A/N: So Sorry guys for the delay update. I got a new beta reader, Bell Fraser! She fabulous and is kicking me back into high gear lol Thanks again to everyone that read and gave reviews and added my story on their updates…means a lot. Enjoy!

Chapter 6

Edward's POV

They brought Bella and I into Mr. Reed's office. Bella looked sick as we sat here waiting for Mr. Reed.

"Bella, sweetie everything going to be okay." I tried to make sure my voice was strong enough so she wouldn't hear the fear behind my calm demeanor. Because I knew something bad was going to happen and I would have to be strong for her.

Bella turned towards me, "How do you know, Edward?" I looked down and saw that her legs were constantly shaking. She kept playing with her hair, while her whole body was shaking.

"Baby, you have to calm down. We will never be separated, I promise you that." But in the back of my mind…I knew something bad was going to happen. "I promise," I kept whispering over and over again.

Bella grabbed my hand. "As long as you promise."

"Don't worry about it, Bella."

As the words left my mouth the door opened and the smell of cheap liquor and too much cologne filled the room.

"Mr. Cullen and Miss. Swan, I am shocked to see you here." Mr. Reed sat down behind his desk. "It looks like we have a situation on our hands. So what do we do?"

The fat fucker just stared at us, he knew we were fucked; he was just playing with us. The anticipation was killing me.

"Look Mr. Reeds, I think you should just let me and Bella leave." I stated. I really just wanted to get Bella out of here. I knew with all this stress going on she could easily switch at any moment.

All he did was laugh quietly. I can't believe this asshole just laughed at me.

"No, no, Edward I think you and Bella already know this facility is not some sort of dating network. The only reason why you two are here is to receive the best treatment possible for you both. And we all know that when your minds are somewhere else your treatment gets put on the back burner." He turned towards Bella, "Miss Swan, I am extremely disappointed with you."

"Mr. Reed." But before my angel can speak that asshole interrupted her.

"You know the rules Miss. Swan and I excepted this sort of behavior from Mr. Cullen but not from you. So what do we do?" Mr. Reed looked at the both of us. "As you are aware of, Mr. Cullen, your stay here is only three more months before you're allowed to be released. So within those three months you and Miss Swan will have no contact with one another until your release date."

"What!" I jumped up from my seat. I couldn't be away from Bella she was everything to me. I looked down and saw my angel almost to the brink of tears.

The fucker actually had a smirk on his face. I wanted nothing more than to pummel him. "Now Mr. Cullen, there no need hasty. I'm only looking out for your best interest…you should really be thanking me."

I lost it. I couldn't deal with all these emotions anymore so in a swift motion I was behind his desk and grabbed him by the collar. "You're not taking her away from me, you fat fucker!" I shouted into his face and a sick part of me took satisfaction in seeing the pain expression cross his face.

But before I could deck this fucker I heard Bella's screams break me out of this fog. I looked over to her and saw she was crying hysterical and shouting for me to stop. With all the commotion going on I wasn't shocked to see two attendees busting in. The scene seemed so unreal; my fists were in the air about to deck this fucker, and Bella was crying for me to stop. Then in one swift motion I had the two attendees holding on to me pulling me tight.

"Let go of me!" I kept shouting.

Bella ran up to me. She wrapped her arms around me. I could hear the other attendees calling for backup.

"I love you." She kept repeating.

"Bella, please don't leave me. I love you!" I kept shouting. I didn't give a damn if everybody heard this. I just wanted to rewind and go back a couple hours ago to when I had her in my arms.

Hot tears started to roll down my cheeks and in my anger I couldn't form any legit sentences. Then another attendee came bursting threw the door. I could feel Bella tightening her grip around me. She was begging for them to stop and pleading for someone to let me go.

"Get them out of here! Put that animal…" Mr. Reed pointed to me "…into isolation leave him in there until further notice! Bella and this mongrel will no longer have any more contact with one another!" He shouted.

"No!" Bella shouted.

Suddenly her warm grasp slipped away from my body, the loss of her warm contact was instantly replaced with dread and a cold wave washed over my body. "Bella!" I shouted.

"Edward!" Even in her voice I could hear her trying to struggle away from the fuckers who were trying to separate us.

I felt myself getting pulled out of the room and Bella screams soon filling up the hallway. I heard a loud grunt and soon Bella figure came rushing out of the room. One of the attendee shouted for Emmett. Thank god maybe he can help us out. Emmett came running down the hallway along with Carlisle to see what was going on. Bella soon reached me again, she held me tight.

I felt her place wet tear stained kissing all over my face before connecting with my lips. But before we could fully enjoy ourselves, Emmett pulled Bella away. I looked up and saw Emmett actually holding Bella back from me.

"Emmett, please help us." I pleaded; I would have dropped to my knees if I hadn't been being held back.

Emmett had a pained expression on his face. Bella was struggling to get away from his grasp, while I was being pulled closer and closer to the elevator. Before the doors could shut I saw my sweet Bella collapsing onto the floor.

"Please, let me go back to her." I begged for one of these animals to let me go. They just looked at me like I had suggested we fly to the moon on a tricycle.

I had to go back to her and make sure she was okay. But the elevator took me up to the third floor and further away from my light. I was thrown into isolation but I couldn't stay still. I kept pounding on the door and started to scream at the top of my lungs until my throat turned raw. When I finally realized that I was stuck here I fell down on the floor and cried out every emotion I had left until I finally fell asleep from shear exhaustion.

When I finally awoke I felt like my head was being sawed apart. I got up from the floor and walked over to the bed. I sat on the bed and pulled my head down to my hands. I had no more tears left, just anger that was boiling in my blood. Everything hurt and all I could think about was Bella and how she was dealing with this separation. Lying down on the hard cot I let my mind drift back to some of the good times I had with her.

"Edward, come on." Bella waved over to me.

For the first time in a long time Bella and I were enjoying ourselves outside. Luckily for us this facility had a large amount of land but don't be fooled because once you reached a certain point there's metal gates surrounding this facility. Because the both of us got good behavior we were allowed unsupervised time alone, and thankfully Esme worked her magic and made it so both Bella and I had it together. We only had until sunset but hey I'll take whatever time I could get.

I ran over and caught Bella in my arms. I snuggled into and the fresh smell of strawberries caught my scent. I was in pure heaven; I started to nibble on her neck, while I heard her soft giggles.

"God, I love you." I whispered into her ear.

She held on to me tighter and turned her head so her deep brown eyes were looking at me. "Not as much as I love you."

I shook my head, "That's not possible."

She gave me a small peck on my cheek and released herself from my grasp. She started to run through the mini forest that the grounds had. I chased after her and both of us laughed hysterical. I finally caught up to her and pulled her down to the ground. She rolled on top of me causing us both to become dirty.

"You look so breathtaking." I whispered. I moved my hands up to her face and tried to wipe some of the dirt from her cheek. She turned her head slightly and kissed my fingers.

Her hands moved up to my hair all sensually but then I felt a pile of dirt going running through my hair. She let out a huge laugh and got off of me. I shook my head and got up and chased after her.

"I'm going to get you for that!" I shouted. I heard her laugh echo. I chased after her but soon I lost her. "Bella!" I shouted but all I heard was nothing. I was now getting a little nervous; "Bella!" my voice was shaking a little.

"Boo!" she jumped from behind a tree and grabbed me in her arms, "See I promised, I'll always come back."

I turned around and pulled her into my arms. "Don't ever leave me like that." My voiced filled with such anger that my angel looked shocked.

Bella brought her hand up to my hair and lightly shook the dirt off, "Edward, I was only having some fun. I'm sorry, I won't scare you like that again."

"Good."

I pulled her face towards mines and hungered for her lips to take a hold of mine. I tugged at her bottom lip and jabbed my tongue into her mouth. I wanted her to be all mine. Bella pulled back and took a couple of deep breaths, "Edward."

I shook my head, "I'm sorry, I don't know what came over me?" I simply stated. The more time Bella and I shared together the more possessive I seemed to have had become of her. "I love you so much." I emphasized each word.

She finally broke out a smile and made my heart soared. "I love you too."

I couldn't help but smile. It was true though the more time I spent with Bella the more possessive I became of her. The memory of Bella and my first really big fight began because of my possessive ways.

I walked out of my room and made my way towards the main room. I stopped behind the wall when I saw Jasper and Bella sitting on the couch. Bella was laughing about what Jasper said but the thing that made my blood set on fire was Jasper play fighting with my girl. I mean what the fuck was he thinking; he had Alice why was he putting the moves on my girl. I couldn't think straight but the real punch in the gut came when Jasper hugged Bella and then followed up the hug with a kiss to the cheek. I couldn't take it anymore.

I rushed over to them and shoved Jasper off of the couch. "Get your hands off my Bella!" I shouted.

Jasper looked up from the floor, "What the hell are you talking about?"

Fire was blazing in my eyes, "You know what the fuck I'm talking about!"

Bella got up from the couch, "Edward, what the hell are you doing?"

Before I could say anything Rose rushed over to the three of us.

"Hey, before you guys get even further notice you best take this to your room." Her words were venom towards me. "And Edward, I expected you better apologies to Jasper or I'll report this."

Then the realization came over me, and the jealous soon faded away, clearing up my vision. I looked down at Jasper. "Look man, I had no right to do that…I have no clue what came over me."

"It's cool." Jasper nodded and got up.

"I'm sorry."

I looked over and saw Bella was no longer where she was standing. A couple of attendees started to come over but luckily Rose talked them out of it. I help Jasper off the floor and quickly apologize. I ran over to Bella's room. I opened the door and saw her sitting on her bed. I walked over quietly and sat down next to her.

"Bella." I whispered.

But she didn't look over, nor did she move. She just stared blankly at the wall.

"Bella." My voiced begged for her attention.

She blinked a couple of times and turned her head so now she was facing me.

"I'm so sorry." I whispered to her.

I moved my hand over to hers but before I could hold on to it she pulled it back, resting her hand on her lap.

"Please." I emphasized my desperation.

A lone tear fell down her cheek. I reach over and wiped the tear away but not before caressing her delicate porcelain cheek.

"Please say something." My voice broke at the end.

She turned her head, so now we were facing face to face.

"Promise me you won't let your anger take control of you." Her eyes searched mines deeply like she was trying to read my thoughts.

I nodded my head and whispered, "I promise."

Bella nodded her head and went back to staring at the wall. She looked so deep in thought, I was still worried about her but then I felt her soft hand-grasping mine. We both didn't say a word to each other but just enjoyed the presence of each other.

But I kept breaking that promise. Throughout the months we've been together more of my real self started to show. As much as I wanted New Edward to take over, the old one still lingered in the back of my mind. He haunted me and every time I think I get rid of him he's presence soon shows up. Thankfully the medication was working and my mood swings were not becoming too severe.

Alice's POV

I couldn't believe how great life was at the moment. Bella had Edward and I had Jasper, plus Rose is having a baby. But there was something dark lingering in the background that I wasn't too sure about. I kept searching for something but ever since I had that seizure my predications have been a little hazy. The headache started to come back a couple of days ago but I didn't want to worry anybody about them. Maybe that was a sign of things to come.

I looked over and saw Jasper at the other end of the couch. He was reading another history book; my feet were lying on top of his lap. I rested my sore head against the headrest and closed my eyes to help numb the pressure.

Jasper looked up from his book, "Are you okay?"

My eyes were still closed but I didn't want Jasper to worry. I know how protective he could get with me. Our relationship was slowly moving forward and we were now starting to tell each other secrets of our past. I depended on him and vice versa. I was so glad the day he told me about his brothers' suicide and his attempts a few months later.

I look up, "Of course, just a little sleepy."

He gave me a questionable look. "You sleepy? Aren't you always full of energy?"

I roll my eyes and moved closer towards him. "Hey, sometime I do get sleepy. The energizer bunny does run out of batteries eventually."

I reached my hands over and pushed his long blond locks behind his ear. His frown turned into a big fat grin.

It irritated me that I had to keep my relationship with Jasper a secret. But because of the harsh policy between patient relationships we knew it was best to keep it a secret. I knew that they were trying to find any excuse to separate Edward and Bella so there is numerous eyes watching this place. But the small romantic glances and moments of touching made me survive but I knew once Jasper and I were out we would get married. The only thing I was unsure of was when we both were getting out.

"So I was thinking-"

Jasper was cut off by the massive amount of attendees running down to the elevator and some to the staircase. Some of the patients looked up to see what was going on but found nothing interesting and went back to what they were doing.

Jasper looked at me, "Let's go check it out."

Jasper extended his hand to help pull me up. We walked to the staircase; shocked that security didn't catch us both. We descended down the staircase that's when we heard Bella screaming.

Jasper and I ran quickly to the door and pulled it open. There we were met with utter chaos. Bella was screaming for Edward, while Edward was being held back by a couple of attendees.

"Emmett, please help us." Edward begged.

But his cries were unnoticed Emmett grabbed a hold of a struggling Bella. Her screams filled the once quiet hallway. Another attendee grabbed a hold of Edward kicking legs but that didn't achieve much. Edward's cries were raw and filled with pain. I looked back at Bella and my heart went out to her.

"Bella!" I shouted but my cries went unheard. I lost sight of Bella from the swarms of people crowding her.

"Bella!" I shouted again but still I was unsuccessful. I felt Jasper hand grabbing my upper arm.

His hot breath lingering above my ear, "Alice, you have to calm down. We have to leave before they realize we're down here."

I tried to protest but reality soon came in and I knew he was right. I felt myself being pulled away.

Next day...

Bella didn't come back to the room last night. I found myself staring at an untouched bed. I heard the door turned and I quickly placed my head back onto the pillow. I shut my eyes and pretended that I was asleep. The quiet murmurs of Bella and Rose filled the empty silences.

"Bella please lay down you're exhausted." Rose whispered.

Bella protested, "I can't Rose. All I can think about is Edward… all I want is him." She emphasized the last part.

I opened my eyes a little and saw Rose laying down a half asleep Bella.

"I feel so tired but I can't sleep." Bella complained.

Rose was blocking my view of Bella but by her actions I noticed she was tucking Bella in.

"Bella, sweetie everything going to work out."

"No Rose, your wrong this time. Everything's all fucked up." Bella cried.

"Shh, Bella stop worrying too much or your going to cause another episode."

I shifted in my bed trying to get myself a better look but it came unsuccessful.

"I don't care anymore. I'm not normal and I'll never be normal, it's no use pretending. Don't you get it? Doesn't anybody get that? You know Edward is the first person to look past my exterior and treat me like a regular person and love me despite my problems."

Rose moved so I saw a glimpse of Bella shifting in her bed. She had her arm covering her face.

"Bella I—"

But Rose was cut off. "Rose, please let me be."

Rose nodded and got up from her seat. She did one last look back at Bella and left the room. A moment of silence happened before Bella voiced broke the eerie dead pause.

"I know your awake so don't bother in pretending that your not."

I open my eyes wider and saw Bella turned to her side and staring back at me. "Hi."

Bella smiles weakly. "Hi."

"How are you doing?"

Bella closed her eyes and smirked. "Great." Her voice was filled with sarcasm.

"I'm sorry."

Bella closed her eyes and removed her arm that was covering her face. She let out a loud moan, "I'm sorry Alice. I had no right to snap at you."

Bella looked up and gave me an apologetic look. "Bella, it's okay. I can't imagine the stress that you're going through."

"Yea, I wish life was simple."

Bella looked up at the ceiling. "Me too."

I turned my back so I too was looking up at the ceiling, "Do you ever wish that your life was different?" Bella asked.

I ponder for a moment. I never really thought of that before. I mean how simple would it be if I had a normal life, a normal childhood where my father didn't abandon me, and my mother actually loved me.

But I had to shrug it off. If I kept wondering about what life I was supposed to have then I would live my life hating everyone around me. "No."

"Why?"

I let out a deep breath, "Because despite everything that happened in my life and all the struggles I went through, it made me who I am. If I had parents who cared and love me then maybe my life would be different. But then again I wouldn't have met you or jasper, so no; I don't want a different life. Though I would love it if life was easier and everything was like a movie that solved its problems in two hours. But we're here and were stuck so instead of looking at the past I rather look at the future."

"I wish it was though, different I mean. I want to experience pain without leaving my body and becoming someone else. It's strange you know, I feel like I'm a watching a movie when they take over. But the problem is I can't stop it… I don't know how."

I look back over to Bella. She looked utterly exhausted and terrible. Her hair was messy and her skin looked gray. I got up from my bed and walked over. She didn't move she stayed frozen in her spot. I moved over and got underneath the covers, she moved over so I could have room. I wrap my arms around her and felt her chin on the top of my head.

I closed my eyes, "Bella, does it ever hurt?"

Bella shakes her head, "No, not really it's more of a numbing feeling."

I nod.

"Maybe one day we both will get better."

She shakes her head once more. "You see you are the one that's better but your afraid of letting go. Alice, you need to move and get out of here before it's too late."

I look up at Bella, "Too late for what?" I asked.

Bella still looks up at the ceiling, "Before you really make yourself crazy like me."

A/N: Thanks again to my awesome beta reader Bell Frasher! Please review and let me know if you like or hate it! Thanks again for all your support.