Chapter 7

We got to Edward's apartment and he leads me to his room, funnily this was my first time here. "I like your house." He smiles "yeah, it's not bad for two single guys but it's not big enough for three more people, even if two of them are little."

"True, we'll need to get a bigger place, although, we could always stay at my house."

"Bella, I don't want to live in another man's house." I nod my head in agreement, "OK, then we need to start looking for a place of our own."

He stops and pulls me to him, "I really don't want to talk about this right now, do you?"

I smile, "No, I really want you to kiss me right now."

"Well, you're in luck, because I really want to kiss you right now." And he leans down and presses his lips to mine. I sigh and lick his lips as an invitation, Edward needs nothing else, he sucks my tongue into his mouth, and it feels like heaven.

We melt and mold our lips and bodies together. He starts kissing me along my cheek and continues down my neck. I can feel the roughness of his face and feel the goose bumps spring up on my body. He places an open mouth kiss over my shirt to my very sensitive breasts, I gasp but he takes it as a green light to keep going. He lies down on his bed and carefully pulls me with him. He pushes my shirt up and gingerly places his hand on my belly and then kisses me there. I see a single tear slip down his cheek and onto my stomach. I hear him whispering something but I can't understand what he is saying. I just stare at him in awe. He is so gentle and loving.

He looks up to see me staring and smiles sheepishly "I was thanking the baby for giving you to me. I was so afraid that I was never going to be able to call you mine. I love you so much and now I get to have a little bit of you forever." I smile at him as I take his face in my hands and pull him to me, I start kissing him like he is the air that I need to breathe.

He slowly starts removing my pants while he continues placing kisses along my neck. He has successfully rid me of my clothing and looked a little smug. He begins placing kisses down my chest till he reaches my breasts. He looks up at me and smiles, "What are you smiling at Edward?" "Well, these look like the pregnancy has been good to them…." And captures one of my nipples in his mouth. It feels so good but they are so sensitive, I moan and he looks up at me "Is this OK?"

"Yes, I can't stand it Edward, I need you so bad." Smiling, he slides down to the end of the bed, I frown and he laughs, "What's wrong?"

"Where are you going?" He starts at my toes as he kisses each one moving onto my thighs. I start to squirm because he is about to go to a level we have never been to. I know I am pregnant with his child but still I feel like this is somehow more intimate. Edward licks my thigh and blows on it, my eyes roll back, he is still for a moment and I open my eyes, he is staring at me. "What?"

"You are so beautiful, I'm going to do this now and I would like for your eyes to be open."

"Oh Edward! I don't know if I can but I will try, it feels so good. I don't know how long I can handle it."

He starts laughing "Don't worry, I don't think I can go for too long because I need to be in you." With that he leans down and kisses me there and my body reacts with a little up thrust, it knows what it wants and it is Edward's mouth on my clit. Edward seems to understand this need and he flicks it with his tongue. I almost pass out, I am so super sensitive. He laughs and holds my legs still. I grab the top of his head and push him back down, he greedily obliges as he licks from my clit to my opening. He starts to thrust his tongue in and out.

"Edward, please I need you now!" He doesn't hesitate, somehow he is out of his pants and briefs in two seconds. He pulls my legs up and thrusts into me. I can't take it, tears are streaming down my face, it has been too long. I pull him down to me to kiss him. I wrap my legs around him and meet every thrust. His fingers move to my clit and he helps to get me there fast. As I am about to slip off the cliff he lets out a groan, I can feel him pulsing and shuddering. That pushes me over the edge and I feel like I am falling, I am having an out of body experience. He kisses me and lays his head tenderly on my breasts as our breathing starts to slow. His face is so peaceful; he starts to fall asleep as I play with the hair at the nape of his neck.

I am so in love with this man. I didn't know it could be possible to love someone more than Jacob but this man is my soul mate. We were made for each other. I am just thankful that we were able to find each other.