Reposted and Reformatted
A/N OK so I could not just pass by Seattle I hope you like this! Next up the Christmas Party WooHoo!
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BPOV
I had made my way back to my room undetected and actually slept pretty good. Apparently a good orgasm wears you out. One more day until Edward would leave for 4 and I was dreading it. Today would be odd Charlie was off Emmett was home Rose was here and Edward was near. I felt like a fish out of water. On any other Sunday I would sit in the living room with the guys and watch the game but I couldn't sit in there so close to Edward I was sure my dad would be able hear or read my thoughts and they were running wild of all the things I wanted to do to him or have him do to me. Things I didn't even know I would ever think about. Rose was glued to the TV watching the game with Emmett it was obvious she was into the game and not just my brother I am sure this confused Emmett. I spent the better part of the day in my room. I came down for lunch and dinner and other than that I kept to myself. I hated to do it especially since Edward would be leaving. After dinner I went back up to my room and laid out on my bed. I picked up my phone when it dinged sure it was Alice.
Hey you are you upset with me? - E
I'm sorry no I am not upset with you at all – B
Why have you been avoiding me? – E
Not avoiding u I can't think straight when I am near you and I am sure my dad can tell – B
Think straight? How? - E
My mind is running wild thinking about u – B
Do tell – E
Oh dear lord was he really asking me to tell him what I had been thinking about all day. Isn't this the kind of texting they say never to do on Dateline? I mean I have never thought these things let alone told anyone about them. I sat still starring at my phone my fingers frozen not able to move.
Bella you there? – E
Yup just thinking – B
About? – E
Umm last night – B
What about last night? – E
How much I didn't want it to be just my hands touching you – B
I hit send and held my breath would he die of laughter would I hear him chuckle all the way from up here? I could feel my face heating up. I wasn't quite sure what it was that I wanted to touch him with but I had a few ideas and I sure wasn't going to just blurt it out!
Ding
Mmmm my thoughts exactly – E
Ahh turn the tables Bella get him to tell you. He is more experienced than you. I thought.
Do tell – B
Honestly? – E
No lie! LOL – B
HONESTLY I wanted to lift you up and let sink down around me – E
Did I freak you out? – E
Ummm NO! I wanted you to – B
God Bella you can't say shit like that – E
Why it's true – B
I know but we are taking this slow remember. – E
You weren't so slow last night ; ) – B
Goodnight Isabella – E
Don't be a spoiled sport! Goodnight Edward – B
Sweat Dreams – E
U 2 – B
I turned off my phone and my light and fell asleep almost before my head hit the pillow. I was so tired from the weekend it had been exhilarating and frightening all at once. I was feeling things for Edward I didn't know how to explain. I was bolder I was braver and I was more hormonal than ever. Don't get me wrong Jacob and I had fooled around before we actually had sex. I had given him a hand job and he had tried to do the same for me but I was tense and it just felt awkward so it never really gave me the same OMG that he got. I think he thought it did or he didn't care. I mean when we actually had sex I didn't even get my shirt all the way off it was hurried like most of our encounters. He seemed to be getting it all out of the way. There was no care in it no tenderness like I thought there would be after all I thought that I loved him and isn't that what love was supposed to be like?
So all of this with Edward over the last two days has been foreign to me. First I could barely take my hands off of him. I wanted to do after two days what it took me over a year to agree to do with Jacob. I had been more free with Edward than I had ever been with Jacob. Edward had seen me fully exposed fully naked in front of him he was the only man who had seen that. I had seen him in the same way last night the only man I had ever seen that way. I had no idea what was happening between us but I was terrified it would be over either next week while he was gone or when he went back with Emmett to school in January. I lay there enjoying the most peaceful sleep I had had in a long time.
EPOV
I laid on my bed thinking about all that had happened in the last two days I had fallen fully for a young women who was amazing even at her age she seemed far beyond her years. It seemed to be going better than it could have gone with Emmett he didn't kick me out that had to mean something right and he only punched me once. I would be gone before she got up for school in the morning my first interview was tomorrow late morning. I decided I would talk to Jasper kind of unload on him. He was a good listener and I figured his sister had filled him in already they told each other everything. I could talk to him tomorrow night when he got home. He and Rose both still lived in the dorms and since they close over the break and Emmett and I were going to be gone we offered to have them stay at our place since they both had jobs and would need to stay in Seattle over the break. I tossed and turned I couldn't fall asleep I wouldn't have a chance to say good bye to her. God I know it is only 4 days and I am being a pansy ass but I knew I was going to miss her. I pulled myself out of bed to go use the bathroom the house was dark and silent. I came back into the hall from the bathroom and made my way to her door I was sure it would be locked and I couldn't knock it might wake Emmett who was just next door. I decided I would try the handle and if it was locked I would go back to bed.
I turned the knob and the door opened. I stepped in slowly and closed it behind me I locked it and turned to see Bella tangled up in her blankets. She must travel in her sleep I thought. I walked closer and smirked as I saw that she was wearing one of my T-shirts she must have gone in and snagged it at some point today figuring no one would ever see her in it. I liked the way she looked in my shirt I could get used to this sight. I leaned down to her running my hand up her bare thigh that was exposed.
"Isabella I came to get my T-Shirt back."
I whispered. She stirred but didn't wake. I continued with my hand until it was under the hem of the shirt. I felt like a 15 year old at summer camp trying to cop a feel. I am sure I had a goofy grin on my face because she made me feel that way.
"Bella can I have my shirt back?"
I could see her mouth turn up into a grin she was awake but keeping her eyes closed still. She rolled to her back and raised her arms over her head very obviously inviting me to remove it for her. I did and revealed her milky soft breasts. I captured one in my mouth and dipped my hand to her center. I went straight to working on her I wanted to bring her to orgasm once more before I left remind her of what I could do. I sucked harder on her breast and slipped two fingers into her center and pumped fast.
"Mmmm Edward harder"
Fuck me did she really just say that? My dick twitched and I swear if she said another word I would lose it right into my pants. I did as she asked it didn't take long before I felt her walls tightening around my fingers and she arched her back pushing her delicious breasts further into my face.
"Unnnnn Edward OH God O O O O O UGH!" She was whispering her moans.
She collapsed and sunk into the bed while her body still jerked and jumped while it was recovering from her climax. I dipped my head down to her ear.
"Sleep tight beautiful I will miss you see you in a few days."
I kissed her on the neck and returned to my room. I so wanted to spread her legs apart and plunge into her but I knew there would be time for that and our pace seemed sufficient for both of us I didn't need to have her like that right now I could wait until the time was right.
BPOV
HOLY HELL What the fuck was that he was here and then he was gone just as fast. I was once again spent having been rocked by another orgasm that I had not seen coming at all. I fell asleep again quickly only this time I had dreams of Edward taking me on his bed back in Seattle I didn't know what it looked like but I am sure it was better than mine. I woke up and knew he would be gone and I would go to school. I had three days of school before we would be out on break so at least I would have something to occupy my mind during the day any way.
"Hey Bella can I give you a ride to school?" Emmett greeted as I came into the kitchen.
"Thanks Emmett but I can drive the beast." I began to peal my banana.
"Bella I kind of hoped we could talk." He looked tired and worried.
I looked over to Rose and she nodded that I should take him up on it so I conceded and just walked to his car. I waited for him to come out and he did running while trying to put on his jacket. He opened my door and shut it for me.
"So what did you want to talk about Emmett? Did you want to apologize for punching your best friend? How about acting like a big ape or maybe for just being an all around ass hole?" I was being bitchy but I didn't really care.
"Actually I wanted to ask you to please just stop this whole Edward thing before you get hurt." He sounded dead serious.
"Emmett I tell you what you stop your whole thing with Rose and I will stop talking to Edward." I snapped.
"Bella it's not the same thing he is older he is more experienced Bella I don't want him to fuck you and then leave you like a used piece of meat!" His words stung he knew Edward better than I did. Was that what he normally did with girls? However I could not let him see that I was worried.
"Emmett how do you know I won't fuck him and leave him like a used piece of meat?"
"ISABELLA!" He nearly ran off the road.
"Don't Isabella me I like him Emmett I like him more than I have ever liked anyone. He makes me feel well he makes me…Emmett I can't explain it but it just feels right. I have basically told him that I want him to jump my bones and have his way with me and Emmett he won't do it. He is being a gentleman he is taking his time he told me he would not take what was not his to have. He wants to see where this whole thing takes us before we jump into anything physical." Seeing him wince at my words I knew it was best he didn't know all the details.
"Bella I just don't want you to get hurt. He is my best friend but I will kill him if he were to hurt you. I love you Bella and I can't watch you go through the kind of loss that you will go through if you and Edward don't work."
"Emmett I love you too and I love you for caring so much. You are my big brother and one of my very best friends and I want your blessing we need it. Besides Dad will never go for it if you are against it." I was pleading now but I didn't care if he was going to agree to let up a bit.
"Alright Bella I will keep quiet for now I will be kind and try to make things as normal as can be but the first sign of trouble and I am all over his shit like white on rice." His tone was flat and I could tell he was forcing it.
I smiled it was not an all in but he wasn't forbidding it and he was going to try and see each of us in a new way. I knew the first real test of this would be the party on Saturday. I arrived at school and once again had to fill Alice in on Edward's late night visit to my room. I told her how much I missed him already and I couldn't wait for Saturday.
"Alice the party is going to be so fun! I get to spend the evening with Edward kind of like a real couple I mean I don't know if he is ready for a public showing but my dad won't be there and Emmett won't kill him now." I was rambling this was so not me.
"What are you going to wear Bella?" I heard the question and I would have normally rolled my eyes at Alice. The party however was going to be a big deal and I needed Edward to see me as a women not remind him of my age.
"OH God I have no idea I don't have anything that will due. It has to be perfect! Do you have something you could let me barrow." I am sure my eyes were bugging out of my head.
"No but I do have an idea." There was a twinkle in her eyes.
She looked at me with a little evil pixi grin and began to inform me of her evil plan. More like her fucking genius of a plan! I love Alice for this very reason! Alice decided we needed a shopping trip to Seattle after school on Wednesday and we could stay with her Aunt and Uncle and come home on Thursday. Odd thing is she didn't have an aunt or uncle that lived in Seattle but who would know. I was told to phone Edward and tell him we would be staying with him. The one true thing was that we would go shopping. I let Charlie know she informed her parents that she was going to Seattle to shop for our dresses and we were staying with one of Emmett's friends so we wouldn't have to drive back in the dark innocent enough right?
"Hey Edward!"
"Bella?" He sounded a bit confused.
"Yesssss I have a question. Would you mind if Alice and I crashed at your place on Wednesday night after we shop for dresses for the party on Saturday?"
"What does Emmett think?"
"What Emmett doesn't know won't hurt him."
"Bella Jasper is staying here so if this is going to be a secret I am going to have to get his buy in so he doesn't tell Rose who would tell Emmett possibly." He sounded less than sure.
"Jasper is staying there OH MY GOD that is perfect I wanted to introduce him to Alice any way this is great!" I sounded like a giddy idiot.
"Alright don't get too excited I will talk to Jazz." He was chuckling at me.
He called back to tell me we were all set. He also told me he didn't feel quite right about going behind Emmett's back but that he would live with it if he got to see me. The rest of the week went well at school Jacob was not at school he missed the last two days claiming he was sick I was sure he was just skipping out. Alice and I would leave right from school and head to Seattle. I hardly slept the night before I was so excited. I left the beast at her house and we took her bright yellow Mini Cooper it fit her perfectly being the tiny pixi she was. We pulled into town late afternoon and immediately started shopping I had to find just the right dress I wanted Edward to be drooling. We shopped and shopped and shopped and got dresses shoes hand bags and even some nice lingerie to put on underneath. I got an extra night gown to wear tonight after all I wanted to look nice for Edward. I wasn't counting my chickens after all he could insist that Alice and I sleep in Emmett's room. We stopped and got pizza for all of us and pulled up to the house. I texted Edward to let him know we were there and he came out to help us with our stuff.
"Hello ladies did you have a good day of shopping?"
He looked over the several bags and saw that it was obvious we had. He smiled and took all the heavy things and started for the house. As he got to the porch a tall slim well built blond man came out of the house to give Edward a hand.
"OH MY GOD Bell who the hell is that?"
Alice stood there with her mouth hanging open. I giggled I couldn't really blame her he was good looking not my type but handsome. I also had neglected to tell Alice there would be a fourth for dinner.
"That my dear Alice is Jasssssssspur!" I added the drawn out name laughing as we reached the porch.
"You mean that Jasper? You didn't tell me he looked like that!" She was speechless and that is saying something about Mary Alice Brandon.
The boys came back out to help with our bags and I stopped them.
"Jasper this is my best friend Alice. Alice this is Rosalie's twin brother Jasper."
"It's very nice to meet you Alice. Why don't you ladies come in the house it's fucking freezing out here." His deep voice floated in the air and you could almost see the puddle Alice was melting into.
"It's very nice to meet you too Jasper. It is freezing your right!"
She started to shiver not for real but she had turned the flirt on. They were gawking at each other so much that I had not had the time to introduce her to Edward. We all got into the house and sat down for some pizza and a movie. I sat on the couch laying between Edwards legs with my head on his chest. He had his arms wrapped around me and he was nuzzling his nose in my neck.
"Edward you are not watching the movie." I whispered.
"I know" He almost moaned into my neck.
I looked over at Alice she was sitting on the love seat that I had purposely left for her to sit on. The movie was half over and at some point she had moved her legs so they were draped over Jaspers lap. He had placed his hand on her knee and they kept steeling glances at each other. I knew they would hit t off. He was just her type and he seemed so nice well what I remembered. Emmett knew him better than I did and he was pretty sure they would like each other he was right I only wish I could tell him so.
"Bella."
Dear God the way he said my name made me weak in the knees.
"I want you to sleep in my room tonight is that ok with you? You don't have to I won't be upset if you're not comfortable with that."
I turned to face him
"Can we go to bed now? " I tried to play it cool but I couldn't wait to be in that room with him.
He shifted under me and I could feel how much he wanted me but this wait we have to take it slow was his rule so I didn't feel too bad for him.
" After the movie it's almost over." He answered.
"How would you know you haven't watched any of it?"
"So you're more entertaining." He licked right under my ear as he said that.
The credits began to roll and Edward lifted me up and stood. He took my hand.
"Good night guys. Jazz there are extra blankets and stuff in the hall closet. Alice Emmett's room is at the end of the hall on the left Rose was sleeping in there so it is nice and clean."
He said with a smirk. She got up off the love seat I watched as Jasper let his hand slide off her leg not removing it himself.
"Thanks Edward, good night you too and keep it down some of us will actually be trying to sleep."
Alice was such a little trouble maker she giggled all the way down the hall. I of course blushed furiously and Edward just brushed my cheek with his thumb.
"Night Jasper."
"Good night Bella."
"Edward do you mind if I run to the bathroom and get ready for bed?"
I wanted to change into my new night gown and wash my face and brush my teeth.
"Of course not baby."
He kissed the top of my head. Alice was coming out of Emmett's room in her pajama pants and tank top yelling for Jasper.
"Hey Jasper Emmett has a huge fucking bed in there that could fit 15 people if you want you can sleep in here with me I won't bite and I promise to stay on my side of the ocean." She was so bad.
"Well if you really don't mind I can be a complete gentleman I promise." Jasper looked like the cat that got the canary.
"I didn't ask you to promise anything but truly I don't mind you will have a sore neck for sure if you try and fit on that couch."
I ducked into the bathroom after giving Alice a what the hell are you up to look. I slipped the night gown on that I had bought it was spaghetti strapped and dark navy blue with black lace trim it hit at my mid thigh and had a small slit on one side. I slipped my robe on over it and walked out into the hall way. Emmett's door was shut and I could hear Alice's giggle. God that girl could flirt better than anyone I knew. I opened Edward's door and my heart fell right on the floor between my feet. He was standing at his dresser taking off his watch he only had a pair of boxer briefs on nothing ells. My mouth began to water so did other things. I closed the door and as it clicked he turned around.
"There you are. What took so long?" He smiled at me.
"I was listening to Alice convince Jasper to sleep with her."
"What are you kidding me?"
"No she promised him to stay on her side of the ocean." We were both chuckling.
"Ahhh well I wonder how that will work out for Jasper." Edward smirked.
"I don't really care about Jasper." There goes my dam filter again.
He walked over to me and pulled me into a deep searing kiss. I moaned into his mouth a lot louder than I ever had before. I didn't really care if Alice heard me or Jasper for that matter.
"Are you ready for bed? Mmmm I like the way that sounds can I keep you here?" He was whispering into my ear.
"I am ready and yes you may." I meant it. If I could somehow finish school in Seattle I would have.
I stepped back from him and untied my robe he was watching me. He hadn't moved he watched my hands then my shoulders as I began to slip the robe down. He followed the robe all the way to the floor.
"Fuck Me Bella!" His eyes bugged out and it was exactly what I was hoping for.
"You won't let me!"
I said with a pout. I knew what he meant and I gave him a smile.
"Do you like it? I wanted something nice in case you asked me to sleep in here with you." I fiddled with the hem of the lace.
"You look beautiful Isabella."
He stepped closer and pulled me to him he let his hands slide down my hips and cup my behind and he lifted as he did my legs came up and wrapped around him and he kissed me like I had never been kissed before. He laid me down on the bed with him firmly between my legs and he pushed against me. I melted under his body he could have done anything to me he wanted and I wouldn't have cared.
"Bella can I stay right here I want to feel you against me I need to feel you against me."
He sounded almost desperate he was grinding himself into me with slow firm motions. I had went with the no underwear option since I figured I might take them off any way hoped was more like it. The friction from the soft cotton of his boxer briefs together with the rock hard pulse of his dick I was gone. He pulled one of the straps down and captured my breast in his mouth and sucked licked and nipped. I began to imagine him fully filling me he was so close he was right there the only thing that separated us was a thin piece of fabric.
"Oh my God Edward its Oh my God please I can't I fuck Edward!"
"Bella baby stay with me God I want you so much I can't fucking stand it God I can feel how wet you are for me ugh."
"Edward just do it let it happen I promise I want you to." I groaned
"Fuck Bella we OH GOD Ugh Shit!"
He was moving even more franticly now he was pushing harder and he had great aim because he was hitting my clit with every move he made I was so close and I knew he must have been.
"Edward don't stop oh God please don't." My mind was a scrambled mess.
"UGH OH FUCK Bella HOLY SHIT BELLA come with me baby come with me!"
Just as the words poured from his mouth I fell over the edge and he came right with me. I felt a warm wetness between us and I knew it was his cum it was almost hot. He was glistening with sweet and panting. He put his head to mine and smirked like a little school boy.
"Holy Shit Bella I haven't done that since high school."
I giggled out loud I knew this must be odd for him here he was 21 years old dry humping his girlfr… well his whatever I was like he was 16 and afraid to go all the way. It was exactly like that actually he was afraid.
"Do you think they heard us?"
He looked down at me with a huge grin on his face.
"I don't see how they couldn't you're not so quiet when your brother isn't next door."
He got up slowly we both kind of chuckled we had made a real mess.
"I um I'm just going to go to the bathroom." He sounded almost nervous.
He stepped out of the room and I grabbed a few tissues and made sure I wasn't a mess. He had bigger issues to deal with in his boxers. He had grabbed a clean pair of boxers on his way out. I was sure my entire body was blushing. He came back in and we crawled into bed we laid on our sides and he pulled my back into his chest and held onto me tightly. I felt his breathing even out and he was fast asleep. I laid there for a long while just thinking.
How will I go back home and try and pretend this hadn't happened? How would I try to hide the fact that I was falling for this man?
