Here's the next chapter, and guess who's still sick? 2 MONTHS guys. I've had this awful cough for 2 months. So I hope this is good.
The next morning, Ed was the first one up. He went to get out of bed, but Olivia's arms wrapped tighter around him. He settled back in and he felt her smile. "You up?" He whispered softly.
"Mm," she opened her eyes and looked at him. "Morning," she mumbled, kissing his chest then his lips. She broke the kiss and rested her head back on his chest. "I'm glad I have off today. I need sleep. It's been such an emotional few days, my body is just dragging."
He smirked he kissed her forehead. "You weren't dragging last night," he chuckled and saw her playful glare.
Olivia shook her head. "You drive me crazy, in the best way." She kissed him again. "And I love you."
Ed kissed her back and pulled her on top of him, running his hands down her back. "I love you, too."
She giggled and sat back on his hips, feeling his erection, she groaned and gently rocked her hips into his. "Mm, I see someone's feeling a little frisky this morning."
He pulled her back into a kiss. "I thought you were exhausted? You sure you're not too tired?"
Olivia grinned and sat back up. "For this?" She asked, guiding him into her, throwing her head back. "Mm, never too tired for this." She leaned down and kissed him, as she started to ride him. She moaned into the kiss, feeling his hands on her ass. She broke the kiss and groaned, sitting back up and resting her hands on his thighs as she moved, her back arched and her head fell back. "Fuck!"
Ed smirked and watched her, reaching forward and rubbing her clit as she moved. Her mouth fell open. "That's it baby." He moved his hands to her hips, holding them still as he thrust up into her hard and fast. "Shit, Liv." He ran his hands down her thighs. "You're so sexy," he looked up at her and pulled her forward by her hands, kissing her passionately.
She smiled and kissed him back, biting his lower lip as her hips continued to move into his. "I'm so close, don't stop," she whispered and felt his arms wrap around her. Their hips continued to move into each other until they both fell over the edge, Olivia muffling her scream by biting Ed's shoulder.
He groaned. "Goddamnit Liv," he whispered. "Who needs coffee when you have the sexiest woman alive on top of you."
Olivia blushed. "I love you," she kissed him softly. "Let's put on clothes and wait for Noah to get up. We need to talk to him about last night."
Ed caressed her face and kissed her cheek. "You got it beautiful."
She smiled and kissed him one more time and climbed off him and walked over to the dresser, pulling out something comfortable to put on to have this conversation with her son. Her little boy who was always an angel, had never even raised his voice to her. She felt Ed's eyes on her and she turned to face him. "See something you like?" She asked, starting to get dressed.
He smirked and got up, walking over to her. "Just the woman I love." He kissed her softly. "I look at you sometimes and wonder how the hell I got lucky enough for you to agree to date me, now you agreed to marry me…" he kissed her forehead. "That real proposal is still coming, I just want it to be perfect."
Olivia smiled and clasped her bra behind her back, then slipped her T-shirt over her head. "Ed, anything you do, however you propose, is going to be perfect. Because you are perfect."
Ed kissed her lips gently. "I want it to take your breath away."
She smiled. "You always take my breath away." She kissed him once more and pulled on her panties and a pair of shorts. "Get dressed, I'll make some coffee." She smiled and walked out of the room, going over to the Keurig in the kitchen and making a cup of coffee for herself, then one for him.
He walked out after a couple minutes and kissed the back of her head. "Coffee smells good." He whispered.
Olivia smiled and handed him his cup, holding her own mug in her hand. "Tastes even better."
Ed took his cup and took a sip, putting his mug down and wrapping her in his arms. "It'll be okay," he whispered. "With Noah."
She nodded and looked up at him with a smile. "I know," she kissed him gently and ran her free hand over his chest. She broke the kiss softly and smiled at him.
He kissed her forehead and felt her head on his chest. "Are you okay?"
Olivia smiled. "I'll be better once this conversation is over," she whispered. As if on cue, Noah came walking out of his room, rubbing his eyes. Olivia smiled and put her coffee mug down, walking over to him and picking him up. "Good morning, sweet boy," she whispered and kissed the side of his head, feeling him wrap his arms and legs around her.
Noah looked at his mother. "What's wrong, mommy?"
She smiled and took a deep breath. "We need to have a talk about what happened last night. You pushing me." She watched him hang his head. She carried him over to the couch and set him down next to her. "Talk to me Noah, what's going on?"
The young boy looked up at his mother. "I didn't want to go to bed."
Olivia nodded. "Okay, but you know we use our words, not our hands."
Noah shrugged. "These boys at school… the older boys, when they push people down they get what they want."
Her heart broke, she held him on her lap. "Do they push you?"
He shook his head. "No, but when I see them coming I move out of the way."
Olivia held him tight. "Noah, it's never okay to hit, or push, or kick, or hurt anyone, okay? Those boys… they get what they want by hurting people, and making other kids afraid. It's not a way to get what you want, okay? You never ever lay your hands on someone else."
Noah looked up at her. "Did I hurt you?"
She bit her bottom lip. "No, not… not physically. But you did hurt my feelings," she whispered and rubbed his back.
His face fell and he hung his head again. "I'm sorry mommy." He looked up at her.
Olivia ran her finger over his cheek. "I forgive you, but that doesn't mean what you did is okay."
Noah nodded, and seemed content for a moment, but then he slowly looked up at her, and his next question shattered her heart into pieces. "Do you still love me?"
She instantly wrapped her arms around him and closed her eyes, kissing the top of his head. "Of course I do," she whispered and pulled away, looking into his eyes. "Noah, I will always, always love you. No matter what, okay? There is nothing in this world that you could do that would make me stop loving you, even if I don't like your actions, even if I'm mad, I will always love you, I promise. And I will tell you every day as often as I can that I love you, even if you don't say it back."
He curled into her chest, much like he did when he was a toddler. "I love you mommy," he whispered.
Olivia kissed the top of his head. "I love you, too, Noah. So much." She rested her cheek on the top of his head and gently rocked him.
Ed walked over and sat next to the two of them. "How about I make breakfast?" He asked softly, massaging Olivia's shoulder.
She lifted her head and reached toward Ed with one hand, squeezing his thigh. "That sounds great," she whispered and leaned over and kissed him softly. She pulled Ed closer and rested her head on his shoulder. The two most important people in her life, her son, and her fiancé, were right there.
He kissed her head and rubbed Noah's back. "Let me get breakfast started." He got up and walked into the kitchen starting on pancakes, eggs, and bacon. He watched Olivia snuggling with Noah on the couch, holding him tightly.
After about a half an hour, Ed announced that breakfast was ready and Olivia and Noah walked over to the breakfast nook where Ed had served their plates. Olivia smiled. "This looks and smells incredible." She walked around the counter into the kitchen. "Thank you," she whispered and kissed his lips gently.
Ed kissed her back, then broke it, kissing her nose. "Go eat your breakfast," He whispered and saw her make eye contact and wink before she turned around and sat next to Noah at the breakfast nook and started eating her breakfast.
The family of three ate their breakfast with friendly banter, and once they finished, Olivia sent Noah to get ready for school. She walked into the kitchen and wrapped her arms around Ed. "You are such a good cook," she whispered, biting gently on his earlobe. "You take such good care of us." She felt his hands on her hips, heard him let out a breath. "We have the house to ourselves once Noah's at school, I plan on showing you not only how grateful I am for you, but how much I love you," she whispered and turned and walked away, walking into the bedroom to get dressed in jeans and a shirt that hugged her just right, but not in a way that was inappropriate for a school drop off. She walked back out to the kitchen, wrapping her arms around Ed from behind. "You are so sexy," she whispered in his ear.
He dried his hands and turned in her arms. "Holy shit, Liv," he whispered, looking over her body. "If we were alone—"
Olivia cut him off by kissing him. "I know," she whispered and ran her hands over his chest. She heard Noah run out of his room, proclaiming he was ready for school. "Hold that thought for just a half hour while I drop Noah off." She smiled and leaned in and whispered. "When I get home, I'm going to rock your world." She pulled back and bit her bottom lip. "I love you," she kissed his cheek and giggled, slipping into a pair of sneakers and helping Noah put his coat and backpack on, grabbing a zip up hoodie and sliding it on. "Let's go sweet boy."
Ed watched her move gracefully about and once they left he groaned, looking down at himself, taking a breath, realizing he had started getting hard. He smirked and shook his head. He knew Olivia would be back soon enough. He waited on the couch, and a half hour simultaneously felt like hours and seconds. Once he saw the door open, he sprang up and once she was inside he pressed her against the door, closing it in the process. "Welcome home," He whispered and kissed her passionately, pulling her hips closer to his.
She moaned and wrapped her arms around him, letting out a longer, lower moan as their hips ground together. She broke the kiss and moaned as he kissed down her neck. "Ed," she bit her bottom lip.
He smirked and gripped her ass, pulling her closer. "You're so sexy in these jeans," he playfully slapped her ass, "and this top," he ran his hands under the fabric, she shivered and moaned.
Olivia looked into his eyes, pushing him back, walking them both toward the couch, playfully pushing him down. She took her top off, revealing her black lace bra. She bit her bottom lip and squeezed her breasts. "Mm. Ed," she gasped and turned around, feeling his hands on her ass.
Ed pulled her down to sit in her lap. "These jeans," he whispered as he unbuttoned and unzipped them. "You are so sexy in them, but I need them off." He ran his hands over her back. "And this," He whispered, unhooking her bra, letting the straps fall from her shoulders.
She looked back at him as she started moving her hips over him. She grinned as he moaned. "Jeans off?" She stood up and pushed them down, along with her panties, still facing away from him. She felt him spank her lightly and she let out a moan. "Mm," he pulled her back down and she gasped, feeling his erection, covered by the taught fabric of his boxers. Her hips started moving again, her head falling back. "Oh," she turned and looked back at him. She stood up and turned around, getting on her knees. She pulled his boxers down, freeing his erection. "This, right now, is all about you. Tell me what you want."
He helped her stand up. "Turn around." She smiled and did as he requested. He pulled her back into his lap. He rubbed her clit, dipping his fingers inside her. "Fuck, baby."
Olivia groaned at the feeling of his fingers on her, in her. "Mm. Yes please," she looked back. "I need you, Ed." Her hips moved into his hand, needing the contact.
Ed moved his fingers and pushed inside of her, hearing her moan. "Oh, Liv," he held her hips as she moved them, riding him. He held her hips still and started thrusting up into her, moving harder and faster, feeling her walls start to contract around him. "Mm, you like that?"
Her moans were loud and she moved her hips with his. "Oh, yeah." She looked back at him. "Don't stop. Oooh." She groaned, feeling his fingers rub her clit again, her head falling back. "Right there, right there, yes!"
He groaned and started thrusting harder and faster. "Come on baby, I'm so close, I need you to come."
Olivia groaned and massaged her breasts. She felt his release inside her and that was it, she came hard, screaming his name. "Oh fuck, baby." She let her head fall back against his shoulder. "Mm." She relaxed, her hips still jerking with orgasm. Once she finished, she let out a breath and smiled, sated. "Wow." She giggled and turned slightly in his lap, kissing him passionately.
Ed ran his hand over her front. "God, you're so sexy." He saw her smile and kissed her neck. "And those jeans, Liv. God those jeans," he groaned.
She giggled. "I knew you'd like them. They do make my ass look amazing." She kissed him again and groaned.
He kissed her back. "Your ass always looks amazing." He smirked. "What we just did, that was amazing." He ran his hands over her legs. "It always is with you."
Olivia stood up, moaning softly at the feeling of him slipping out of her. She faced him and straddled him, resting her forehead on his. "You make it amazing. You make sure I'm satisfied, no matter what."
Ed tucked a piece of hair behind her ear. "I love you so much, Liv. I want nothing more than to make you happy and satisfy you and love you for the rest of our lives."
She smiled and nuzzled into his neck. "Good thing we're getting married then, huh?" She giggled and the two of them stood up, collected their clothes and moved into the bedroom.
He went to his nightstand drawer. "I uh… I can't wait any longer to give you this. I want this ring on your finger. You were right, no matter how I do this it'll be perfect. So, Olivia Margaret Benson," he got down on one knee. "I love you immensely. Make me the happiest man alive, be my wife."
Olivia gasped, she had already accepted his proposal once, but this ring was breathtaking. "Ed," she inhaled and nodded. "Yes. Yes," he slipped the ring on her nimble, shaking finger. "Oh, Ed," she looked at him and kissed him passionately. She looked down at the antique teal apatite diamond ring, a custom halo setting in white gold. "This is beautiful."
Ed kissed her gently. "Not nearly as beautiful as you."
She smiled and hugged him tightly. "I love you, Ed. So much."
He held her tightly. "I love you, too, Olivia." He closed his eyes and smiled. "This doesn't feel real. I'm marrying Olivia Benson."
Olivia smiled. "Oh, it's real," she wrapped her arms around him. "As real as this," she whispered, kissing him again. She felt him kiss back and she smiled and let out a moan, when she heard a knock on the door. She broke the kiss and groaned. "Damn it," she whispered and took her robe and threw it on, rushing to the door, expecting it to be one of her neighbors, and opening it. "Wh—-What are you doing here?"
Elliot Stabler looked at her with a smile. "Nice to see you too," he moved to hug her but she pushed him away. "Come on, Liv."
She shook her head. "No, no come on, no hug what the hell are you doing here?"
He let out a breath. "I wanted to talk. I— I finally divorced Kathy. It's over."
Olivia looked at him. "Okay, congratulations?" She asked and crossed her arms. "What do you want?"
Elliot shook his head, a tight smile on his face. "You're not making this easy on me are you? Look, Liv, I love you. And now with Kathy out of the picture we can be together."
She scoffed and shook her head. "You bastard," she moved hand hand with the ring on it through her hair. "You expected me to what, wait for you?" She shook her head. "I waited twelve years for you to tell me you loved me and that you wanted to be with me. That you were going to leave Kathy and… and then you left. I haven't heard from you in what 8 years? You really expected me to be sitting around waiting for you?" She shook her head. "You're too late, Elliot."
He listened to her. "I just assumed—" he saw the ring on her hand. He took her hand in his before she angrily ripped it away from him. "You're engaged." He said, a statement, more than a question. "Who?"
Olivia shook her head. "You don't get to do this. Not anymore." She heard Ed call for her. "Everything's okay, baby, I'll be back in a minute." She looked at Elliot. "Go."
Elliot recognized the voice and he furrowed his brow. "Tucker? Ed Tucker? Rat? That's your fiancé?"
She took a deep breath. "Baby, can you come in here please? With something on, preferably." She looked at Elliot. "He's given me the world, Elliot—"
"He arrested you."
"He was doing his job. He's given me the world. The whole world, and the moon." Olivia smiled. "He left IAB, then he retired. He wasn't afraid to put me first. Even when I couldn't, even when I can't, even when I have to put my son first." She felt Ed's arm around her, protectively.
Ed looked at their visitor. "Stabler." He gave a curt nod, he looked down at Olivia. "You okay?" He whispered in her ear.
She smiled and nodded, giving him a small chaste kiss on the lips. "Elliot, after you left I waited six months for you, for you to come back and confess your love for me. Then I couldn't wait anymore. I moved on, and so should you."
Elliot looked at her. "Moved on? To Tucker? He's using you."
Ed moved to say something but Olivia cut him off. "He loves me Elliot. He's not the one using me here." She took a deep breath. "You don't get to walk in here after not talking to me for the better part of a decade and expect me to fall all over you. I know better, never get into a relationship with someone who cheated with you. They'll cheat on you."
Elliot looked between her and Ed. "You really don't have an issue talking about your past sex life with him?"
Olivia shrugged. "He already knows. He knows everything about me."
"No, I know everything about you."
She shook her head. "No, no you don't. There were things I didn't tell you because it wasn't your business, as much as you tried to make it your business. And it's been years, a lot has happened. Ed's been there through it all." She looked at Ed and smiled.
Elliot looked at them. "You guys are serious?"
Ed looked over. "Look, you had your shot, you never took a relationship with Olivia seriously. You slept with her, but you never wanted more than that. Or else… you'd have done something about it."
Olivia looked at Elliot. "I waited, Elliot, I did, but then the thoughts that I wasn't enough for anyone started to creep in. Then, David Haden came along, showed me what it was to matter to someone, until he got a job offer I pushed him to take, because I didn't want him resenting me. Then Cassidy, until he didn't want kids, and that's all I've ever wanted. And then I adopted my son, and Ed came along… he loves us both. So much so that when I pushed him away he respected that, and when I needed him, needed his comfort, because I couldn't do it on my own anymore, he was there. Anytime I call he always answers." She smiled. "Elliot, I loved you, for a long time. And I waited, I waited like a lovesick puppy dog, and I felt terrible about myself. Ed, Ed loves me. Scars and all."
Ed looked down at her and kissed her temple. "I love you," he whispered.
Olivia looked back at him and smiled, then at Elliot. "Take care of yourself, Elliot." She nodded as he turned to walk away. She closed and locked the door and she turned in Ed's arms. "That was unexpected."
Ed chuckled. "You handled that better than I would have." He said honestly. "If I were you, I'd probably have slapped him."
She laughed and shrugged. "A couple years ago, I probably would have. But I just got done talking to my son about how we use our words, not our hands." She kissed him softly. "I always imagined what it would be like when I saw him again. At first he'd sweep me off my feet, then as time passed, I always figured I'd slap him." She chuckled. "But then as I moved past that anger, I knew I wouldn't. Not unless he tried to kiss me or something." She looked at him. "You were civil," she chuckled. "Even talking about me sleeping with him, you didn't raise your voice, didn't call him names."
He smiled. "Well, I'm not that cranky IAB cop anymore. Plus, it doesn't bother me. We've both had partners in our past. What matters to me isn't that he's seen you naked, that you two slept together, what matters to me is that I get to fall asleep with you every night, wake up with you every morning, for the rest of our lives."
Olivia smiled and sidled up to him. "And the sex?" She asked, untying the belt of her robe, letting it fall open.
Ed groaned. "Oh, that's a definite plus," he kissed her passionately.
She moaned and broke the kiss. "For what it's worth, you are be best lover I've ever had. You're the only one I haven't faked it with."
He groaned and picked her up carrying her back into the bedroom. Pushing her against the wall, hearing her moan. "I'm so glad I'm the only one who gets to hear that moan now."
Olivia smirked. "Now, and for the rest of our lives."
A/N: so, there's the ring, the Elliot scene was inspired by this tweet going around that the "real" fans want Olivia Elliot together in the end, this would be how I would want him to come back, if he comes back at all. And guess what, if you don't want Olivia and Elliot together, you're still a real fan. Anyway, leave me a review, here or on Twitter (couricshargitay).
