Renesmee
"So let me get this straight... you bought a house," I asked...making sure Alec had given me the right information. It's been two weeks since I was attacked and we still haven't moved on from London. Our adventure seems to have come to an abrupt stop. We both like this city. Plus, it's his vacation. Who says you have to explore during it? So... he bought a house.
"Yes. Now get your stuff and let's go. It's already furnished."
"O..okay," I said nervously. Yes, we've been living in the same hotel room but to me that's different than a house. With a hotel room there's less privacy...always people around you and the walls are paper thin. The idea of moving into a house with Alec wrecks my nerves.
After I packed my things we checked out and paid the bill. We walked until we made it away from people and then we took off. I followed him, seeing that I didn't know where I was going. We ended up in the countryside at this quaint little house. Not quite a cottage though. It looked homey.
"Alec, your house is nice."
"My house?"
"Yeah...you bought it."
"With you in mind."
I didn't know what to say or what to do. He bought the house because of me, for me. I wish he hadn't. Doesn't he know he's only making things harder when I have to say goodbye to him in about six months?
Since I didn't know how to respond I didn't say anything. i just smiled and walked forward, even though I didn't have a key or anything. When we reached the front door he unlocked it and opened it, then he picked me up and carried me over the threshold. He didn't sit me down until we were in the living room. He wasn't lying about the house being furnished. It was decorated as if someone had been living here for years, however, by the smell I could tell we were the first to live here in a while.
"Give me a tour?"
"Give yourself a tour. I told you... I bought this house with you in mind. It's yours too."
I walked around. there were three rooms and two bathrooms. One with a very luxurious shower that was even equipped with a TV, and one with an old fashioned bear claw bathtub. I could definitely see myself soaking in that... I could see us both soaking in that.
My sex drive has done nothing but pick up over the past few weeks. Since my first time I've been like a raging bull. It's like he flipped on a switch inside of me, and there's nothing I can do to turn it off!
I went back into the bedroom that I assumed was ours. The bed was huge and oak. The sheets were white, with a down comforter. I sat on it, then I kicked my shoes and socks off and I lay on it. Relaxation is the name of the game, so closed my eyes and I started drifting to sleep when I felt the other side of the bed subtly move and I felt Alec's cold hand run across my exposed stomach.
"I love this bed."
"I know."
His lips pressed against my stomach, giving me butterflies promptly. I looked down at him and he smiled up at me. He knew what he was doing, that was for sure and I liked it. He continued kissing me, making it down past my belly button to the button on my jeans. He ripped it off with his teeth, so much for this pair of jeans. It's a shame... I really liked them... Alec continued to rip off my clothes with his teeth. The jeans tore like bread of something and before long, they were nothing but scraps on the floor. My panties were next, though all it took for them to be history was one quick movement. He whipped his head around, flinging them onto the floor. He kissed my lower lips as tenderly as the kisses the lips on my face. I found it hard not to wiggle around. He doesn't like it when I wiggle while he's "studying me." that's what he calls it.
He opened my lips, I felt his cool breath hit my clitoris and I couldn't help my rock my hips with anticipation. he grabbed onto them, holding me in place on the bed. He started to stroke my clit gently with his tongue. I moved my legs and he sped up in response. My poor body went into overdrive. My heart started to race and I heated up, though I wasn't actually hot. It was just like somebody put me under a heat lamp. The warmth was almost comforting, almost. If it wasn't for the tremors and the tingles everywhere that I was feeling. It was a huge challenge for me to hold in the moans wanting to rip free, though I guess I didn't have to.
"This isn't a hotel Nessie... you don't have to hold it in. Be as loud as you want."
I did... I released the moans that had been begging to rip free and I didn't have to be quiet about it anymore. I called out his name while his fast moving tongue ushered me into my first orgasm, in what I'm sure would be a very long day of making love.
I was right. I like being right about things like this though. After my first orgasm of the day he got up and took off his shirt, pants, and underwear. I should have torn his clothes off with my teeth, but he was moving at vampire speed and that was quicker.
His cock was hard and it intimidated me. It always does...Alec intimidates me, period. Though I'd never admit that aloud or on paper. He sat in a chair that was in the corner of the room. His erection standing straight up like a flagpole. He motioned for me to come to him, and I did without hesitation.
"Sit on my lap and spread your legs on the arms of the chair."
I did as I was told, not sure what was about to happen. Sex, I knew that...but this is a new position for me.
My body was pressed against his, and his arms were wrapped around my waist giving me a feeling of security. He put the entirety of his dick inside me,filling me up to the brim, making me whimper and become putty in his lap. He started to move himself in and out of me, I looked down...watching it happen. His cock glistening with the product of my arousal. He was moving slowly, making every sensation more intense. It was like a beautiful type of torture. I felt the orgasm coming, I knew it had to be. This felt too good. The cold, the tingles, that feeling of him taking up all the space inside my center.
"Oh Alec!"
I came...he kissed my cheek but kept moving, that same pace. He never once skipped a beat or got off rhythm. Tired of being stagnate and stunned in my pleasure, I decided to participate... I grinded my hips to the pace he set. His arms tightened around my torso and his lips attacked my neck, giving me an overload of sensations. The orgasm crept upon me, which is something I've never encountered before. Usually there'd be a pressure, a foreshadowing of the explosion to come, but I got nothing. Sucke rpunched, I was sucker pucnhed by a beautiful catastrophe going on in my body. I moaned out and wiggled, longing to be free, longing to move my body in erratic ways. Alec kept me tethered to him though. His arms never loosened their grip and he never got off rhythm. It became like a torture session. One that I was eager to have end, and that I wanted to be trapped inside forever. Him coursing in and out of my clenched core, making me cum, while I was cumming! My juices no longer just made his cock glistened, they were flowed down the leather chair like somebody spilled a cup of water on it.
"Get ready for that, you'll be doing it all day."
"I can't... I don't want to," I said, becoming a traitor to my very confused, still aroused body.
"I don't care. I want you to..." said Alec.
He sped up, after what seemed like a lifetime he sped up and I immediately wanted him to slow down again. The sensations were no longer exaggerated, they were sharper, more abrupt, and dizzying in a way. I knew what was going to happen. We were going to have vampire sex, full fledged. Nothing gentle, no mercy. I've heard stories about this kind of lovemaking, but I never imagined experiencing it. I hope I don't have a heart attack."You can take it, mmm..." moaned Alec in my ear. I didn't realize I'd been broadcasting, but it happens sometimes.
Cum, from us both, was dripping down my thighs and there were imprints in the wooden floor from our knees, and my fingertips from digging into it when my body went into uncontrollable orgasmic spasms. I don't know how long it's been but the sun is setting and the room smells like us.
He turned me over, grabbing me roughly by the back of the neck, I did the same to him. Our eyes lock as he proceeded to fuck me as hard as he could. I gave it right back to him, not wanting to be one-upped again. Our lips attacked each other's faces. Pressing hard. I'm surprised mine are not busted and bleeding from the rough treatment he's been giving them. Not only the hard kisses, but also the biting and the sucking. They must surely be rosy red if nothing else.
One hard thrust into me was all it took and we both went into a tailspin of euphoria. Alec growled, though it was almost a roar, along with grunts. If there were any animals around the house they'd left at the sound of that. He collapsed on my chest. Kissing my breasts and sniffing me, taking in my scent. I just tried to catch my breath. My poor heart has had enough exercise to last a lifetime. He lay his head on my chest, between my breasts and we watched as the last rays of sun disappear, letting darkness take its place.
For at least an hour we just lay on the floor in silence. He was holding onto me like someone was going to come into the room and take me away. I held onto him too, though not as tight. I needed one of my hands to run my fingers through his hair while we stared at the moon.
"I bought the house because I figure when I'm gone you can come here and remember us."
"I'd remember us anyway Alec. You are technically my first kiss and you took my virginity. That's unforgettable."
"So is it just sex," he asked as he looked up at me. Though his eyes were red, a dull red now that he was getting thirsty, I saw something childlike in them. I knew this wasn't just sex. I'd be stupid to think so. It's just like something inside of me is convinced that if I admit to loving him, him leaving will break me even more than I know it will.
"No, this isn't just sex. I think I love you... and I'm mad at you because of it."
"Me? You're mad at me because you love me. I should be mad at you. I'm the one who will have to work my ass off for one hundred years while thoughts of you break my heart and tease me."
"Well I'm the one who will try to get you to smuggle me into Volterra in your suitcase."
"I'm the one who would actually give that a shot."
We both started to laugh at the ridiculous argument and the even more ridiculous scheme. He wouldn't make it through the front door, or whatever they have in volterra. I'd be caught, probably killed and he'd probably get the vampire equivalent of a spanking from Aro.
"So... what does happen when you do something wrong," I asked. "Do you ever get in trouble?"
"Yes, Lily dying was a punishment."
"What exactly made him think she was a distraction?"
"I missed training a couple of times."
"Oh. Anything else? Do you get spankings?"
"Spankings? No... however when I get too big in the head Aro has Jane attack me with her mental fires. She enjoys it, of course because she knows I'll survive. I usually attack her back and that's the end of it. What about you? You were very spoiled so I bet you did."
"Spoiled? I wasn't spoiled."
"You still are, and there were vampires from around the world willing to die for you. I call that pretty spoiled."
"I just have a way with people, and I did get in trouble alot actually. I got spankings sometimes. Depending on my offense. Like, when I was about two and a half and I ran away from home, to Denali... my dad hasn't been that mad since! I got a spanking and my entire family fussed on me, even my grandparents. The only two who didn't scold me were Jasper and Emmett.. Jasper because he could sense how sorry I was and Emmett because...that's Emmett."
"I would have spanked you too. That was dangerous, especially for a little girl."
"I know. Then there were all the times I got grounded. I went through a phase around two to three years old where I had a bad temper. So I'd throw these awful tantrums and I'd kick my father, bite Jacob, go out into the woods and rip deer to shreds. If the Volturi had witnessed that I'd have been a goner."
"Perhaps, unless Aro was entertained by it. He might have spared you."
"Oh, one thing I remember clearly are Grandpa's lectures. I used to get into the sweets alot. Grandma always kept them for the pack. Cakes, cookies... the whole lot of it! I once ate an entire five layer chocolate cake, and then I ate an entire tub of buttercream icing! I thought I was going to die because my stomach hurt so badly. My dad read it in my thoughts and took me to the hospital where my grandpa lectured me on healthy eating. I considered that a punishment because it was boring."
"You had a true childhood. Do you ever wish it were normal?"
"Like human normal, or vampire normal?"
"Human normal."
"I do... some part of me does. I would have had friends, and I wouldn't have to worry about the sunlight but then again i don't because I know I'd have to watch my family die. You?"
"Well if my life were human normal I guess I'd be a mobster, huh," he asked with a chuckle.
"No, you'd be in a troop of assassins."
"Oh, that makes it all seem better... I wish I could have a different life, period sometimes. The killing is entertaining while I'm in the heat of the moment. Nothing I do can be too cruel, however when I'm alone I start to think about it and second guess. I think I start to feel bad about it. Sometimes I wish my ledger were clean and I'd been changed by a passerby, Jane and I. Then maybe we could have found a coven where we aren't... nevermind."
"Where you aren't trapped. You can say it, the room isn't wired, is it?"
He laughed and then kissed my chin. The silence consumed the room again as we lay on the floor, drenched in the moonlight coming through the window. My body was tired and my eyes grew heavy. I was sleepy and so I went to sleep knowing I was safe.
Alec
I'm in so much fucking hot water that my skin is coming right off the bone! I bought a house, a house! I'm becoming too emotionally attached. I am too emotionally attached to Renesmee. I hate this. I want her all to myself now. It's like an obsession. Everytime she leaves my sight I can't wait to see her again. These feelings this worry, anxiety, joy and excitement have been dormant for years...since Lily and now they are back forging a space in me when I was sure I'd filled those spots with solemnity and knowledge of my duty. I could hate Nessie for creating this vulnerability in me. I could just hate her, but I know that I couldn't...not really.
I got up from the floor and picked her up. She opened her eyes briefly to look at me, but shut them again just as fast. I put her on the bed and I covered her up then I put on some clothes and I went outside. The moon was huge and the stars were plentiful. I was right to choose this little place off the beaten path, away from the city. Away from the housekeepers and their carts, the honking cars out the windows and drunkards yelling in the street all hours of the night, distracting me from hearing Renesmee's soft breaths when she's asleep.
"Fuck Alec, you've messed up this time," I said to myself aloud.
"Couldn't just quit while you were ahead. You're selfish and inconsiderate."
"No, I'm not... is it so wrong to feel something, to love someone?"
"You're not capable of love. You're only capable of making destruction look good."
"Shut up, I'm not listening. You just hate the fact that I could possibly have someone to care about me!"
"You just give her orgasms, she doesn't care about you... you don't have any friends, nobody who loves you, nobody likes you!"
"I should kill you."
"Try it."
I kicked the ground and big clot of dirt flew up like it was an explosion. Yes, I'll say that I'm officially having a nervous breakdown. Sometimes I do talk to myself in order to keep everything straight, and now is no different. I'm in the middle of the forest having an argument with absolutely nobody while the source of my issue lies in bed sound asleep. I've gone off the deep end. Must be all these feelings.
A twig snapped, and then I noticed a familiar, but slightly off scent. The smell of a vampire, and the scent of humanity. A half vampire... I took off in the direction of the scent and found that I was pursuing a women with platinum blonde hair. I couldn't see much else. I started to release my power, I waited for the senselessness to find her but abruptly she turned around and I found myself dropping to my knees, unable to move.I couldn't use my powers, I couldn't even blink. I could only watch as she walked closer to me.
"Down witch..." she said calmly, as if that were my name. "I don't mean any trouble, I'm just interested in the girl. If you promise me you won't hurt me, and that I may speak with her I'll let you move again."
There was no way for me to answer yes or no. My instincts told me that as soon as she released me I should tear her head off, another half told me that this could be Renesmee's only chance to meet someone like her. I'd have to be nice.
"Impressive trick," I said.
"Thank you. May I speak with her now? Oh, I'm Annabeth, by the way," she said with a smile.
"Yeah... whatever."
We went into the house and I told her to wait in the living room. When I got into the bedroom Nessie was stretched out. The sheet that was nearly wrapped around her when I left was tangled around her body and her hair was all over her head, all over the bed and everywhere else. I almost hated to wake her from such a deep sleep after such a long, hard day.
I sat on the bed gently and I touched the tip of her nose. She wiggled it at first. I did it again and she grabbed my hand quickly, looking up at me with fire in her eyes.
"What?"
"You have a guest."
She rose up, looking confused.
"Who is it?"
"See for yourself... get dressed. I swear you won't be disappointed."
She shook her head yes while she got out of bed and found something to put on. It's a good thing I had the house stocked with clothes as well."Were you having a sweet dream," I asked before she left the room.
"Yes... a very very sweet dream," she replied with a wide smile and cherry red cheeks. She went into the living room and I followed behind her to try and protect her if Annabeth turned out to be walking a crooked line. Renesmee stopped dead in her tracks when she saw Annabeth.
Renesmee
A beating heart, vampiric scent, warm blood, pale skin... it couldn't be.
"You're a half vampire?"
"Yes... my name is Annabeth... Annabeth Samson."
"I'm Renesmee Cullen."
I extended my hand to shake hers but she ran over to me and hugged me.
"It feels so wonderful to meet another like me. Another female half breed."
"It does feel great. How old are you Annabeth?"
"Oh, call me Betty... I'm 89."
"89, cool. What's life been like for you?"
"Well..."
She looked back to Alec who was standing in the doorframe, looking solemn. Like I'd imagine he'd look when he's working.
"Annabeth, you've met Alec..."
"Yes,we've met. It would be nice now if he'd give us some privacy."
"I'm not moving from this spot," he said...looking and sounding annoyed.
"Guys, come on. This is an exciting moment. Don't ruin it, please?"
They both rolled their eyes and returned to their corners. Annabeth and I began a very quiet conversation. I'm sure Alec could hear it loud and clear though. Betty told me about her birth, as much as she could remember of it. Her upbringing and the fact that she had three children. She told me about each of them. Her oldest son was three quarters vampire and still living. Her middle daughter was three quarters human and had died in car accident. Her skin wasn't impenetrable. Her organs were stronger, and she was beautiful and slow to age but not immortal...not regenerating. Her youngest daughter was still alive and also three quarters vampire. She was 24.
"So you'll be able to have children forever?"
"No... when I was seventy I stopped being able to procreate."
"Interesting. I wish we knew more about our kind."
"Well... You're the first female half vampire I've met, but my father has known others. I've often feared that I'd stop renewing... stop living but my father says that's nothing to be worried about. Every half vampire he's ever known has been at least one thousand and they'd never died of natural causes...always in a fight or something of the sort."
"How old is your dad?"
"He's at least one thousand and five hundred years old...though he'd never say because he's sensitive about his age. He's an old fart just like Merlin over here."
"Hey! Be nice to him. He's my m...friend," I said, trying to dispute Betty's picking on Alec. Alec frowned at me but didn't say anything. I'm not sure if he was looking angry because I almost called him my mate, or because I didn't call him my mate. I honestly don't even know where the impulse came from. We don't have a title officially.
"You've some nerve to call me a witch when your powers are what they are, darling Betty."
"Yes... but I haven't gone around making a name for myself, have I?"
"Not yet Betty... Not yet."
"What powers," I asked... feeling left out of the loop. I didn't know for sure, but I could just bet that there'd been some kind of confrontation outside when I was asleep.
"I have the power to stop people from moving."
"Oh... that's handy."
Alec eventually sat down on the couch, wrapping his arm around my waist while Betty and I talked the night away. She and her children agreed to come to Forks and spend the weekend with us and then she left, disappearing into the night. I leaned into Alec and let out a loud sigh.
"I'm sorry she called you a witch. Did she beat you up badly in the forest?"
"Don't be sorry...that is my nickname. 'Witch twin' and she didn't beat me up, she just paralyzed me."
"I'm surprised Aro hasn't sniffed her our. If he does you just might be out of a job."
"Ha... that'll be the day."
We lay on the couch and I fell asleep again in his arms, finishing the rest I'd started earlier. I had a very strange dream. Not bad...just weird. I was pregnant and sitting on the logs in front of the house. My dad was manning the grill, and Alec was shaking his hand while my mother and Jane walked over to rub my enormous belly. Everyone else seemed to be talking and walking. it was a party afterall... There were no golden eyes, or red eyes. Only blues, greens, browns. Everybody was human. Then there was a puff of smoke and I wasn't pregnant anymore, just holding a pale little black haired baby that looked right into my eyes and said "I neeeeeeeeed itttttt!" I opened my eyes suddenly to see Alec there drinking blood from a wine glass while Spongebob was on. I was covered in a blanket with my feet in his lap.
"Good afternoon."
"Good afternoon..." I replied back.
I sat up and I stretched. Looking around and smelling the scent. Last night did happen. I found another like me...
"Your mother called," he said. "She said our flight is this evening. I was going to wake you in an hour."
"Oh okay. I'm starving."
"There is food in the fridge. I tried to pick things you liked but I couldn't spend much time in the grocery store."
"Alec... you went to the store?'
"Yes... I did. It stank like dirty children, sweaty fat men, and rotten fruit. I must love you."
"Well thank you."
I looked and saw what he had. He wasn't lying, it was packed to the max with my favorite things. I decided on cereal. Lucky Charms...now that's how you start a day off right.
