Carefully I stepped into view of the stage, and looked out at the sea of roaring fans. As I stood in the center the lights hit me and you couldn't make out faces. Kevin was right this wasn't to bad. "WHATS UP INDIANNA!!" I shouted. I giggled as I waited for the roar to die down a little bit. "Okay now I know that you are all here to listen to my amazing friends the Jonas Brothers, but first I am going to sing a couple of my songs," I said before the screaming began again. I will sing three songs for you. Then I will be over there," I said pointing towards the left at a table, "signing autographs while they set up for the JONAS!" after 30 more seconds of screaming I winked at the guy backstage to start my music.
Between the time my intro started and I actually had to sing had to be the worst 30 seconds of my life. I thought my stomach might fall out my butt. My hands began to sweat. I nervously began to fidget with my fingers. I looked over at the boys who now were all waiting and watching. Joe game me a thumbs up and Kevin winked, but Nick mouthed something to me. He mouthed the word 'breath.' That's exactly what I did. Just like that all my fears were gone and I began to sing.
every
word I write I need you to
realize Cuz I love you Every
smile I make
I'm always thinking about you
Every song I
sing
is with you're face painted in my mind
How much I need you in my life
You keep me alive
And
ill always fight for you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To what's true
that's
me and you
forever my heart is in your hands...
is so true cuz I'm truly happy
Every day I awake
I thank god for giving me you
Cuz
I love you well I know sometimes
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To
what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your
hands...
I've made mistakes
I've
gone and choose the wrong way
But I need to know
that ill
always love and only need you
Cuz
I love you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To
what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your
hands...
Cuz
I love you
And I need you
Edward you are my guiding light
To
what's true
that's me and you
forever my heart is in your
hands...
My heart is in your hands…
I sung the last note and looked into the crowd and smiled. I couldn't help but smile ear to ear that was the most exhilarating experience of my entire life. I glanced over at the boys before I grabbed for my water bottle. And I giggled Joe looked like he had seen a ghost and had his jaw practically on the floor. I walked back onto the stage and finished up my other two songs. I reminded the crowd that I would be signing for 10 minutes before the Jonas Brothers came on to perform. I exited the stage and ran into Nick's open arms. I was shaking. "That was the worst thing ever I have never, ever been that nervous in my whole life. All three laughed at me and told me I was great. I gave them all a good luck hug and went over to my awaiting table.
I couldn't wait to hear nick sing … I had heard him talk and on videos but I still couldn't help but be curios how he really sounded. My thoughts were interrupted buy a stampede of girl charging up to the table. I smiled and prepared my hand for pain.
