He's so warm, and he tastes like cinnamon and sugar and chocolate…

Don't want to stop, but I need air.

Heh-Heh- Heh- "Alec, are you all right?" I held up one finger- I needed a minute to breathe. He grinned, "First time?"

"K-Kissing someone? Y-Yeah." My first kiss, and I am stuttering constantly- it's just that I am out of breath.

"More?" Mmm…

"Uh, huh?" Just kiss him already!

"Hmm…" And now he's kissing my neck- and it, it feels so….

"Uh…. Magnussss…." …..can't think….

"Little hot under the collar there, Alec?"

"Um…w-w—what am I supposed to do to cover that up?" Izzy will totally notice…

"Weeelll…. (oh…my…) You could do several things: one- show it off, and let everyone know. (Ack!), Two, you could violate the laws of fashion even further, and wear a turtleneck, or three, you could add a bit of color to your wardrobe- and wear a scarf." Color, me? What? And now he's touching my neck… and "Ooohhhh…"

He was caressing my neck- and rainbow? It's really soft, though.

"A little bit of color really makes those baby blue eyes shine, luv…" His eyes are sparkling, like the bubbles in champagne…

"It's nice."

"Because it will remind you of me?" *Blush*

"Because it's warm." Yum, it's so soft…

SLAM! And here comes Izzy…

"Alec! I have been looking for you everywhere! All over this entire building!" Izzy's presence filled the room- and she looked mad… Then she looked past me, eyes honed in on Magnus. Then she stuck out her hand, and opened her mouth… Please keep it professional…

"Isabelle, Isabelle Lightwood. I'm Alec's sister and I work with Jace. I am in charge of advertizing Alec's music, as well as being his and Jace's sister. " Thank God and all the angels…

"I'm Magnus, Magnus Bane. Alec and I have gotten to be good friends, since we're right down the hall for one another." ? He knows that I am still in the closet?

She raised a surprised eyebrow at me as if to say, "Friends, Really? I was hoping for more than that from you…"

"Um… Um… I-I-Izzy… This is Magnus, Magnus- t-this is my sister. " Way to be a stuttering idiot…

"Alec, I already am aware of that."

"Oh." Please let Izzy not notice the mark Magnus gave me…

"Magnus, may I borrow Alec for just a teeny weeny minute? I promise I will give him back to you when I'm done." Uh-oh… She knows…

"Just so long as you give him back." He's winking at me again!

"HEY! I am a person, not a book or a hairbrush or something!" Classy, Alec, real adult..

"Alec, COME! *Smiles Simperingly* Sorry Magnus." Aargh! No!

She pulled me outside. This was going to be the worst conversation of my life.

"Alec, I know who that is. Where and how the hell did you meet him?"

"He wandered into my studio while I was working." Well, it is true..

"Hmph… so… how far have you two gone? First base, second- Alec, you haven't gone past third base, have you?" What!

"N-nnn-nn-no. I haven't done any of those things, and you shouldn't either." *Blush*

"Hmph. Really, Alec? You're eighteen- almost nineteen. You're legal, and you like him. I can tell. " She leaned forward and whispered to me, "Maybe if you got laid, you would be a bit less uptight."

"Izzy, you shouldn't be getting any either. You've just turned eighteen. What is wrong with you?," I croaked in a cracked hoarse whisper.

"Um…"

"Alec, is that a…?" Crap! The scarf must have slipped!

"How did you…. Know that?"

"Alec, stop being such a little virgin. Everyone knows that wearing a scarf is the oldest way to cover up a hickey." Not me…

"Um…"

"Alec, you need this. You need someone like him in your life. You need to have fun, and not let Jace trample all over you. You are so far in the closet that you can't even see the door!" And it will stay closed Izzy! I can not have Maryse and Robert find out! The whole family is a bunch of Italian Roman Catholics! Me being gay and getting layed would be the shame of the family!

"Izzy, I will be fine! Things are going a bit fast for me, but I will be fine." I have to learn how to deal with this…

"Alec, I don't think Magnus just wants to be friends. Come on, back to your studio. Tonight we have a meeting with some marketing and artwork people for this next album and I want to make sure that we are all on the same page." Great, more people who will think I am the world's only mute singer…

I knew that I was not going to get out of this. I saw Magnus waving goodbye, as I listened to Izzy babble about my grey and blue suit and how I should talk to people. This was going to be a long night.