Chapter 7 – I Didn't Know
A/N: I told you I'd play around with some feels. Anyhow, I am really quite on a roll with this chapter so whoopee (even though I'm supposed to be doing school work but who wants to do that when you can write Shizaya?). Please review, nit-pick and everything. I know there's stuff that doesn't quite work in each chapter, please point those things out :)
The moment seemed to last an hour to Izaya, he didn't want the comfort to end. Before too long, though, Shizuo pulled away, leaving Izaya's eyes dry.
"You're just trying to make me feel better," Izaya broke the silence with doubt.
"So what if I am?" Shizuo cupped Izaya's cheeks with his hands.
"You don't mean it, though," Izaya's shame was still very persistent in his mind.
"What makes you think that?" Shizuo stood up and outstretched his hand to Izaya. He accepted his offer and was helped up by the blonde.
"You just said that you're using me right back." Shizuo rested his hands on Izaya's hips, bringing him closer. He was starting to feel Shizuo's body heat.
"You didn't exactly deny that you were still using me, either," Shizuo once again had a point.
"Well I guess that's not really true anymore, is it?" Izaya's smile crept back on his face. He wrapped his arms around Shizuo's neck once more, pushing himself even closer.
"What do you mean?" Shizuo asked playfully, hoping what he thought Izaya was getting at was true.
"You own me now, right?" Izaya pulled back the side of his shirt collar, revealing the mark starting to heal. It was quite a sight; a mix of reds from the blood and purples from the bruising. Dents from Shizuo's teeth were still present slightly and it'd started to swell a little.
"That is true," Shizuo ran his hands down Izaya's hips and over his rear, earning a satisfying moan from the man within his arms. He continued to reach his hands lower, until they got to a particularly meaty section of Izaya's thighs. He halted their movement before he lifted Izaya's legs up to hug around his own waist, lifting the smaller man off the ground in the process.
"Shizuo! Put me down!" Izaya felt uneasy not having control over his gravity. The taller man began to walk over to the bunk bed.
"But I'm showing you what intimate is," Shizuo pouted as he placed Izaya down gently on the lower bunk. Izaya smirked and brought him into a passionate kiss, gradually deepened by Shizuo. He sat on the bed as well, slowly leaning down to lay Izaya's head on the pillow gently, never breaking the kiss. Well, at least not before Izaya did.
"Hold on a second, the lights are still on; everybody will see," Izaya blushed. This gave Shizuo an idea. He climbed up to his own bed and grabbed his sheets and cover, draping them over the end and side of the upper bedframe to cover up the space of the lower bunk. He lifted the cover up briefly to join Izaya on the bed again.
"Better now?" Shizuo's eyes were not only filled with lust but an almost childish joy.
"Much better," Izaya didn't hesitate to resume the kisses once more, sitting himself up on his pillow. Shizuo leaned in, resting his hands again around Izaya's hips, pulling them closer. Izaya was now lying with his head comfortably rested on his pillow. When Shizuo was satisfied with Izaya's repositioning, his hands began trailing around the hem of Izaya's shirt. Izaya got the hint and took it off without hesitation, allowing Shizuo's hands to further roam around his torso. Shizuo's mouth moved from Izaya's, down to his neck and chest. The heat was intense. Izaya's breaths quickened and he began to perspire just a little. Shizuo took this as a good sign, so he continued to kiss his way down to Izaya's stomach and eventually the bulge forming underneath his pants.
"You're really reacting nicely, Iza-chan," Shizuo taunted as he pulled down Izaya's trousers and boxers in one go, allowing Izaya's length to spring free. Shizuo set to work, wrapping his hand around Izaya's member and stroking slowly.
"Ahhh! Of course I am," Izaya moaned again, his senses already overloading. "With this much attention."
"Let's see if you find this any better, then," Shizuo moved his mouth to over Izaya's crotch and started pumping his hand faster. He looked up into Izaya's eyes which by now were far gone with lust, looking back down to him. Shizuo ran his tongue around the head of Izaya's length sensually before engulfing the muscle in the heat of his mouth. Izaya threw his head back, letting it hit the wall behind the bed, and moaned louder than he had before with Shizuo. The blonde bobbed his head about a dozen times before lifting his mouth off of Izaya, replacing it with his hand, continuing to add friction. Pre-cum was starting to ooze from the slit. Shizuo took this as a sign that Izaya wouldn't last much longer. He slowed his hand.
"Shizuo, please, that felt so good, use your mouth again," Izaya willingly pleaded.
"Well, if you insist," Shizuo lifted Izaya's legs over his shoulders and spread his cheeks to Izaya's surprise. He ran his tongue over Izaya's twitching entrance, soon plunging it inside.
"Ahh!" Izaya gasped which quickly turned into a moan of pure pleasure as he was stretched by the wet muscle inside him. Shizuo thrust his tongue in and out of the tight hole, earning pleas and cries from Izaya to not stop. He didn't comply, removing his tongue from Izaya's heat to be replaced by two of his fingers. He ran his tongue back over Izaya's cock, groaning at how frustrated his own length was being constrained. The vibrations took Izaya over the edge, making him clasp himself around Shizuo's digits and accidently come without warning into Shizuo's mouth. Shizuo swallowed eagerly, pulling his fingers out as Izaya regained his composure enough to speak.
"I'm sorry, I didn't see it coming until it happened," Izaya still looked at Shizuo with hunger. The blonde had stripped himself of his clothes, revealing a thin layer of sweat on his chest. He leaned down and gave Izaya a sloppy kiss, telling him it was fine. Izaya could taste himself in Shizuo's spit, which was driving him crazy. Shizuo pulled away, moving Izaya's legs to around his waist. He lined the tip of his length up with Izaya's entrance and took Izaya's hands in his, placing them on either side of Izaya's head.
"Are you ready?" Shizuo asked with a concerned look on his face. He stared into Izaya's eyes, admiring their colour. Izaya took a deep breath and nodded. Shizuo slowly pushed himself inside Izaya, stopping halfway. Izaya's grip on Shizuo's hands was bruising and tears had run down his face. Shizuo panicked slightly. "Do you want me to stop?"
"No, keep going, I can handle it," Izaya shook his head before opening his eyes. Shizuo did as he was asked, slowly continuing to push himself in until he was buried to the hilt. He stopped the motion entirely. Even though the heat was intense between them and around his member, he fought the urge to just pummel Izaya there and then.
"I'm not gonna move until you say it's okay." Izaya took a few more deep breaths as he adjusted to the size. His body still ached a little from the night before.
"Move, it's okay," Izaya decided he was as ready as her would ever be. Shizuo slowly pulled out of Izaya, leaving only the tip still in before he thrust himself back in, barely grazing Izaya's prostate. Izaya gasped at the minor sensation. Shizuo removed his hands from Izaya's, cupping the raven's face gently before kissing him again. "Dammit, Shizuo, I said move." Shizuo complied, placing his hands on Izaya's hips before starting a slow pace. Both men were satisfied by the drawn out process, appreciating every throb of a heartbeat, every sound from the other and every sensation running through their bodies. "Faster, please."
"As you wish," Shizuo picked up his pace quite rapidly, soon pounding into Izaya's tight heat faster than their hearts were beating. Izaya's length had long since come alive, having an erotic little bounce Shizuo appreciate. He felt himself getting close to his release. He wrapped one of his hands around Izaya's member and began to pump with each thrust, causing Izaya to moan even louder until it became too much for him.
"Shizuo! I'm c-coming," Izaya was tipped over the edge with a few extraordinarily powerful thrusts and his seed spilled over onto his chest and Shizuo's hand. With a few final thrusts, Shizuo's orgasm was had as well, him releasing inside Izaya's spent hole. Izaya sat up and kissed him forcefully as he fell onto the mattress with a thud, taking Izaya with him. They stayed like that until they caught their breath, not wanting to leave each other's arms. "Okay, I admit, that was intimate."
"Did you mean what you said?" Shizuo's curiosity got the better of him.
"What did I say again?" Izaya was nowhere near the mental state to focus.
"That it hurt, when I just went to sleep," Shizuo spoke low and soft.
"Well, yeah. I thought there was something… between us other than lust." Shizuo took Izaya's hand in his own and kissed the raven gently on the head.
"There is. Believe me, there is."
