Carefully I stepped into view of the stage, and looked out at the sea of roaring fans

Carefully I stepped into view of the stage, and looked out at the sea of roaring fans. As I stood in the center the lights hit me and you couldn't make out faces. Kevin was right this wasn't to bad. "WHATS UP INDIANNA!!" I shouted. I giggled as I waited for the roar to die down a little bit. "Okay now I know that you are all here to listen to my amazing friends the Jonas Brothers, but first I am going to sing a couple of my songs," I said before the screaming began again. I will sing three songs for you. Then I will be over there," I said pointing towards the left at a table, "signing autographs while they set up for the JONAS!" after 30 more seconds of screaming I winked at the guy backstage to start my music.

Between the time my intro started and I actually had to sing had to be the worst 30 seconds of my life. I thought my stomach might fall out my butt. My hands began to sweat. I nervously began to fidget with my fingers. I looked over at the boys who now were all waiting and watching. Joe game me a thumbs up and Kevin winked, but Nick mouthed something to me. He mouthed the word 'breath.' That's exactly what I did. Just like that all my fears were gone and I began to sing.

every word I write
I'm always thinking about you
Every song I sing
is with you're face painted in my mind

I need you to realize
How much I need you in my life
You keep me alive
And ill always fight for you

Cuz I love you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your hands...

Every smile I make
is so true cuz I'm truly happy
Every day I awake
I thank god for giving me you

Cuz I love you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your hands...

well I know sometimes
I've made mistakes
I've gone and choose the wrong way
But I need to know
that ill always love and only need you

Cuz I love you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your hands...

Cuz I love you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your hands...

My heart is in your hands…

I sung the last note and looked into the crowd and smiled. I couldn't help but smile ear to ear that was the most exhilarating experience of my entire life. I glanced over at the boys before I grabbed for my water bottle. And I giggled Joe looked like he had seen a ghost and had his jaw practically on the floor. I walked back onto the stage and finished up my other two songs. I reminded the crowd that I would be signing for 10 minutes before the Jonas Brothers came on to perform. I exited the stage and ran into Nick's open arms. I was shaking. "That was the worst thing ever I have never, ever been that nervous in my whole life. All three laughed at me and told me I was great. I gave them all a good luck hug and went over to my awaiting table.

I couldn't wait to hear nick sing … I had heard him talk and on videos but I still couldn't help but be curios how he really sounded. My thoughts were interrupted buy a stampede of girl charging up to the table. I smiled and prepared my hand for pain.