Gajeel - SIX

Part 1

I squeezed a stress ball as I walked back and forth across my living room. Two movers scurried past me, carrying lamps and pillows. Part of me felt absolutely insane, but I needed to give Levy a place close to me that she felt safe when she didn't want to be near me. I stroked my ring, and watched the movers work quickly to complete the plans I gave them only a few hours earlier. I had them clear out a guest room and completely refurbish it to look how I wanted it to.

I had messaged Wendy, telling her that I wasn't feeling very well. I had a nightmare last night, and I couldn't fall back to sleep. Fifteen hours awake after two hours of rest left me delirious and pissed. I glanced to my liquor stash and shook my head. No reason to get shitfaced. I needed a damn punching bag. Or a hot shower. Even better would be a hot shower with Levy-

"Gajeel." I turned my head and saw Erza holding what looked like a pair of clothes and my present to Wendy. The movers gave their farewells as they left without an extra word. I didn't say anything as the door closed behind them, eyeing Erza. She looked tense.

"What is it?"

"The party was moved back to the manor."

"I'm not go-"

"Ms. McGarden and Ms. Heartfilia are both there."

I grabbed everything in her hands and rushed to my bathroom, getting dressed. Jeans and a black button up was underdressed, but I didn't care. I did not want Levy at that house. I didn't even want her near there. I gripped Levy's present to Wendy and closed my eyes. I was stiff with anger and I took my medicine, hoping it would cool my burning skin. Too many bad memories bombarded me. Way too many.

Opening my eyes, I marched out of my penthouse and climbed into the driver's seat of my Bentley. I had given Stuart the day off. I was forty minutes away from the Manor, but I made it there in twenty. As I pulled up to the once beautifully referenced place, I saw my security detail roll up behind me, as they had struggled to keep up with my insane driving. House security recognized me and directed me where to go. I walked through the spacious living room and I saw a mountain of presents waiting to be opened. I set the journal down, wrote Levy's name on it to Wendy, then walked to the back garden. I was met with a crowd. My eyes zeroed in on my target.

I could easily spot her from anywhere. She was dressed beautifully in a black and red classical garden style party dress, which had a fitted lace bodice that lifted her chest and added to the flowery patterns that etched down her skirts. I licked my lips as I glanced down to her creamy thighs, wanted dearly to spread them and taste her. Her height was closer to Lucy's, and I noticed she wore the fucking hottest pair of red heels I'd ever seen. They made her legs appear more slender and longer. I struggled to swallow the lust clogging my throat. Her hair seemed brighter and very recently cut. Her fingers, that had touched me in so many ways, were laced with Lucy's as they danced together, laughing like everyone else around them. I hadn't noticed I was moving until I was close to them. Lucy wrapped her arms around Levy's neck and whispered something to her and I could hear her beautiful laughter in response. Not even the music could deafen her voice. Nothing could.

The song bumping around us ended and she stopped smiling suddenly. I could feel the charge she sensed as she looked around her momentarily before her eyes found mine. Startled, she lost her footing as Lucy was whisked away by another female whom I recognized was an ad agent. Wasn't very surprised they got in. Grandeeney was that extravagant as to invite publishers to her daughter's party.

My attention focused on Levy again. I couldn't stop scowling as people looked at her as I stood chest to chest with her. God, I wanted to kiss her.

"What are you doing here?" I growled out, unable to contain my boiling emotions.

She leaned away from my harshness. "Excuse me?"

I gripped her elbow, turning her towards the exit. "You shouldn't be here. I don't want you here."

She tensed before she ripped her arm from my grasp and marched ahead of me. I took a moment to admire her. It had been so long since I've last seen her. The sight of her hurt me. I craved her too damn much. I heard my name being called behind me, but I shut it out. I'd let her walk away from me before. I would not let that happen again.

We'd nearly raced into the empty house, passing the kitchen area before I had had enough.

"Levy, stop."

Her shoulders bunched up with fury I couldn't see on her face. "Screw off. I'll see myself out."

"I'm not done wit-"

"Well, I am!" She exploded, facing me. "Who the hell do you think you are? You have no right talking to me that way! You think I came for you? That I hoped you would throw me a bone or a scrap? That I would beg on my hands and knees for you? Or maybe that I would harass you into a worthless quickie in the back of somewhere here in a penniless effort to win you back?"

My fury was boiling over. I tightened my jaw, struggling to contain my voice. "Shut up, Levy. Let me fini-"

"I only came because Rogue said you wouldn't be. I'm here for Lucy and her upcoming career. I'm here for Wendy. So you can go back there and live the rest of your life not thinking about me, because once I leave, I'll be doing you the same." My heart threatened to give out at the seriousness in her gaze. She half turned from me.

"Just shut your goddamn mouth." I rushed her, grabbing her by the elbows to make her face me again. "Let me finish talking."

As fast as lightning, I felt a burning pain on my cheek as Levy had smacked me so hard my head had actually tilted. "Get your hands off of me."

In a newly founded mix of desperation and rage, I yanked her into my chest and kissed her hard. I gripped her hair in one of my hands, keeping her face pressed to mine and I forced her mouth open with my own and slid my tongue inside. In a fit, she wrestled my grip and bit at my tongue and lips. I ignored a sharp pain on my lip as I tasted blood. I couldn't stop. If this was the last time I ever kissed her, I would savor it. I was starved of her, and I needed this. Her fight slowly left her body as she gradually leaned into me. I felt her hardened nipples pressed into my chest as she moaned into my mouth. Desperate for her, I picked her up and turned down a side hall, waltzing into the home library.

After I kicked the door closed, I pressed Levy up against it. I trailed one of my hands up into her skirts and felt dampness in her lacy underwear. I gripped her firm ass and swallowed her moan. I rubbed my body against her's as tension left us both. She grabbed my hair, keeping me close to her. I was dizzy from the lack of air, but I didn't care. However, she needed it.

I pulled back first as we both gasped. "Levy. Don't fight me anymore. I can't handle it."

Her beautiful eyes were hidden behind her eyelids. "Let me go, Gajeel."

I hid my face in her neck as embarrassment rose in me. "I can't lose you. I know the other night disgusted you and-"

"No, Gajeel! That's not why I left!" She exclaimed. Hope rose within me that I hadn't scared her because of that.

"I'm deprived of you." My mouth sucked in the skin of her shoulder, moving higher up her neck. My tongue flickered over her racing pulse, tasting her sweet, intoxicating skin. I groaned as I rolled my hips into her center, letting her feel my need for her. "I'm lost all the fucking time. I can't think, eat, work, sleep… Don't you feel it? I'm aching for you, babe. I can make you want me again."

I saw a tear fall from her face to her sweet chest and I licked it off before nuzzling her. Her heart nearly beat as fast as mine. "I never stopped wanting you. I can't stop needing, but you hurt me, Gajeel. You have the power to hurt me like no one else can or ever will."

I moved my gaze to her face. Tearstained and swollen lipped, she was still the most beautiful woman I'd ever lay my eyes on. "How did I hurt you? Tell me."

She moved a hand to cup my face, making me focus on her words. "The lies. The shutting me out. There is only one thing that can keep me from you, and that's just you. Your past is powerless, Gajeel. You pushed me away, not your past."

"I didn't know what to do. You should never see me like that."

She pressed her forehead to mine. "That's it, Gajeel. I needed to see everything, just like you did. The good and the bad. The pretty and the ugly. I need to know who you are in order for us to work. Without it, we'll break, and I'll break too. These last few days were a living hell. I struggled to crawl out of bed, get through the day, and just be alive… It'll kill me to just give you up."

I tightened the arm I used to keep her propped up as her legs wrapped around my waist.

"I'm working on it, Levy. I can let you in. But you first reaction when I fuck up is to run from me. I can't take that. I'm terrified I will do or say something and you'll be gone for good." I couldn't resist kissing her soft lips again. I needed everything from her. Every kiss, and touch. Her time, attention, affection. Everything.

"God, I prayed to the heavens that you would come back on your own. I couldn't stay away from you anymore. I can't let you leave me."

She slightly jerked in my hold. "You were hoping I'd come back to you? But you gave me my key back… I thought were done."

I glared at her. "We'll never be done, Levy. Ever."

Her eyes glazed with tears that could rip my heart out. "We can't keep making each other miserable like this, Gajeel. And it's never ending. We need help. We're seriously dysfunctional."

"I went in to see Dr. Makarov. He's taking me on as a patient, and I'll get better for you." I promised. She shook her head.

"It has to be for you too. Promise me you'll do it for you. No matter how hard it will be, let it be for you."

I cupped her face and nodded. "I promise. I'm not afraid of work. But, Christ, I'm terrified at the thought of losing you."

I trailed my eyes her body and didn't hide the blush that rose in me. She was so fucking perfect. She was saving me, making me whole, and I wouldn't survive without her anymore. I pressed my mouth to hers again and I felt that rising desire fill me. I needed her. Right now.

"I need you. I need to be inside of you. Right now." I snapped out as I set her down. She was gasping for air when I dropped to lift her skirts. I bit my lip at seeing her damp lacy underwear. I ripped them from her frame, shocking her. I tucked them in my back pocket as I ran my tongue along her weeping slit. My eyes rolled to the back of my head at her sweet taste. She shook against my mouth as I gave a teasing prod into her tight entrance. I couldn't see or hear anything but her. She was crying out my name and pulling on my hair like she couldn't get enough of me.

"Oh my God." She gasped. Staring at her, I fluttered my tongue against her clit and she jerked into the glass door. I lifted one of her legs over my shoulder, trapping her. She wouldn't escape the pleasure I was inflicting on her. I growled when she came almost violently. I didn't stop coming at her.

"Gajeel… You make me feel so good." She moaned out huskily, driving me crazy. I tongued her to orgasm multiple times, unable to stop even when she begged me, saying she couldn't take anymore. When she was sagging against the door, I stood up and carried her to the leather couch. Sitting her on the edge, I unzipped my pants. She pressed a hand to my waist.

"What are you doing? We can't do this here." I wanted to chuckle at her.

"It has to be here. It has to be now." I said lowly as I pushed inside of her. We both moaned each other's name. I filled her, and bliss exploded in my mind. I needed this. Any chance I could, I needed to be around her, with her, in her. Why couldn't she see that?

I cupped the nape of her neck and her waist as I began ruthlessly thrusting into her. She lurched forward and grabbed my waist, trying to slow me down.

"Oh my… Gajeel." Moments passed and she was kissing me, begging for more into my mouth. I tightened my grip on her, pulling away to watch her. She always amazed me whenever we did this. I felt a darker part of me claiming this. She was mine. I wouldn't let anyone else have her. Selfish and possessive, I stared her in her lustful eyes, claiming those in my head. She would only look at me like that.

My lower stomach tightened and I rolled my hips into her. "I'll come inside you. We both need it."

"Yes. Fill me. I need to feel you inside of me." She breathed.

"I am inside of you." I reminded gripped my hair.

"More." She panted.

"So greedy. Your little cunt is always too greedy for me. Tell me what you need." My voice caught an edge as her sex rippled around my cock.

"You. I need you."

A pleasurable pain wracked through my body and I groaned as I felt my dick twitch. My knees nearly felt weak.

She tightened around me as I released, unable to hold back.

"Just like that, baby. Squeeze my dick." I rasped out. I could feel her holding me, owning me as I came uncontrollably. Levy gripped the sides of my shirt, burying her face in my neck. I kissed her head and tried not to fall over her. She held me at the waist and nuzzled me, calming me.

"Good God, I can't go days without you. Even work hours are too fucking long." I gasped. She ran a hand through my hair.

"I missed you too." She whispered. I pressed my face to her hair and inhaled her before I tilted her head back and nuzzled her from her soft cheek to her neck.

"Levy… When you aren't with me, I feel… I just- Don't run from me anymore. I can't take it." I straightened to stare at her. I pulled her to the edge of the couch so she was sitting up. The look she gave me almost had me hard instantly. I rushed out, "Come home with me."

She sighed. "I can't leave Luce."

"Then we'll get her. She won't miss out. I can make whatever she hopes to accomplish here happen." I said clear as day.

"What if she is having fun?"

I scowled. I clenched my jaw. "I don't want you here. Some of my bad memories… They take place here."

Realization hit her as I huffed with embarrassment. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know."

Her gentle voice made me feel like an asshole. "I've been rough with you today. I'm sorry. Being here makes me fucking restless and antsy, but that is no excuse for my actions."

She shocked me by kissing me, giving a quick, sensual peck to my lips. "Don't apologize for being yourself. I want to be your safe, happy place."

Mentioning happy places, I remembered the work I had done to my guest room at home. "I have a surprise for you."

She merely nodded and moved her hands to my chest to push me back a step. My dick slid out of her and I groaned. Her tight sex wept with my seed, and such a thought drove me insane. I wanted her again.

"Holy shit. That was so fucking hot." I spun her in my arms and gripped the swell of her ass. She gasped out, surprised.

"You can't keep going." She said breathlessly.

"Like hell if I can't."

I moved my other hand around her to cup her mound, spreading her slick folds open to tease with my thumb. I sucked on the skin of her soft neck and growled at her groan.

"I want to possess you. To mark you as my own in every way." I promised and declared all in one. She bit her lip, trying to stay quiet, but I wanted her loud for me. Always. Her legs gave a shake before she broke my hold and turned to face me. I stared down at her, not holding back my emotions.

What she did next froze me to the bone.

With her mouth on my jaw and neck, she gripped my wrist and moved it further between her legs up until my slickened finger was pressed against the rim of her puckered little hole. Flashes of red made me dizzy, but it was gone when her beautiful eyes reached mine. Everything was gone when she looked at me like she loved me.

"Mark me here with your touch. With your fingers." She demanded while looking at me with so much love. My control almost slipped and my breathing picked up drastically. I struggled to swallow my unease. A slight fear rose in me.

"I don't do… anal play." I struggled to get out. She pulled me tighter against her as I watched her. She was so wound up, despite the fire in her eyes. My jaw tightened as a burning pain filled my chest.

"Neither do I." She murmured lightly against my lips. I tried to understand.

"How can… Why?" I asked. She relaxed against me, calming my nerves. She hugged me tightly, almost tight enough so that I couldn't breathe. I inhaled her.

"Because I believe your touch can get rid of Cole's."

An emotion I never felt before jolted me as I pressed my face into her hair. My grip on the world was vanished, and I was completely grounded to Levy. The need for her intensified as every thought that wasn't about Levy disappeared.

"Oh, Levy." I breathed against her. She nestled into my chest, encompassing me with her warmth and glow. I just wanted her safe at this point.

"I am safe with you. That's how you make me feel." She murmured. For a second, I wondered if I voiced my thoughts, but I shrugged it off, not caring about it. Remembering where my hand was, I closed my eyes and flexed my finger, using my and her release as a lubricant. I was gentle as I rubbed over her anus. She jerked back, her cheeks red with desire. I tried to slow my erratic heartbeat.

"Gajeel?"

"Why me, Levy? You've seen me in my sleep… You know I'm fucked up… How can you still trust me with your body?" I couldn't keep my fear and conflict hidden. She saw straight to my soul.

"I love you."

I shuddered and closed my eyes. "Remember our safeword. If it is ever too much… Jesus, tell me and I'll stop."

The clock near us chimed and Levy gasped. "We've been gone for so long. Someone will come looking for us."

I looked down at her again, soaking in us. "Do you really care if someone comes in here while I'm pleasing my woman?"

"I don't care about anything when you're touching me. It doesn't matter." She admitted. Overwhelmed, I used my free hand to grip her hair, rooting her to me. She was breathless as I rubbed over her again, hesitant in pushing inside.

"Did… Did you ever enjoy anal play? By accident or with caution?"

"No." She replied, staring me down. My body heated up again, my dick hardening even without contact. Pure emotions had my body aching.

"And you still trust me enough to take you back to pained places." She didn't understand how much that shook me. How much that meant to me. To deliberately punish her with pleasure, just to break her free of her chains.

"You don't have to-"

"No, I do. You need this, and I'll give it to you because that is what we both need. All of your needs, I will handle." I convinced her and myself. My throat was tight as I forced myself to breathe.

A relief filled sigh escaped her as I gently massaged her rear. "Thank you, Gajeel. I want to be what you need, too."

Her hands moved to grip my biceps. Focusing was hard when she was touching me. I clenched my jaw. "Give me control. You know that's what I need in order to do this for you. I have to be careful with you."

"I know. I know." She chanted as her eyes closed under my touch. I pressed my mouth to her's, sliding my tongue past her parted lips to taste her. I coated my finger again and held her tight to me. She sagged into me when I pushed into her rear, pressing against the ring. She jerked her hips out, and I slid further into her. A pained moan escaped her.

"Are you okay?" I said, not moving a muscle. "Do you need me to stop?"

"Don't stop. Oh God, don't stop." She breathed. I flexed my finger nervously, and when her hips pushed out again, I knew she was enjoying this. My finger was burning, and she felt so soft to my touch.

"You are so snug and hot around my finger." I panted against her lips. "Are you in any pain?"

She shook her head, slightly rocking her hips between my hand and my cock. "No. More. I need more."

And I would give her more. I slid in all the way to my knuckle. She shivered against me. My heart thudding hard as she dug her nails into my arms.

"How's that feel, baby?" I needed to hear her talk, to tell me she was okay. To tell me that she was feeling good.

"So good, Gajeel. Everything you do to me feels so good." She moaned lowly. I pulled her hair, urging her head back so I could take her more in a fiery kiss. I struck a rhythm, gliding in and out slowly. She arched into me, making it easier to move my hand under her skirts. I couldn't help but slide my urgent mouth across her mouth, jaw, neck… everywhere. She rocked into me, completely lost in bliss.

"You're so perfect. So beautiful. I love making you feel good… Christ, I love watching you come from me. For me." I said as softly as I could manage. I was gaining control again.

"Gajeel." The way she said my name reminded of how I felt. The longing without her with me. Those days without her, they were the longest days of my life. "I need you."

"I know. I'm here. I feel you. You are going to come for me again. Your cunt is clenching for me. Put my cock in you." I demanded. Her heels gave her enough height to just barely reach where I needed her to be. I buckled my knees slightly to make it more comfortable for her. She gripped my erection with a shaky hand and guided me to the quivering lips of her sex. I pushed in only a few inches that wouldn't hurt us in our standing position. Her knees shook and I wrapped the hand I kept in her hair around her waist to support her. She pressed her face into my chest as I kept my other hand thrusting into her rear. Her hands kept her balanced on my waist.

"Goodness, Levy. Don't you know what you do to me?" I asked her as I flexed my hips. Her tight sex clenched me uncontrollably. I was going to come quickly, but I didn't care.

A sound coming from across the hall stalled me. Levy, completely encompassed by me, whimpered in protest.

"Quiet. Someone is coming." I whispered. Levy gripped me closer, nervous.

"I thought I saw Minerva come in." Had she? "What if she told-"

"Don't move. Your skirts hide everything." I said as I shook my head, letting my hair fall around my shoulders to hide her face further. I wanted so badly to thrust into her. Just a few thrusts and I would come inside of her. Come with her.

The door opened and I saw Rogue, of all people, peek his head in. He took in the scene in front of him. It looked like I was simply hugging my girlfriend, comforting her.

"Is everything okay in here?" He asked politely.

"Yes. What do you want?" I said in my normal, cold tone. Unable to resist the rush of excitement, I slowly pushed my finger into her rear as to not disrupt her skirts. Levy's breath hitched quietly. Her sex clenched as a result.

"Levy? Are you okay?" Rogue asked her directly.

Levy kept her face in my chest as she replied. "I'm great. We… were talking. About going out. For dinner." She stuttered. Rogue looked back to me, confusion evident in his eyes.

"We'd be out of here sooner if you left us to it. What do you need?"

"Mother wants you."

"Why?" I asked as I shifted on my feet, causing me to bump into Levy's clit. She came with a rush, and I felt my cock spurting, unloading, inside of her. I grunted as I felt her teeth sink into my pectoral. I nearly groaned at the painful pleasure of her teeth knocking against my nipple piercing. I didn't stop thrusting my finger inside of her rear as I struggled to focus on what Rogue was saying.

"She thought she saw you, and she wanted to speak to you before you leave."

"We'll be out in a minute." I dismissed him. He left quickly, no doubt going to tell Grandeeney I was indeed here. Writing it off, I lifted Levy onto the nearby desk. Covering her moaning mouth with my own, I pushed completely inside of her, feeling a second part of my orgasm hit me as I thrusted. I growling into her mouth, feeling the erotic effects of what we just did push me to come again. And she held me through it all, kissing, moaning, and grabbing me.


A/N: Yooooo! Part 2 is coming tomorrow! Just wait gang! PEACE!