My parent had to leave on a convention but they understood that working the Crash down on my own would be a little to much right now so they gave me the week off also and had Mary run the place whilst we where gone. I had promised to stay with Ava and be safe but it was also the day Maria decided she was going to confront me about her
I was pulled into my mothers arms and she kissed my head
"we will see you soon, honey be safe" she whispered
"mom I will be ok, I am going to stay with Ava so that I am not on my own" I smiled sadly at her, if only she knew what I would really be doing
I kissed dad as they headed out the door I waved them off, and once they were out of sight I ran upstairs to pack. Throwing everything I would need for the next week into a duffel bag I jumped over my bed to grab my phone when I heard the smash of glass I turned to see a photo frame face down on the ground glass scattered around it
I bent down to look at the people smiling back up at me, Alex ..
He looked so full of life and a careless smile played on his lips, he had one arm wrapped around me and I was laughing looking so young and free ….. so different to know
I felt the tears run down my face slipping from it to the photo in my hands, I ran my fingers over his face and smiled sadly
"I will see you again one day, I love you" I whispered and slipped the photo from the broken frame and into my bag, I grabbed my phone and headed out the door just as I was about to lock the back door I felt someone behind me and span round to face them, I was so glad I had held my force field back as it was no other then Maria who stood before me
"Liz" she whispered
"I don't have time for this" I snapped and continued to lock the door
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU" she screamed at me causing me to flinch she had never raised her voice to me, more proof of how things had changed
"there is nothing wrong with me" I muttered and tried to push passed her but she grabbed my arm
"I just lost my best friend and you can't even spare a few minutes to talk to me" she snapped
"Maria I lost Alex, and you to them and you didn't think of me then did you... no because you think everything revolves around you"
"I .." she started but was cut off by my voice
"you don't even know what's going on with me, do not act like we are still friends you choose them over me and that's the way it will stay, go back to Michael he is more important then me" I sneered and walked off throwing my bag into Ava's car and setting off.
I was extremely pissed off as I drove and it continued to build until I got to Ava's where as soon as I stood out the car I screamed and blow up everything around me
That was 4 days ago and I hadn't been back into town since, Ava and I had been training we learned that I could tap into her mind when she was under my shield and I could connect with her making my shield stronger.
We stood out in the desert as she screamed at me to push myself but I couldn't I was weak and tired but she pushed and pushed until I snapped and throw her from me with my shield but whilst I watched her body fly through the air my fear for her sank in and I found myself throwing my shield out towards her catching her as she fell and slow her fall but I did not realise how much it would hurt me, it was like she had fell onto me and pinned me to the ground, I felt my body falling but there was nothing I could do then there was pain and darkness.
"Liz" Ava's voice pulling me to wake up
"Ava" I muttered, I heard her sigh of relief
"you need to cut back on the burgers" I tried to laugh but it hurt but her hand slapping at my head hurt worse
"woman, you can not hit me when I just suffered a head injury" I laughed as she helped me from the ground
"I think that's time for today you need to rest, come on I will make tea" she smiled letting me lean on her as we headed back.
She handed me a cup and a plate with a sandwich on it
"eat, it will help you heal" she smiled sitting down beside me
"how are you feeling Ava ?" I smiled in-between bites
"am ok, just missing Zan like always" she looked down lost in her thoughts and I almost slipped and told her what I had promised I wouldn't until the time was right
"things will get better Ava, I can feel it" I smiled softly and was satisfied when I saw her smile back
"any news from Kivar ?" she whispered as if there was anyone to hear us out here
"not yet I got I text from him, telling me he missed me and would be with me soon"
"that's so sweet" she gushed
"I don't know" I turned to face her "I don't know how I am meant to feel about all this" I sighed my head falling into my hands
"Well it is clear he loves you, how do you feel about him ?"
"I miss him, and I think about him constantly" I smirked but then again feeling confused why am I feeling this way
"why don't you tell him how you feel and talk about it ?" she stood to leave "I am going to have a bath, let you think about it" she smiled to herself as she walked off
Maybe I should talk to him, its been a few days since he text me last, he said he would be coming to see me soon maybe it would be best to talk to him about this first, I pulled out my phone and sat starring at the compose screen
what the hell do I say, hey how you doing ? … to formal
what you up to ? … no to friend like
Where are you ? ….. Stalker
I love you …. I don't know if it true so I shouldn't say it
I felt my fingers moving before I even thought about what I was saying, send!
I miss you
Liz
I sat and waited for his reply but nothing came, 5 minutes sat watching the screen, 10 minutes pretending not to see my screen, 5 minutes being worried why he did not reply
"hey what's got you so sad ?" Ava's voice scared me and I spun round to face her
"I text him telling him I missed him and I got no reply"
She headed to pour herself some water and stood at the foot of the sofa looking down on me
"give him time, he may be busy"
there was a knock at the door and we both froze, no one knew we were here
Who the fuck could that be, its not possible for someone to just stumble across us here they had to be looking for us
Ava turned to face me
'Wait here' she mouthed to me, I watched her face shimmer letting me know she was changing her appearance but it didn't work on me
They knocked again
'Hide' she mouthed then walked slowly towards the door
I stayed glued to the sofa hidden from view of the door, I listened as she opened the old door and came face to face with our guest
What I did not expect was the sound of smashing glass, and I got scared I jumped up and ran to her side my hand out and my shield protecting us both, I noticed the glass at her feet she had dropped her water, my gaze found her eyes and she looked confused and worried, her eyes locked at the person at the door I followed her line of sight and my eyes landed on the most beautiful man I had ever seen, his eyes where on me not Ava, his dark eyes bore into mine and a extremely flirtatious smirk played on his lips
I knew this man, I finally realised I had been waiting for this man
"I missed you also my Love"
So They are finally going to meet face to face (well her face to his real face)
so with things moving, how do you guys like the introduction that Zan is alive
The Roswell Aliens are soon to meet our Ava and new comer Kivar, sparks are going to fly
Fantasygirl
xoxo
