A/N: Hello! I decided to update a day earlier, because I will be busy on Monday and Tuesday. I have entrance exams to a university! Yay, wish me luck!

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Chapter 7

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EPOV

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I walked towards my car and spat on the ground. I gritted my teeth together and fisted my hands. If any motherfucker annoys me right now I swear I will bash their head in.

I just got released from detention, a few minutes early. All through the fucking thing I had been interrogated like I was a fucking criminal.

"Why are you so hostile? Why use such foul language? Where is this lack of respect towards everyone coming from?" Mr Green's words still echoed in my head.

What the fuck did he know. Nothing, that's what he knew.

It's not like I've been a prick all my life. It's just that when I lost my mother…. I mean, I loved her. So much. But she left me.

So why the FUCK would I care about anything or anyone? They're just going to leave me, just like my mother did.

A part of me realized I was thinking stupid, but I couldn't help it. It was like this idea was carved into my flesh and bones, and I couldn't get rid of it. Stupid or not.

I hopped into my car, pulled my jacket off and laid it gently on the passenger seat. I turned the heat on and pulled off the parking lot.

After driving for a few minutes I suddenly noticed a piece of shit truck just sitting on the side of the road. I narrowed my eyes and realized it was Bella's.

I snorted out loud. I guess that fucking piece of junk finally broke down and she had to catch another ride or maybe even walk home.

I drove past it and automatically my eyes went to the cabin of the car.

I slammed the brakes down hard and the car slammed into a full stop.

Thank god this was Forks and there was no other traffic on the road, otherwise I would of surely caused a traffic accident.

But fuck, I was sure I saw something.

I pulled my car to the side of the road and reversed the car until it was right in front of Bella's.

I grabbed my jacket and put it on. I hopped out of the car and pulled the hood on my head since it was raining now. I jogged over to Bella's car and peeked inside.

Fuck, I wasn't wrong.

There she was, laying sideways on the seat with the seatbelt still on.

Without even thinking about the situation, I immediately grabbed the car door and tried to yank it open.

Locked. FUCK!

What the hell was wrong with her anyways. Why was she laying there? Was she hurt?

Fuck, I have to get this door open!

I yanked the door with all my force and banged it with my fists.

Nothing.

These old cars are too damn good.

I quickly scanned the ground around me until I saw a big rock.

It was about the size of an orange, but it would be enough.

I bent down to grab it and held it tight in my fist.

Fuck how am I going to do this, I can't break her window. There would glass all over her and if she isn't hurt now, she would be then.

Maybe I can break the window on the other side… No, that's even worse. Her head was more to the passenger side window anyways.

I sighed. There's no other option. I have to get her out of the car to check if she's ok.

For some fucking reason calling her father or the police didn't even cross my mind, I just had this panic inside me that wouldn't settle until I got her out.

I took my jacket off and wrapped it around my hand. I grabbed the rock again and without thinking about it anymore, I smashed the window with it.

Glass shattered everywhere and I turned my head to avoid damage to my face.

I reached inside the now broken window and unlocked the door. I pulled the door open with force and reached inside to grab Bella by the shoulders.

"Bella. Bella! BELLA! WAKE UP!" I yelled her name over and over again while I shook her with force, but nothing. She didn't react at all, she just laid there unmoving.

I gulped and slowly put my fingers on her neck. My father was a doctor after all, so I knew how to check someone's pulse.

I let out a huge breath of relief when I felt her pulse. Not dead, good.

Puzzled, I looked around me. There was no-one else around. We were on the road that lead away from the school, and everyone had gone home already.

I looked at Bella again and bit my lip in frustration. What the fuck am I suppose to do? I can't just leave her here.

I ran to my car and opened the back door. I then ran back to Bella and looked at her intently, trying to see any signs of her waking up. There was nothing.

I unhooked her seatbelt and bent down to gather her in my arms. I slowly lifted her up and out of the car, being extra careful, as if she was made of glass.

I ran to my car with her still in my arms and her being so close to me did weird things to my body and my head.

She was so warm against my body, it's like she warmed me up fully and not just the parts her body was touching. She smelled so good, I don't even know what it was. It wasn't perfume, it was something more natural. And fuck, she felt so good against me, almost like… she was meant to be there.

I looked down at her, she looked so fragile and I scolded myself. This girl was unconscious and all I could seem to think about was myself.

I gently laid her down on the back seat of my car and closed the door after her. I quickly hopped back into my car and started driving. I just drove, without even realizing where I was going until I found myself at my garage.

I frowned. Why the fuck did I come here. I should take her to the hospital, or home, or to the police station, or… Well fucking anywhere but here.

I looked behind my shoulder at her unmoving figure and my heart skipped a beat. No, I can't be away from her right now. I have to make sure she's ok. I have to make sure she has time to recover before facing people…

I hit my head in the steering wheel a few times. WHERE THE FUCK DID THAT COME FROM?

I groaned out loud, this was not the time to try and figure out my feelings and thoughts.

I got out of the car and opened the back door. I hesitated a while before shaking my head. It's not like I had any more options anymore. I reached down and grabbed her in my arms bridal style and pulled her out. Her head lolled against my chest and her hair was covering her face.

I walked towards my house and kicked the front door open. Thankfully we lived in a small fuck town where no-one ever locked their doors.

I stopped my movements and even breathing and listened carefully. After a few seconds I let out a breath of relief and started walking up the stairs. No-one was home.

If Emmett or my dad were home, they would of barged into the living room to see why I'm trying to kick down the damn door.

I reached my room and kicked that door open too. I walked in and then gently laid her down on my bed. She made a slight movement and let out a small sigh. I froze and just stared down at her.

Nothing.

God damnit, I thought she was waking up.

I sighed out loud and walked to my door and locked it. Then I walked to my closet and pulled out a bottle of Jack Daniels.

I went and sat next to her on the bed and took a big gulp.

Ok, she's here and she's safe.

Now what the fuck am I suppose to do?

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BPOV

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I moved my head to the side and sighed in content. I didn't remember my bed being this soft. I tried to open my eyes to see if it was morning already, but the light hurt my eyes.

I turned to my side and licked my lips. My throat felt really dry and I needed water.

All of a sudden I felt someone shift in the bed next to me.

My eyes flew open and I sat up in a flash. I was panicking, who was here!

I turned my head and looked straight into Edward's eyes.

I frowned in confusion. This felt a little bit too real to be a dream.

I looked around me and my eyes widened in fear. This wasn't my room.

Where the fuck was I? What the hell happened?

Wait…. I was in the car… the radio…. James.

I looked back at Edward who was just sitting next to me, looking at me worriedly.

"Where… where am I? What happened?" I croaked at him.

I cleared my throat to try and get more voice out but it felt so dry.

Edward seemed to understand my situation because he reached at the table next to him, grabbed a bottle of water and handed it to me.

I opened the bottle and drank half of it immediately. I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and raised an eyebrow at him. "Well?"

He looked down and picked invisible lint from his shirt, almost as if he was embarrassed. "Well umm I found you in your car passed out and I didn't know what to do really. So I grabbed you and brought you back to my place. You're in my room right now and you've been out for about an hour."

I bit my lip and played with the cap of the water bottle. Well, this is embarrassing. Of COURSE the hottest guy in the school has to be the one to find me. Not to even mention the fact that he hates me.

"So what happened? Are you ok, are you hurt?" Edward lifted his head and looked straight into my eyes intently.

I gulped. Fuck him and those eyes. I swear he could literally hypnotize someone with them. No, hypnotize is not the right word.. He can.. dazzle people.

"I um… I got some bad news and umm I guess it was a little bit too much for me to handle.." I managed to tell him with a quiet voice.

"Oh…" that's all he said in response as he took a big gulp out of the bottle of Jack that he was holding.

My head was hurting and it was consumed with thoughts about James. And my dad, fuck, he must be so worried. And what about my truck?

I sighed, I couldn't deal with this shit right now.

I held out my hand towards Edward as a silent plea. He looked at me in confusion and then at my hand, then back at me again. I nodded towards the bottle he was holding and wiggled my fingers.

His eyes widened in surprise but he handed the bottle of Jack Daniels over to me without a word. I brought the bottle to my lips and took a big gulp.

The smooth liquid burned my throat and I felt a warmth spread through my chest. I groaned in satisfaction and took another gulp before handing the bottle back to him.

He was still staring at me with wide eyes, shock written all over his face.

I sighed. "What the hell are you looking at? I told you that you don't know me. No motherfucker in the school does."

He continued staring at me for a while before a small giggle escaped through his lips. He tried to control it but before long he was laughing out loud hysterically, holding his stomach and there where tears coming out of his eyes.

I just sat there and looked at him like he had gone crazy. Maybe he had.

He finally took control of himself and took another gulp from the bottle. "Man… Bella, you keep surprising me" he told me while smirking at me.

I gave him a tentative smile and shrugged my shoulders. I reached for the bottle again and he handed it to me.

We just sat there and drank in silence for a while. I was starting to feel the buzz and I was feeling good. It's not like this was the first time I drank alcohol. Me, Jacob and Leah went out to parties at La Push almost every weekend.

Of course Charlie thought we were just sitting at Leah's place doing homework, but he was sorely mistaken. Charlie and Leah's mom did not get along, so we had no worries of getting caught.

I had actually lost my virginity to Jacob before he and Leah started dating. We were both drunk and just wanted to see what it was about. We actually continued to have sex every now and then, but that stopped when he and Leah started dating of course.

The sex was nice, I had no complaints really. It just wasn't… passionate. That's not really a surprise though, since Jacob was like a brother to me. We just used each other to get experience and it was cool with both of us.

Edward cleared his throat which pulled me out of my thoughts. I looked at him and raised an eyebrow.

"I don't believe you" he stated simply and grabbed the bottle from me and took a big gulp.

I furrowed my eyebrows. "What are you talking about?"

"Well, I do believe you, but I don't think you're telling me everything" he shrugged and challenged me with his eyes.

I sighed out loud. "I still don't know what the hell you're talking about Cullen" I told him and grabbed the bottle from him with force. I took a huge gulp, but had to stop when I almost choked on the liquid.

"Yeah you do. But I'll play with you if you want. The reason why you passed out. What bad news did you get? I mean it has to be some really fucked up news to make you lose consciousness." he told me while looking into my eyes.

I narrowed my eyes at him. "And why the hell would you care? Have you forgotten who I am? Have you forgotten the fact that we hate each other? So why the FUCK WOULD YOU CARE ABOUT WHAT HAPPENS TO ME? Why the hell did you even help me out in the first place?" I yelled at him.

My hands were shaking and my breath was coming out in gasps. I was so mad I could kill him.

Who the hell does he think he is? Playing a knight in a white armour? He's the biggest fucking jerk that I've ever known and now he dares to sit there and act like he actually gives a fuck.

The fucked up part was that it wasn't even all his fault. He just hit way too close to home with his question. I didn't want to talk about it, especially not with Edward motherfucking Cullen.

He flinched back upon hearing my voice and seeing my anger. For a second I could of sworn I saw a flinch of hurt flash in his eyes, but I shook it off.

Because right after that his face set off into stone. He got this cold, distant look at his face as he sneered at me.

"I don't even know honestly. I should of left you to die. You're not worth shit. Fuck you and get the fuck out of my house bitch." he told me with a calm voice. But his voice was so menacing, so much venom dripping from it that it actually gave me the chills.

I slowly stood up from the bed, grabbed the bottle tight in my hand and threw it at the wall. The glass shattered in million pieces and the liquid flew all over the carpet and wall.

Edward was still sitting there, just staring at me calmly. But his eyes held so much anger, so much hate, that I instinctively started backing away towards the door.

I spat at his bed, turned around and ran out of the house.

It wasn't until I got outside that I realized I didn't have a ride home.

I sighed out loud and started slumping towards the main road. Maybe I could get a ride from there.

I patted my pockets but they were empty. I guess my phone was still in my car.

As I walked tears started flowing down my cheeks. I tried to blame it on the wind that was blowing hard on my face, but I knew it wasn't that.

I felt bad because…

I stopped my thought pattern.

No, I couldn't think that way. Not now, not ever.

I will be alone, forever.

Edward Cullen hates me and I hate him.

For some reason the tears started to flow even more at that thought.


A/N: This was a rough chapter, I know. But like I've said before: things are very complex and difficult between these two. Just give them time and don't give up on me ;) . Until next time, PLEASE REVIEW! (And wish me luck on my university entrance exams =P ) And go check the outfits and tell me if you like it or not.