'Now that all the companions know I'm pregnant they constantly ask who the father is. I'm not sure if I can tell them… I want them to know but if they know they'll make me go back.
I love him, without him I feel broke, half of whole, torn. I want to tell him but I can't go back to him because he won't want me, I'm not even worth it to him.'-the first of frostfall.
Argis contemplated chasing after her that night but he couldn't comprehend how much she wanted to leave him. He thought for a couple days of things he could have done to make her stay but it just was too much. He found himself at night bedding random women and getting drunk and not waking of him still needed her in his life.
He entered the silver blood inn again with the same women and the same mead; the girls traced his muscles that still remained.
"Screw up you drunken hussies!" He hissed and paid for his drink. Exiting the building and looking up at the night sky, he still remembered those nights.
He stumbled home and found his journal and opened it.
'I have to find her, my life is incomplete without her. I know where to go but will she open her arms to me and forgive me for anything I have committed? Or will she forgive herself?' – the seventh of morning star.
