Author's Note: And the winner chapter was...#2.!!

I was a bit surprised at first since my first messages were all for number one and then two days after I come back home from camping, I have a bunch of reviews/messages for number 2. Whatever, majority wins. Thanks to those who took the time to tell me their opinion.

Chapter 5

There Will Be Sorrow

Renemee's Point of View

I had to get out.

I threw open the door of my room where my parents were obviously discussing my 'situation.' I rushed passed them without another glance and went towards the front door. They were tailing behind me.

"Ness darling-"

"Please mom, I don't want to talk about it." I said this right before I slammed the front door and ran until I was out of breath.

I was headed towards Liam Karmer's house. He was a close friend of mine that not a lot of people understood. Aside from Nahuel, Rachel and Claire, Liam was the next closest person to me. (not family or boyfriend wise, best friend wise.) His cabin stood on a tiny hill in the forest. It looked old and deserted. Mostly due to the wooden walls that were unpainted and the dead trees that laid around only his house. I remembered it looked worse when I first saw it but Liam just never did want it to be ..alive. Although the inside was much better, modernized and filled with expenisive toys he bought to entertain himself.

He must have heard me coming since the door was already wide open, God only knew that Liam would never endanger his security. I walked up the porch steps and passed through the door. I closed it softly and waited a beat to take a breath.

"Liam." I turned from the door.

He appeared before me wearing ripped up jeans and a sleeveless, skin tight top. You could see see his muscles under his shirt and his very finely toned body . His hair was pitch black and curly. At the moment it was slicked back ,out of his face. His eyes were a creamy green and his lashes were thick but short.

Liam held a bottle of scotch in one hand and a cup in another.

"Here." He gave me the cup and pulled me to the living room. " It'll ease away the pain."

I sank down on the couch next to him and looked at my drink. I never drank before. I wonder what would happen. Would it affect me? Would my vampire side let nothing happen to me. If so , why would he give me this? Hmm it dosen't matter, questions later.

He got my hand and put it on the side of his face. His eyes held concern and his mouth was in a grim line.

How did he always know when things were wrong, when people were feeling down? That must be another part of his power. His power (that I knew of ) was similar to my mothers but much more stronger. He was immune to any power that tried to strike him. My father couldn't read his mind, Jasper couldn't control his emotions and Alice couldn't even see his future. Liam could also extend his power to another person and he could hold it for very long periods of time. That's mostly why my father was upset and suspicious of him, even when Liam had told me about himself, my dad couldn't read my mind for anything on Liam. He'd hidden what he'd said to me so no one could ever know. It's a bit complicated to explain.

"What happened?" he asked. My hand was still on his face.

I showed him all of what I'd seen, even some flashes of when I was in my room.

"Oh Nessie." He wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly to his chest. He stroked my hair and eventually stopped, got up and told me to tell him about other things in my life. I guess he was trying to distract me.

"Well,uhm.. my birthday's tomorrow?" I mean was that interesting? He started to laugh, probably because of my funny facial expression.

That's when the trouble began.

I would take a sip of my drink and we would conversate ..

and I'd drink more ..

and more ..

and when I'd stop

he'd offer some and ...

I guess I really didn't notice that I was getting drunk.

I mean, I remember me thinking stupidly

Ooooohh So I can get drunk.

I don't really even remember how it happened but the next thing I knew I was making out with Liam Karmer on his couch. I think it started out as a game but who the hell really knows. He tasted delicious and I felt wonderfully happy at the time.We slowly made our way to his bedroom and from there eveyrthing started to become really fuzzy

Our clothers were being stripped off by each other and our mouths wouldn't stop kissing one anothers.

Then he opened the door.

At first we really didn't notice..well actually I didn't notice until he said my name.

"Ness." Jacob's voice was with hurt, shock, disappointment. I could hear all those emotions in that one little word. "What are you doing?!" He suddenlt turned furious.

He grabbed Liam off me and threw him at one of the bedroom walls where Liam broke through the wall and the only thing I could hear when he fell was a clunk. I started to feel dizzy.

"I came here to tell you that Leah's getting married." he looked at me coldly and with a flat voice he said. "I came here to tell you that I wasn't cheating on you and that what you saw was a friendly kiss and that when we took off our clothes, we were just phasing." He sat me up and grabbed my shoulders.

Of course! How could I have really thought he would-

He always loved me-

You and you're stupid assumptions, why would you ever-

I'm so stupid! Stupid stupid stupid-

Oh no! He just found me kissing-

What am I doing-

Will he forgive me? Uhhh!

My head really hurts!

This is too much!

"Nessie obviously you don't feel the same way I did for you."

Did? WHAT!? You don't love me anymo-

"But if you were with someone else, at least have the guts to dump the person your dating."

No Jacob!! You got it all wrong! Damnit! Where's my voice?? I'm sorry! I didn't know I could get drunk! I thought you were cheating on me! I didn't know it would turn out like this. I don't even rememeber how I even got here!

Jacob!

My eyes started to tear!

He got up stiffly and walked to the entrance of the door.

"Don't come looking for me because I don't want to see you."

Then he left.

AUTHOR BABBLE:

Reason for not updating faster: school, job, home.mostly school

I kind of wrote this chapter in a rush, my aplogies. I'll try not to do that next time

By the wat! It was suppose to be posted a week or two ago but my comp was acting dumbbbbbbbbb!

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