Addie walked into the room and stopped abruptly. Matt was in bed with a blonde woman. Both of them looked up in surprise. Matt had an absolute look of shock on his face. He jumped up and headed toward her. Addie could feel the tears in her eyes. She wanted to be mad but she was too upset for that. She didn't care about how embarrassing her crying was. She just wanted to be away from it all, from this moment.
She ran as fast as she could from the room. She needed to go somewhere and fast. She couldn't just go running around the hotel. She had no friends, there was only one person she knew. She ran to Seth's room and knocked on the door. He opened it and she flew into his arms. She had never done something like this before. She didn't know why he would even care. But right now she needed someone to comfort her.
Seth wrapped his arms around her. "Addie what's wrong? She struggled to talk but was just to upset. Not knowing what else to do Seth pulled her with him gently into his room. He neared her to sit on the edge of his bed. He hugged and comforted her until she stopped crying. Her head hurt but worse her heart hurt way worse.
She finally looked up at Seth. His shirt was wet from all her tears. "It was Matt he he cheated on me she stuttered to say. "Oh man I'm so sorry Seth said apologetically. How did you find out? Or are you okay talking about it? "I'm okay Addie said weekly. I just walked in the room and he was in bed with another woman.
I'm sorry I should not have come in here like this. It's just I got so upset I didn't know what to do. I don't have any friends and had nowhere to go. "Addie its okay you don't have to apologize I'm glad you came here. Though I'm sorry for the circumstances. But he doesn't deserve you and he's just proven that. Actually he has proven that many times before. Addie nodded though she wasn't ready to believe it.
Do you need to stay here tonight? Addie looked up not sure it would be appropriate. Seth smiled il sleep on the pullout couch. You can have the bed. Addie protested no I can't take your bed.
"its alright Seth said smiling. I don't mind and you need a nice place to sleep. "But just let me sleep on the couch. I don't need your bed. "Too late Seth said heading toward the couch. "Addie sighed and thanked him. She got into bed and shut her eyes. She knew it could be seen as scandalous.
Her sleeping in the room with Seth. But of course it was innocent. And right now she didn't care what Matt thought. He had cheated on her, and not only thought but she was sure he didn't know the woman. But as jealous as he acted and he did this. She couldn't see this man as her Matt. It was like he was a complete different person. Did WWE what they both loved do this? Did it make him this way?
And here was Seth a man she barely knew doing all this for her. He said Matt didn't deserve her. But she had always felt she didn't deserve Matt. No doubt their relationship was not guaranteed and never was. He didn't need her for anything. She was of no real use to him. But did she need him? And did that even need to be a question? Should couples need each other? Addie didn't feel couples needed each other.
They got together because they loved each other. That was how it was supposed to be. Or at least how Addie thought it was supposed to be. But could she survive without a boyfriend? Once it hadn't seemed all that important to her. But on the road and in the business maybe you needed these things. If you didn't have anyone to share your life with what was the point? Granted some women didn't need a man.
But Addie was not one of these women. She feared she was more fragile than she had ever thought. She doubted she needed physical protection. But then again these days what did she really know? She did feel she needed emotional protection. Well was that even a thing? Even the supposed poster boy John Cena had Nikki Bella. Could Addie exist if she didn't have Matt? Okay so maybe that was a little extreme.
But could she exist in the WWE without Matt? Or seeing him every day if they were not together? Actually they probably were not together. But Addie couldn't make herself say goodbye to Matt. He was her true love no matter what. Did he deserve for her to break up with him? Yes he certainly did but Addie could not do it. She loved him too much for that. But she knew maybe she should.
She couldn't see herself as this great person who deserved special treatment. She couldn't say she didn't deserve this. But if she turned it around Matt would not deserve it if she cheated on him. And no other women would deserve that. No matter what they did that's just how Addie felt. But she hadn't cheated anyway he had. And she had been told he didn't deserve her by Seth.
He and Dean and Roman all seemed to think she shouldn't be with him. But she couldn't see her future without him. And who were they to tell her that anyway? They were all in relationships. Roman was married with a child. Dean was with Renee and she was sure Seth was dating. Which was nice but where did that leave her? Still though she liked them all a great deal. She missed how she used to feel with Matt.
She envied them a lot. How nice would it be to be married with a child? Knowing your husband would take care of everything. Not that Addie was in a hurry to get married. It was not something she was looking for in the next few years. After all it would be hard to hold together a marriage if you had a spouse at home. But Roman and his wife made it work. And Renee must love dating Ambrose.
She shouldn't have to worry about anyone messing with her. And besides that they were a cute couple. And any girl would be lucky to be with Seth. They were all gorgeous men of course. But Addie longed to feel safe. She knew anyone with them would feel very safe. She didn't feel that way with Matt. Of course he could protect her physically. But what about emotionally? She refused to think of it any longer.
Apparently she had fallen asleep. It was morning as she finally awoke. Her head still hurt like she had a hangover. She knew that wasn't the case so it must be from her crying. She climbed from bed remembering everything. She still had on her clothes from the night before. She looked to the couch but Seth was gone.
Just then Seth walked into the room followed by Roman and Dean. Addie was embarrassed wondering what they might be thinking. However she figured Seth would have told them everything. So she didn't need to worry. "Hey Addie Seth greeted. You were still asleep when I left earlier. Me and the boys went for an early morning workout. After the night you had I didn't want to wake you. Addie smiled in response what was becoming of her life? She really had no idea.
Kane rocked back and forth as he thought. He had already arrived at the arena for the night. He couldn't get the thoughts of Addie out of his head. Her dark hair and green eyes were all he could think about. What was it about her? He hadn't took notice of her until she hit him with that chair. To him that was a sign. She wanted him to take notice. She was probably bored with Matt. She needed a real man.
Well Kane was not sure he was a man. Maybe she needed a monster in her life. Kane knew he hadn't had the best track with love. He had at this point sworn off blondes forever. Why couldn't he keep a blonde? Terri Runnels had just liked his mask. Of course what woman wouldn't? She had played with his emotions. And in his opinion he was much better for her than Goldust. Compared to him Kane was not weird at all.
Then there was Tori. She had played with his emotions even more. But women seemed to like doing those things. Her betraying him for X Pac. Kane snorted he was absolutely better than that loser. But anyway he had made Tori pay for what she had done. So he guessed he probably should forgive her. Then there was Kelly. She had acted like she was interested. Saying love was a wonderful thing.
What way was he supposed to take that? In fact he was sure she really meant it. She just got a little nervous that was it. Then there was Katie who left him to young. Wow he had something good going with her. But she had left him long ago. Of course her death kind of made him who he was. But he would never forget her.
Yes he had all those beautiful women and lost them. But there were two more that hurt his heart as well. Neither of these women blondes. Beautiful Lita whom he had chosen to carry his child. What a wonderful boy the baby would have been. And Lita was the only woman he had married. Arguably he had forced her but it was love.
She had grown to love him. And then just like that Edge swooped in and took her from him. He had yet to forgive Lita for that. But she was still as attractive as ever. The pain of a divorce had not affected her one bit. Then there was his last girlfriend Aj Lee. Were they a couple? He certainly thought so and she seemed to think so. She made him feel things he never thought possible. But he had lost her to Punk.
Why couldn't he keep a women? He had some of the most attractive women in the WWE. But he was alone. Maybe Addie could change that. No doubt she dug the mask. And really Matt had to make her bored. He was so below her and didn't deserve her. Thankfully he was getting in the ring with him.
He would ivisirate him no doubt about it. Then he could claim Addie as his own. She would look great on his arm. She deserved the best and that was him. When he came to the ring she would be by his side. And once the match was over she would be in the ring celebrating with him. She would be his bride one day. And they would have children. His legacy continued. Yes he would make her very happy.
He would not let Matt or any man take her from him. Because the moment he laid eyes on her she was his. And only his he would not share her. He chuckled as he rocked back and forth. His life was changing for the best. Addie would be one lucky lady. His lucky lady his his his his. He laughed aloud in joy.
Addie had been ignoring calls from Matt all day. She hadn't had to go to the arena last night. It was a house show and she wasn't needed. She hadn't known if Matt was going to go or not. But she didn't care either way. At least that's what she told herself. She had went out to dinner with Seth and his friends. She had really enjoyed herself being with other people. It was a change for her and she liked it.
She had listened in fascination as the guys told stories of their pree-WWE days. And stories on how they first became the shield. And then Renee had shared some stories of her own. Addie was happy to hear stories about other people. She couldn't really share stories with Matt. They already knew everything about each other.
And their careers had always been intertwined. She had nothing to tell him he didn't already know. She had no friends to tell anything too. This was a nice and welcome change. None of them had mentioned anything about Matt. Addie was grateful for that. She was really enjoying hearing about Seth's ring of honor days. When it was time to leave Seth offered to take her to the arena. They enjoyed a talk before arriving
