I woke up the next morning from a switch in weight. It felt as if the bed had gotten heavier. I sheepishly opened my eyes. When I saw who was hovering above me, my eyes went wide with shock…

And fear.

Mello glared at me as he took a menacing bite out of his chocolate bar.

" If you tell anybody about what happened last night, I will kill you."

" I wasn't going to tell."

" Sure, you weren't. You weren't going to tell anybody about how you comforted me, how I let you hold me." He said this in a mocking tone. Then, he bent down, and with his thumb and index finger grabbed hold of my face with a strong grip. " Your lucky I even let a thing like you look at me."

I started to squirm in his touch. Punching him wherever I could, trying to make him let me go. The punches (as hard as they were) didn't affect him in the least. He just sat there and smirked, which made me try even harder. I was about to punch him again, when he bent down and kissed me.

My body went numb as his tongue begged me to enter. My lips parted slowly, allowing him to explore. I felt a soft moan building up in my throat as our tongues began to dance together. As soon as I let it out, Mello pulled away.

" Matt, your so weak." He practically laughed, as he got off of me and walked out the door.

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Ever since then, Mello hasn't talked to me. The funny thing is, that instead of talking he would look. He give me daring stares, that seemed like they were taunting me. Daring me to kiss him like we had in the room, to show him that I wasn't afraid. That I wasn't weak.

Too bad that was never going to happen.

I began to wish my body and senses weren't so numb during the kiss. I wanted to remember how Mello had tasted. How he had felt. But, I couldn't remember anything other than him laughing and calling me weak. And as much as his stares were some sort of comfort, I missed talking to him, even if it was just a disarray of insults when he did. I just didn't want the last thing he ever said to me to be your weak. It was time to face facts:

I missed Mello.

AN: Sorry! Sorry! Sorry! Late update, I know! I totally forgot that I even had this story going on! (although reviews could help my amnesia.)Sorry again- Kikyo1027