"So..." Eren said as he ran his pointer finger around the cup.

"So what?" Levi asked. He took a sip of his tea and Eren's bright eyes looked up to him.

"Did you ever find out why Hanji left?" Eren asked. Levi sat his cup down and looked at the boy. He blinked and they looked at each other. "I'll take that as a no." Eren muttered.

"Oh shut up pissy brat. I don't know why. She just left let it go. I would rather it be me and you." Levi stated.

"But people tell me we get to kinky and should have a safe word." Eren said softly moving his finger a bit.

"We do. It's mercy brat. Or did you forget?" Levi hissed.

"No I remember that." Eren said softly. He dipped his finger into his glass and moved it around the rim making a soft sound come from it.

"Then why don't you ever use it?" Levi asked leaning back in his chair.

"Cause. I'm half titan. My body is stronger then yours.." Eren sighed and right away jumped when he noticed what he said. "I mean the titan part of me sir! It's stronger then any human but my human body has nothing on your amazing body!" Eren back tracked. Levi glared at him and scoffed taking another sip. Eren could feel the punishment already.


"Eren?" Levi asked as he walked into the mess hall. Eren was sitting with his friends and laughing. Levi stopped and looked over. How was it just those people could make Eren smile so much.? Levi turned and walked out with out another word.

As of lately Eren didn't seem to smile like he use to. He didn't make fun of things and he slowly started to stop talking to Levi all together.

It was pissing Levi off.

Levi didn't understand. When Eren wanted sex he got sex! When he wanted hugs he got hugs. When he wanted kisses he got kisses. When he just wanted to freaking cuddle Levi freaking cuddled.

So why was Levi not pleasing Eren? Was it the way he was doing something? Had he said something that made Eren upset? Did something happen that Eren didn't want to talk about?

Levi stopped dead in his tracks.

"Is Eren cheating on me?" He asked himself as he stood there looking to nothing. He just stood there the thoughts going though his mind. Levi shook his head. "No he's not that stupid... Right?" Levi was starting to question his boyfriends way of thinking.

Was Levi not giving Eren enough love? Was he not showing his feelings the way he should be? Levi started to walk agin thinking over everything in his mind but nothing added up. Here he walked in a circle trying to think as to why his boyfriend wasn't happy.

"Levi?" Eren's voice rang. Levi looked up and Eren looked down to him. Levi blinked and Eren had a worried look.

"What?" Levi asked. Eren blinked and gave his head a small tilt.

"I asked what you were doing?" Eren asked. Levi stood there and looked down at the small indent on the ground he made from dragging his feet.

"Damn my boots got dirty..." Levi said.

"Are you feeling alright captain?" Eren asked. Levi blinked and looked at him.

"Are you alright Eren?" Levi asked him back. The two stood there quite for a moment and Eren sighed. He knew he wasn't going to win this.

"Levi... We need to talk."

Once those words left Eren's mouth Levi's world crashed around him. Any time any one said those four words meant trouble.

"Fine. To my office?" Levi asked trying to keep a hushed tone. Eren nodded and the two walked off to Levi's office.


"So that's what you wanted to talk about?" Levi asked. He was hoping for a yes and a smile.

"No." Eren sighed and looked to Levi with an almost hurt look. "Levi..."

"Your breaking it off aren't you? You're not happy so you are going to break up with me. No one says we need to talk and then sigh and say that persons name. You don't have to let me down easy. I'm not some weak little high school girl Eren." Levi stated. Eren blinked and seemed to be thinking.

"I... Wasn't going to say that... Did you want to break up?" Eren asked a bit sad. Levi sighed and took the bottle of whiskey out of his desk./p

"No I don't. The way you made it sound was as if you were." Levi stated and poured a shot drinking it with out a second thought. It burnt but what Eren was doing to him he needed something.

"Sorry that's not what I wanted it to sound like. It's just... do you love me?" Eren asked. Levi blinked. He looked at Eren and Eren looked back at him. The two just looked at each other. Every second seemed to crush the titan boy more and more.

"Don't be stupid." Levi stated and took another shot. "Of course I do." He stated. Eren didn't look to happy about that.

"Then tell me you love me." Eren said. Levi looked at him and sighed. Right away Eren put up his hands to stop him. "You have to mean it Levi." Eren stated. The determination in his eyes said it all.

"I l-" Levi blinked and Eren looked at him waiting. "I lo-" Levi stopped again and looked away. A light red blush coming to his face as he covered his mouth. Eren kept watching him. "Idiot... You know I l-" Levi winced not being able to say the word. Eren sighed and got up.

"If you can't say it then I think I should leave captain. If you need me you know where my room is. Either you say it tonight or..." Eren walked over to the door and opened it. "Or maybe we should break up." He said and left.

Levi felt his heart break. He gripped his shot glass and crushed the glass in his hand. Glass and blood started to drop down onto his desk. He watched the red liquid turn into a puddle of blood.

"I love you idiot." Levi stated.


Hanji sighed as she finished pulling the glass out of Levi's hand. She came in and there was a pool of blood dripping down Levi's desk and onto his white pants. Levi would have never let that happen but he looked so deep in thought. Dare Hanji say. Even close to tears.

"Levi... You have to talk to me. Why did you do this?" Hanji asked again starting to wrap up the cut hand. Levi watched her and blinked slowly coming back to his world.

"Oh... I smashed my shot glass..." Levi said not even moving his eyes up to met hers. Hanji sighed and kept wrapping his hand. "I can't tell Eren I love him." Levi said. Hanji stopped and looked at him. "He said if I can't tell him that I love him before sun down... He's breaking up with me..." Levi said. Almost sadly. Hanji sighed.

She knew Levi was very close to Eren and the two had amazing rough hard core sex together just for fun. She noticed the little to no talking between them any more and when she talked to Eren about it he told her he felt not wanted.

"I just feel like Levi doesn't love me... Like he is only using my body for his own sick games. I really love Levi and I just want to feel wanted again. At first I didn't mind and then he gave me so much attention I couldn't help it... But after... You know... It's like he stopped trying..."

"That's what he told me." Hanji said softly to Levi as she finished off the wrapping. Levi looked at her.

"I lost my squad and he didn't come around me because he felt not wanted?" Levi asked pissed off. He got from his chair and walked out the room slamming the door shut.

He took off down the hall and slammed open the basement door walking down into the darkness. He walked over to Eren's cell and tossed open the door glaring at the teen. Eren got up from his desk and looked at Levi with a shocked look.

"You better have one good fucking reason for that! I lost my whole fucking team and you felt not wanted! Who the hell do you think you are! You don't think about any one but your damn self do you! I lost my team! They were as close to family as I got! Do you know how many people I watched die! That were close to me! Farlan! Isabel! Petra! They all fucking died on my watch!" Levi gritted his teeth. It had been years sense he felt as if he was going to cry. Why did Eren always pull this side of him out?

"That's not what I meant Levi!" Eren yelled. "I felt like... When I tried to help you... You wouldn't let me. I went weeks trying to make you happy and I failed At it so I stopped trying..." Eren admitted . "I really do love you Levi but if you want to move on then you have to let them go! All of them!" Eren said. He had a good point and Levi knew it. He had to let them all go if he wanted to see Eren happy again.

"Damn you!" Levi yelled and walked over to Eren. The teen backed to the wall and Levi punched the wall next to him. The rocks cracking and Levi busting his knuckle in the process. Eren looked at him and Levi moved closer hiding his face in Eren's shirt. Eren blinked and softly held Levi. He never showed this much emotion ever!

"You drive me insane. You push me and I fight right back... So why do I fucking love you?" Levi asked holding onto Eren. The teen smiled lightly and pulled Levi closer.

"Because. I love you too." Eren smiled. Levi blinked and closed his eyes. Right now he didn't care how weak he looked. Everyone could let their walls fall just once for the love of their life.

"Damn." Levi said pulling back and looking at his hand.

"Ah! You broke it!" Eren said and took his hand. He pulled Levi to his bed and started to pop some fingers back in place and wrapping up the wound. "Levi... You hurt your other hand?" Eren asked Levi nodded and hugged Eren.

"I got mad and crushed my shot glass... Hanji came in and fixed it..." Levi said softly.

"No wonder you have blood on you." Eren said, Levi sighed. He liked that happy tone so freaking much.

"Eren?" Levi asked softly. Eren looked at him and blinked.

"Yeah?" He asked looking at Levi.

"I love you." Levi said. Eren blinked and smiled pulling him into a hug.

"I love you too Levi!" Eren called out super excited. Levi smiled lightly and pats Eren's back softly. He could swear he heard Eren purr.