Tegan pushes me down onto my bed and crawls on top of me. She still has a party hat on and her breath smells strongly of booze when she leans down to kiss me. I can still hear the ringing of our friends singing happy birthday to us in my ears. Tegan moves her lips from mine and places soft kisses along my jaw line.

"So Sara.." She says before nipping at my pulse point. I moan softly. "How does it feel to finally be 21?" Tegan asks between kisses. She puts her hands up my shirt.

"Mmm, I could ask you the same thing." I tell her. She ends up getting impatient and taking my shirt and bra off completely. She kisses my left breast soflty before she swirls her tounge around my nipple and takes in into her mouth. my hands reach for the sheets beneath me and I arch my back, her hands moving down my smooth, pale lower stomach and undoing my pants, pulling them down just enough so my pelvis is uncovered. I'm drunk and horny. Soaked through my panties. She pulls them down as well, mouth still licking along my chest. The room instantly smells of sex when my core hits the chilly air of the room. The tempetrue seems to steadily increase, though. She runs her middle finger along my slit, collecting my juices, and then licking her finger off, looking me in the eyes while I look back at her, my eyes half lidded and glazed over with lust. I whimper as I see her hand make its way back down. She dips two fingers into me and moves them in and out of me at agonizingly slow pace.

"Tegan, please." I beg. "Faster, harder. Please." I moan out. She smirks.

"Anything for the birthday girl." She says innocently.

"Tee, it's your birthday as wel-" was all I got to say before almost screaming her name when she begins pumping into me so fast, I know I'm about to cum.

"Sara," She panted " You never told me how it feels to finally be 21."

My lower stomach is tingling and the feeling is building up quickly. My eyes roll into the back of my head and my nouth is ajar.

"It feels so fucking good." I whimper out.

"Sara.." I hear Tegan say distantly.

"Fuck Tegan, I'm gonna cum." I moan out.

"...Sara? Wake up..." She shakes my shoulder. My eyes jolt open and everything is blurry. Once my eyes focus, I'm met with a concerned Tegan Quin.

"I, I was dreaming..." I say to my self, panting, a small amount of sweat coating my forhead and chest.

"Yes, you were..." Tegan says. I almost forgot she was there. I blush immediately.

"Was I talking in my sleep?" I ask trying to not look her in the eyes.

" Well... You were tossing and turning, which woke me up. Then you started to moan. I didn't really want to disturb you, but then you started to get louder and louder so I figured I should just wake you up."

"Oh.." I say awkwardly. I feel a wet stickiness on my thighs, I can't get out of bed in just my underwear and let Tegan see this.. I can't believe I had a fucking wet dream. What am I, a teenager?

Tegan and I sit in the bed in silence.

" I guess I'll let you get yourself dressed and settled." She says, leaving the room.

I've been staying with Tegan for the past week. My mom stops by and we all hang out like she wants, but I always end up back here at night, sharing bottles of wine with Tegan, and falling asleep in bed with her. Not that we didn't get along before, but, there hasn't been any fighting between us at all. We just get along so well, a little too well. I change into a new set of under wear and slip on a dark striped shirt and some jeans.

I walk into Tegan's living room and there's confetti all over the coffee table and on top of it all is a small wrapped box.

"Happy birthday." Tegan whispers in my ear behind me and I nearly jump into the air.

"Tegan! it's you're birthday as well, I don't know why you only act as if it were just mine. You were even the first one born!" I chuckle as she pushes me towards the table.

"Open your present!" She says with the biggest smile on her face.

I eagerly pick up the gift and sit on her couch and begin to carefully unwrap the box.

"Oh god, tear it open!" She says, plopping herself on the couch next to me.

I do as she says and rip the remaining paper off the box with an eager smile on my face.

I open the box and inside is a framed picture of Tegan and I on our 21st birthday. We're sitting in front of our cake, her arms wrapped around me from behind, and me looking down and smiling. God, I can't believe this was taken 10 years ago. I smile to myself and look at Tegan.

"This is lovely." I say to her.

"I hope you like it, I just thought you'd enjoy the sentiment."

"I really, really do. I actually had a dream about this last night."

"oh...OH. That's what you were dreaming about..." She says and a blush covers her cheeks immediately. She must remember what went on that night as well.

I laugh a little and look back at the picture.

"So, 31 eh?" She says and gets up off the couch. I set the picture on the table and prop it up.

"Yes, 31. Do you feel any older?" I ask as she stretches. She winces a little when she stretches her arms a little too high whilst bending backwards.

"I think the age is getting to me." She says and pats her stomach.

We stand in silence for a minute and then my phone begins to ring in my pocket.

"Hello?"

"Happy birthday, Honey!" My mom almost yells on the other side of the line.

"Thanks, Mom."

"Is Tegan by you? Tell her I said happy birthday to her as well."

I take my ear away from the receiver. "Mom says happy birthday."

"Gotcha." Tegan says from the kitchen, pouring herslef a cup of coffee.

"So, what are you guys doing tonight?" she asks.

"Most likely spending it with you, I assume?" I tell her.

"You assumed right! I'm treating you both to dinner, so wear something nice. I'll call Tegan in a little bit and tell her where the returaunt is."

"Oh, alright Mom."

"Okay Sara, I'll see you later. Love you sweetie, byebye."

I hang up the phone and lay down on the couch. Tegan's phone rings from the kitchen.

"Oh, Hi Mom." I hear her say and I smile to myself.

A couple minutes later, Tegan sits ontop of my legs on the couch.

"So what should we do today? It's our birthday, afterall." Tegan asks while playing with her labaret.

"How about we do something wholesome? I feel like I'm going to get drunk off my ass tonight, so I think it would be appropriate to do something morally right before I flush it all down the toilet."

"Naaaah, that sounds boring." She gets up off my legs. "Let me go get dressed and we'll go take a drive some where."

Tegan drives us to a lake we used to go to as kids. Some people are gathered around the swimming hole, kids swimming, and adults lying in the sun.

"Tegan, I didn't bring a bathing suit." I said matter of factly.

"We don't have to swim," she says "We can sit here and enjoy the view."

And that's what we did. We sat in a secluded area of the beach, just enjoying eachothers company.

"I've really been enjoying spending all this time with you, Tee." I say as she lays on her back, napping in the sun, while I'm laying on my elbows, looking at the scenery.

"I've been enjoying it, too." She replies. "I really love you, Sara."

"I love you too, Tegan." I say and lay on my back. We lie in silence.

"There's so many memories on this stupid lake." I say outloud, but more to myself.

"I had my first kiss here." Tegan says.

"Really? With who? I never kept track on your boyfriends, you seemed to have a lot."

She cringes a little and makes a gagging noise. "It was with Steve Holt."

"Oh yeaahh, now I remember." I say laughing to myself thinking about awkward 16 year old Tegan kissing boys.

"I remember taking my first girlfriend here on our first date." I said.

"That's cute. Wait, didn't I come a long? I feel like we double dated."

"I think so... was it even a date? Wasn't it just a bonfire where we all got fucked up on E?"

"Probably." She laughed. "That happened a lot back then."

"Yeah I think I even got lucky that night." I laugh. I think that was the first time I had sex. The more I think of it, the more clearly I remember that night.

I was 16 and I had my first girlfriend ever. We weren't very open about our relationship, most likely because I was such a loser in highschool. Her name was Sam. She had a body similar to Tegan's, only an inch or two taller than me. I think that's why I liked her so much, she made me think of Tegan. She was 18, though. She knew a lot more about relationships than I ever did, so I oddly clung to her, which is probably the reason she dumped me three months into our relationship. Her, Tegan, Tegan's boyfriend and I went to this bonfire together. Sam said it was our first date as we sat next to the fire together, hand in hand. My long banger hair was in a pony tail and I was wearing pants with the legs about 3 feet in width. I don't know how I got her, but she seemed to like me in the beginning. She leaned in and kissed me and I smiled and kissed her back. Her lip piercing rubbed against my lip as they worked together, and it made me think about what it would be like to kiss Tegan, her having her labaret piercing.

"Ewwww, get a room." Tegan says to Sam and I from the other side of the circle around the bonfire. She's one to talk, her hands are all over her boyfriend when no one is looking.

Sam sticks her tounge out at Tegan.

"Babe, lets go some where else." She whispers in my ear then leads me further down the shore. She farther we walk from the fire, more stars seem to appear in the sky. She stops and we lay down on the beach,her head lying on my chest, and I look at the stars. Sam was so lovely.

She leaned up and planted kisses along my jawline. I closed my eyes and bit my lip. I'm sure she could hear how fast my heart was beating, because she giggled and placed her hand over my heart. She bit down on my neck and I accidentally moaned too loud.

"Shhh." she said with a smile on her face.

Her hand covered my mouth while the other dipped into my pants. She rubbed circles around my clit until she figured I was went enough to enter.

"Sara, you're so tight." She moaned into my ear while she thrusted two fingers into me. This has never happened to me before, it was totally new. Not that I never masturbated, but having someone else do the job for you was just so, sexy. My chest began to heave and my breathing became unsteady and I was moaning loudly behind Sam's hand. I began to climax, and I bit down on her hand and she moaned with me. She removed her hand from my pants and licked her fingers clean.

"Mmm, Sara." she said, looking me in the eye and swirling her tounge around her fingers.

I bit my lip and watched her, my eyes still glazed over from lust. I pinned her to the ground and strattled her, looking down into her eyes. She looked back at me and smiled.

"Well? What are you gonna do to me?" She asked and I felt like a deer caught in headlights. I had no idea what I was doing.

" Well you can start by doing this..." she said and grabbed my hands and put them underneath her shirt so I was cupping her breasts. They we're soft and small, like my own. I leaned down and kissed her, my tounge sliding into her mouth, the taste of myself swirled around in our saliva, and my hands rubbing and sqeezing her chest. I moved my kisses down her face and lifted her shirt up enough so I could lick and kiss her boobs all I wanted. I took one of her nipples into my mouth and she tangled her fingers into my hair and moaned softlly. I kept at that for a little but eventually went back up to kiss her, where she kissed me heatedly and sloppily.

"What do I do now?" I panted into her ear. She took my hand once more and licked and sucked two of my fingers. I felt a jolt of heat rush down to my core. She unbuttoned and unzipped her pants and placed my hand above her pelvic bone.

"You're going to fuck me." She said and I moaned softly.

"A-are you sure?"

"Sara, fuck. me. now." She said and shoving my hand into her panties. I tried to imitate what she did to me, and her hands clawed at my back once My fingers found their way inside her. I was scared I would mess something up, so I was slow at first until she demanded I go faster. I put my whole body into it, my chest moving up against hers, both of us panting and whimpering together until she came, my name excaping her lips. I bit my lip and looked at her as she came down from her climax,she was so beautiful. She opened her eyes and smiled at me. I smiled back and she buttoned up her pants as we made our way back to the fire.

"Sara?" Tegan shook me awake for the second time today.

" Come on Sara, if we wanna get ready for dinner, we better leave now so we have enough time to make ourselves look decent." She said helping me up. I could feel the sunburn on my face.

"How long were we here?" I asked her as we made our way back to the car.

"A few hours. We both fell asleep,we probably looked like bums." She laughed and I chuckled too,

We walk by a few trees with carvings in them.

S+S is carved on the tree, inside a heart. There's a slash going through it.

Next to it is a heart that says T+S. I stop to look at it. I don't ever remember carving mine and Tegan's innitials into the tree.

"Tegan,when did you do this?" She looks at it and smiles.

"I'm not sure, but it sure is cute."

"Yeah." I say and we continue walking. "Cute."