Hello everyone... well I finally finish writing this... and I have to said that I am proud with what I have done. Quick remainder, this story was rated M for a reason. No lemons... sorry about that to the persons who were expecting lemons... but Sex is implicit... I just couldn't write them because I did not know how... they just did not come out right, that is why I'm avoiding them. But I hope that my readers have a dirty mind to fill out those spaces.

The following song was my inspiration for this chapter: the fray- look after you

Notes before you read:

"talking"

'thoughts'

"talking in flashback"

'thoughts in flashbacks'

Warning: Grammatical and spelling errors. Perhaps some weird sentence fragmentation.

Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto, but if I did Neji would it have his own fans club.


Chapter 7

Hinata was staring at her reflection on the mirror. She wondered in what point of her life she stopped being herself and became Sasuke's breathing doll.

The Hinata that was in front her had an emotionless expression her face. She had some bruises on her tights and a few around her waist, and those bruises were not from training. The marks of Sasuke's bites were visible on her neck as well as some hickeys. Even if she was no longer the innocent girl, she was still happy for the consequences of being with Sasuke and her faith of seeing everyone before her death. Yet she doubted herself about that theory sometimes.

The Hinata in the mirror was a beautiful doll, with a broken smile.

She came back to reality the moment Sasuke wrapped his arms around her waist. His bared chest against her back with his strong arms holding her possessively caused her to jump a little the moment their skins made contact with each other.

Sasuke rested his face against her cheek, with his sight fixed on her eyes shown on their reflection. He liked how she blushed at his touch. He inhaled from her hair her natural perfume of lavenders with vanilla, and rubbed his cheek against her soft and delicate skin that was just for him to touch. After all, she was his and nothing was going to changed that.

"What are you thinking Hinata?" He whispered in her ear.

"Nothing"

"Do still have hope on been rescued?" He said as he placed a soft kiss on her cheek.

"No" She whispered back.

Flashback:

Sasuke was kissing her possessively. She never thought that her first kiss was going to stolen. Even if his lips were gentile against her own, his kunai was never removed from her throat.

She always wanted her first kiss to be with the person that she would love forever. But that dream was never going to happen. The moment their lips meet, it hit her. Now she understood that she was never going to be rescued if the last Uchiha was alive.

The thought of never seen her family and friends again broke her. She couldn't stop herself from crying. The strength that she possessed which allow her not to cry all those moments that she was scared of Sasuke, it was gone. She was crying not because she was scared of him, but rather scared of her own future.

Sasuke stopped the kiss, resting his forehead on her own and throwing his kunai to the ground.

"Hinata-hime" He whispered.

"Sa..Sasuke-kkun.." She said as she stared at those dark black eyes.

He was physically there, in front of her, removing her tears from her cheeks with his thumbs. But his soul, the Sasuke that she knew was not there.

'Is this an illusion?' She thought.

End of flashback

Hinata placed both of her hands on her small tower to prevent it from slipping from her body. The way that Sasuke was holding her did not help her cause at all. She did not know what he wanted to do, but she knew he had the advantage if he wanted to do anything, after all the only impediments between them were the two towers that surrounded their bodies.

"Change, and when you finish, I'll be waiting in the kitchen"

"Hai"

He placed a soft kiss on her lips before let her go and walked towards the exit of the bathroom.

Hinata ones again saw herself reflected in the mirror. She stared at herself one second, convincing her own self that everything was an illusion, or at least her mind wanted to believe that. But the physical pain and marks made it hard to believe so.

Even if the marks were fading away, the bruises of her soul would still be there.

Flashback:

Sasuke would train her everyday helping her improve her genjutsus and speed. He was the perfect rival for her. Whenever she used an air jutsu, he would use a lighting jutsu, if he use a fire jutsu she would use a water jutsu. Their doijutsus help them see things that were invisible to others. However she knew that he was going easy on her, because she never again saw him active his Mangeyko Sharingan.

Their training would always end up with them in a position where she would be trapped in him arms. And he would take advantage of the situation. He would kiss her. Kissing her became part of their daily routine.

A week has passed since Sasuke stole her first kiss. That night Hinata was extremely tired of their training. Her chakra levels were almost absolutely gone. She only had enough energy to walk around on her own. But she definitely had no energy to do anything else.

She took a warm shower that helped her relax and clean herself from at the dirt from her body. She lay down on the bed, with her pajamas on. Sasuke was taking a shower, therefore she allowed herself to close her eyes to take her mind to dreamland. But she abruptly opened her eyes when she felt Sasuke on kissing her face.

"Sasuke-kun" She whispered

"hum…"

"What are you doi…" She couldn't finish her question because Sasuke began to kiss her lips softly as he move himself on top of her.

Tears began to fall from her eyes when his hands began to touch her legs and waist. She knew that he was not going to stop. Kissing her lips and holding her on her sleep would not be enough for him, not that night.

His kisses became more demanding and rough. She didn't know anymore if he was kissing her or biting her. He was the hungry predator and she was his prey. However his hands were gentle with her. He moved his hands with delicately on her skin, touching every inch of her porcelain skin. She did not know when he removed all her clothing was well his own, but she knew that there was not going back.

"Sasuke-kun…please…" She said while he was devouring her neck, but he didn't let her finish, because he knew what she was going to say and he didn't wanted to hear it, because he knew that even if he wanted to stop, he couldn't. Therefore he began to devour those soft lips, unavailable to stop himself.

"Hinata-hime, I wouldn't hurt you, I couldn't…" he said was he blushed his lips on her own.

He stopped for one second what he was doing to stare at those pearly eyes, full in tears. She stared at those black stones that he had as eyes, and saw everything and nothing at the same time. She saw the lust and desire, as well as devotion towards her. However she couldn't see his soul, she couldn't see the mystery that was behind those dark eyes.

"Breathe" He whispered on her ear, before she closed her pearly eyes and began to feel a new type of physical pain.

End of flashback

Hinata got used to the habit of taking showers with Sasuke. The action itself became a monotonic routine for the two of them ever since that night. Even though only a week had passed since that night, their route had drastically changed. He was not to be as possessive as he used to be, giving her the liberty to do as she pleased. However she never tried to escape.

On the other hand, Sasuke began to be more physical with her. Kissing her, touching her, holding her at night, and taking showers with her became Sasuke's new hobbies. And Hinata didn't seem to mind. No, she knew that everything would be easier for the two of them if she just surrendered to desires of the Uchiha.

Hinata was wearing a blue dress with a black bow tied on her back (Similar to Temari's outfit from the Sasuke's rescue arc, but instead of a shirt a dress). She began to brush her long silky hair, lost in her own thoughts.

'I wonder what everyone is doing right now'

'Otosan, Hanabi, Neji-ni-san, my teammates, my sensei, my friends, Naruto-kun… Naurto-kun'

Hinata hadn't thought about Naruto since Sasuke took away her innocence. The main reason why she hadn't thought about anyone in particular was because that night had been special to her. It changed herself from a happy shy girl to an emotionless doll. Almost as she led herself been dragged by the darkness, where her mind made her believe that she was living a fantasy.

The thought of Naruto brought her conscious back to reality because she knew he was still looking for Sasuke. But again al her hopes were gone at just thinking of the possibility.

Ever since Sasuke left Kohona, it took them 3 years to find the where outs of Sasuke, and even when he found him; he couldn't bring him back to Konoha. Hinata's possibilities of been found were almost zero, taking into consideration that she was not longer in a shinobi nation. She had no hopes of been rescued, because she was realistic, she knew that Sasuke probably took all the precautions of not leaving a trace. But she still had faith.

'But I still have faith… faith in what?' It was not the first time she asked herself that question.

Flashback:

Sasuke took the two of them to the paradise of pleasure. As he thrust her one last time before finally achieving the most pleasant experience of his life, infecting her with his seed as prove that she was his and he was hers as their juices mixed together to become one.

When he finish, he felt down on top of her, placing small gently kisses all over her face. He used all the strength that he had left to remove himself from her and lean back on the bed.

Hinata was tired. The only thing that she wanted to do was to cry until her eyes would no longer drop any tears. She tried to curl to the side, but was stopped by Sasuke. He literally dragged her to his chest and covered them with the light bed sheet that they had. He moved all her hair to the side, placing behind her ear.

"Hinata-hime, did I hurt you?"

"No"

Hinata could not lie to him or herself. He had kept him promise not hurting her. He had been gentle with her. At some point in the night the pain turn into the most delightful pleasure. And his kisses became a sweet and sour distraction, even if she didn't respond to them.

Sasuke began to caress the hair that was behind her ear.

"Let it out Hinata. It is ok to cry" he whispered.

Almost automatically without thinking, she let herself dropped all those tears that she had been holding.

The ironies of life, where the man that is cause of your tears is the one that conforms you.

She thought about her future. If she stayed with Sasuke, she knew that he was always going to protect her from all types of danger. The secrets of her Byagukan would be protected. Her clan would declare her as death, and her sister would become the new elder of the clan. She would become the elder that her clan always wanted. Neji will no longer be her protector and he could have a normal life. The only faith that she had felt was to see them one last time. Only that, so she could say goodbye to everyone.

"Rest, I will look after you tonight" He said as he placed a kiss on her forehead.

'If this is a fantasy, is the most pleasant nightmare I ever had'

Hinata stared at the window of their room and saw the small snow copes falling outside. The room was so silence that she could hear clearly the beating of Sasuke's heart beat and her small cries.

Sasuke's body was warm. She didn't stop him when he placed his arms on her bare waist. He was a demon that was dragging her to his darkest. She felt asleep in the arms of that demon. Her demon.

End of flashback

Hinata had finish brushing her hair. She was about to put on the scarf that Sasuke gave her few weeks back, when she felt the presence of somebody else on the house.

"Byagukan"

She scanned the house and when she saw the men with the orange mark from the akatsuki, she ran to Sasuke's help. He was talking to Sasuke, but whatever he said made Sasuke mad.

By the time made it to the living room, half of the house was surrounded it by black flames.

"Amaterasu"

"Sasuke you know that what I'm saying is true"

"Shut up"

"The Fives kages are going to be there, and Danzo is going as Konoha's hokage"

"Eight trigrams 64 palms"

Hinata attacked him, but he managed to physically disappear himself where she would attack him. She saw clearly with her Byagukan.

"So here has been haring the elder of the Huygan Clan"

"Who are you?"

"My name is irrelevant. However you on the other hand, are pretty famous. You know that?"

"I do not understand what you are talking about"

"Ever since you disappear, your dad has been looking for you in all shinobi's nations. I took the liberty to tell them everyone that we, the akastsuki, kidnapped you, to help me accelerated my plans. Now that Konoha has been destroyed is the perfect time to attack"

"Konoha is destroyed?" She said holding her tears back.

"You might not know but while you were here, Akastsuki attacked Konoha and destroyed it. However Nagato betrayed me, routing some of my plans in the process"

"Why is Danzo the Hokage now?" Sasuke spoke.

"As far as I know, Tsunade is in a coma because she used all her chakra helping heal everyone during the attack. And Danzo auto proclaimed himself as the Hokage afterwards"

"Why did you say you kidnapped me?" Hinata spoke.

"Easy. Before the attack of Konoha, your dad was trying to organize a meeting with all the Kages to ask them for help to found you. The kazekage and hokage had suspicions that the akastsuki was involded. However, I have nothing to do with your kidnapping, that was all Sasuke's idea. Anyway, all the kages agreed to a meeting because the Riakage put pressure after our mission to capture the jinchuriki of the 8 tails went wrong"

'Gaara, you were looking for me as well?'

"By the way Sasuke, your friends from taka did a terrible job"

Sasuke ignored the last comment and keep staring at him with his mangeyko sharingan still active. Neither him nor Hinata had deactivated their dojutsus.

"Anyway, I just came here to inform you Sasuke. Do as you please" With that Tobi disappear.

"He is gone" Hinata said as she deactivated her dojutsu.

Sasuke was on the ground staring incredulously at her. He had a surprised and worried expression on his face.

"Sasuke your eye is bleeding"

Hinata went almost flying to the restroom to find a towel and some water.

"Let me cure your eye Sasuke"

She wet some part of the towel and began to clean all the blood. She couldn't help felt intimidated when Sasuke stared at her with his mangeyko sharingan. She decided not to look at his eyes because she knew the dangers of those eyes.

She was not the most trained medical ninja but she knew the basics. Slowly she began to apply green chakra to Sasuke's eyes, without looking at them. She kept her face down while she was healing him or at least cured him best that she could do.

"What happen to the other members of my team taka?" He asked with a cold voice.

This question truly surprise her because ever since she mentioned Naruto the first day she woke up and found out that she was kidnapped, she never again tried to touch the subject with Sasuke.

"That day… you disappeared. However, we managed to track down your teammates and captured them. Kakashi fought your friend that can liquefy himself. Sakura fought Karin. And Shino, Kiba, Naruto and I fought Jugo. I blocked some of his chakra points with my byakugan. The rest was done by Shino, Kiba and Naruto."

"And after that what happen?"

"We took them to Konoha. Naruto thought that they knew where you were. But once Ino entered in their minds, she said that they didn't know anything. The only thing that they knew was that you wanted to kill Itachi. After that they kept them for other interrogations about Orochimaru. I don't know anything about what happen to them afterwards since … well … "

"I see"

Nothing else was said after that while she healed him. When she finish she placed both of her hands on her lap, unsure of what do say next. She kept her head low; she didn't have the courage to look up.

"Hinata do you hate me?"

"No"

Sasuke placed one of his hands on her chin forcing her to look at him.

"Look at me"

The moment that she looked up Sasuke put her under a genjutsu.

'Where am I?'

Then she saw everything. Sasuke's life. The moment of they meet each other. The night Itachi killed everyone from his clan. How Itachi killed his parents in front of Sasuke. How he tried to protected her when they were kids by ending their friendship. How he became friends with Naruto and Sakura. The moment when he first woke up his Sharingan. How he got the curse seal. His fight with Gaara. And how Naruto fought Gaara. How Itachi preferred Naruto instead of him. The moment when he left the village, and said good bye to her. His battle with Naruto. His training with Orochimaru. How he killed him. The formation of Taka. How killed Deidara. How he killed Itachi. How Tobi told him the truth about the Uchiha clan and Itachi.

And how he thought that everything that he lived with her was a genjutsu.

She blinked a couple of times to realize that he had broken the genjutsu. Tears began to fall down from her eyes as she saw the Sasuke that she knew in front of her. Now she understood everything. Now she was available to see his soul.

"Now you know the truth"

He lowered himself to her level. He place one of his hands on her cheek. Without thinking she placed her hands on top of his warm hand, pressing her cheek against the warm hand that was holding her. He kissed her, one soft and gently kiss on her lips, the first one that she corresponded to him.

"I am sorry for everything" He murmured on her lips.

When Hinata open her eyes, Sasuke placed her again in another genjutsu. He took her to their room living her resting on their bed. He looked at her sleeping form one last time before walked away with one goal in mind. To kill Danzo.

Hinata woke up a couple of hours later. Her first reaction was to look for Sasuke. However he was not anywhere in her Byakugan's range. She looked for her black shoes, which her next to the lilac scarf that Sasuke gave her. She wrapped it around her neck, because she was going to take it her. That scarf represented some things for her.

It was hard to find the trace of Sasuke, but she managed to find it. She kept jumping on the branches of the trees as her fastest speed. When she finally found him he was already fighting with Danzo.

'Is that Sasuke's Susanoo?'

Hinata was so focus on the battle that she didn't the presence that was approaching her, until he jumped in front of her.

"Hinata- sama"

"Neji-ni-san"

Hinata jumped in his arms and began to cry inconsolably.

"Hinata-sama you are alive"

"Hai"

"Where were you?" He asked as he held it in his arms her loved cousin.

"We need to go now. There is not time for explanations"

The two of them active the dojutsus, turning towards the direction of the battle.

"Why do you want to go the battle of the Uchiha?"

"Ni-san I know the truth. He is innocent"

"Of what truth are you talking about?"

"There is no time. But I will explain it to you later"

The two of them began to jump the branches of the tress at fast speed. Even Neji had to admit that the battle between the Uchiha and Danzo was something from another level.

"What is that?"

"I think that is his susanoo. It is a special power that the Uchihas have when they had the mangeyko sharingan"

Hinata wanted to get there, not to stop him. She thought that Danzo deserved to die. She thought that perhaps the same faith of the Uchiha clan could happen to her clan if someone like him was alive. She wanted to get there before he left so she could talk to him. There were so many things that she wanted to tell him.

"Is that Sakura-chan?"

"Hai, Hinata-sama"

It seem that Sakura was trying to talked to Sasuke, and to some extend protected Danzo.

The two of them abruptly stopped in a branch. Neither of them thought that Sasuke was capable of perforated with his chidori Danzo's chest. Neither of them thought that he was capable to sacrificed Sakura in order to accomplish his purpose.


Yes Sakura, not Karin. Because I can.

This chapter was Hinata's point of view. The Next few chapters are going to be about what the hell has been going on in Kohona during all this time. And introduced the rest of the characters to my story. And after that, I will post this part of the story from Sasuke's point of view.

Reviews please =)