A/N: Hey, hey. Me again :D So here's the chapter 7 :D I hope you like it. I'll do my shout outs at the end. ENJOY, please review :D
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Beggin On Your Knees
Chapter 7
Tori's POV (the next day)
I allowed myself to sleep in till 10 the next morning seeing as it was a Saturday, and I couldn't sleep because I was half sad about Ryder using me and half sad because I still had a huge crush on Beck and still couldn't be with him. Although I really doubted he liked be back anyway. I sighed and decided to get up. I quickly got dressed, brush my hair then my teeth and went downstairs for breakfast. Mum and Dad were out somewhere, on a date I figured (yeah they still went on dates, gross I know but you get used to it). Trina was god knows where, so I guess I was just on my own today. Great, I'm left to be depressed with no distractions I sighed and ate some toast. After I finished my breakfast I headed over to my piano, singing always made me feel better. I unconsciously started playing 'Finally Falling'
Suddenly,
my choice is clear
I knew it only you and I
Were standing here
And beautiful
Is all I see
It's only you I know it's true
It has to be
I didn't feel like singing the rest for once singing wasn't making me feel any better. Seeing as whenever I heard or sang this song I thought of Beck. When I sang it with him in the play I was directing it at him. I guess I always would. I screamed when I heard someone clapping. I whirled around to face whoever had been clapping and was surprised to find out that it was in fact Beck. He smiled softly at me and I felt myself automatically smile back…He was just so beautiful.
"Sorry, I heard you singing, I did knock. Your door wasn't locked." He said softly.
"It's fine. I- what are you doing here?" I blurted out and slapped my hands over my mouth. I didn't mean to say it like that, it was so rude! "I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I- was- I" I failed to explain myself. I was worried for a moment that he would be upset with me but to my surprise he chuckled and came over to sit next to me.
"Chill, Tor. I know what you meant" he smiled, I sighed relieved. I would hate it if Beck was upset with me. I just couldn't stand hurting him; I was in love with him after all! Oh God, it really is more than a crush isn't it? I'm so whipped I thought to myself as I finally realised that I was falling for Beck Oliver.
"In answer to your question" he said snapping me out of my reverie and he smirked "I wanted to know how you were, you were pretty upset yesterday" I sighed, was it that obvious? I smiled but still it felt fake.
"I'm fine" he raised an eyebrows at me.
"Good friends aren't supposed to lie to their friends" he said
"Who said I was a good friend?" I mumbled.
"I did, just now" he smiled "Come on, Tor. I told you yesterday you don't have to pretend with me. If you're feeling down then tell me. I'll cheer you up" he smiled again at the end, I smiled back weakly and he scoffed. "That's not a smile. Turn that frown upside down" he said childishly and tried to make me smile by forcing me to. Which made me giggle and smile "See, that's what your smile is: beautiful" my heart accelerated at the compliment. Calm down, he just said your smile was beautiful that's all! He probably says that to Jade a lot. When I thought about him and Jade that made my heart calm down and ache again. I stopped smiling. Beck noticed the sudden change of my mood.
"I guess I can't cheer you up, can I?" I shook my head, not trusting myself to blurt out the fact that he could if he just liked me back. He started playing on the piano "Tell Me That You Love me" he smiled at me.
"This was always my favourite song that Andre wrote and you sang. Sing for me?" he asked and I nodded, I couldn't say no to him!
Ohhh yeah, yeah
the situations turns around
enough to figure out
that someone else has let you down
So many times I don't know why
but I know we can make it
As long as you say it
So tell me that you love me yeah
and tell me that I take your breath away
And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure
There's nothing left to say
Tell me that you love me anyway
Tell me that you love me anyway
Ohhh
Beck stopped playing; I looked over at him and saw that he was staring at me. I froze; he's never looked at me like this before! He gently took my head in his hands and leaned in; I saw him close his eyes and copied him. My heart raced as his lips met mine. I got lost in the kiss and didn't hear the knock at the door… I jumped and broke away (albeit reluctantly) from Beck when I heard a growl from behind us. I turned around and saw the worst possible person to catch us kissing. Yeah, that's right Jade West. Beck's girlfriend.
"BECK! TORI!" Jade shouted angrily at us. "TORI VEGA YOU BITCH. GET THE HELL AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND" I sighed depressed once again, I groaned.
"I'm Jade, I didn't mean for that to happen. I really didn't, don't worry I won't come near you or Beck ever again" I promised sadly, but it was the best thing to do. If I could survive without Beck that is and that I highly doubted. I got up and started heading to my room. I looked back at Beck for what I was going to make the last time and mouthed 'I love you' to him. Whether he understood or not, I'll never know.
Beck's POV
I sat on Tori's piano seat frozen. She just told Jade that she wouldn't come near me again. But that's not what made me frozen on this seat. No, the fact that she mouthed 'I love you' to me before she went to her room is why I couldn't move. She loved me back! But now she wouldn't come near me because of Jade. I scowled angrily at Jade, who was sending daggers my way. I wasn't scared of Jade, she was a softie really. She acted tough with everyone else but not with me.
"It wasn't her fault" I said quietly. She scoffed.
"It wasn't her fault she kissed you? Yeah, of course not" she said sarcastically. I was getting angry now, Jade was blaming Tori for something that I did! All because she was jealous of her (she should be).
"It wasn't her fault that I kissed her" I said quietly, controlling my anger. She stared at me in disbelief.
"You wouldn't" she gasped. I looked away from her; I didn't want to admit to her that I loved Tori. Only because she would probably kill Tori. "Beck, earlier today you said you were going to cheer Tori up. I didn't mind that because I didn't think you 'cheering Tori up' meant snogging her! I came here to confess something; I thought I had done something bad but it turns out you've been cheating all along!"
"It was just a kiss!" I shouted at her. "I kissed her on her first day at Hollywood Arts" I said still shouting, not bothering to reign in my anger now.
"Not like that" she whispered, a tear rolling down her cheek. I was too angry to care that she was crying at the moment. I sighed and ran my hand through my hair, I hated fighting with Jade. It was always about something so stupid. Although Tori wasn't stupid and she was definitely worth fighting for. Then Jade's words from a moment ago came back to me.
"What did you mean you thought you had done something bad? That you have something to confess?" I asked confused and curious as to what she could have possibly done wrong.
"It's – it's nothing" she said, I could tell from the tone of her voice that it was something. She felt guilty, Jade never felt guilty.
"Jade. What. Have. You. Done?" I said each word slowly and firmly. Showing her that I wouldn't let her blow it off.
"I-I-I" she stuttered "I'm pregnant" I again was frozen, half with shock and half with anger. Jade and I never went that far in our relationship. She never wanted to and it wasn't like I was going to force her to.
"What the fuck? How the fuck are you fucking pregnant?" I shouted in rage. I was still her boyfriend I was allowed to be pissed if some other dude got her knocked up.
"Well, I'm sure you know how girls get pregnant, Beck." She tried to joke but I wasn't having it. This was serious. She was only 17! (A/N: In my story Jade is 17. Tori is 18. Robbie is 18. Andre is 18. Cat is 17 and Beck is 18. So they're all a year older in my story than they are in Victorious show)
"It's not fucking funny, Jade! You cheated on me! What's so fucking funny about that?" I shouted at her still outraged. I felt betrayed, I think I had a right to shout at her.
"You cheated on me with, Tori!" she shouted back.
"We kissed! We didn't have fucking sex!" A thought came to me; I didn't know who it was. Whoever this douchebag was, he was going to get punched. Hard "Who's the father?" I asked quietly.
"Beck, listen it was an accident. I was drunk and he was drunk and one thing led to another. It wasn't meant to happen!"
"Just tell me who the fucking father is, Jade!" I yelled, still angry.
"R-Ryder" she sobbed. It was like I had been punched in my stomach. I was winded, Ryder? Ryder Daniels? The one who was a user, who hurt Tori. He hurt Tori then fucked my girlfriend. Man did I hate this guy.
"Get out" I said quietly. I didn't think I would ever hate Jade but I was close to it now. She was crying fully now.
"No! It was a mistake. I forgive you with what happened with Tori; can't you forgive me with what happened with Ryder?" I laughed bitterly and without humour. I stared at her coldly. Jade, the one I had loved. The one who always got jealous when I was hanging with girls. The one who worried about me cheating on her. When in fact she was the one who cheated on me. I couldn't forgive her. Not for this.
"No. Jade, it's over. Please just leave, before you do anymore damage" she cried even harder and I turned my back on her. Tears running down my own face.
"FINE!" she shouted "but you still love me Beck, I know you do"
"Go" I whispered. I heard the door slam. I got up and went upstairs, I needed Tori. I needed to see her beautiful face, to hear her beautiful voice. I needed her words of comfort. I just needed Tori.
Tori's POV:
I had heard the whole fight. The walls weren't exactly thick in this house and they weren't exactly being quiet. The fight was over, I heard the door slam and now there was silence. I felt so bad for Beck; I knew what it felt like to have your heartbroken. I can't believe Jade would do something like that to Beck! I heard a soft knock on my door. I wondered who it was; I thought Beck would have gone home.
"Come in" I said and Beck opened the door. Tear stains on his cheeks, he looked so sad. I didn't blame him. "Come here" I whispered. He came over and laid down next to me on my bed. He rested his head on my shoulder and I stroked his gorgeous hair.
"She's pregnant" he whispered hoarsely. "It's Ryder's"
"Ssh. It'll be ok, I promise" I said soothingly, though I didn't believe what I was saying myself. But it was what I felt the right thing to say.
"Did you hear us?" he said still whispering. I nodded; he must have felt it "Sorry"
"It's ok. I'm sorry, for what Jade did." He sighed. I sang to him softly ('Tell Me That You Love Me')
Ohhh yeah, yeah
the situations turns around
enough to figure out
that someone else has let you down
So many times I don't know why
but I know we can make it
As long as you say it
So tell me that you love me yeah
and tell me that I take your breath away
And maybe if you take one more than I would know for sure
There's nothing left to say
Tell me that you love me anyway
Tell me that you love me anyway
Ohhh
"Tori?" Beck whispered, I stopped singing. I could hear in his voice that he was feeling sleepy. Hey I knew from experience crying exhausted you.
"Hmm?" I said, I hadn't stopped stroking his luscious hair.
"I love you" he whispered and fell asleep. I smiled and kiss his forehead.
"I love you, too" I whispered and snuggled up to him and fell asleep. Feeling happier than I had since well, forever.
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