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I kept my head down for most of the day, of course excluding classes that I knew didn't have a particular vampire in.

I looked at my watch and moaned. I was only half way through the day. Not even that, I was on my way to my third class. Biology.

I stood in the doorway of my classroom, browsing the room. He was there. Sat in the place he would have sat if he had never left me. Sat there as if everyone was like normal.

I felt a tug at my chest. The large hole he left behind burned. I wanted to run away and never look back. I wanted to call Jacob and tell him to pick me up right now. I wanted to run away and spend everyday with him, not this school which is oblivious to the fact it is currently holding three vampires as students.

"Miss Swan, please take a seat". Mr Watt held an outstretched hand to the last empty seat in the room.

My heart felt like it was about to burst out of my chest as I walked as slowly as I could possibly manage to my seat. I dragged the stool to the furthest end of the desk, trying not to make him aware I had registered he was sat there. Next to me.

"Bella" His beautiful velvet voice stung. The hole in my chest pounded with pain. "Sleeping with a werewolf wasn't exactly what I had in mind when I left you to lead a safer life". He was telling me how he wanted me to lead my life! How can he just…!? Wait…what? Sleeping?

"Excuse me!?" I tried to keep my voice low despite how much anger it held.

"I saw inside the mind of that filthy dog you insist on keeping". What did he see? There's never been anything between me and Jacob. How could he see any- …. I was going to kill him. I was going to kill Jacob and that damn filthy mind of his.

I turned to face the other half of my conversation. He was as stunning as I remember. His breathtaking topaz eyes burned my chest. I tried to hide the fact I was finding it hard to breathe. The hurt and pain that captured months of my life after he left were swarming back. Memories of how much I loved him overwhelmed me. But he left me. How could I have ever of loved him? He hurt me. So much.

I took my phone out of my pocket and flip it open under the desk away from the eyes of Mr Watt. I sent Jacob a message:

After this class, please pick me up, I can't take it anymore

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I couldn't sit here any longer. I knew I was being stupid. I knew I had to deal with the fact he was had returned and I was going to. I just don't want to right now. I won't run away tomorrow, or the day after that. I just have to now. It hurt too much right now to be near him.

"Bella. Do you want to know why I came back?". No I didn't. "I came back because I had to see you. I couldn't be without you another day, it was killing me to be away from you". I really wish he hadn't of told me that.

"But you told me you didn't love me anymore. You told me you were leaving forever". I was so angry at him, but the fact he was so beautiful, the fact his voice was so soothing, made it so difficult to be angry. I felt sadness, I felt hurt.

"You believed me?"

"You didn't mean it?". Why was he telling me this?

"Of course I didn't mean it, love. I lied. I thought leaving you would make it safer for you. Being around a bunch of vampires was too dangerous for you. I left you because I loved you, because I wouldn't have been able to live with myself if you were hurt. But after Alice's visions of you started fading I panicked. I had to see you were okay. I had to see you again. But I came home to see you running with the wolves. I should never have left you. I'm sorry" He reached up to stroke my hair out of my face.

I couldn't move to be able to stop him. My whole body seized up. I couldn't believe what he had just said. He didn't mean it? He left me because he loved me not because he didn't? He caused me so much pain because he was paranoid I would be hurt?

"Bella, please. Forgive me. I… I can't have you hanging out with that dog anymore. Please, I need you". He needed me? He needed me? Where was he when I needed him? And he's asking me to leave Jacob. The person that reached out and loved me when I was completely broken beyond repair. Jacob was the one who tried to repair me no matter what I told him. He never left me.

There was a knock on the door and a few whispers coming from the girls behind me. I looked up to see Jacob stood in the doorway. "I'm here to pick up Bella" he nodded his head towards me as he said my name. "Her father sent me to pick her up, something about a doctor's appointment. I have a note". Doctor's appointment? What note from my Dad?

Jacob smiled at me and outreached a hand towards me. Then I realised he was picking me up like I had asked. I guess he must have forged the note.

"Edward, I can forgive you. But I can't leave my Jacob" I whispered as I was gathering up my things.

Jacob placed an arm around me as we walked out the room. I looked over my shoulder. Edward's expression was hard, I somehow felt terrible for hurting him. But he hurt me first. And I love my Jacob.


Once we were out of view from any classroom windows I threw my arms around Jacob's neck. I started to sob slightly onto his shoulder. He wrapped his arms around me as a form of comfort. We stood like that for a few minutes, leaning up against his bike.

"What did he say to you?". Oh yeah, I had forgotten what Edward had first said to me.

I stood up fully and slapped Jacob on the cheek. I knew I wouldn't have been able to hurt him.

"What was that for?" he was laughing.

"Edward told me he saw something very interesting in that evil little head of yours earlier". He broke out into full on laughter now.

"He believed that!? Wow, that's awesome."

"Not it is not awesome Jacob Black." I gave him a stern look and his laughter slowed into a slight giggle.

"I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. I wanted to piss him off." He gave me a cute smile. Why was it so difficult to stay mad at him?

I let out a huff of air and took the helmet which was sitting on the back of the bike. I punched Jacob's arm before I put it on. "I do not want you thinking like that about me ever again do you understand? It's not right Jacob Black!"

"Okay, okay I promise I won't ever think like that again. And stop using my full name, it's weird" he gave me a cheeky smile before helping me with my helmet. I wasn't going to stop being mad at him for having such a sick mind. But I could let it go for now.


I quickly threw this chapter together :) I suddenly had some ideas for it and I wanted to write them down before I forgot them and I thought I might as well post it seeing as it's pretty much done :D

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