So hey everyone, there is something that bothers me and I want to say it. Bullying. It happends everywhere, in every city, in every continent and every place you could think of in the world. People get teased and bullied because they are different of the others, or they are just easy to get. So many people do it, and it breaks so many people. Some of you don't even realise how bad it can hurt them. Boys get bullied, and girls too. They say you're to ugly, too fat, too skinny, to long, to short, they hate your glasses. They think your acne is digusting. People are different. And believe me, everyone is different. So what gives you the right to take someones life with bullying. Ive been bullied for 6 years. They called me ugly, they hated my glasses, I was too short, I was fat. My glasses were ugly. I was weird. I would never get a boyfriend. I wasn't worth to live. I should die. The things they told me broke me forever. And believe me when I say forever because that is what bullying does. It breaks you, and after that. Sure you can smile, you can be happy again. But the words will never leave your thoughts. I don't believe I'm beautiful because of them. Half of my life being scared of being hurt. Ive been trough alot. My stepdad was addicted to heroine. I felt lonly, my friends left me, I got bullied. Then... I got cancer, And I was told that there was 50% chance that I would die in 1 year. People stopped bullying me for the most of the time, sometimes they still do but what I want to say is that when there was a big chance I could die people stopped. And remember, when the person you bully is dead it is too late. When dead gets in the picture people it is too LATE! And when you started bullying that someone it was too late already, because you broke him/her, in little parts. Even if you only broke a part. It will never heal fully. And it makes me sick to know that people around the whole world get bullied, and hurt, and abused. And it makes me cry by the thought that I can't do anything about it. If I could I would come to all of you who get bullied an give you a hug, saying that you must fight your way trough it all. And I want to punch every single bully for every hurtfull word they said. Words CAN hurt as much as an actual punch or slap. I love everyone here and I want to say that you will survive this. Even if it isn't bullying, if you are depressed or sad or you don't know where to live for. You may be broken or not but you are strong enough to let everyone know what you can do without that people, you don't need them.

And here is the chapter people! Sorry I just needed so say those things, people need to know.

Chapter 7 Mad


When my mom was upstairs I walked back to my room. I didn't want to talk to Austin. Maybe I had a crush on him but he couldn't treat my mom that way. I layed down in my bed thinking about what to do tommorow. I closed my eyes and soon I fell asleep.

I opened my eyes and looked at the clock. The sun was shining bright and I desided to ignore Austin. I didn't like the crap from yesterday. When I walked downstairs I didn't see my mom. I only saw Austin sitting on a chair looking at me. I turned my back to him and started watching t.v. Acting like he didn't exist. But the truth was, I was thinking about him non stop.

He walked over to me and kneeled in front of me so I was looking directicly at his beautiful face.

"what is up with you? Don't I get an hello?" he asked. I didn't awnser and just glared at him and then looked at the t.v.

"Serious whats up?!" he asked frustrated.

I sighted and looked at him pissed of. He leaned in on me so that our noses touched.

"Still ignoring me now huh?" he whispered leaning in farther. You don't know how mutch I wanted him to kiss me. But I couldn't. I pushed him off and continued watching t.v. Not giving a fuck if I hurt his feelings. He stood up from the ground and looked at me confused.

"Did you thought I was going to kiss you? I wont do such a thing to your mom. I love her" he stated nervous. Yeah sure moon, like I believe that.

"Didn't seem like it yesterday" I said annoyed. o shit, I forget I was supposed to ignore him.

"HA! You talked!" he yelled at me. I sighted and grabbed my phone so I wouldn't have to face him, scrolling trough some tweets.

"Stop ignoring me, its annoying me as hell! And I just... felt sick yesterday. Yeah that" he couldn't lie at all. Was I supposed to believe that crap?

"Just look at me... Please..." he begged making me look up at his eyes, not sure what to do next.

Austin POV (short one)

"Let me make it up to your mom Ally, I can prove you that I love her and don't want to hurt her. I care" I said. I really did care but I didn't want Ally to be mad at me so I should make it up to her mom, otherwise Ally will hate me forever. I know it is wrong. But I am losing my feelings for Penny, and I couldn't help but feeling myself slowly falling for her daughter.

Ally Pov (Back to the normal one)

"Ok" I nodded shortly. "I just don't want you to hurt my mom ok, because I care too." I said. He nodded and the silent went back. He sat next to me watching t.v with me. Looking straight at the t.v. Did I make the right choice? I did this for my mom, I remember myself. For my mom. I couldn't hurt her.

So this was the chapter. Tommorow long chapter :)

question: Do you want Ally and Austin to kiss and penny sees them or do you want Ally and Austin to kiss in private without Penny seeing it. Your choice ;)