A/N: BIG thank you to AVATARISLIFE! i looked up Riley and the Roxies... i LOVE THEM! and, in my next chapter, i'm going to be using their single, "Sweetheart" hope you approve! anytime you have any other suggestions, feel free to give me some advice. plus this song is sooooo perfect for this part of the story!
waking up at noon, i covered my eyes with my arm. god, why the hell was the sun so bright? i felt like i had a hangover. or... something.
trying without any real effort, i pulled myself, half asleep, half dreaming about being awake, half still snoring, out of bed... only to fall on the floor.
goddamnit, but i felt like shit. and i really had this itch in the back of my memory. there was something huge that i was forgetting here. its like waking up on your birthday and forgetting that you're finally 18. yeah, that was a funny day.
but now, i have this funny feeling that i've forgotten something huge, that i just learned today...
shit, rebecca's coming home. goddamnit. i grumbled inaudibly myself for a few more minutes as i slowly regained consciousness.
smacking at my radio, i finally find the on button, and this song i've never heard before. for some reason, though, i feel like it matches my mood perfectly.
Sweetheart [Single] Lyrics by Riley and the Roxies
You used to be my little sweetheart,
You used to cry whenever we'd part,
And now you act like you don't know me,
So you can kick it with your homies.
I've been feeling like you'll say what you want to say,
When the time seems right for you to walk away,
i started shoving on my jeans as i heard a commotion coming from the kitchen.
So you can leave me here with no words to say,
And you can go ahead and make your clean get away.
At least I said, all I said, and helped my self clear my head
While you just smiled, acted like, everything was going right
I can't deny I wish it was, somehow both of us called the bluff
i nearly walked out the door, until i smelt it.
And I'm empty handed, and I'm feeling used, feeling like I can't talk to you,
Who are you, what have you, done with my old friend?
The one I used to talked to for what seems like hours on end,
I thought that I, would have some time, to think my mind, and realign
But I was wrong, and you were right, I guess I'm not the dating time
Pretend like we had nothing oh!
that too sweet smell burned in my nostrils, and i nearly puked at the stench.
Act like I've been dreaming oh!
I feel abused
Chorus
You used to be my little sweetheart,
You used to cry whenever we'd part,
And now you act like you don't know me,
So you can kick it with your homies.
You used to be my little sweetheart,
You used to cry whenever we'd part,
strangely, it still smelt kind of appealing, as if it reminded me of a similar smell that i craved.
And now I can't believe that we are,
Growing apart its getting so hard
Verse 2
Clear your throat, check the phone, grab the hangar from the coat,
Look at me, walk away, tell me that you need some space,
Pretend like we had nothing oh!
Act like I've been dreaming oh!
I feel abused
Before all of the after math, remember how we used to laugh
Remember how we used to be, we used to laugh, we used sing
and i knew that smell. leech.
Pretend like we had nothing, oh! act like I've been dreaming oh!
I feel confused
You were my sweet less than three when it was equally difficult
I thought that we could forever be so inseparable
I thought that we we could be so inseparable,
I thought that we we could be so inseparable.
Chorus
You used to be my little sweetheart,
You used to cry whenever we'd part,
And now you act like you don't know me,
So you can kick it with your homies.
You used to be my little sweetheart,
straining my ears, i heard a little voice that sounded all too familiar.
You used to cry whenever we'd part
Bridge
Baby come back, baby come back, baby come to me
(And now you know!)
Chorus
You used to be my little sweetheart,
You used to cry whenever we'd part,
the ass who stole everything from me. he. was. here.
And now you act like you don't know me,
So you can kick it with your homies.
You used to be my little sweetheart,
You used to cry whenever we'd part,
And now I can't believe that we are,
Growing apart its getting so hard
two words: edward cullen.
ripping out of my skin, i launched myself at the smell, tackling a boy, who oddly looked a hell of a lot like edward cullen. and bella. shit. bella. and someone else... who the hell it was, i didn't know. but i had this strange sensation of forgetting someone really important.
whatever. as we quickly brawled in the middle of the floor, i heard something glass break. then we were pulled apart. by sam. WTF?
"enough jacob!" he shouted at me, and i couldn't move as paul and embry held my arms behind me. i continuallly gave sam a pissed-off-tell-me-what-the-hell-is-going-on face. he continually gave me the use-your-freaking-head look.
he finally gave up. "look at him." he pointed at the vamp i just tackled. "who does he look like. and don't say cullen. i mean, just look at him for a while."
i just raised an eyebrow at sam. paul gave me a quick jab to the ribs. cursing, i straightened, gave sam a fast glare, and started to stare at this blood sucker.
30 seconds later: nothing
1 minute: nada
3 minutes: zip
5 minutes: zelch
10 minutes: didly
15 minutes: squat
20 minutes: sam is delusional
21 minutes: and the point of this is?
22 minutes: he'd look kinda... like a hot chick if he had redish hair.
23 minutes: especially if it were curly
24 minutes: definitely with brown eyes
25 minutes: kinda sexy
26 minutes: miss her...
27 minutes: wait... who's 'her'?
28 minutes: holy shit... my nessie.
"what the FUCK is going ON HERE? how the hell did she... how do you know her? what the...?"
i started shaking, growling, loosing it... then it stopped.
it was because my girlfriend just happened to appear right in front of me, holding dice that she was about to roll.
then she turned, and our eyes met. then she disappeared, along with the boy that looked so much like her, in a fright and in her place came the most frightening sight i've ever seen. goodness knows how many vamps appeared, all with clokes that went to the floor. all had red eyes, and the three that the rest centered around had papery skin, but i knew it would be as hard as any leech's. they stood there, staring at us until they all came after us when one of the three flashed a metallic prism in the air.
well, that's not a good thing, was the last thing i thought before i phased, only to be knocked out by five vamps, too fast for me to see.
A/N: ok, so The-Dark-Love-Writer... i really kinda needed that. i've been sitting here, for goodness knows how long, wondering what the hell i'm going to do next... i mean, i know exactly what the plot is that i wanted for this, but i just didn't know if i should start the main plot line yet... i decided i should, so everybody! please R&R! i want reviews! school will be over... in 5 days... so unless i get caught up in my other story (not on fan fic) that hopefully i'll get published one day - its almost done! and if i do, my name really is riley landers, so i might like put a notice on fan fic, and you guys could check it out? hmm... i really hope you would! but anyway, that won't be for a while, so...
just stick with reviewing this for right now... just tell me wat ya think!
~riles
