„Hello."

„Rose, hey. What are you up to?"

„Nothing. I'm at up?"

„I really need your help."

Flashback.

"Why? Maybe because you're in love with him or something?" My head jerked up to look at him. He chuckled and sat down next to me. "Of course you are. And here I thought you are this on exception, one smart girl who doesn't fall for his shit. But you are just like everybody else." Jacobs's words hurt me.

"No. Jake I'm not in love with Edward. He's my best friend." I explained and got up looking down at him. Without thinking I wrapped my hands around his shoulders and leaned down to kiss his forehead. "I'm not in love with Cullen. I would never. I know his ways. I like you Jake. You know that."

'"But you dumped me." He said looking up at me. His hands were on my both tights gripping them and pulling me closer to him. With one quick move I was in my bed on my back and Jake was leaning over me. "I love you Bella. Please tell me you feel the same. Don't let him get in between us."

"What the fuck?" I heard harsh velvet voice and jumped up immediately. There in my doorway was standing very angry and very scary looking Edward. I thought my heart will jump out of my mouth.

"Edward it's not-"Edward cut me off.

"It's not how it looks like. I know. It never is. What the fuck Bella." The look on his face was pure disappointment and disgust. I never wanted to see him looking at me that way ever again.

"Edward I can-"

"Stop Bella." Jake cut me off. "Me and Bella are dating, like it or not. She's mine and you can't control her every move." Jake was in Edwards face and I was afraid Edward will lose it. I stood up and rushed between them.

"Guys stop. Not here. Edward please go home." I looked up at him and he was furious. His eyes were dark and my chest tightened.

"And what then? Did you made Jake leave too?"

"Of course. I couldn't just threw one of them out. Thank god they didn't started a fight. Rose could you please call Edward. He won't pick up the phone and he isn't home. "

"I can try, but you know him."

"Thank you." I said and hung up.

Edward probably hates me; he thinks that I betrayed him. And I did. I betrayed him; I dated one person he couldn't take. One person who for some unknown reason he despised and if I were him I would hate me too.

I was laying on my bed when I heard my bedroom doors creak. I turned my head and unthinkably fast I was out of my bed. I wrapped my hands around him with the all strength I got.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry." I sobbed in to his chest. He wrapped his hands around me and buried his face in to the gape of my neck.

"It's okay." he said stroking my hair.

"I was so worried."

"Bella we need to talk." I pulled away and looked at him, my vision was blurry but I could tell that he was damn serious, even angry.

"Yeah." I sat down on my bed and he followed me, but he didn't sat down, instead he leaned against my wall.

"How long?"

"4 months." I said looking down at my hands. I heard him punching something and I jumped slightly.

"Please don't be mad. It just happened. I know I betrayed you, but..."

"Why Bella? Do you love him?" I started to sob and he was immediately in front of me on his knees. He whipped away my tears.

"Pleas don't cry. I hate it when you cry." He took my hands in his and kissed my knuckles.

"I'm sorry. I knew what I was doing, but I couldn't stop. I like him Edward."

"Of course you do." He got up. "Bella, I think we should take a break."

"What?"

"You heard me. I can't make you forget him. I won't. And if you like him then you should be with him. But I can't be your friend if you do."

"Why?"

"Because I hate him." He yelled at me and flinched.

"Why you hate him? You always go around telling how you hate him, but why?" I was now the one yelling.

"For many reasons."

"Tell me Edward. Tell me so I could understand."

"He's the reason my mother died."

"What?"