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Paramore - Decode
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Edward POV
I woke up in a cold sweat to find Rose asleep on Emmett's bed. I silently slipped from the covers and went to the bathroom.
As I showered, I decided that I was not going to talk to Jasper at all. Him cheating was the lowest blow he could give, and I knew that he knew that. I slipped into clean PJ's and shuffled back into bed. I didn't sleep at all that night
Jasper POV
I was disoriented when I woke. My head was killing me and my eye's were caked shut. Then last night events flitted past my memory, and I frantically looked around for Emmett. I found him sitting on the floor asleep. I draped my blanket over him and snuck out of the dorm. I rushed over to Edward's and started pounding on the door. Rose answered groggily.
"Please" I whispered bending my knees and spring back up, my hands pressed together as if I was praying.
"NO" I could hear Edward yell from the room. I tried to push into the room but Rose kept her hold on the door.
"Jasper, just give him time." I shook my head no and tried again. Rose managed to get the door shut and locked again. Leaning my back against it, I slid down to my ass. I curled my legs into my arms, and fell over to my side. I stayed curled up on my side and relived last night's events, thinking of how I'm going to be able to get to Edward to tell him the truth. I just wallowed in my pained empty chest.
Rose POV
It's been 5 hours since Jasper came. Emmett cant find him and I have no idea where he would go. Edward hasn't come out of the bathroom, I've tried to get him to eat, but he won't even open the door to let me go to the bathroom. I've held it all I can, put I really need to go.
I tripped over something outside of the door, once I steadied myself and looked I found Jasper. His eyes were blank, tears littered his cheeks. He was visibly shaking but it looked almost like he didn't notice me trip over him. I crouched beside him,
"Jasper?"
He didn't respond at all, it's almost as if his eye's got more hollowed. I shook him, and still nothing. I really shook him and he barely moved. I tried to pry his fingers from his legs, but every muscle in him was tensed. It was almost as if he was frozen.
This was scaring me. Catatonic kept ringing in my mind as I rushed for my cell phone.
Emmett answered after 3 rings "Rose?"
"Jasper" I breathed raggedly.
"Whoa, Rosie baby, what's got you so spooked?"
"Jasper…Catatonic, Door" I breathed as I rushed back to him. I lifted his head and slipped Edward's pillow underneath his head as Emmett yelled
"He's at the Dorm?"
"Yes, I don't think he's moved at all"
"Fuck" Emmett breathed
"I think he's catatonic"
"What baby?"
"He's suck between being conscience and unconscious"
I heard Emmett's breathing pick up with his feet, he was running full out now.
I flipped my phone shut and rushed back to Edward in the bathroom.
"He hasn't left. He's catatonic in the hallway Edward!" I screamed at him. I heard him groan and break down again.
"Open this fucking door and talk to your boyfriend!"
"He's NOT MY BOYFRIEND!" Edward Roared
I heard a whimper from Jasper; I rushed over to him to find him completely out of it again.
"Edward!" I screamed, rushing the door.
"FUCK OFF ROSE" He roared "NO ONE WANT"S YOUR FUCKING ASS HERE. FUCK OFF!"
"EDWARD GET OVER YOURSELF! AND GET OUT HERE AND HELP JASPER JACKASS."
"FUCK OFF PLASTIC BITCH" He roared and shit started slamming into the door. I knew he was throwing shit.
"IF HE DOESN"T WAKE UP, JUST REMEMBER, THIS IS ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT. All BECAUSE YOU WOULDN'T TALK TO HIM" I started pounding back on the door. I normally don't get mad at people, but Edward's blatant disregard for Jasper was pissing me off. I know if Jasper was in Edward's place right now he would do anything he could to help Edward, and would at least listen to what he had to say.
I felt arms wrap around my shoulders and tug me from the room.
"Rosie, I could hear you from across the quad' he chuckled, "remind me not to get into a screaming match with you, you'd win hands down." I knew he was trying to get me to calm down but I was so mad all I saw was red. Emmett scooped me up and carried me down the stairs while Laurent carried Jasper. Emmett swung open Jasper' dorm room door and they laid us on a bed each.
I rushed off of the bed James used and to Jasper.
"Jasper? Honey wake up for Rosie" I whispered.
"Jasper! Please wakie wakie!"
Laurent decided to be his normal idiot self and say "Rose he's awake, his eyes are open"
I shot him a look that apparently scared him as he took a step back, "Ever head of catatonic fuck head?" I sneered
Emmett rested his hand onto Laurent's shoulder and said "Look dude, she's like a mother hen, and those two are her kids, I wouldn't mess with her and I'm 4 times her size."
Laurent nodded and slipped out of the room. I just kept brushing my fingers through Jasper's hair and whispering for him to wake up for me.
I sat there for 4 hours; Emmett reached down and pulled me to my feet.
"Come Rosie, You need food and sleep."
"I'm not leaving him Em, Edward doesn't even care that he's like this"
"I'm not going to take you from him baby, I just taking you for some food and we're stopping at the Dorm to pick up shit for me and you to use. We're moving in here until he wakes up"
I nodded and he lifted me onto his back, "Em, what are you doing?"
"You were swaying sitting on the floor, I really don't wanna have to scrape that pretty face of yours up off the pavement, you're exhausted" I nodded
"I was up most of the night with Edward" I nodded.
"I know, I barely slept at all last night, I just watched Jasper"
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Hey there!
So Reviews are awesome!
And the next chapter is Ed's POV. It'll be short, but so will the one after in Jasper's POV.
Things will get going again from there!
Enjoying this story I hope
XOXO
Kai
