insane if the Kishin awakens then this town will be in hell" Soul shouted

"We don't have the time to waste with talking. Let's get going and get Maka back." Black star sneered

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Doubtful that's all Maka felt, she just wish she could see the future if she could then she would make the wise choices. Her amber green eyes scanned the darkness of sky, one by one tears slide down her cheeks. She wished she just wish Crona will be safe when the plan is set out in action.

"Momma, have I done the right thing?" she asked the sky

No answer only the cold wind answered her call, Maka stood up and screamed. She finally let lose all those feelings she held, she lost all hope, and she finally gave into madness. Her tears vanished and she laughed madly all her doubts disappeared within the salty air.

"Why am I doubting the great Medusa? Of course this will all work out." Maka giggled

Beating, the beating of her own heart and the wind echoed in her ears, she smiled wickedly.

"Now what should I do to wash this boredom away? I know let's go into town"