Alittle dark but needed. Review please.
I downed my drink before I motioned the bartender for another. How dare Randy say he loved me? I had to get out of this fucking town and fast; Florida wasn't becoming a Disney Land for me, minus all the hot men of course.
"Can I buy you a drink?" I heard a voice say.
Great another weirdo trying to pick me up. "Can't you see I got one?"
"Sorry I'll just go." He said quietly.
I suddenly had a change of heart I mean as long as he didn't love me and was buying me drinks what was the big deal?
"Wait…" I said turning to stop him. "A.J.?"
"Ya?"
"Oh my god I thought you were some creep, sit down."
"How do you know I'm not?" He asked wiggling his eyebrows.
"So what brings you here?"
"Drowning my sorrows much like yourself it appears." He said with a smile. "What's his name?"
"Huh?"
"His name? You know the guy your drinking away."
"No guy."
"Oh. Well her name is Karen for me."
"That smoking hot brunette from the arena."
"Don't remind me."
"Sorry. So what's the deal?"
"Married." He said.
"Been there." I said taking a swig of my jack and coke.
"Kind of a manly drink." He commented.
"Listen I came here to get drunk not to pussy foot around it."
"Touché."
We clinked our glasses together in a toast.
"To finding love." He said.
"Or staying far away from it." I added.
I decided that I should cut to the chase. "Listen A.J. I'm going to be leaving town very soon so I was thinking…"
"You want to have sex?" He finished.
"Exactly."
"You read my mind." A.J. said before he through a twenty on the counter and dragged me from the bar.
"You know why they call me phenomenal right?"
I giggled. He was so cute and there was something about not knowing a thing about him that totally got me off.
"You smell like sex and booze." Randy commented as I came through the door. I guess a quicky on the way home from a bar would do that.
"Deal with it." I spat gathering up some of my clothes. "I'll send for the rest of this later."
"Where are you going?"
"Away from you." I told him.
He grabbed me firmly by the arm.
"Randy let me go."
"Not until you tell me why you're running from me, why are you so scared to let me love you."
"You want to know why?" I screamed! "Fine my dad said he loved me to, every time he'd touch me, every time he'd sneak in my room, every time he'd rape me Randy! My mom said she love me to and when I told her what he was doing to me she called me a liar RANDY! He was rich nothing else mattered to her not even that he was whoring me out to his friends! They all said they loved me to Randy those sick men when their prying hands…I was sixteen Randy sixteen! I'm sorry if my perception of love is fucked up but all I know is sex I'm good at it I get it Randy you know it I know it hell half the globe probly knows it. So i'm sorry if everytime you say 'I love you' I feel his hand on my thigh or see his face in my doorway." I said crying uncontrolably.
"Mia…"
"Save it Randy."
"Just let me hold you…" He started reaching out for me.
"Don't fucking touch me!" I screamed storming out the door.
