Bold italic-Nyxs thoughts

Bold-Natsukis thoughts

Normal-Sayuri thoughts.

Forgive if there are errors, I don't have beta and English is not my first language.

Rudos(srry couldn't answer u before): M good? Lol that was one funny comment thx for reviewing before too :P

Sohma: ugh I cant tink right now, I was just cheking to add something I will see it later but I tink you are right (posting tis chp and ten sleeping XD), and Nagi being Natsuki sires…well I hoped it will I don't know get my readers why Natsuki can be so playful and tat stuff? Ermm yea tere might b other mentions of teas too, btw jap to Chinese.

Dam…I should update my profile too…anyway enjoy ppl XD.

Disclaimer: ugh I don't own Mai-otome/hime too bad BUT HEY! Nyx, Sayuri and Himerus (although…I don't tink I want Himerus right now…) are mine hear me SUNRISE!? THEY ARE MINE, PURELY MINE –evil laugh- cough


Heartbroken, Heartache, Crush and True Love

"Now please remember you must not try to kill our lovely guest, understood?"

"Hai…"


"Really, I will have never guess Nagi-san had so much friends around the world." Natsuki commented while Sayuri and she walked around the hallways of Nagi's castle. "So why did you come here, Sayuri-san?"

"You are pretty bold, Natsuki-chan" she giggled, "My father was once a loyal guard of Duke Nagi, and after his death he thought that Nagi-san could protect me from the dangers of the world."

"It's really too bad you didn't get to meet Nina and Erstin, they are Nyx's children, you will really had real fun with them." The vampire said, her eyes showing slightly pain as she mentioned both girls' names.

"Has Natsuki-chan sired any person?"

"Iie…Nagi says its better waiting for the next right moment." The Rose Master noticed the avoiding gaze and uncomfortable feeling she was getting from Natsuki so she changed the topic.

"Where's Nyx-san right now?"

"Discussing her engagement."

"Nani?"

I couldn't believe it at first, my little crush. Those piercing black eyes that have make me fall for her the first time I saw her smiling at me, I knew I loved her but hearing such thing…it pained me to no end.


"I TOTALLY ABSOLUTELY BLOODY HELL REFUSE TO DO SUCH THING!" shouted Nyx, fangs out and golden eyes as she slammed the table with her fist, "YOU ARE FUCKING NUTS! HOW CAN YOU MARRY ME TO SUCH PERSON!?" glaring at Nagi and a blonde spiky haired man.

"Nyx-chan please, you must understand." Nagi tried to calm her child but it was futile.

"It is your duty as the first child of Duke Nagi to continue the noble and –"

"Fuck the laws! We are acting as freaky humans for Impaler's bloody hell sake! I'm not marrying that nut head, Sergay!" the purple haired girl cut him off.

"It is a vampire law you must obey Nyx. I even made them reassure me that it was a woman you were to be engaged. Unless you wish one of your children to do so? Or do you wish for your little sister to do it?"

"Don't you dare threaten me, don't you dare Sergay because you are still a fucking mortal."

"How about we make a deal, Nyx-chan?" suggested the little Master Vampire, "let's say you actually find someone just like Nina did, if you truly love that person I will give you once more century to find me a replacement and you will be cut off all ties of duty."

"No tricks? Natsuki wont get in this either right?" as Nagi shook his head 'no', "at the end…it stills have to be one of my children right?" he nodded, "I will accept with the condition that my child won't need to marry ANYONE unless wished to, got it?"

"It's a deal, Nyx-chan."

I won't marry you Himerus, I will do anything in my power to escape this bloody horrible vampire fate, I will win this time for sure.


"I swear that little blonde guy, if it weren't 'cuz of Nagi brat I will just kill him." Grumbled Nyx, walking out of the room. Then she noticed Natsuki and Sayuri waiting her. "Don't tell me I just lost my chance to impress our lovely guest?" hearing their giggles, she sighed, "really, what a pain."

"I was going to show Natsuki the lovely taste of tea at Rose Masters's style wish to company us, Nyx-san?" Sayuri asked politely smiling at the oldest immortal.

"Huh, you are going to actually make her drink tea? Well Sayuri-san I think you are doing some goods to my little Sis." Sayuri and Nyx laughed as Natsuki simply blushed.

I can not help but keep thinking about Sayuri-san, her eyes are just like ours, she is immortal too and I find her rather beautiful and stunning.


"Please Mistress Himerus –" Sergay try to calm the black haired, red eyes vampire but it was a failure.

"I won't! I won't accept this! Nyx is mine! She is mine to be taken, mine to do as I wish! I will not let her get out of this engagement so easily!"

"Hai, Mistress."

"They don't call me goddess Ate for anything."


She stared listlessly at the full moon, her mind deep in thoughts, so much that she didn't notice a figure walking behind her and walked next to her. The figure leaned against the balcony next to the other vampire.

"Nyx?" Sayuri asked quietly gazing lovely at her.

"I though you were sleeping, Sayuri-san." Although Nyx have made it pretty clear that the Rose Master didn't have to be so formal with her, the vampire couldn't help but feel a strange feeling once she let her self be too much with Sayuri.

"I saw you walking alone, why are you here Nyx?"

"I'm a vampire, sleeping is not necessary."

"You are not answering me."

"I though it will be nice, I can not sleep either because of the engagement."

"You don't wish for it?"

"I might be a flirt, a playgirl but I still want to find my soul mate. Besides Himerus is fucking nuts."

"Shouldn't Nyx go find her true love then?"

"I can't, Nagi said, I quote 'let your true love come to you, then I will know she was not object of your seduction'." Making Sayuri laughing, "Hey! I am not that bad!"

"No you are worst."


"What do you think of Sayuri, Nyx-oneechan?"

"What it's to say? She has weird taste of humor, scary as hell sometimes and weird too."

"It seems that there's finally a human you aren't interested."

"I have more important things to think, Nat-chan."

"When are you meeting her?"

"Tomorrow night, this is so not something I will like."

"Like you ever do."


"GET THE FUCK OUT HIMERUS!"

"I'm not her, Nyx."

"Sayuri?"

"Nyx…what if I tell you there's a way to stop this engagement?" the Rose Master walked near and near to the vampire and stopped till their lips were an inch apart.

"I will ask you to…" cold lips met warm ones; soon both of them were kissing passionately till they heard a loud thud.

"Natsuki!" both of them shouted astonish while the raven-haired vampire clenched the now rotten flower.

"Its not fair you know…you already got Nina but that wasn't enough was it?" green eyes stared angrily at black guilty ones, "you have to take her too didn't you? What took so long? Have you both kissed already? Where you just planning to do this?!" not waiting for an answer, she ran away.

Sayuri try to follow but her companion embraced her from behind, tears rolling from the vampire.

"Nyx?" she asked unsure of what to really do.

"We have to tell Nagi first…this might be mean but finishing this engagement comes first, Sayuri. I can't lose you, not after realizing my foolishness."


How could she!? How could she do this to me!? Both of them! Why oh why? I wanted her to be mine! She was even with me more than with her! This is not fair! Natsuki was on her knees crying silently, at her bedroom, after loosing the first person to make her feel what love was after so long.

"Did you hear? Great mighty Nyx is actually begging!" mocked a female voice.

"She is kneeling in front of Duke Nagi, what a loser she has no pride or dignity."

Nyx? She is begging? But…Nyx never begs…she is such an arrogant, stubborn person…I… before she could finish her thoughts, she ran to her sire's chamber.


"I beg you Nagi-san! Sire, I am not lying please. I beg you to accept my true feelings for Sayuri! I beg you to reconsider the deal and cancel this engagement." Nyx pleaded, head bowed and kneeling in front of Nagi who was staring rather amused at her child.

"This is unbelievable! We are engaged by Impaler's law! You can not break the rules!" Himerus yelled but Nagi stood before she could say more. He walked over Nyx and kneeled, both of them stared at each other.

"You didn't do such scene when Nina-chan was here, I wonder if you really love Sayuri-chan that much. Doing such thing as beg, this is new Nyx-chan."

"Sire…"

"Well there's still a vote to count, unless someone else agree with your relationship, I'm afraid I won't have –"

"I agree then…" Natsuki's husky voice said, she leaned on the edge of the doors, her face was emotionless, "It is done right? Then let them be, Nagi." with that she walked away.

"It seems you got what you want Nyx-chan."

But at what price?


"Do you hate me?"

"Yes…"

"I'm leaving with Sayuri soon. Himerus might try to kill us if we stay here."

"Try not dying then."

"Is this your way to say goodbye?"

"I do not want to talk to you, Nyx."

"I'm really sorry…I…I never asked to fall for her."

"…."


"Did she say anything to you?"

"She is still in that bloody room, won't get out."

"Let me try, wait for me outside Nyx."

"Hai…"


"Ne Natsuki-chan can I tell you my side of the story?" Sayuri leaned against the back of the raven-haired vampire's bedroom door. "My father was always talking about Duke Nagi and of his great child, Nyx. I always expect Nyx…to be the kind of person like my grandfather a little too serious for my liking. I know that she has to hide herself sometimes; she has to play along with people she doesn't like for the sake of honor. But when I met you, I was really surprise. You are blessed Natsuki, you have a great sister protecting you even though you don't know it. Nyx loves you very much." She smiled at the thought "Maybe you are right, but life is not first and she didn't ask for this." She sighed, "I fell in love with her the first moment I saw her eyes, Natsuki. I belonged to her from the beginning, I am sorry for never noticing your feelings. Sayonara, Natsuki-chan."

Sayuri could barely hear the vampire's painful whisper.

"Sayonara, my love and heartbreaker."


"So is everything in the past?" Nyx asked hopefully smiling a little.

"Shizuru is mine, don't you dare take her away from me." One last glare and Natsuki walked away.

"Really, she has changed a lot don't you think love?" she chuckled and glanced at Sayuri who was sitting at the edge of where both sister were before, a few rose's petals around her.

"I'm she found Viola-san, she seems someone nice."

"You sure she isn't related to her?"

"I checked her background yet I might be wrong."

"But she is one of the Chose Himes right?"

"Yes."

"Really, too bad we couldn't come earlier." Nyx slipped her arms around Sayuri and kissed her. Then she whispered, "Natsuki is still a dorky, she doesn't know," she chuckled, "she said not take her, never did she say to stop flirting or trying."

"I wonder if it is my fault you are like this? Too much freedom is bad for you." Both of them laughed.


"Really, you have become such a free care person lover. Do not worry, once you come to me, I will make you the true beast wicked creature you are." Red blood eyes stared at both girls, still laughing. She smirked hearing a grunt from a green haired girl between her arms, "Soon my child, soon you and me will have what its right full ours."

"Mistress, everything is ready."

"Good, tomorrow night it will start." Commanded the Master Vampire.


Omake:

Sergay: Really no ones respect me anymores –he cries over Gai-sensei's shoulder-

Gai(Naruto): its ok love, its ok it is to blame to does who put us such gay names.

Raine-chan: you kidding right? Sergay sounds like Sir Gay and lets not talk about you Gai, you are worst. I can't believe Lee actually respect you –shudders- but I gotta admit is funny.

Sergay: Nina! Nina! –tries looking around for her-

Raine-chan: -shakes head- Nina is with Ers, you know I think most people like them together more than you with her either tat or is Nina with Arika…I should make tem a threesome –shudders- nvm, I think I might be just torturing Nina too much.

Natsuki: -drags Raine- COME BAK AND WRITE TERES ONLY 2 DAYS LEFT!

Raine-chan: -cries- SHIZURU! WAAH WAHH SHIZURU NATSUKIS IS MEAN TO ME.

Shizuru- now, now please calm now Natsuki? After all is her who most write.

Natsuki: -whispers- now you got it?

Shizuru: I see…-Raine gulps- please Raine-chan will you be kindly to continue writing? –shows Maplestory- we wouldn't want it to disappear now, will we?

Raine-chan: -gulp- ahh…right.

SergayxGai: you are soo –they couldn't finish since Raine-chan decided to make them (for the sake of you and me we should not finish that sentence)


Well…I kinda forced myself in this chp…why? Cuz well…I had to update tis fic anyway…I hope u enjoy it ppl? Its one of the few flashbaks im planning to put in tis fic and yea if you got te second reason why Natsuki is mad at Nyx besides Sayuri ten u will know wat might happen later. Ugh I'm still tinking wat to write after chp8 –yea got it half done- I have a slightly idea but im still tinking –stares at others fic- yea should update one of them too.

Anyway reviews XD plz? Anything even a alert will satisfy me. thx to tose who reviewed, i hope you enjoy and tose who faved my fic too thx and i hope tose who alert can comment if possible or just continue to enjoy tis fic.

p.s i dont know you but...tis chp is kinda crappy or so so, i dont find it too good, i apologize if i dont satisfy u guys srry.