Hey everyone! I hope that all of you like it so far! Sorry for leaving you without an answer from Katniss yesterday, today you get the answer! =D Thank you for reading and reviewing! So I'll let you get to the answer and the rest of the chapter!
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*~K.N.~*
Her eyes fall to the floor and her lips open, only a tiny bit though. Standing here I want to cry and scream at her. How can she possibly be thinking about this? How could she? The answer is obvious and clear, how can she have to possibly think about it? I stare at her and my mouth drops open, angry tears start to fall down my face. Katniss's mouth snaps shut and she takes a step toward me, her arms stretched out toward me. I step away from her, shaking my head.
"Prim…" She says and I see the pain in her eyes. Again she takes a step toward me, but I step away. "Please, don't do this."
"No. You don't do this." I say and the tears start to fall even harder, faster. "How could you even think about it? That can't happen again!"
Katniss stares at me for a minute and shakes her head. "They….we had to go through it and they watched it. It's their fault. Prim, we deserve to watch them suffer-the way that we suffered. We died for their amusement."
"They didn't do anything to you!" I yell at her and she stops. She just stares at me in shock, I've never yelled at her before. "You want to kill innocent children? You want them to go through what you went through, just for revenge?"
"It's not like that!" She says as I run to the door. "Prim! Get back here!"
The door shuts behind me and I run across the hall into an empty room, I hear Katniss's door open and shut. I hear her walking down the hallway, away from me. Tears run down my face and I slide down to the floor. How can she think that the children of the Capital should pay for this? This is not Katniss, this is not my sister. No, this is the Katniss who is stuck in the arena…who will always be stuck in the arena.
I curl up into a ball on the floor, not wanting to move. My eyes close and I fall asleep. Everything is too dark in this world, I have to go to a world where everything is bright. Of course, in dreams darkness can come too….
"Prim!" Katniss yells behind me as I run away from her. "Prim! STOP! PLEASE! COME BACK!"
I keep running, but she is right behind me. "No! Katniss go back! You got what you wanted! They died…BECAUSE OF YOU!"
Katniss falls to the ground and weeps, she is shaking. I stop and turn back to her, it is now that I realize that she is broken in a way that she can never be repaired. Silently I drop down to my knees beside her and watch her. She looks up at me, I can see the pain in her eyes, the sadness and regret. The tears rush down her face and fall onto the ground.
"I'm…I'm soo-sorry." Her voice cracks and I feel bad for her. She looks like she's finally lost it and all that I want to do is take the pain away from her. "You…you were ri-right!"
"Katniss." I say and I reach out to her, but she just shakes her head. "Calm down. Everything will be okay."
"No, no, no! It won't be!" She yells and I watch as she grips onto something. A light hit's the object and the blade reflects the light. My eyes go wide. "They died because of me! You are right! So many people have died because of me…"
I reach out toward her, to try and take the knife. Katniss glares at me and holds the knife out of my reach. "Katniss…give me the knife."
"NO! You don't get it!" She is sobbing even harder. Why did I ever say those things to her? "I killed all of these people! All of those people…"
Before I can say or do anything the knife is in her heart and she falls over. I cry out and try to cling to her, but she's gone. Katniss is gone from the world…she had too much on her. I knew that this would happen…
My eyes snap open and I feel someone's hands on me. I look up and see that its Katniss, my arms reach out to her and I pull her into a hug. She brushes her fingers through my hair as I cry. This is not the first time that I saw Katniss die in a nightmare, but it is the first where she killed herself. Tears rush out of my eyes and down my cheeks. She holds me to her, trying to calm me down.
"Katniss…" I say and I clutch onto her. The tears are falling harder then they ever have. "I…I'm sorry!"
"No, Prim." She says and she rubs my back. My sister, I need my sister. "You are right, they don't deserve to die."
I pull away from my sister and look into her eyes. "What? You aren't going to….let it happen?"
"I will do everything that I can to stop it." She says with a small smile. "That sound good?"
I nod my head and wipe off my eyes. "Yeah…"
"Come on." Katniss says and she stands up. She takes my hand and leads me out of the room. "My little duck…"
I smile at Katniss. Her little duck, her little Prim….I'm not little anymore and I am going to show everyone that I've grown up. Everyone will be shocked when they see how much I do to stop Coin. That will show everyone that I'm not weak and that I've grown up….I'm not a little kid anymore. Not the little girl who's sister volunteered for her, no. That little girl is gone, the little girl is in the past. I have to be strong and brave, no more crying. No more crying…
The last thing that I think about is Rory as Katniss leads me into her room and I lay down on the bed. She curls up next to me and I fall asleep, its just like old times…before Katniss went into the Hunger Games. I as wrong too, my sister is still here.
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