Guys I have tried to re write this chapter about 3 times but I always forget to save it because I am writing this at school. I am really sorry about taking like a month to update because I have had so much other stuff on my mind but I'm hoping that the 3rd times the charm and I can write this in an hour
Sam POV
Leah is normally the hardest person in the world to read, even for me and I have known her almost my entire life, but I could read her like an open book right now. She had sadness and guilt rolling off her in waves. Those waves struck me right in the heart, I hated seeing her upset.
"Leah, what's wrong?" I asked her gently.
"Sam, something has happened. I didn't know that it would and I do wish in a way that I could change the way it did happen. I can't though."
"Leah, what are you trying to say?" I asked her walking slowly towards her. I held my hand out towards her and my jaw almost dropped when she actually backed away.
"Sam, I have imprinted." She said as she bowed her head.
When she said the words I smiled at her," Leah, that's great! Why didn't I feel something? Hm." I thought to myself out loud. When I looked at her again she had a look of confusion on her face. "You said you Imprinted, right well I'm happy. I know that we truly are soul mates." I told her as I took her face into my hands.
"Sam, I hate hurting you but I have no choice. I didn't imprint on you…" She said the last part so quiet that I almost didn't hear her. But when I did it was like a cold, steel knife piercing my heart. I backed away from her and saw that she was crying but I couldn't compel myself to do anything about it.
I didn't know what to think, she's not serious; she can't be. We love eachother. I was thinking but I knew as soon as the thought came out that I was just trying to convince myself.
"With who?" was all I could ask, I knew that it would only cause me more pain to know who would be with my Leah for as long as he wanted. I had dreamed for a long time about being with Leah. I had never adding her phasing or one of us imprinted into the situation.
"Paul…."
I ran. I ran away from everything, the girl I love, my life, my pack, my duty. I left everything behind me as I ran through my pain and heartbreak. I didn't even wait until I got to the tree line to phase. I didn't care if anyone saw a man transform into a huge black wolf. I didn't care that as soon as I phased half of the Pack was in my mind asking what I had seen.
Sam, what's going on- Jake
I just need to be alone right now .I need to leave and if I don't come back you're in charge. I can't be here right now and I don't know when I will be ale to come back.- Me
Sam, what's going on?- Jake
I can't talk about it, I just need to get away from La Push. I had accidentally thought about what had just happened and Jake felt my pain. He let out a surprised whine.
I'll take care of everything, take as long as you need.- Jake.
With that he left and left me to run away with all of my thoughts, my pain, and my anger.
Ok I know this is kinda short and I did this in like 30 minutes but I really will try to get better at updating. Review for me I haven't had any lol
