Hello again! I'm back! So sorry for the long long long long LONG wait! This is a very emotional chapter...so please bare with me! it is brief but has a lot of emotions on both sides.

As for the previous chapter, it was about a nightmare Kaoru had and he woke up to having a sticky erection on Hikaru! :p

Here's the aftermath thoughts:

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Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran High School Host Club characters. Also, some gay love twincest insinuated. :p

Sincerely,

Dauphine Blossom Wildewood


Chapter 7: Hot n' Cold

Hikaru pov

What just happened? Did this really just happen? Kaoru, I know that we're getting older and hitting puberty, but do you need to have a wet dream on me? God damn! I'm covered in my twin's jizz! This is so awkward…

That must have been one hell of a dream he was having because he got me aroused too…ugh! This is so wrong on so many levels…why did this happen?

I sigh and pull the sheets up getting out of our bed. I pull three or four Kleenex tissues from the box and wipe up the sticky mess on my stomach. I through the tissues out and remove my boxers. My erection is still throbbing, weird. I'm not asleep anymore…I wasn't having one of "those" dreams…I think it was because of having someone in close contact with me who just so happened to also be aroused…

Because that makes perfect sense…

What does this mean? Am I gay? Do I look at boys and get a full hard-on? Am I a boy concealing some hidden fairy? Why haven't I asked myself this before?

I never asked myself if I was gay…because I was sure that I was attracted to girls…

Technically, I've never had a girlfriend, but I have been 'courting' or chasing, rather, Haruhi…but do I really like her?

I'm so confused…I don't know anymore…why am I even thinking I'm gay? I didn't consciously make Kaoru jizz.

Well, I guess waking up with your twin cumming all over you in his sleep with you waking and having an aching erection is pretty suspicious…

My skin feels hot from embarrassment and shock. This is going to be a start to a very, VERY awkward day.

Kaoru pov

The door is locked, but my hand does not waiver from a tight grip upon its handle. My vision gets hazy, and I feel my body crumple to the cold tile floor with my right hand still refusing to detach from the door handle. I am panting, panting, panting…my heart is racing, racing…my vision re-focuses briefly only to blur again from hot tears plummeting to their dastardly fate on the tiles below.

I am screaming, screaming, SCREAMING! Can't you hear me? Can't you hear me God? Why now? Why us? Why me?

The coldness is overwhelming this time…I cannot function. My veins are freezing over, and I feel as if my fingers, hands, toes, and feet are losing their feeling. Though my heart is racing, it cannot seem to stimulate the nerves in my extremities, and my head is going numb.

I brace myself and shift my right hand off the door handle to the drawer below the sink. Wrenching it open was the most strenuous act; I grab Lucifer.

I am pleading, pleading…please don't let this happen

I grip him so tightly, my fingers are bone white. He is coaxing me to lay with him, for him to take over, for him to kiss my skin, for him to fix me…

Please, please, no…don't…only Hikaru can fix me…stop, please…

I can feel myself going numb all over, soon I will lose all feeling…I need Hikaru…

…just this once.

Lucifer kisses my belly…1…2…3...10 times and my shoulders…1…2…3…10 times and my arctic body thaws, roaring back into existence…

A small smile graces my tear-stained face, and I proceed to stand, lay Lucifer back to rest in his domain and turn on the shower to wash away evidence of his touch…


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-Dauphine