Wishing On A SuperNova

Chapter Seven Going Home ,My First Mistake

By Inuyashas Youkai

In the few days of returning ,Kagome went back with her parents ,that were at the moment staying with her Uncle JiJi ,until their house could be back to livable and Inuyasha could finish moving furniture in to their new house. Unfortunately in the short time passing ,as the weeks passed by ,something that had went wrong ,so very wrong and adding to the domino effect ,resulting to what things were now .

Inuyasha and Kagome at this point weren't even talking to each other, and as things stood could only conclude their plans were put on hold. Nevertheless ,the four friends continued in their daily routine of school and work, that each others absence was hardly and Miroku still hung out with the broken pair separately but were hardly seen together. Months had passed and soon rumors were spread that with the near graduation coming the student body would have something else to celebrate.

To their classmates ,it would entail a excuse to party but to the closeness of the four friends ,it would mean being torn further apart. A upcoming wedding concerning one of them ,none other Inuyasha and the special lady ,one that was not Kagome . It was true Inuyasha was getting married to his used to be ex girlfriend, Kikyo. Obviously Sango and Miroku were shocked to the development that had grew over the short time since Inuyasha pledged his affections to Kagome,but they were nevertheless supportive.

Kagome had just pretended it was nothing but Miroku and Sango saw past her deception,that she was in fact hurting. Kagome had moved with her family and then transferred to a different school,and so they didn't really see her after that ,but Kagome often wrote to Sango.. Nearing the end of the school year and brought forth ceremonies even Kagome's letters had soon faded to few and far between, as their adult lives had taken hold.

Graduations had soon followed by Inuyasha' marriage to Kikyo, although Kagome was invited ,she respectably declined her RSVP, and while noting that she would be out of town ,but they all knew the truth .Miroku and Sango even bet that Inuyasha even deep down knew but didn't seem to had passed and they eventually had lost track of each other until Sango and Miroku's wedding .

Kagome had made sure as promised that she would make it to their wedding even though she hadn't made much effort when it came down to Inuyasha. Both Inuyasha and Kagome had shown for their friends wedding but the awkwardness between them ,was so thick you could cut with a knife. Regardless though they were pleasant to each other during the festivities , even though each one had another on their arm.

While Inuyasha had Kikyo ,Kagome had brought a male friend of hers ,Hojo. Kagome resumed her role as Maid Of Honor so in between, taking care of her bride friend and Hojo , her time was luckily limited with Inuyasha. Kagome had gotten called out shorty after the ceremony,and during the middle of her reception. Houjo and herself had soon taken leave, apologizing for her departure beforehand .Soon after the wedding was the last time anyone of their group had any contact with their friend Kagome,with the exception of hearing from Sango retelling Kagome's letters.

Inuyasha and Kikyo settled down ,but never having any children since they couldn't within the two years that passed after high school,only unknown to the hanyou. Inuyasha ,Miroku and Sango met up one more time that year before Kikyo left Inuyasha . Inuyasha coming home finding his wife in bed with another man was hard enough,then leaving him a week later was torture. The man struggled begging Kikyo to stay with him and he forget anything she ever did to save their marriage ,but Kikyo wouldn't have it. Within the coming of spring , Inuyasha had sold the house ,stating he couldn't dealing with the memories any longer and moved temporarily with Sango and Miroku.

Kagome and Sango had started to converse on facebook ,rather in letters because it was more convenient for them to keep in touch. With conversing this way the two friends were able to reconnect easier, because they chatted so often .During one of the online chats, Sango went on about her new expectant news of becoming a mother, and among other things.

The news about their friend ,Inuyasha had eventually came out during their conversation, when they were trying to plan a reunion. Kagome truely felt terrible and told Sango to tell Inuyasha that she was sorry to hear about it. In truth , Kagome would never wish it on him , no matter what pain had transpired between the two. Though she was grateful that things between them hadn't transpired ,Kagome was now on her way into a career ,and she found with the job she loved ,their would be no time for anything else.

There had been times Kagome had thought back to what happened back then ,but with so much time that had passed , it had become kinda fuzzy. It had to do with Kikyo while catching her and Inuyasha in leaning against his car kissing. Hell broke loose and that's what started the argument that ended things between them , It wasn't that she didn't trust Inuyasha ,but what would any girl do upon catching them in a comprising position. All Kagome could do is believe in what she saw in front of her eyes and she felt her whole world crashing down.

Now as Kagome talked to Sango ,she realized Kagome herself hadn't thought of that time for a while. Especially between her job and raising Shippo, Kagome found she hadn't had much time for anything else. After about a hour of chatting, she reluctantly ended it because Shippo had just returned ,and she had to ready herself for work.

Sango had stayed on looking in awe at the picture album's placed on her profile of Kagome and Shippo. Soon Miroku,noticing what she was doing ,in passing joined her, and then calling Inuyasha to revel in their joy of seeing the tike again. Shippo had really grown in the time they had been apart but so had Kagome.

Shippo was now progressing into middle school, and Kagome like them were going well into their early thirties, but she had aged well. Their was one family portrait of the two taken last year according to the label where they both dressed in green . Shippo was handsomely dressed in a hunter green tux while Kagome prettily sported a green velvet knee high dress.

Surprisngly to Inuyasha she had also placed in her memory album, one picture that was taken of all three of them together ,and when they were still a couple. Now Kagome matured into a goddess to Inuyasha, with her inky straight locks, now in spiral curls pulled into a upsweep, with a few curls trying to escape ,and like the way she had from him. Like the others ,Inuyasha casually had also agreed that Shippo had really grown up too.

After Sango had to leave for a appt for the baby, Inuyasha snuck back on to his Facebook. Then looked Kagome up, as she now went with Kaggie . During his picture snooping he found one of Kagome, with Inuyasha, and couldn't help himself to graze her cheek displayed on the monitor, with his hand. It was one taken at Christmas but it was just a close up of her holding her chin in her closed fist in a enduring pose.

A whine had escaped his throat as the memories of everything falling apart and broken promises flooded back in his head. Inuyasha had checked her profile to check if she was attached with anyone, and disapointingly it read it's complicated .Either way Inuyasha had requested friendship with her and Shippo, thinking it was time to put the past behind them and become friends. Knowing Inuyasha himself wanted so much more to do what they had planned so long ago,but also knew it was probaly too late for it,and he would settle for to have her back in his life again, Inuyasha would take because he knew deep down,the reasons they weren't together now, and was his fault once again that he had lost her..

Days had passed , Inuyasha had checked while Sango and Miroku had went out for the night. Turning on the power to the computer and clicking to get on facebook and signing in. Inuyasha happily found two alerts with a email,the alerts were from Kagome and Shippo alerting him they had accepted his request, then a email from Shippo. Shippo said it was awesome hearing from him and thanking him for the add.

The kit had also rambled on in the latest in the comings and goings in his life ,and then asked what he had been up too. Inuyasha had replied telling him that he was doing good and that it was great that he had accepted his request ,and tried to tell him something's about his life that weren't bad, since they had parted ways. Awhile after he sent his reply, Inuyasha's surprise floored him as the blinking name of Kaggie flashed in the message screen.

Inuyasha shakingly lowered his mouse to click on her chat window ,to start their unknown conversation.

~Inuyasha and Kaggie's Chat ~

Kaggie ~ Hello Inuyasha

Inuyasha ~ Hello Kaggie

Kaggie ~ It's been so long , It's good to hear from you ..How are you?

Inuyasha~ Yea it has been a minute hasn't it ?I am alright ,hangin in there.. How about you?

Kaggie~ I am sorry about what happened between you and Kikyo. Ya know I would never want anything like that to happen . I was hoping you would be happy..

Inuyasha~ I know Kagome.. It's okay I probably deserved it with what I did to you and Shippo

Kaggie ~ No you don't deserve it Inuyasha, nobody deserves that ! Besides that was a long time ago so no worries okay..

Inuyasha ~ Bullshit ! I know what I did and I am so sorry ,I know it doesn't ,matter much to you now. But I never wanted things to end like that ,nor hurt you like I did so you had to feel like you had to run away from me..

Kaggie~ I know that now but it's okay now ..I am not going to deny that it hurt but things happen ...I don't no longer blame you ..for anything.

Inuyasha ~ Again Kagome that's bullshit and you know it.. Things happen ?Really Kagome ?Come on I know you don't really believe that ,do you?

Kaggie ~...

Kaggie ~ Look it was along time ago and I have moved on from it ..Besides what does it matter Now?

Inuyasha~ It matters to me and has ever since Kagome.. Yes it was a long time ago but it doesn't change the fact that I feel horrible hurting you like that ...

Inuyasha ~Kagome give me another chance please?

Kaggie ~ Inuyasha ,I can't ..

Inuyasha ~ Why won't you let me do what we wanted to back then before everything went so wrong please... I never stopped thinking of you ..never stopped loving you ,,please ?

Kaggie ~ For one your wife just left you ,I don't want to be second again Inuyasha...

Inuyasha ~Dammit!You never were Kagome don't you see that? Is that all ? So If I proved to you that it's you I want ,and its always been you ,would you?

Kaggie ~Inuyasha.. I can't answer that ..

Inuyasha ~ Kagome...

Kaggie ~ Yes ,Inuyasha ?

Inuyasha ~ Would you at least come see me?

Kaggie~ I can't ,not now..you gotta give yourself time ..And me time to get used to having a friendship with you before ya cram all of this other shit on me ..For starters ..

Inuyasha ~ Your right Iam sorry ..

Kaggie ~ It's okay ... but hey I gotta go ..Tell Sango I will talk to her after I get off work..

Inuyasha ~ Okay ,but who watches Shippo when you work ?

Kaggie ~Hehe.. I had forgotten how persistent you can be .. Shippo's nanny watches him ..

Inuyasha~ Ya sorry bout that :) .you pay someone? You now if you need help , you wouldn't have to pay me ,and no funny stuff I promise .I can help you ..That is if you want ...I have been meaning to tell you but couldn't until now ..Kagome you shouldn't have to work so hard.. No matter where we are in our relationship I... I want to help ..

Kaggie ~ Thankyou Inuyasha ,I will think about it okay..

Inuyasha ~ Please do Kagome, let me do something ..

Kaggie ~ You already have Inuyasha ,don't you remember you saved me back then ..

Inuyasha ~ Yeah... Right, I saved you just so in the next breath I killed you again ..I just threw you in the spot finishing off what Kouga did to you .. Tossing Shippo into the fire with you..I begged you to come back to me just so in the end I tossed you aside Kagome .. I am so sorry ,why are you even talking to me ,after what I did to you...

Kaggie ~ Because I want too and it was along time ago..

Inuyasha ~ Whatever.. Why on your relationship status say complicated ?

Kaggie ~ Well for one thing I just don't have the time.. Between Shippo and work ,while sneaking what I can for time for sleep and friends .My life, can't fit a relationship into it right now .. I like to stay and chat longer but I have to get off now or else I am going to be late.. alright.. We will talk again Don't worry okay?

Inuyasha~ Fine.. talk later, have a good day at work Kagome..

Kaggie ~ Yep you too!Bye!

Inuyasha ~ Bye Kagome..

The pair closed their chat windows with tears in their eyes ,as the memories of the past crashed upon them like a tidal wave.. As the door closed to the possibilities the past held between them , a new door opened as a new friendship formed ... Both knowing that they could never be what they once were ,they were willing to accept what was being offered ... Or can it ? Later the next evening all four of them were online talking about really nothing at all ,like they used to ,and overtime it seemed as though the friends never parted except the obvious..

In the next coming months ,Inuyasha had gone with the motions to end his marriage to Kikyo. It was a hard endeavor for the man because Kikyo wanted to make it so ..Kikyo had made her case in attempt to get him back at that time because the guy she cheated on him with left her alone.. So she had further pressed that the baby she was now carrying was now Inuyasha's ,which they all knew it was a lie.. In the end a month later of litigation ,the judge decided that Kikyo and Inuyasha should go through marriage counseling to see if their relationship was salvageable. If in a month that it was deemed that it wasn't , the judge would grant Inuyasha's motion for divorce, but they had to co-inhabit once again...

It was at the same time that because of Kikyo's statement with her fears of him cheating on her with Kagome, the judge granted that by means that until they meet again,Inuyasha had to end contact with her. Dismissing any other testimony that was brought forth it was decided , until the judge ended this Inuyasha couldn't speak with Kagome.. It was at this hearing ,and for awhile, would be the last he would see her ,with her presence being summoned .. He had to cut all contact with her until Inuyasha could prove to the judge the falseness of the bitch's intentions..

Grudgingly, Inuyasha agreed to do what was ordered but it didn't mean,but he didn't have to like he got back to Sango's ,Inuyasha blocked all correspondence with Kagome on the net as well as any other form of communication... Sango had soon started hanging out with Kagome at her house since the order was made until Inuyasha secured a place next Miroku hung with Inuyasha ,which was the only one of the group that Kikyo would allow her husband to hang with..

The whole thing seemed to be going well that is until the third week ,on Shippo's birthday. It was hard enough that Inuyasha knew that he couldn't go, but all hell broke loose when he found out later that Kouga had made an appearance,and needless to say the least Inuyasha was livid.. Especially when it was how he found out ,running into mutual friend of there's at the store Ayame..

Apparently going to pick up some extra stuff they had run out off at the party, and all that was fine. It was until Inuyasha had picked up on the sight of some first aid items in the cart, was that made him curious.. Ayame's reaction to his joke regarding the said items changed his direction as he sensed the severity in the look she gave him.. Ayame cursed herself inwardly as she knew herself , she said too much.

Inuyasha was now persistant as to why they needed such things ,now knowing that it wasn't for a simple scrape, anymore. Ayame had tried to hurry for the lines to get away from his line of questioning ,knowing all to well the end result wouldn't be pretty ,and Inuyasha picked up on her hesitance. Soon putting two and two together , Inuyasha knew the only reason why anyone would get nervous on answering his simple questions would be if they had to do with one person .. Kagome..Now ,Ayame had his unwanted attention now that he knew without her saying anything that Kagome had gotten injured ..

"Ayame , I am only going to ask this once and only once so you better answer me.. WHAT happened?" Inuyasha seethed between clenched teeth.

"Inuyasha ,you know I can't say anything ,I have said too much as it is already.. Look it has been taken care of .. Miroku handled it alright and Sango is taking care of it ..So please don't you only have a week left ". Ayame stated nerveously.

Inuyasha's anger ebbed his patience away ,taking the best of him and with much force slammed his fist into the nearby wall outside the guessing what it could be, if Miroku had to step in it was bad , and that she was injured could only mean one thing ,Kouga had returned. Also knowing that Kouga would be the only one that would want to harm Kagome, within the ones that possibly knew of Shippo's birthday but he would have to talk with Miroku later to make sure. If his thoughts were true and Kouga did make his presence and it was him that hurt her, there would be hell to pay ..

Inuyasha was firmly against not dealing with this bullshit or letting it go any further than it was now regardless of his forced dealings with far as Inuyasha was concerned He didn't quite give a flying fuck anymore about Kikyo and the mess she put him in just to come between him and Kagome ,now that she found that they were talking again..

Later on that evening ,Kikyo was going out for the night so he had invited Miroku over for a guys night at the a hour Miroku had came by with a light and fading shiner on his right Kikyo didn't notice in her hurry to head out or Inuyasha would be worrying about another person the witch would cut from his last week in his hell. Miroku settled on the couch and took the beer that Inuyasha had offered him ,He was grateful for the time to relax from the last episode.. Miroku soon had figured out that Inuyasha had more motives to his request to hanging out.

" So Miroku ,how ya get the shiner ?" Inuyasha quipped.

"Ah what are you"Miroku started but got interupted

"Don't Miroku ,I see your eye plain as day .. I also know in not so many words that something happened at Shippo's birthday party and no amount of makeup will cover that shit up from me! So spill!" Inuyasha seethed

"Alright alright Inuyasha ,yes something did happen earlier at Shippo's party, but for now leave it be, everything is fine now and taken care of" Miroku answered

" Tell me is it really Miroku, because if it's not I am holding you responsible for you not telling me.. Because I will not have a repeat to happened before, or do you not remember that we almost lost her..! All because of that piece of shit ,I will not allow him to lay another hand on her! Do you hear me? Not now not ever ..I don't now all that he did but when I find out I will gladly pay him a visit after this fuckin shit is over with Kikyo. Until then I assure you he better stay away from her.. Or I will be there to answer to." Inuyasha gritted out between clenched teeth.

" Inuyasha , I assure you that she is now fine ,we have taken all neccessary precautions and moved her .I am surprised that Kouga found her though after all this time, but I guess he wasn't all to happy about what happened to him last time ..Has it been that long that Kouga is out already?" Miroku confided.

"Miroku , one more thing then I will drop it for now. How is she ? What did Kouga do?"Inuyasha calmly asked with tears in his eyes.

To Be Continued...