I do not own them, but I want to.

A/N: I'm still not talking to my step dad. It would be different if he just deleted my stories, but an E-mail directly from Mariska Hargitay, my idol, directly from her computer to mine, and he deleted it. That can't be replaced, so I ain't talking to him :) Also, I know at the end of this chapter, people are gonna be wondering if I do drugs. Well, I don't, I'm just writing what I see on TV, movies, and one of my friends who shall remain nameless. And I'm just making some stuff up.

Olivia jumped at the slight pain, but then it was replaced by the flow that came from the needle. Olivia almost instantly began to feel the effects of the drugs. Her whole body relaxed, and her vision became blurry and then the colors in the room began to change and mix together.

"Wow" Olivia said as she looked around the room, seeing it different for the first time.

"I know man. Its fucking amazing" Rachel said after she had stuck herself with the needle also. Olivia leaned her head back and saw the ceiling spinning and all the colors being blended.

"why the hell did I stop this" she wondered as the wall colors and the ceiling colors began to blend. She felt two arms wrap around her and then being brought closer.

"God I missed you Liv girl" Rachel said whispering as she also looked up.

"I missed you to Rach" Liv said mellowly. The colors began to spin faster and faster until they exploded into more colors, witch made Olivia gasp.

"God are you seeing this Rachel" Olivia asked in awe.

"I know, its fucking amazing"

'why the hell did I ever give this up?" Olivia wondered out loud.

"Because you became a fucking pig, and you arrest people like you." Olivia nodded in agreement, then continued to look up at the ceiling. Then there was a loud knock at the door.

"Damn it!" Olivia said loudly and angrilly getting up, and stumbling to the door, falling over her bedside desk as she made her way to the door.

"No Liv don't go please I miss you" Rachel said sadly.

"I know girl I miss you to. I'll be back though" Olivia said nearly missing the door. She stumbled over half of the things in the 'colorful' living room, and finally got to the door.

"Stop the god damn knocking!' she yelled even though the person knocking didn't knock. She opened it and saw a multi colorful Elliot looking confused.

"Hey its Elliot" she said in a mellowly voice smiling at him.

"Hey Liv, I thought that since it was our day off we could"

"El, El, El. Have you ever noticed, that your fucking blue and red" she said pointing at him. Elliot looked confused for a second

"um no. Liv are you okay?"

"how the hell can I not be okay. I'm a fucking goddess" she said twirling around, but she tripped. Elliot caught her before she hit the floor. She wrapped her arms around his neck, and smiled up at him

"Olivia whats wrong. You seem very"

"I seem like I want to be fucked" she said in a seductive voice looking in his eyes with a very glazed look in her eyes.

"Liv whats wrong with you?" Elliot said making his way over to her couch and sitting down. Olivia let go of his neck and then straddled him, then began kissing him, but Elliot pulled away.

"Liv, I want to know whats wrong with you. Now your not drunk because you don't have one once of alcohol scent on you. So what the hell is wrong with you.

"You don't want to fuck me? God are you some kind of fag" she said beginning to kiss his neck, but he pushed her away. He was about to say something, but Rachel came out of the bedroom, and tripped and fell to the floor. Olivia began to laugh, and Elliot looked at her oddly.

"Olivia what is the matter with you?" But all she could do was laugh.

"Damn Liv. When the fuck are you gonna get the bumps out of the god damn door way" Rachel said getting up. and making her way over to the couch.

"No, God can't you see I'm fucking busy over here" Olivia said whining and attempting to push her off her couch, but Rachel just pushed her back.

"Fucking busy is right. Damn, you probably got the sexist man in this whole goddamn planet."

"Hell yeah. And I love him to pieces"she said getting on top of him and kissing his neck again. Elliot just shock his head and gently pushed her off him.

"All right, what the hell is your fucking problem?" she said angrilly.

"What is your problem? God Olivia you act like your drunk or something"

"or high" Rachel said attempting to get off the couch, but falling back on it. Elliot scoffed and glared at Rachel

"Please, I don't know you at all. But I assure you Olivia is not hig-"

"Oh oh oh. You know what I want right now" Olivia said happily jumping up and down on the couch.

"oh let me guess. Mountain Dew and Chicken wing pizza?" Rachel said excitedly.

"Yeah. Holy fuck man, that sounds so good damn good right now " Olivia turned to Elliot and snuggled up next to him.

"Ellie? Will you pease get some Mountain Dew and Chicken wing pizza?"

"Olivia what is the matter with you?" he said a little bit angrilly.

"What is the matter with me, man what the hell is the fucking matter with you? You know what neva mind. Leave me alone. no, I'll leave you alone" she said getting off the couch, but falling back on it. But she tried again, and this time succeeded ion getting up, but as soon as she got up, she collapsed on the floor.

"Olivia!" Elliot said rushing over to her.

"Please, that beotch is flat off her ass high. Ain't no way you gonna be waking her up."

"Look I told you before, Olivia does not get high. Maybe its just something she ate or something." Rachel scoffed then got off her couch, then made her way into Olivia's bathroom.

"Yeah, check her God damn arm then if you think that your all American chicka is soo good and shit." Elliot looked as she made her way, difficulty into her bathroom. He looked down at Olivia, then flipped her over.

"Could she really be using?" no, no shes a cop. She would have told me. Plus, its not like shes some druggie." But still Elliot looked a little apprehensively.

"Well, maybe just one look at her arm won't kill me. Plus, I'll be able to shut that Rachel girl up" he thought to himself as he picked up her limp arm and looked at it.

Please review, I love being evil :)